Dominating the Movie World [Rebirth]
Chapter 116 Jinjiang Exclusive Premiere
After Qian Nan received the news from Jiao Wei that Qiao Xu had just left the Palace of the Underworld, he quickly arranged the rest of the work, and then went to the hospital with Jiao Wei to visit Qiao Xu.
She didn't really have any special feelings for Qiao Xu. This time, she went this time to bring greetings to Sister Fan, and Jiao Wei said that she couldn't face Qiao Xu in the ICU ward by herself and wanted her to accompany her.
On the way to the hospital, Jiao Wei clasped his hands nervously and kept praying.While waiting for the red light, Qian Nan freed his hand and patted her on the shoulder.
"Don't worry, the doctor says he's out of danger."
Jiao Wei's lips moved, but he didn't speak.
Qian Nan didn't say any more comforting words. She knew that what she said at this time would be futile. Qiao Xu's illness was terminally ill, and it was getting worse very quickly. She was lucky to live for a few more days.As for those empty words like "he will be fine", there is no need to say it at all.
It is impossible to say it.
Miracles do exist in this world, but Qiao Xu has no chance to get them.
After rushing to the hospital, Qian Nan met Qiao Xu's family for the first time. It should be his father, an old man with a straight back.
Jiao Wei cheered up, walked over with flowers in his arms and said, "Hi Uncle, we are Qiao Xu's friends, we are here to visit him."
The old man nodded: "You have a heart, thank you."
Qian Nan listened to their chat, and when he learned that Qiao Xu would not be able to last for a few days even if he was out of danger, his heart was empty.
A living life is about to die, no matter whether this person has anything to do with him or not, the listener will always feel a little sad in his heart.
"I heard that he posted a new song on the Internet today." The old man smiled wryly, "He is a talented child, but I didn't teach him well, which caused him to take too many detours and develop bad habits, which made him what he is today. In the end, life is worthless."
Jiao Wei's nose was sore and he couldn't speak.Qian Nan looked at her red eye circles, hesitated for a moment, stretched out his arms to wrap her around her, and let her lean on his shoulders.
After finishing all this, she said: "Ms. Qiao's new song will definitely make everyone remember him. As long as people can still remember him, life is valuable."
The old man glanced at her and sighed.
Qian Nan's cell phone rang suddenly, and she ran to the balcony to answer the phone. It was a subordinate who said that the media wanted to interview them.
"Hold the reporter, and now quickly send bodyguards to the hospital, and don't let them get close to Qiao Xu's ward. Also, the theme of the promotion is PLANA, which focuses on motivation and the value of life. It is unnecessary to remove all blessing content. We only use songs Quality and data speak."
After a series of arrangements were made, she went back outside the ward and told Qiao Xu's father about the arrangement of bodyguards. The old man had no objection, and Jiao Wei said "thank you" lightly.
Thank you Qian Nan and Fan Zi for giving Qiao Xu the last face before he passed away regardless of the past.
Soon, the bodyguards were in place, and the reporters also came with cameras, scrambling to get first-hand information about Qiao Xu's illness and death.Jiao Wei looked coldly at the reporters who were eating steamed buns eating human blood, and suddenly he was glad that Qiao Xu was still in a coma and could not see this cruel scene.
Qian Nan was also a little bit embarrassed. People who had heard Qiao Xu sing said that he was talented, but he himself took the wrong path, one wrong step and one wrong step. In the end, he could only win some attention by relying on death.
What is life after all?
There are always people who say that human life is at stake, so what is the life of a person who made a mistake?
Qian Nan could already imagine how the press conference would draw up the title, something like "The life of the former singer-songwriter Qiao Xu hangs by a thread, what is the intention of releasing the new song", this is probably the title, and then he guessed a lot of fanzi studios to help him release the title. The intention of the new song, and then talk about what happened in the past, and finally add a layer of ambiguity to the relationship between Fan Zi and Qiao Xu - a hot steamed bun full of human blood is made.
She sighed and began to lament when she had become so cynical.
When they left the hospital, the old man pursed his lips and stared at the reporters holding cameras and microphones outside, as if he had aged a few years.
Qian Nan accompanied Jiao Wei back to the hotel where he was temporarily staying. Teacher Jiao came here today on leave from the film crew, and she will be returning early tomorrow morning.
