[Comprehensive] Raising a sweet tooth devil

After watching Akashi and Atobe leave one by one, although Kazama wondered when the relationship between the two would be good enough to go home together, but because of his own affairs, it was already bad enough He was worried, so he didn't think too much, but concentrated all his thoughts on the upcoming part that he should "take seriously".

He was thinking as he walked—what does it mean to take it seriously?Wasn't he serious enough when he thought about Murasakihara?He felt that his attitude was very serious and upright. He didn't even bother thinking about whether to move to another school to live in Tokyo with his parents... It can be said that this was the case since he grew up. The most thoughtful thought ever.

He is a precocious person, and he knew his faults at a very young age—he didn't pay much attention to anything, except for a few things, he always had a casual attitude towards other things.To put it bluntly, it means to have no desires, no desires, and a generous heart to live a life. To put it bluntly, it means that he is heartless and doesn't care about anything... To be honest, he himself doesn't know how to develop this kind of thinking.

In the past, his parents were very worried about his problem, and thought that he, a little kid, was so unpursuing and didn't know how to make progress?When other people's children hear their parents keep praising other children, don't they usually go all out to do the whole one, two, three?How come the temperament that ordinary children have has become indifferent when it comes to my own children?You can scold him, he doesn't refute anything, he just nodded blindly and agreed, "I know, I know", but when he turned around, he seemed to have completely forgotten what he just said, and he was still the same as before, even the appearance I don't even bother to pretend to show it to you, so even Kazama's father Kazama's mother didn't know what to say after seeing it.

If you force him to reason with him earnestly and say that to be a man is to strive for the top and not to fall behind, and if you strive for a breath of Buddha and receive a stick of incense, he will slowly tell you his own truth-what do you know about your own affairs? It is very important to see yourself clearly. If you don’t have that much ability, you can’t force yourself to take on such a big responsibility. If you don’t have diamonds, don’t do porcelain work. What’s wrong with being content and happy? There was no repetition in the set, and they were so choked up that they couldn't say anything, and they all looked away in the end.

Come on, isn't his son just a little lazy?At any rate, he didn't reach the level of living in a dawdling manner. Although his grades were not top-notch, he was at the top of the list anyway!Although he didn't do any earth-shattering events and won any great awards, at least he didn't cause any troubles and didn't harm the society or the country. Even the teacher didn't say anything bad about him!They should be satisfied. Compared with the Ziyuan family who played well with their own son, look at the temperament of that tall and tall son. Even if he is talented in sports and quick-witted in learning, but the other party treats people and things in normal times On the other hand, it is really nerve-wracking...

After such a comparison, they figured out their own son's, so they looked at Kazama with a little more indescribable love and satisfaction. As for the swearing that he was used to before, it was almost gone. , this made Kazama puzzled for a long time, and he didn't know the truth until Kazama's mother accidentally said that she had slipped her tongue.

——Eh, speaking of which, I would like to thank Aton.

Kazama was thinking irresponsibly, but after a few seconds he came to his senses and realized that his train of thought was crooked and deviated from the track of his previous thinking. He hurriedly focused on thinking in the right direction again——

Well, I mentioned earlier that he knows his fault with his indifferent negative attitude towards everything, but he has no intention of correcting this. After all, there is nothing wrong with him living like this, and he also has a plan for his own life. ——It doesn't need to be very successful, and he can't deal with too complicated things, such as social relationships and so on, that would be a burden and trouble for him.Fame is not a necessity, no matter how famous it is, it can't be used as food, and he doesn't have any great skills.His idea is very practical. For example, it is okay to be a small employee of a company, as long as the salary is enough to live on... Otherwise, with his skills, he can directly open a small shop and sell some dessert cakes. As for the start-up capital? , You can borrow it from your parents, or you can find the rich man Atobe, anyway, he believes that the other party is not short of this money.

There is also about the family. Before that, he only roughly imagined the family he might have in the future-a virtuous and lovely wife, looks, education, family background, it doesn't matter, as long as the heart is kind, it is best not to mind him This kind of personality; one or two cute and obedient children, it doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, it's okay to be naughty and playful, they can bring a lot of joy to the family, even if they also bring a lot of disasters at the same time... These are what Kazama said He imagined everything about his future family, because he is still too young and far away from the future, so he didn't think too much about it.

He thinks that the future has infinite possibilities, and everything is possible, so he is not constrained by his own ideas, and he even expects something unexpected to happen to make his life more surprising , after all, the step-by-step life can sometimes make people feel boring after a long time.

——It’s just that he never imagined that his life trajectory might take a big turn because of his own bamboo horse, and even go in a direction he didn’t expect...

