There is no phoenix

Daiyu heard Baoyu's words and looked at Baoyu, feeling pain in her heart for a while.

That's right, if there was no Jin Chuan'er incident, if there was no incident about Xiren, and Qingwen incident, maybe Baoyu would be more suitable for me than Shui Rong.However, when hearing these things, the childhood sweetheart relationship with Baoyu in the past seems to have slowly become a distant dream.

Human emotions are so strange.When I was still ignorant, I really wanted to have it, and I really wanted to have it alone.But when it came to me effortlessly, I realized that what I wanted was not such a relationship at all, let alone such a person.

What's gone never comes back, like the time that's gone forever.I really want to keep it, but it has already disappeared without a trace.

Seeing that Baoyu was still so ignorant, and seemed to be so emotional that she couldn't help herself, Daiyu also shed tears and said, "Baoyu, I thought you had forgotten this all the time. So you still remember! I remember when I came here at the age of six. , I am unfamiliar with everything here. I have no parents here, and there are no brothers and sisters in Gusu. But I am here, and I can always feel the warm embrace of my grandmother, because she has always cared for me, cared for me, and loved me. I am open. The other one is you, your cousin who always cares and protects me."

When Daiyu said this, she looked at the trees and pond with fallen leaves in front of her, and said again: "Baoyu, I remember you once pointed to this pond and said to me that if you want to bully me in the future, you will fall into this pond tomorrow." Here, call a mangy headed turtle to swallow it, and become a big forgetful. When I become a 'Mrs. I was moved, because I believed that you could indeed be my confidant, and someone who cared for me; later, you said, except for what other people say about gold and jade, you should have this idea in your heart, heaven and earth will destroy you, and you will never be born again! I I also believed it; later on, you said that besides the old lady, the master, and the wife, the fourth is my sister, and there is no fifth person. I believed it even more. So when you asked Qingwen to send you off When you gave me the old handkerchief, I thought you were the person who understood me best in my life, and you would be my only confidant from now on."

Baoyu heard this, and hurriedly said: "But, sister Lin, what I said is true? If you don't believe me, I can say it again now!"

Daiyu sneered and said, "Baoyu, can you say this again now? Did you say this through your heart? Do you think you are qualified to say these words? Now I realize that although I have read a lot of poetry and books, But a fool!"

Baoyu hurriedly said: "Sister Lin, I don't. Of course what I said was my truth. I definitely didn't lie to you. I can swear it!"

Daiyu looked at Baoyu and said, "Baoyu, let me tell you, I was so stupid when I heard what you said. Because what you said was just a moment of excitement, a moment of warmth, and a moment of promise! Someone told me that Jin Chuan'er was expelled from her aunt because of your sentimentality, and she was ashamed to throw herself into a well to die; You will die of illness in a few days; then you can flirt with the girl in your own room during the day and share the bed at night with peace of mind. Baoyu, I couldn't believe it at first, but when all this became real, I realized that you and those vulgar girls There is no difference between the son and the son, I am too wishful thinking! Baoyu, let me tell you, what I have in my heart now is a cousin who once protected me, and nothing else!"

Baoyu was surprised and embarrassed when he heard this.Unexpectedly, Daiyu, who usually seldom came out, knew all about these things. Baoyu could only argue with a blushing face, "Sister Lin, listen to me, everything is not what you think. The things you said, I don't know." Admit that I was wrong. But sister Lin, you will always be the fourth in my heart! No matter what happens to Xiren, she will always be a girl, and will at most be an aunt in the future."

Seeing that Baoyu was still arguing about such things, Daiyu said angrily: "Baoyu, you have also read poetry, books, etiquette and righteousness, and you still go to school every day. You should have read more books than me and understand the principles more thoroughly. I will tell you now. You, I don't want to talk to you about the past, and I don't want to listen to your explanation. I am the daughter of the Lin family in Gusu, and you are the master of this country. I only hope that you are worthy of the title of master!"

After Daiyu finished speaking, she left without looking back.

Baoyu stood there for a long time, and then walked back slowly.

What Daiyu said was the truth, and she had indeed done these things, but Baoyu didn't know where she was wrong.He couldn't understand why Daiyu spoke so crisply all of a sudden, without the slightest hesitation.