"Qiao Xu's song, please."
Before she left, Jiao Wei said this to her.
Qian Nan nodded, expressing that he would do his best.
Feeling Qian Nan's aura that was completely different from that of two years ago, Jiao Wei suddenly asked, "Can I give you a hug?"
Qian Nan was stunned for a moment, she didn't know what to think of, she opened her arms and hugged Jiao Wei gently.
The smell of tobacco and alcohol that women often have on their bodies is gone, replaced by the smell of hospital disinfectant.
"I used to always want to die," Jiao Wei hugged her with a low voice, "I just saw Qiao Xu, and I realized that I still want to live well."
"Well, there is hope only if you are alive." Qian Nan comforted her softly.
Jiao Wei continued: "Both my parents have passed away, and I don't know any of my relatives well. When I saw Qiao Xu's father, I realized that if one day I got some terminal illness, there would be no one to help me with the aftermath. "
Qian Nan's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly said, "Don't talk nonsense."
"You have family and friends, of course you don't have to worry about these things, I only have cigarettes and alcohol," she smiled bitterly, "I don't dare to drink too much now, I don't want to follow Qiao Xu's path. So, I really have nothing left."
Qian Nan felt that there was a sentence that was very suitable to say now, but she opened her mouth and couldn't say it.
"Don't think about it, you are developing very smoothly now, and you have a lot of fans. If you continue to develop well, you will become popular again one day." Qian Nan forced a smile and continued, "By then you will have tens of thousands of fans. Accompanied by fans, we will meet more friends.”
Jiao Wei laughed even harder. He said he was laughing, but it looked more like crying.She got up from Qian Nan's body, curled her lips with difficulty, and said, "Okay, thank you for being with me today."
Qian Nan shook her head, said goodbye to her, and left.
In fact, how could she fail to see that Jiao Wei deliberately asked her to say "you and me"?
Qian Nan knew that Jiao Wei was at her most vulnerable right now, and she urgently needed someone to rely on.And I happened to be liked by her before, and now I can accompany her, so it is logical to become what Jiao Wei wants to rely on.
She can tell Jiao Wei in a comforting tone - you still have me.But some things are easy to say, but hard to do.
She didn't want to deceive Jiao Wei, because she wasn't ready at all, or in other words, she wasn't ready for it at all.
Qian Nan drove back to the company, calculated the time difference, and called Sister Fan.
First, she talked about Qiao Xu, and when she was done speaking, she sighed and asked Fan Zi: "Sister Fan, would you choose someone who treats you as your comfort?"
Fan Zi probably guessed what Jiao Wei said to Xiao Nan today, thought about it, and replied: "No. I will choose someone who shares my heart and cherishes each other."
Zhu Xilan, who was reading carefully next to her, raised her head from the book, tilted her head and pointed at herself.
Fan Zi pinched her face and nodded.
Zhu Xilan continued to lower her head to read the book contentedly, Fan Zi looked at her girlfriend who was making fun of her, and continued to listen to Qian Nan's words.
After she finished talking about her thoughts, Fan Zi said: "You are right, love is not sympathy, you think it very clearly. But I think you can be more decisive, if you really don't have any feelings for her, then kill her quickly." Luan Ma, so that when your true destiny arrives, there is still a burden by your side. On the other hand, if you don't have no feelings for her at all, then think about how to develop and how to cultivate feelings with her. "
Qian Nan said that he understood, and then continued to get busy with work.
Fan Zi returned to her seat, looking at the book but she couldn't read it. From time to time, she picked up her phone to check the ranking of Qiao Xu's new songs.
"So nervous about his grades?" Zhu Xilan asked strangely.
"A little bit, because time is a little too late." Fan Zi said honestly, "He won't live long, and I hope to help him hand in a perfect answer before he leaves."
Zhu Xilan was a little puzzled. At the beginning, Fan Zi was very angry with Qiao Xu. Although Qiao Xu was running out of life now, based on the relationship between the two of them, Fan Zi didn't have to fulfill his last wish for him.
Is there any secret?
There is indeed a secret, but Fan Zi can't tell it now.
