On the Eighteen Postures of Killing Yourself

Luo Boyan took the box, opened it for a look, Luo Ziyao tilted his head, and wanted to see what it was, but just as he saw a mass of green, the box was closed by Luo Boyan with a 'snap' sound, twisting boringly. Too much, don't look at it unless you show it, although he is quite curious.

Lao Xiao can pass things on from generation to generation, but Shen An just wants to return it to Luo Boyan with his own hands. After all, he gave it to him with his own hands, and if he wants to return it, he will return it with his own hands.

The person who hadn't looked at him for a long time finally looked at him this time, Shen An's back was straightened, and he left a better impression before leaving?

good impression?

I couldn't help laughing at myself in my heart, I'm afraid that thing is gone long ago, since he sent Fang Jingkeng to the hospital, this man hasn't given himself a good face, thinking that if he didn't have to have an operation , the doctor said to maintain a good attitude, he probably wouldn't talk to himself.

Now, he dug out his own kidney to him, no matter how many favors he owed before, it was all written off.

The two don't owe each other, but they will never communicate with each other until they die.

There was a decent smile on Shen An's face: "I should have given it to you in the hospital, but it was a step too late, and I will give it to you now." It's just that I want to deceive myself for a while, and keep more things that don't belong to me. for a while.

Luo Boyan didn't make a sound, played with the small box, glanced at Luo Ziyao beside him, and finally chose to put the box in his pocket.

Now is not the right time, if you give it to Luo Ziyao, you may still be disgusted, if Shen An does not return him, he will come back in the next few days, looking at the handsome boy in front of you, no, he is already a man.

It's not the kid who used to call him brother anymore, everything can only be said to be true, things are right and people are wrong.

The moment she saw Luo Boyan put the box into her pocket, Shen An really gave up, what was she still fantasizing about?Extravagant people said, you help me keep the box?

The last love is gone...

Obviously it wasn't like this a few months ago, in Luo Boyan's eyes, he was the only special existence, but in just a few months, everything changed.

"Go to Canada, take care of yourself." It is impossible to keep people: "If you need my help, you can call me. If you have nothing to do, try not to contact me." , is no longer the old patient, and does not need to be treated carefully.

What Shen An meant to him, Luo Boyan was not a piece of wood, so naturally he knew.

In the past, he didn't care about the view of the house, but now it's different. He squeezed the shoulder under his hand, and the person in his arms immediately rolled his eyes, and the kidnapper stabbed him without hesitation, making him groan , but firmly grasped Luo Ziyao's arm.

Luo Ziyao pretended to be watching TV seriously, but his ears could only be pricked up. Listening to the conversation between the two, he was confused. Isn't Shen An Luo Boyan's favorite?How do you say hurry up?

I couldn't turn my head around for a while, and more I didn't understand.

Don't contact... Shen An nodded: "Understood." After more than a year of getting along, in exchange for a sentence of "Don't contact me", I can't tell what it feels like. It's really uncomfortable... I took a breath: "I will take care of myself over there, and so will Brother Luo."

After finishing speaking, he left directly, and left this uncomfortable place at the fastest speed in his life.

After closing the door, the people behind him really have nothing to do with him anymore.

Shen An walked very slowly, the scabbed wound seemed to be in pain, and the dim light coming towards him was obviously not very dazzling, but he couldn't open his eyes, tears covered his face.

He wiped away his tears fiercely, forget it, he has already lost a lot because of Luo Boyan.

Fang Fangjing framed Fang Jing... He did all the things he didn't bother to do, and almost lost himself.

It was Luo Boyan who said, this is the last chance, he didn't care about the matter of getting someone away before, and now he gave him one of his kidneys.

If he doesn't cherish it, it's his own business.

Luo Ziyao stared at the back of Shen An leaving, dazed, he seemed to see the ending of Fang Jing, Shen An was much luckier than Fang Jing, at least he was still alive, wouldn't it be great to be alive?This one doesn't fit, and the next one...

Shen An still has a chance to meet the next one, but Fang Jing...will not rest in peace.

"You are so engrossed in watching, I don't know, I thought you were looking at your little lover." Luo Boyan didn't like Luo Ziyao's expression now, and turned her face to herself: "It's clean, yes Everyone is fine."

Why are we still friends after we're separated? It's really nice to say, it's like farting.

Luo Ziyao looked at Luo Boyan, just smiled, and suddenly the corners of his eyes got wet when he smiled, rubbed his eyes, and brushed Luo Boyan's hand away: "Yes...you are right..."

He really wanted to ask, since everyone knew, why didn't he just reject Fang Jing at the beginning, Shen An was with him at the age of 20, Fang Jing followed him at the age of 17, and slept with him, and in the end... what did he get: "I'm a little I'm tired, go to sleep first." He didn't deserve the view of the room.

For such a man, really...

Luo Boyan didn't know what to say, grabbed Luo Ziyao's hand, Luo Ziyao shook his hand, and went upstairs on his own, Luo Boyan wanted to catch up, but in the end he didn't.

Sitting slumped on the sofa, he reached for a cigarette from the table, lit one, scratched his head, recalling Luo Ziyao's expression, he felt a sense of sadness.