——He has imagined that he and Ziyuan will probably become two good friends in the future. The way of getting along between the two may be different from the present, but the real core part of the relationship should not change, right? ?Although he and the other party will be busy with their own careers and families in the future, they will still come out to get together when they are free. The composition of the relationship will become a cloud because of this accident that happened when I was still a student...

This accident made him unprepared and even had trouble sleeping and eating. For the past two days, he couldn't watch anything and felt irritable. It seemed like a fire was simmering in his chest, and he had a face when he caught anyone. Not good at your gloomy appearance that you owe me money, forcing many people to take a detour when they see him.The few people who are usually close to him are not afraid of hardships and dangers, and they care about the situation with him. If it is someone else, they really dare not talk to him casually. It's just trying to die.

Looking back now, he feels a little embarrassed. After all, he was also kind, and he didn't really owe him anything. If it wasn't for the friendship he had with him, he probably wouldn't be bothered to talk to him, but he Still the kind of death that choked people to death... Come on, let's find a time to apologize to them, the fire at the city gate this time has brought disaster to innocent pond fish like them.

Actually, Kazama didn't think about what to do with Ziyuan, anyway, the friendship for so many years is not fake.He knew before that the other party relied on him to listen to him, okay, who doesn't want to have a good bamboo horse who wants to be happy?And the other party's temperament is already like that, so stubborn that he admits death, but sometimes he still feels that the other party's protective nature makes him appreciate...so he pampers him and spoils him, and it's almost gone He didn't think there was any problem to the extent that he was on the sidelines, and he always thought about what's wrong with it, so there wouldn't be any problems from being used to it, right?At most, the other party should rely on him a little more and think about him a little more, but what's wrong with that?He is so good to Zi Yuan, isn't it normal for the other party to think about him more?It couldn't be more normal!

But just when he always thought so, the reality gave him a heavy blow-who said there would be no problems?No, let him get used to it, isn't it a bad thing if he doesn't pay attention?

It's not a good thing for Ziyuan to rely too much on him, but he never thought it was a bad thing anyway.Moreover, Murasakihara has always been in his heart just the child who asked him for cake with a blank expression. No matter how tall he is now, Kazama's view has not changed.So after receiving psychological comfort, he convinced himself that he was just coaxing the child, and what's the use of talking too much to the child's heart?It's better to directly use actions to prove that you are good to him, and then even he himself gets used to this approach over time, and always treats the other party as a big child who has not grown up and needs people to care about him, and never thinks about himself. Is there anything inappropriate about this behavior?

But now, the facts tell him how naive and deceitful his previous thoughts and actions were.

——The other party has never been attached to him. The other party has his own ideas and plans. The other party has grown to the extent that he has not seen clearly, and the other party is no longer what he wishful thinking... The childishness he thought was actually The seriousness of the other party, the child's character he thought was actually just his own ignorance and self-righteousness, and the appearance of the other party he thought was just what he thought, it's ridiculous that he needs others to point it out to understand this.

——All the reasons are just excuses, to cover up the clumsy excuses of his inner panic. He forced himself not to think or to understand, and he only thought about the thoughts he wanted to think, and he didn't even let himself There was such a slight opportunity to delve into it... until Akashi's clear eyes pierced his heart and burst his well-disguised soap bubbles.

——But luckily, it’s not too late to understand now.

"...Ah Dun, do you think I'm just an idiot?" Kazama looked up at the gray sky that had turned gray at some point, like the prelude of a storm, and asked Gao Da who had walked to him at some point figure.

Seeing that Kazama, who had been indifferent to him for a few days, was finally willing to talk to him, Ziyuan was overjoyed, why would he say something bad at this time?So he immediately denied: "That's not it! How could Kazama be an idiot? Kazama is very smart, he is the best person." He didn't understand why the other party said that, but it didn't matter if he didn't understand , as long as he knows that the other party is good, if Kazama Zai can't see it himself, he can also tell the other party.

Kazama smiled, because of his outspokenness and his consistent thoughts towards him.

He turned to look at Murasakihara with serious eyes, "Aton, what would you do if I said, I don't like you?" He actually still didn't quite understand what Akashi said, so he could only follow Do it with your own understanding.

As soon as Ziyuan heard him say that, his face collapsed, his eyebrows frowned into two twisted caterpillars, "Why doesn't Kazama Zai like me?"

Kazama patiently explained: "There are many things you can't ask for in the world, and you can't change this situation even if you are Aton. I like you, what will you do, A-Dun? Will you ignore me?" He asked with a suppressed voice.