After all, she has experienced two lives. In the last life, she died tragically, but Qiao Xu passed away amidst the crying of millions of fans after becoming famous.However, in this life, because of the flapping wings of her butterfly, Qiao Xu's life has undergone earth-shaking changes. Fame and fortune are no longer there, but instead, she has become a down-and-out singer who is about to die alone...
The main reason for this change was Qiao Xu's own death, but to a certain extent, without her rebirth, Qiao Xu wouldn't be in such a miserable situation.
Fan Zi said she was helping Qiao Xu, but she was actually trying to eliminate her guilt.
How could she explain this reason to Zhu Xilan?
To be honest, Fan Zi really didn't do such a fantasy thing as confessing to Zhu Xilan that she is a reborn person. If she said it, the other party would think she was crazy.
Perhaps this matter will remain a secret forever, in the grave with her.
The two didn't discuss this issue any further, instead they did their own thing, one was studying and the other was looking at the rankings.
That night, even in Fan Zi's dream, Qiao Xu's new song entered the top ten of the new song list.
The next morning, she picked up her phone and was about to look at the data, and found that Xiao Nan had sent a few screenshots, saying that after launching the software homepage at midnight today, Qiao Xu's new song had become the number one on the new song list, and it was the hottest topic on Weibo. There are also two pieces of content related to this song.
Fan Zi was relieved and told her to always pay attention to the data and the direction of the wind reviews. Qiao Xu kept in touch with his father and sent someone to tell him the good news when he woke up.
In time!There is still time!
Fan Zi has been worrying all day, and now she can finally breathe a sigh of relief.
Two days later, Qiao Xu's new song has completely stabilized its No. 3 position on the software's new song list, and at the same time rushed to No. 5 on the soaring broadcast list and No. [-] on the original hit song list.At the same time, it also squeezed into the top [-] of the Chinese TOP mainland chart and the top [-] of the Billboard music chart in the global charts. The vast majority of fans who love pop music gave this song a high evaluation.
His songs have even influenced many depressed patients and listeners with suicidal tendencies. They always want to solve their problems through death, but Qiao Xu told them with singing that this is not the case.
One of the Weibo users who suffered from mild depression said that due to the shadow of his family when he was a child, he always felt bad about himself. He believed that life was a long way off, that the bitterness was far more than the sweetness, and he was always confused about the meaning of his life.But this song tells him that the meaning of life is to seize those beautiful moments and turn them into the motivation to take the next step.Living people want to use death to escape all kinds of things in this world, but when they are really close to death, their natural desire to survive will still explode.So, no matter what kind of dilemma you encounter, try to generate a little courage by thinking about the worst outcome of the dilemma-death.Live, live well, as long as you work hard to live every tomorrow, there will be new and beautiful things in life that are worth looking forward to.
Qiao Xu's past was also rediscovered. In the face of death, most of the audience chose to forgive him.
His mistakes will never be washed away, but everyone hopes that this man who has realized his mistakes and brought warmth to everyone can also get their warmth before he dies.
This is the tenderness of all netizens.
In fact, Qian Nan didn't put much effort into these follow-up developments. She only slightly controlled the black fans not to attack Qiao Xu too much before he passed away. The rest were basically spontaneous actions of netizens.
For example, write a lot of words of encouragement for Qiao Xu's new song comments, such as a video of praying for him, and for example, some people in the circle who know the address of his hospital send him flowers every day.
On the day Qiao Xu left the ICU, he just woke up.As soon as he opened his eyes, there was a bouquet of daisies in full bloom on the bedside. He called the nurse and asked who had been here.
The nurse has also become a fan of his now. Seeing him wake up, he did some routine examinations first, and only after confirming that his current physical indicators are normal, did he tell him what happened in the past few days.
Qiao Xu listened quietly, and finally said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."
His voice had no longer been as magnetic and charming as in the song, and the little nurse was stunned for a while, feeling regretful and sad for a moment.
Three months ago he began to vomit often, stomach acid mixed with blood, which gradually wore away his charming voice.
Before the nurse went out, she still couldn't help asking: "Do you have any other unreleased works? We fans are looking forward to it."
Qiao Xu curled his mouth and shook his head with difficulty: "I'm sorry, no more."
It is a gift from God that he can release this song again. As for other works, they will be buried with him.
On this day, Qiao Xu intermittently sent back several voice messages to Fan Zi.
