return to peace

In the year 230 of Xiliang, a war broke out between Xiliang and Chen.King Chen sent a plan to ask the king to enter the urn and strangle most of Xiliang's troops.The former king of Xiliang, Chu Huaimin, led the rest of Xiliang's army to station outside Qucheng. After realizing something was wrong, he began to attack the city. However, Qucheng was difficult to defend and difficult to attack.The King of Xiliang, Chu Zexi, and Xiliang's national teacher, Chu Lingshang, fled all the way under the escort of Xiliang General Hu Wei, and were in critical condition.At this critical moment, Ji Fan, the wild general, was born and led a wild iron army to help Xiliang. The gate of Qucheng was finally broken. Ji Fan left the general to help Chu Huaimin, and he personally led a small army The elite branch went deep into the enemy army and rescued the Lord of Xiliang thousands of miles away.Finally, the king of Xiliang and the master of Xiliang were rescued in Langya Mountain, Wancheng.

After Chu Huaimin captured Qucheng, he captured Liangzhou and Wancheng like a broken bamboo. Ji Fan escorted Chu Zexi and Chu Lingshang to join Chu Huaimin. The difficult counterattack was finally relieved. out of breath.

"How did you get hurt like this?" Before Chu Zexi entered the door, he heard Chu Huaimin's voice. He looked up and saw his father rushing towards him with frowning.

"It's nothing serious, it's just that I was cut on my leg and I'm a little bit inconvenient." Chu Zexi hurriedly explained.He is now the king of a country, and he also wants to show his indomitable spirit in front of his father.

"Whispering." Chu Huaimin cursed but picked up Chu Zexi.Chu Zexi's eyes widened in surprise. Since he was five years old, Chu Huaimin has never carried him on his back.

Chu Huaimin said to Chu Lingshang and Ji Fan who were following behind Chu Zexi: "I'll go check on his injuries first, you guys should take a good rest today, and we'll discuss the battle situation tomorrow."

Chu Lingshang nodded, looked at the backs of the father and son going away, and murmured softly: "Since the adoptive father abdicated, Zexi and I have become more like a father and son."

Ji Fan gently put his hands on his shoulders, silently comforting him.He already knew that Wen Ruyu had passed away.

Chu Lingshang and Ji Fan's rooms are in the same courtyard, and there are two adjacent rooms, and there are only these two rooms in this courtyard.After the servants led them to their destination, they withdrew.After pushing open the door, Chu Lingshang looked at Ji Fan who was standing behind him, and said, "Go back to your room and rest." After saying that, he entered the room and closed the door.

With his back against the door, he quietly listened to the sound outside the door, but there was no sound.Feeling exhausted physically and mentally, he slid slowly to the floor against the door.As soon as he closed his eyes, he could think of Ji Fan's eyes that seemed to have seen the vicissitudes of the world. He couldn't bear to look at him. From the first moment of reunion, his heart was throbbing with pain, not only those eyes , and that scar.He didn't know how much his Ji Fan had suffered in a place he couldn't see to create such a cold and stern aura.He dared not think, dare not ask, dare not see him.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard the sound of the door next door opening and closing. Fang slowly raised his head and stood up while leaning on the door frame.He just wants to sleep well now, let's talk about the other things when he wakes up.He thought he couldn't fall asleep, but he fell asleep as soon as he touched the pillow.

Half-dream and half-awake, he dreamed of Ji Fan, lying on the ground overgrown with weeds, bleeding all over the ground, he was standing not far away, watching him dying, but unable to move, he shouted hoarsely, Tears streamed down my face, but there was nothing I could do.He felt someone grabbed his hand, looked back, woke up from the dream, and found that Ji Fan was sitting on the edge of the bed holding his hand, his eyes were full of worry.

He couldn't tell the difference between the dream and the outside.After suppressing it for so long, he finally couldn't help the red eyes, and tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, which wet the pillow towel.

"Why did you come back? Why didn't you tell me when you came back?" He asked lightly, but it made Ji Fan's heart ache beyond measure.

He only found out two days ago that Ji Fan had returned long before the start of the war, and he had deployed people all over the country of Chen in case of emergency, but he never saw him.

Ji Fan has no way to tell him that for the past three years, day and night, he has missed him all the time. Without his support, he would have died in the wilderness long ago; He saw this terrible change in himself, and he was afraid that he would not like him the way he was now.He is not afraid of life hanging by a thread, he is not afraid of being bruised and bruised, and he is not afraid of being betrayed by relatives, but he is afraid of his disappointed eyes and his indifferent expression.

Chu Lingshang turned him away, he was heartbroken, but still couldn't let him go, sneaked into his room, only to see him having nightmares, unconsciously calling his name, at that moment he knew that he was wrong , Big mistake.Now in front of his tears, nothing matters.