Baoyu walked aimlessly alone, savoring every word of Daiyu carefully, feeling that it was like a knife piercing his heart.

The sky and night are as cool as water, lying down to watch Altair Vega.

How many nights have I wanted to chat with Daiyu the most, but with Daiyu's temperament, if she can say such a few words today, I'm afraid I won't be able to talk together again in the future.Also, Daiyu said that someone would pick her up after the new year, and said that if she came to this mansion again, her surname would not be Lin!So after she left here, did she plan to never return to the capital or come back here again?Don't want to see the people here anymore?

Sister Lin is no longer the same Sister Lin she used to be, she is getting further and further away from me.

Baoyu knew it in her heart, but the melancholy weighed on her like a mountain, and she felt that it was so difficult to breathe.

I just can't let go of this sister Lin. In the depths of my heart, Daiyu will always be the most holy snow lotus!How can this make me give up!

"Do you know that Baoyu is already engaged?"

Baoyu walked back slowly, feeling sad secretly, only to hear soft voices suddenly coming from the other side of the rockery.Another voice said: "This is the order of the empress in the palace. In fact, the old lady decided to give Miss Bao to Second Master Bao very early on."

"Why? Didn't the old lady always want Miss Lin? Everyone in this house knows that the old lady likes Miss Lin the most." said the previous voice.

"When Miss Lin first came, the old lady wanted Miss Lin of course. But after Miss Bao came, Miss Lin's father disappeared, so the old lady and the wife wanted Miss Bao."

"Hey, if Miss Lin still has Uncle Lin, Baoyu must still be Miss Lin, because the old lady really values ​​Miss Lin!"

Baoyu was a little confused, so he had to listen carefully again.

"Let me tell you, I think it's better to choose Miss Lin. I thought that Miss Lin was as aloof and unfriendly as people say, so I seldom saw Miss Lin go out to visit the garden. Even if Miss Lin came out of the Xiaoxiang Pavilion, she would I don’t talk to people much. But ever since I heard from the little girl Jiahui that when she went to the Xiaoxiang Pavilion for the first time, Miss Lin gave her a lot of money when she saw that she was young, so I don’t think Miss Lin is like people say With such a petty temper, she should be a very good person. She can do this to a little girl like Jiahui, at least it shows that Miss Lin is very kind!"

"Miss Lin is really kind-hearted. I heard from Yinger's mother that once she went to deliver something to Miss Lin at night. Miss Lin saw that she was old, so she smiled and asked Zijuan to give her five hundred dollars for wine. "

"Chunxian also said that Miss Lin never beat or scolded them. During this period of time, they are all eating at the same table."

"It's a pity that the lady gave the marriage to Miss Bao. But I seem to have heard that it was the old lady and the wife who discussed it first, and then went to the palace to ask the lady's will in the palace."

"Miss Bao's family is an imperial merchant, and she is also the daughter of the wife's sister. Now it's getting more and more difficult in the house. If Miss Dingbao can help here a lot in terms of money, the old lady and wife think that Miss Dingbao is the most suitable."

It's really a wave of ups and downs.Baoyu heard that his hands and feet were almost cold, and he hurried back to Yihong Courtyard.

When Baoyu returned to Yihong Courtyard, he saw Qiuwen and Sheyue talking under the eaves.When the two saw Baoyu coming back, they rushed forward and said, "Second Master Bao, where have you been? Let us find it easier!"

Baoyu pushed Qiuwen's hand away, entered the room without saying a word, lay on the bed and sighed.

Sheyue poured tea, brought it in, and said to Baoyu, "Second Master, what happened? Have some tea?"

Baoyu lay on the bed and didn't look at Sheyue, but said loudly, "Go out and don't bother me anymore!"

After hearing this, Musk Moon had no choice but to put the teacup on the table beside the bed, looked at Baoyu, and quietly retreated.

Sheyue went out and wanted to close the door, but Baoyu said loudly again: "Come here, Muskyue, I have something to ask you!"

After hearing this, Musk Moon had no choice but to come in, and then Baoyu said, "Call Qiuwen here too!"

After hearing this, Musk Moon had to go outside to call Qiuwen again.

To know what Baoyu wanted to ask, and how Qiuwen and Sheyue would answer, read below!