Upon hearing his thanks, Fan Zi replied, "Receive the treatment well, wait until I return to China, and then thank me face to face."
Qiao Xu returned a cute smile and said, "I'm trying my best."
However, this effort only lasted seven days. Seven days later, Qiao Xu took his father's hand and closed his eyes forever.
His thin hands can no longer play the guitar, his pale lips can no longer spit out charming singing, and a white cloth covers him all.
Before he passed away, the last words he said to his father were: "Dad, I'm sorry, in this life, I haven't been able to be a good person or a good son."
Father Qiao replied: "But I am proud of your last efforts and repentance in your life."
On the day of the funeral, many fans spontaneously went to express their condolences. Fan Zi really couldn't make it back, so she had to ask Qian Nan to go on her behalf.
Qian Nan saw Jiao Wei who was offering incense in front of the mourning hall, and said softly, "My condolences go with the changes."
Jiao Wei's face was pale, probably from crying before, and his eyes were swollen.
"When drinking before, he said that his greatest wish in this life is to have a song that can make others remember him." Jiao Wei smiled miserably, "It's great, you helped him achieve it."
Qian Nan shook her head lightly: "He did it himself, I'm only responsible for posting the song."
Jiao Wei didn't say anything else. After returning home at night, she picked up the guitar she hadn't touched for a long time, and began to play a song that Qiao Xu had written for her.
The relationship between her and Qiao Xu is actually very complicated. There is a sympathy for each other as a former singer, a unique tacit understanding, a secret love that you know well, and a special possessive desire... but you just don't like him.
However, he was extremely important to her.
Now that he's gone, Jiao Weiwei doesn't know what to use to fill the vacancy in his heart after losing Qiao Xu.
After playing the song dozens of times, her fingers were swollen and painful. She picked up the phone and called Qian Nan.
"Come with me for a drink, okay?"
An hour later, Qian Nan knocked on her door with a case of beer.
Cans of beer were poured down, Jiao Wei suddenly held her hand with tears streaming down his face and said, "Xiao Nan, can you promise me to stay with me all the time? I'm really lonely now, it doesn't matter if you lie to me." , you just promise to let me lie to myself, okay?"
Unexpectedly, Qian Nan, who has always been gentle and honest, pulled out her hand and said seriously: "I will not be anyone's substitute."
She is herself, and it is Sister Fan who makes her gradually find herself at work, and she will not choose to give up herself again for an unclear relationship.
She doesn't want to be Qiao Xu's substitute, nor does she want to be Jiao Weiyi's comfort.
Jiao Wei froze for a moment, opened another can of beer, and drank it down.
She is so selfish.
She once selfishly asked Qiao Xu, who liked her, to be by her side, and now she selfishly made such a request to Qian Nan.
"You are a good girl," she said to Qian Nan, throwing away the can, "There will be someone better to accompany you through the rest of your life."
Later, Jiao Wei was completely drunk, Qian Nan moved her to the bed and sighed softly.
Sometimes she still likes her school days, every question has its answer.
Instead of being like this now, many things are left unanswered.
When Jiao Wei fell asleep, Qian Nan squatted beside her bed, quietly watching her sleeping face.
After a while, she said: "Sister Fan said, I should cut the mess quickly. I admit that I did admire you once, but sometimes I can't distinguish between admiration and liking. Before that, I didn't know whether I should It's time to leave you decisively.
"But just now, I suddenly figured it out. Teacher Jiao, I may not be your 'friend' on call in the future.
"The love I want is equality and mutual love. If I give him a heart, he can give me back one. Indeed, people will have a little selfishness, but in my opinion, people can love themselves A little more, but you can’t just love yourself. Teacher Jiao, you really only love yourself. Whether it’s the good impression you had when you thought I was cute before, or the estrangement you developed because of my progress, or now you’ve lost After Qiao Xu, you want my love to fill the emptiness...During this relationship change, you never considered what I think, right?"
After she finished speaking, her eyes gradually turned red.
"I've thought about it carefully. In fact, when you teased me, I had a good impression of you. But I'm sorry, from today on, I will forget this feeling and find someone who really deserves my liking."
Qian Nan kissed the back of her hand lightly, stood up, put on his coat and left.
The sound of closing the door sounded, and the person on the bed in the bedroom suddenly opened his eyes, the corners of which were moist.