He leaned over and hugged Chu Lingshang, stroked his hair gently, and kept comforting him: "I'm back now, Lingshang, your Ji Fan is back, alive, and still the same as before."

Once the emotion is released, it is difficult to take it back. Chu Lingshang hugged Ji Fan tightly, feeling his warm body temperature, and couldn't stop crying.

When he had cried enough, he was already in a mess. Ji Fan brushed the broken hair from his forehead behind his ears, held his face with both hands, and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. eyes, lowered his head, and imprinted a deep kiss.After a thousand and thirty-six days, he was finally able to hold him in his arms again and kiss him tenderly.

Chen Lingshang's eyelashes trembled quickly, and he closed his eyes. He just now came out of that unreal feeling. He had waited for too long and couldn't believe it. But now he was finally relieved, his Ji Fan really back, back to his side.

Ji Fan rolled onto the bed and lay down next to him. Chen Lingshang looked at him with a good look.Ji Fan smiled slightly, took him into his arms, and coaxed him in a low voice: "Go to sleep again, you are too tired."

Chen Lingshang blinked, but closed it obediently, with thick eyelashes covering all emotions.There are bruising shadows under his eyes, he is indeed tired for a long time.

Ji Fan hugged him tighter, and rubbed his cheek against the top of his hair, and closed his eyes.For the first time in three years, both slept so soundly.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already sunset.Dim light came in through the window paper, rippling with lazy warmth.

Chu Lingshang opened his eyes, Ji Fan's hand was on his waist, he looked up slightly, and saw a green stubble on Ji Fan's chin, and above that was a straight bridge of nose, which used to always contain The smiling eyes are now closed, covering the desolation inside.Above the eyes, the sword eyebrows are still flying, but at the end of the right eyebrow, there is a scar winding to the forehead, which is shocking.He couldn't help stretching out his hand to gently caress the scar, depicting the winding arc, and the uneven touch under his hand made his fingers tremble slightly.

"Is it ugly?" Ji Fan slowly opened his eyes and asked softly.

Chu Lingshang pursed his lips and asked instead, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"It must have hurt."

Ji Fan held his hand, pulled his finger down and put it on his lips to kiss, comforting: "It's over, don't worry."

"What other injuries have you had?"

"It's all over, Ling Yu, am I right in front of you now?" Ji Fan pressed his forehead against his and comforted him softly.

Chu Lingshang didn't ask any more questions, he closed his eyes, leaned forward lightly, and kissed Ji Fan. It was a little taste, but it was extremely affectionate.Ji Fan felt the strong pity in his heart, and he was bewitched.

He held the back of Chu Lingshang's head with one hand and pulled him closer, covering his lips.The longing day and night for the past three years had engraved this love in his soul, and every time he couldn't help himself, he felt that his soul was trembling, and it was almost painful.

He turned over eagerly, and put his hands on Chen Lingshang's face, kissing endlessly.Chu Lingshang's headband was nowhere to be found, and her jet-black hair covered the pillow mat.Chu Lingshang took the initiative to pull his skirt, but was held by his hand.Ji Fan's eyes were bloodshot, tumbling with desire, he tried to calm his messy breath, and said in a hoarse voice: "You are too weak."

Chu Lingshang looked at him very seriously, did not speak, but pressed his lips tightly, holding on to his skirt and refusing to let go.He pretended to be calm, but his earlobes turned red.

Looking at his stubborn appearance, Ji Fan only hesitated for two or three seconds, his eyes darkened, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed Chu Lingshang again, and at the same time brought his hand down to cover himself.The curtain was torn down by someone, covering the room with spring light, only intermittent low hums could be heard, cool and charming.

Afterwards, Chu Lingshang forced himself to ask for a bucket of hot water. At the juncture of the war, he didn't want to expose his relationship with Ji Fan, so as not to cause complications.Ji Fan hugged him who was drowsy, and walked into the bathtub together. Compared to the two men, this bathtub was still a bit small, so Ji Fan had no choice but to hold Chen Lingshang face to face on his lap. What a terrible posture, even Chu Lingshang, who was already too sleepy, could feel it.He lowered his head slightly and saw Ji Fan's moist eyes that were steamed by water looking at him intently, his heart moved slightly, he held his head, closed his eyes and kissed him lightly, he wanted to satisfy him, desperately.

With the lubrication of warm water and the previous development, it went in very smoothly this time.Chu Lingshang raised his head impatiently, revealing his slender and fair neck. Ji Fan bit it and began to move gently, the water surface rippled with the movement.

It is said that reunion after a long absence, who knows that it is hard to restrain love.