He suddenly realized how ridiculous he was.

He suddenly wanted to laugh out loud at himself...but in the end he just looked at him with trembling and resentment, and roared: "Lan Xichen! I have lied countless times in my life and hurt countless people. As you said, I killed my father and my brother." Killing wives, sons, teachers and friends, I have never done anything bad in the world!"

He took a deep breath and said hoarsely, "But I never thought of harming you!"

Lan Xichen was stunned.

Jin Guangyao considers himself to be an extremely selfish person who is extremely afraid of death. Only when it comes to Lan Xichen, he has always been desperate...but just an irrelevant outsider exclaimed, Lan Xichen would think...he would be in front of him. Hurt him behind his back?

It turns out that the relationship between them...is already unbearable.

I love you...Second Brother...

have always been in love with you.

but……

Will never fall in love again.

In this life, there are too many people who have let you down, and those who refuse to let you down end up with total betrayal, intentionally or unintentionally.

If his mother really cared about him, she would never ask him to find the father who is not his father; Aunt Sisi, who refused to kill and keep her behind, didn't know who left her behind, so she betrayed her without any psychological burden. His admiration and love for Lan Xichen was finally responded with a sword in the chest! !

tired……

enough……

Nothing more...

Jin Guangyao looked at him, his dazed face was blurred in his eyes, his face was watery, tears poured down, he took half a step back in a daze, Shuoyue pulled out a little from his chest, the warmth gathered by the blade Blood quickly dripped to the ground.

Lan Xichen seemed to have been in a daze since just now, but just kept holding the sword in a daze, looking at him blankly.

Jin Guangyao knew...he would never have another chance to walk out of this Guanyin Temple tonight.

The beginning and end of life overlap ironically.

When he was born, he was the son of a prostitute despised by the world;

He took another step back, feeling extremely resentful.

The world has never given him any kindness, and he is trying to figure it out... In the end, there is nothingness.

He took another step back, suddenly panicked.

What will Huangquan Road look like?Will it be dark, will it be lonely...

But, second brother, I am not reconciled...

But, second brother, I'm scared...

With the last of his strength, he quickly pulled his body away from Shuoyue, turned around and fled towards Nie Mingjue's coffin in the Guanyin Temple.

Jiang Cheng shouted, "Don't let him escape!"

Lan Xichen came to his senses, hurriedly followed behind him with three steps in two.

But Wei Wuxian suddenly came to his senses, and shouted, "He's not trying to run away!!! Zewu-jun, get away from him!"

It was already too late, the blood from Jin Guangyao's severed limb dripped onto the coffin, and the pattering blood crawled over the place Wei Wuxian had painted before, destroying the runes, and then flowed into the coffin along the gap.

The rune could no longer restrain Nie Mingjue in the coffin, his body suddenly broke out of the coffin, and was immediately attracted by the two vivid figures closest to him, and instinctively stretched out his hands towards them.

If... I could take away my most beloved thing from this world... wouldn't this miserable and ridiculous life be considered a complete failure?

brother...

come with me.

along with me.

Don't leave me alone.

Only be gentle with me, only smile at me, only belong to me...

Life cannot be the same point of death.

No one can separate them anymore.

With you here, maybe I really... have nothing to fear, Huangquanbiluo, no more fear.

He watched Nie Mingjue's hand move toward the astonished Lan Xichen's throat, and heard Wei Ying, Jiang Cheng and the others exclaim. Lan Wangji's Bichen reached Nie Mingjue's hand in an instant, but he couldn't do anything about his body. Nie Mingjue, who is like steel and iron, is half a point.

A slight smile appeared on Jin Guangyao's face...

but.

He saw a hand, a strange yet familiar hand, the back of the hand was covered with poisonous smoke, burnt and corrupted skin, and the palm was stained with undried blood from holding the sword blade, that hand climbed onto the warm sandalwood His warm chest, he can even feel the temperature and touch from his fingertips...

That is……

His hands?

He felt that the hand exhausted all its strength and pushed hard on the chest.