After a while, she buried her head in the quilt, and uttered a sentence that she didn't have time to say——
"Xiao Nan, I'm sorry..."
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She didn't really have any special feelings for Qiao Xu. This time, she went this time to bring greetings to Sister Fan, and Jiao Wei said that she couldn't face Qiao Xu in the ICU ward by herself and wanted her to accompany her.
On the way to the hospital, Jiao Wei clasped his hands nervously and kept praying.While waiting for the red light, Qian Nan freed his hand and patted her on the shoulder.
"Don't worry, the doctor says he's out of danger."
Jiao Wei's lips moved, but he didn't speak.
Qian Nan didn't say any more comforting words. She knew that what she said at this time would be futile. Qiao Xu's illness was terminally ill, and it was getting worse very quickly. She was lucky to live for a few more days.As for those empty words like "he will be fine", there is no need to say it at all.
It is impossible to say it.
Miracles do exist in this world, but Qiao Xu has no chance to get them.
After rushing to the hospital, Qian Nan met Qiao Xu's family for the first time. It should be his father, an old man with a straight back.
Jiao Wei cheered up, walked over with flowers in his arms and said, "Hi Uncle, we are Qiao Xu's friends, we are here to visit him."
The old man nodded: "You have a heart, thank you."
Qian Nan listened to their chat, and when he learned that Qiao Xu would not be able to last for a few days even if he was out of danger, his heart was empty.
A living life is about to die, no matter whether this person has anything to do with him or not, the listener will always feel a little sad in his heart.
"I heard that he posted a new song on the Internet today." The old man smiled wryly, "He is a talented child, but I didn't teach him well, which caused him to take too many detours and develop bad habits, which made him what he is today. In the end, life is worthless."
Jiao Wei's nose was sore and he couldn't speak.Qian Nan looked at her red eye circles, hesitated for a moment, stretched out his arms to wrap her around her, and let her lean on his shoulders.
After finishing all this, she said: "Ms. Qiao's new song will definitely make everyone remember him. As long as people can still remember him, life is valuable."
The old man glanced at her and sighed.
Qian Nan's cell phone rang suddenly, and she ran to the balcony to answer the phone. It was a subordinate who said that the media wanted to interview them.
"Hold the reporter, and now quickly send bodyguards to the hospital, and don't let them get close to Qiao Xu's ward. Also, the theme of the promotion is PLANA, which focuses on motivation and the value of life. It is unnecessary to remove all blessing content. We only use songs Quality and data speak."
After a series of arrangements were made, she went back outside the ward and told Qiao Xu's father about the arrangement of bodyguards. The old man had no objection, and Jiao Wei said "thank you" lightly.
Thank you Qian Nan and Fan Zi for giving Qiao Xu the last face before he passed away regardless of the past.
Soon, the bodyguards were in place, and the reporters also came with cameras, scrambling to get first-hand information about Qiao Xu's illness and death.Jiao Wei looked coldly at the reporters who were eating steamed buns eating human blood, and suddenly he was glad that Qiao Xu was still in a coma and could not see this cruel scene.
Qian Nan was also a little bit embarrassed. People who had heard Qiao Xu sing said that he was talented, but he himself took the wrong path, one wrong step and one wrong step. In the end, he could only win some attention by relying on death.
What is life after all?
There are always people who say that human life is at stake, so what is the life of a person who made a mistake?
Qian Nan could already imagine how the press conference would draw up the title, something like "The life of the former singer-songwriter Qiao Xu hangs by a thread, what is the intention of releasing the new song", this is probably the title, and then he guessed a lot of fanzi studios to help him release the title. The intention of the new song, and then talk about what happened in the past, and finally add a layer of ambiguity to the relationship between Fan Zi and Qiao Xu - a hot steamed bun full of human blood is made.
She sighed and began to lament when she had become so cynical.
When they left the hospital, the old man pursed his lips and stared at the reporters holding cameras and microphones outside, as if he had aged a few years.
Qian Nan accompanied Jiao Wei back to the hotel where he was temporarily staying. Teacher Jiao came here today on leave from the film crew, and she will be returning early tomorrow morning.
"Qiao Xu's song, please."
Before she left, Jiao Wei said this to her.
Qian Nan nodded, expressing that he would do his best.