After a deep reflection, he was really not very kind to the room scenery in the past.

What's not good, is it bad enough?

Trample a sincere heart to the bottom of your feet.

After meeting Shen An, this kind of badness was magnified even more. I used to dismiss the view of the house, but I was a little bit attracted to Shen An, but I liked the view of the house. .

Luo Ziyao lay on the bed, let go of his vigilance all the time, his distress for Shen An, Luo Boyan, and Fang Jing only lasted three seconds, and it disappeared when he was lying on the bed, and everything will be fine after the [-]th and [-]th , closed his eyes hazily.

Luo Boyan, who had been sitting downstairs for a long time, finished smoking a pack of cigarettes, making the whole hall smell like smoke, and sat for a while before going upstairs.

Knocked on the door, but no one answered, Luo Boyan opened the door and went straight in.

The person in the deep quilt, the soft hair sticking to the quilt, made the facial features a little softer, he didn't want to wake him up, but as soon as he sat down, Luo Ziyao woke up, his eyes narrowed. He closed it, glanced at Luo Boyan, and closed it again.

Seeing the lazy appearance, Luo Baiyan's heart melted, he lay down next to the person, and embraced him in his arms: "Do you want to hear about my business?"

Luo Ziyao: I don't want to talk, I just want to sleep.

Regardless of whether Luo Ziyao listened or not, Luo Boyan started talking on his own, with his chin resting on Luo Ziyao's head, his chest pressed against his back, and he hugged him in his arms, talking about himself. thing.

What Luo Ziyao knew, what Luo Ziyao didn't know.

Talked a lot.

Since he was five years old, his company went bankrupt, his parents jumped off the building and died, and he became a hot potato. No one wanted to raise him, no matter whether they were relatives or not, and finally sent him into a family. orphanage.

He who appreciates the warmth of a lover, Sora has a pleasing appearance, but his personality is extraordinarily gloomy.

The children around him were adopted one by one, and he was the only one, until Shen An's parents appeared. He was Shen An's cousin. When his family had an accident, the Shens and his wife were abroad. I couldn't find him, and after several rounds, I found him in the orphanage that was about to close down. During that time, it was his happiest time after losing his parents.

But such a good scene, but one year, when they were on vacation, the wooden house caught fire, if Shen An hadn't pushed him, the beams would have killed him, but Shen An's arm was burned by the fire, The Shen couple didn't blame him, they just hurriedly carried Shen An to the hospital and asked him to wait for them at the resort.

Then there is no more.

Shen An said that they had a car accident on the way to the hospital. He was pushed out of the car window by the Shen couple. As soon as the medical staff took him away, the car exploded.

Shen An's kidney failure is actually familial. His grandfather died of kidney failure, but the age of onset is not fixed. This is why he has the kidney source that best matches Shen An, but he still tries to find it for him. Because of the new kidney source.

Even though he was adopted by the Fang family in the end, the shadow of being abandoned again was still there. What's more, he saved Fang Jing in the first place for the sake of the Fang family's prosperity.

When Fang Jing climbed into his bed at the age of 17, he thought about how to play people badly. This mental activity, Luo Boyan could not say it, but it is different now. Now, he has no time to hold this person by himself , How could you want to throw this person into the mud.

Kissed Luo Ziyao's ear, and whispered softly next to his ear: "Would you despise me?"

One kidney is missing, and there is a disease hidden under the body, it is uncertain when it will attack...

Luo Ziyao pushed him away: "I just hope you will have a seizure now." He didn't intend to listen, but his ears couldn't be controlled. The more Luo Boyan talked, the more he listened with energy.

Is this why he pities Shen An?Because of this life-saving grace and nurturing grace, plus a layer of blood relationship?

What about the view?

For this reason, Luo Boyan treated Shen An almost like this. When he was at his worst, it was the Shens and his wife who saved him. Although the Fang family also gave him a lot, who let him go after he saved Fang Jing? Well, this kind of kindness has become a peace of mind in Luo Boyan's eyes, and the Fang family should treat him like this.

To the room scene...it's very complicated, and it's actually very nasty to say it out. The reason why Luo Boyan is very bad to the room scene is that he wants to throw this young master who is used to being praised to the ground hard. Every time he sees him He looked spotless, so he tried every means to touch some mud for him, and wanted to see how he couldn't get what he wanted.

The Fang family gave Luo Boyan a good platform, but everything Luo Boyan owns now is earned by himself, so it is more natural to accept it.

Shen An Luo Boyan was also interesting at the beginning, but it felt like it came and went quickly.

After losing her parents, Shen An's situation was not much better than that of Luo Boyan, until she was in college, met him by chance, and enjoyed Luo Boyan's protection, feelings, this thing, naturally came into being.

Everything came naturally, but Luo Boyan cared too much and didn't touch him. First, she felt that Shen An was still young, and she was afraid that he would mistake gratitude for love and give him time to recoil.

But he changed himself. When Shen An rushed to kiss him in the hospital, his mind was full of Luo Ziyao. At that moment, Luo Boyan understood.

He is waiting for himself, waiting for himself to see clearly.

Fortunately, no one was delayed.

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