Murasakihara felt that even if it was a hypothesis, this situation made him feel very unhappy, so his face was still very ugly, but he answered Kazama honestly: "No... Even if Kazama Zai doesn't like me, I , I won't ignore you either." Even though there was obvious blunt resistance in her tone.

"Why? I've already rejected you and said I don't like you. Why do you still treat me like before? Don't you think it's not worth it if you can't get something in return?" Kazama chased after him.

"Hmm..." Ziyuan frowned tightly, wondering why he asked such a strange question, but seeing Kazama's serious expression, he put the question back and continued to answer: "Why... Because I still like Kazama Zai, and I won’t be the same as before... I didn’t like you as much as I do now, now and in the future, I will definitely treat Kazama Zai better! En!” He said While still nodding his head as if agreeing with his point of view, he calmly cast his puzzled eyes on Kazama, "Why do you ask why, Kazama? I treat you well because I want to do this, it doesn't matter. It's worth it."

Kazama's heart trembled, he was shocked by what he said as a matter of course, but also by his undisguised sincerity—compared with the other party, his thoughts were really much more complicated.

Ziyuan can understand clearly, and he can also understand, the meaning of the other party's words is nothing more than - it doesn't matter, even if Kazama doesn't like him, he will not change his mind, and he will treat Kazama more than before. Well... and he still regards liking Kazama as his own business, even if Kazama disagrees with him and his mind is not connected, he will not change his original intention: Kazama's will does not affect his Of course, it would be the best if Kazama could be the same as him in terms of intention and practice.

Kazama lowered his head abruptly, at this time a large drop of cold water fell on his neck, and then a series of rainwater like broken beads followed closely behind, and the world they were in was instantly enveloped by torrential rain up.

Murasakihara immediately took off his coat and put it on Kazama's head, which was still dazed, the moment the rain began to fall.

"It's raining, Kazamazai don't want to catch a cold." The tone was light, as if he was completely unaware of his drenched body.

The large coat was more than enough for Kazama's figure who was a size smaller than Murasakihara. He pulled the coat on top of his head and looked at the boy standing in front of him through the rain curtain. He was trapped under the other's clothes. A feeling of being surrounded by the breath of the other party, as if being hugged by the other party.

——As always, a reassuring atmosphere.

He looked up at Zi Yuan's head that was drenched in the rain, and chuckled lightly at the other party's embarrassment, "Adun, you gave me the clothes, so what should you do?" Obviously, when eating, he only wanted to get himself , How come you don't think about yourself at this time?

Ziyuan pouted, not paying attention to the rainwater flowing down her cheeks, "It doesn't matter to me."

"Aren't you worried about getting sick?"

"Anyway, Kazama is here, it doesn't matter if you are sick, and there are delicious snacks to eat."

"Ha, is it because you have to be sick on purpose so that you can eat snacks?"

"No, it's because I don't want Kazama Zai to get sick."

"Why don't you want me to be sick?"

"Is Kazama an idiot? It's no fun to be sick, it's terribly uncomfortable, it tastes like nothing to eat, and you don't have the strength to do anything. It would be too pitiful for Kazama to become like that, and I don't know how to take care of Feng." Jianzai, patients need to be taken good care of.”

"It seems that Arden still knows a little common sense."

"Of course, is Kazama Zai taking me for a fool?"

"Oh, of course not, never again."

"...So you really thought I was a fool?"

"Don't worry about this, I'll ask you for the last time, Ah Dun, do you really like me? It's not the kind of liking between friends, like you do to Akashi and the others, but another kind, the liking between lovers?"

"Hmm - why does Kazamazai keep asking me this question? I've obviously said it several times, Kazamazai is different, different from everyone else."

"Does that mean I'm special?"

"Yes, it's like the only limited edition cake in the world, the only one special."

Kazama paused, not knowing whether to be moved or to be bothered.In the end, he stretched out his right hand, motioning Murasakihara to lower his head as usual, and the other party followed suit.

He held the opponent's cheeks that were icy from the rain, and pressed his forehead against the opponent, his brown eyes met the opponent's deep purple pupils, which reflected his own shrunken facial features——

He put his mouth on Ziyuan's lips that were also soaked in the smell of rain, moved his mouth slightly, and said silently:

"Thank you."

——Thank you for treating me as the only one, thank you for liking me so much.

The author has something to say: Do you still like this kind of development?It’s like this as it’s written, I didn’t expect this kind of situation to cause trouble~~【Tan Shou】╮(╯▽╰)╭

Murasakihara is a guy who likes to admit death, so it's understandable to think of Kazama like this, right?

Wow, this chapter has exploded in word count, I am a stupid author~~o(≧v≦)o~~ Awesome