Feeling Qian Nan's aura that was completely different from that of two years ago, Jiao Wei suddenly asked, "Can I give you a hug?"
Qian Nan was stunned for a moment, she didn't know what to think of, she opened her arms and hugged Jiao Wei gently.
The smell of tobacco and alcohol that women often have on their bodies is gone, replaced by the smell of hospital disinfectant.
"I used to always want to die," Jiao Wei hugged her with a low voice, "I just saw Qiao Xu, and I realized that I still want to live well."
"Well, there is hope only if you are alive." Qian Nan comforted her softly.
Jiao Wei continued: "Both my parents have passed away, and I don't know any of my relatives well. When I saw Qiao Xu's father, I realized that if one day I got some terminal illness, there would be no one to help me with the aftermath. "
Qian Nan's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly said, "Don't talk nonsense."
"You have family and friends, of course you don't have to worry about these things, I only have cigarettes and alcohol," she smiled bitterly, "I don't dare to drink too much now, I don't want to follow Qiao Xu's path. So, I really have nothing left."
Qian Nan felt that there was a sentence that was very suitable to say now, but she opened her mouth and couldn't say it.
"Don't think about it, you are developing very smoothly now, and you have a lot of fans. If you continue to develop well, you will become popular again one day." Qian Nan forced a smile and continued, "By then you will have tens of thousands of fans. Accompanied by fans, we will meet more friends.”
Jiao Wei laughed even harder. He said he was laughing, but it looked more like crying.She got up from Qian Nan's body, curled her lips with difficulty, and said, "Okay, thank you for being with me today."
Qian Nan shook her head, said goodbye to her, and left.
In fact, how could she fail to see that Jiao Wei deliberately asked her to say "you and me"?
Qian Nan knew that Jiao Wei was at her most vulnerable right now, and she urgently needed someone to rely on.And I happened to be liked by her before, and now I can accompany her, so it is logical to become what Jiao Wei wants to rely on.
She can tell Jiao Wei in a comforting tone - you still have me.But some things are easy to say, but hard to do.
She didn't want to deceive Jiao Wei, because she wasn't ready at all, or in other words, she wasn't ready for it at all.
Qian Nan drove back to the company, calculated the time difference, and called Sister Fan.
First, she talked about Qiao Xu, and when she was done speaking, she sighed and asked Fan Zi: "Sister Fan, would you choose someone who treats you as your comfort?"
Fan Zi probably guessed what Jiao Wei said to Xiao Nan today, thought about it, and replied: "No. I will choose someone who shares my heart and cherishes each other."
Zhu Xilan, who was reading carefully next to her, raised her head from the book, tilted her head and pointed at herself.
Fan Zi pinched her face and nodded.
Zhu Xilan continued to lower her head to read the book contentedly, Fan Zi looked at her girlfriend who was making fun of her, and continued to listen to Qian Nan's words.
After she finished talking about her thoughts, Fan Zi said: "You are right, love is not sympathy, you think it very clearly. But I think you can be more decisive, if you really don't have any feelings for her, then kill her quickly." Luan Ma, so that when your true destiny arrives, there is still a burden by your side. On the other hand, if you don't have no feelings for her at all, then think about how to develop and how to cultivate feelings with her. "
Qian Nan said that he understood, and then continued to get busy with work.
Fan Zi returned to her seat, looking at the book but she couldn't read it. From time to time, she picked up her phone to check the ranking of Qiao Xu's new songs.
"So nervous about his grades?" Zhu Xilan asked strangely.
"A little bit, because time is a little too late." Fan Zi said honestly, "He won't live long, and I hope to help him hand in a perfect answer before he leaves."
Zhu Xilan was a little puzzled. At the beginning, Fan Zi was very angry with Qiao Xu. Although Qiao Xu was running out of life now, based on the relationship between the two of them, Fan Zi didn't have to fulfill his last wish for him.
Is there any secret?
There is indeed a secret, but Fan Zi can't tell it now.
After all, she has experienced two lives. In the last life, she died tragically, but Qiao Xu passed away amidst the crying of millions of fans after becoming famous.However, in this life, because of the flapping wings of her butterfly, Qiao Xu's life has undergone earth-shaking changes. Fame and fortune are no longer there, but instead, she has become a down-and-out singer who is about to die alone...
The main reason for this change was Qiao Xu's own death, but to a certain extent, without her rebirth, Qiao Xu wouldn't be in such a miserable situation.
Fan Zi said she was helping Qiao Xu, but she was actually trying to eliminate her guilt.
How could she explain this reason to Zhu Xilan?
To be honest, Fan Zi really didn't do such a fantasy thing as confessing to Zhu Xilan that she is a reborn person. If she said it, the other party would think she was crazy.
Perhaps this matter will remain a secret forever, in the grave with her.
The two didn't discuss this issue any further, instead they did their own thing, one was studying and the other was looking at the rankings.
That night, even in Fan Zi's dream, Qiao Xu's new song entered the top ten of the new song list.
The next morning, she picked up her phone and was about to look at the data, and found that Xiao Nan had sent a few screenshots, saying that after launching the software homepage at midnight today, Qiao Xu's new song had become the number one on the new song list, and it was the hottest topic on Weibo. There are also two pieces of content related to this song.
Fan Zi was relieved and told her to always pay attention to the data and the direction of the wind reviews. Qiao Xu kept in touch with his father and sent someone to tell him the good news when he woke up.
In time!There is still time!
Fan Zi has been worrying all day, and now she can finally breathe a sigh of relief.
Two days later, Qiao Xu's new song has completely stabilized its No. 3 position on the software's new song list, and at the same time rushed to No. 5 on the soaring broadcast list and No. [-] on the original hit song list.At the same time, it also squeezed into the top [-] of the Chinese TOP mainland chart and the top [-] of the Billboard music chart in the global charts. The vast majority of fans who love pop music gave this song a high evaluation.
His songs have even influenced many depressed patients and listeners with suicidal tendencies. They always want to solve their problems through death, but Qiao Xu told them with singing that this is not the case.
One of the Weibo users who suffered from mild depression said that due to the shadow of his family when he was a child, he always felt bad about himself. He believed that life was a long way off, that the bitterness was far more than the sweetness, and he was always confused about the meaning of his life.But this song tells him that the meaning of life is to seize those beautiful moments and turn them into the motivation to take the next step.Living people want to use death to escape all kinds of things in this world, but when they are really close to death, their natural desire to survive will still explode.So, no matter what kind of dilemma you encounter, try to generate a little courage by thinking about the worst outcome of the dilemma-death.Live, live well, as long as you work hard to live every tomorrow, there will be new and beautiful things in life that are worth looking forward to.
Qiao Xu's past was also rediscovered. In the face of death, most of the audience chose to forgive him.
His mistakes will never be washed away, but everyone hopes that this man who has realized his mistakes and brought warmth to everyone can also get their warmth before he dies.
This is the tenderness of all netizens.
In fact, Qian Nan didn't put much effort into these follow-up developments. She only slightly controlled the black fans not to attack Qiao Xu too much before he passed away. The rest were basically spontaneous actions of netizens.
For example, write a lot of words of encouragement for Qiao Xu's new song comments, such as a video of praying for him, and for example, some people in the circle who know the address of his hospital send him flowers every day.
On the day Qiao Xu left the ICU, he just woke up.As soon as he opened his eyes, there was a bouquet of daisies in full bloom on the bedside. He called the nurse and asked who had been here.
The nurse has also become a fan of his now. Seeing him wake up, he did some routine examinations first, and only after confirming that his current physical indicators are normal, did he tell him what happened in the past few days.
Qiao Xu listened quietly, and finally said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."
His voice had no longer been as magnetic and charming as in the song, and the little nurse was stunned for a while, feeling regretful and sad for a moment.
Three months ago he began to vomit often, stomach acid mixed with blood, which gradually wore away his charming voice.
Before the nurse went out, she still couldn't help asking: "Do you have any other unreleased works? We fans are looking forward to it."
Qiao Xu curled his mouth and shook his head with difficulty: "I'm sorry, no more."
It is a gift from God that he can release this song again. As for other works, they will be buried with him.
On this day, Qiao Xu intermittently sent back several voice messages to Fan Zi.
Upon hearing his thanks, Fan Zi replied, "Receive the treatment well, wait until I return to China, and then thank me face to face."
Qiao Xu returned a cute smile and said, "I'm trying my best."
However, this effort only lasted seven days. Seven days later, Qiao Xu took his father's hand and closed his eyes forever.
His thin hands can no longer play the guitar, his pale lips can no longer spit out charming singing, and a white cloth covers him all.
Before he passed away, the last words he said to his father were: "Dad, I'm sorry, in this life, I haven't been able to be a good person or a good son."
Father Qiao replied: "But I am proud of your last efforts and repentance in your life."
On the day of the funeral, many fans spontaneously went to express their condolences. Fan Zi really couldn't make it back, so she had to ask Qian Nan to go on her behalf.
Qian Nan saw Jiao Wei who was offering incense in front of the mourning hall, and said softly, "My condolences go with the changes."
Jiao Wei's face was pale, probably from crying before, and his eyes were swollen.
"When drinking before, he said that his greatest wish in this life is to have a song that can make others remember him." Jiao Wei smiled miserably, "It's great, you helped him achieve it."
Qian Nan shook her head lightly: "He did it himself, I'm only responsible for posting the song."
Jiao Wei didn't say anything else. After returning home at night, she picked up the guitar she hadn't touched for a long time, and began to play a song that Qiao Xu had written for her.
The relationship between her and Qiao Xu is actually very complicated. There is a sympathy for each other as a former singer, a unique tacit understanding, a secret love that you know well, and a special possessive desire... but you just don't like him.
However, he was extremely important to her.
Now that he's gone, Jiao Weiwei doesn't know what to use to fill the vacancy in his heart after losing Qiao Xu.
After playing the song dozens of times, her fingers were swollen and painful. She picked up the phone and called Qian Nan.
"Come with me for a drink, okay?"
An hour later, Qian Nan knocked on her door with a case of beer.
Cans of beer were poured down, Jiao Wei suddenly held her hand with tears streaming down his face and said, "Xiao Nan, can you promise me to stay with me all the time? I'm really lonely now, it doesn't matter if you lie to me." , you just promise to let me lie to myself, okay?"
Unexpectedly, Qian Nan, who has always been gentle and honest, pulled out her hand and said seriously: "I will not be anyone's substitute."
She is herself, and it is Sister Fan who makes her gradually find herself at work, and she will not choose to give up herself again for an unclear relationship.
She doesn't want to be Qiao Xu's substitute, nor does she want to be Jiao Weiyi's comfort.
Jiao Wei froze for a moment, opened another can of beer, and drank it down.
She is so selfish.
She once selfishly asked Qiao Xu, who liked her, to be by her side, and now she selfishly made such a request to Qian Nan.
"You are a good girl," she said to Qian Nan, throwing away the can, "There will be someone better to accompany you through the rest of your life."
Later, Jiao Wei was completely drunk, Qian Nan moved her to the bed and sighed softly.
Sometimes she still likes her school days, every question has its answer.
Instead of being like this now, many things are left unanswered.
When Jiao Wei fell asleep, Qian Nan squatted beside her bed, quietly watching her sleeping face.
After a while, she said: "Sister Fan said, I should cut the mess quickly. I admit that I did admire you once, but sometimes I can't distinguish between admiration and liking. Before that, I didn't know whether I should It's time to leave you decisively.
"But just now, I suddenly figured it out. Teacher Jiao, I may not be your 'friend' on call in the future.
"The love I want is equality and mutual love. If I give him a heart, he can give me back one. Indeed, people will have a little selfishness, but in my opinion, people can love themselves A little more, but you can’t just love yourself. Teacher Jiao, you really only love yourself. Whether it’s the good impression you had when you thought I was cute before, or the estrangement you developed because of my progress, or now you’ve lost After Qiao Xu, you want my love to fill the emptiness...During this relationship change, you never considered what I think, right?"
After she finished speaking, her eyes gradually turned red.
"I've thought about it carefully. In fact, when you teased me, I had a good impression of you. But I'm sorry, from today on, I will forget this feeling and find someone who really deserves my liking."
Qian Nan kissed the back of her hand lightly, stood up, put on his coat and left.
The sound of closing the door sounded, and the person on the bed in the bedroom suddenly opened his eyes, the corners of which were moist.
After a while, she buried her head in the quilt, and uttered a sentence that she didn't have time to say——
"Xiao Nan, I'm sorry..."
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