When loving someone has become a habit and integrated into one's subconscious mind, the body reacted instinctively beyond reason and thinking when he was in crisis.Jin Guangyao watched Lan Xichen's astonished face becoming more and more blurred in his eyes.But he still curled his lips in a self-deprecating way. Sure enough, he couldn't do it...how could the love of his life really be willing to... hurt?

But he never knew that he was just wishful thinking.In the end, he couldn't even look at himself... right?

Even if he stretched out the dirtiest hand, he wanted to grab the only light in his life at all costs; but, between selfish possession and destruction of that ray of light...he finally chose to give up on himself to protect the blue light again. Xichen.as always……

Second brother, this time...really...is the last time I can protect you...

The moment that iron hand strangled his throat, Jin Guangyao burst into tears all over his face. He had laughed too much in his lifetime, but the last expression left to this world was tears streaming down his face and crying bitterly. He was really hopeless.

He wrapped Nie MingJue's wrist with his remaining left hand, and yelled loudly, until he clearly heard the sound of his neck bone breaking.

Darkness came.

In extreme panic and pain, he took his last breath with difficulty.

Then, everything is calm.

……

Lan Huan, who had ended his empathy with him, fell out of the darkness. All the emotions of Jin Guangyao's last moment of death were reflected on him, so he also held his chest with tears streaming down his face and kept panting.Suddenly seeing another light in front of him, he instinctively followed the light.

It turned out to be a familiar figure from the back.

Jin Guangyao, who was wearing the Lanling Jin Family's Venus Xuelang Robe, stood with his hands behind his back, staring blankly at the town not far away from thousands of lights.Lan Xichen didn't know if he was still empathizing with him?Is this hallucination?Playback of memories before death?Or was he trapped directly in the moment before his death?

Lan Xichen rushed towards him, his footsteps made a soft "creak" sound when he stepped on the snow, a gust of cold wind rushed towards his face, and Lan Xichen couldn't help but pause in his footsteps.

He was obviously still wearing a thin shirt in late summer and early autumn, but he was stunned by the cold wind.

Looking up, Jin Guangyao looked normal, he was not affected by the cold wind, as if he couldn't feel the temperature at this time, he just looked at the night lights of the small town in front of him.

Lan Xichen made a careful distinction, it was still Yunping Town.

"Ayao..." He couldn't help calling out.

The person in front of him turned his head, smiled slightly, and sent him into the abyss with just one address.He said, "Sect Master Lan."

His thoughts turned back and forth, and he returned to that day inexplicably, and he said to him: "Sect Master Jin...Second Brother...there is no need to call anymore.

The person in front of him was just like the day he died on the last day. He was dressed in a gold star snow wave robe, with a cinnabar mole on his forehead, and was unparalleled in beauty.His expression was cold.

He said: "Sect Master Lan... When I died that day, I regret that no one in this world knew my true face. This sympathy, love, hate, regret and resentment in life are all known to others... ...So, my long-cherished wish has been fulfilled..."

Lan Xichen just wanted to speak, but found that his body, mind and soul were all imprisoned, there was no room for repayment, even if he wanted to open his mouth, he couldn't.

Jin Guangyao turned his head, stopped looking at him, and continued to stare at the small town in front of him that faintly smelled of worldly fireworks. People were rushing around, but their faces couldn't hide the joy of happiness and satisfaction.His eye sockets shimmered under the cover of the lights, and a tear streak slid down his cheek. He finally sighed deeply, and said again: "Don't worry... In the future, even if I want to do evil, I won't have a chance." I have struggled all my life, I have exhausted all my tricks, I am exhausted, and in the end it is nothing more than absurdity, which is extremely ridiculous. There is no one in this world for me to be attached to." He never looked back at him, and walked towards that Walking towards the small town, his steps were firm and steady, as if, as he said, there was no love for him in this world....

As he walked away, leaving only his back that was drifting away, he said to him: "Sect Master Lan...I know...you have the world in your heart, so..." He paused slightly and turned away. He tilted his head, but didn't turn his head completely, and his voice was relaxed and contented. Lan Xichen knew that he must have put on his usual gentle smile again, but... he had no chance to explore that smile, whether it was from the heart or whether it was genuine or not. pretend. "Before I leave... I will give you one last gift..."

"..."

"You and I, just...don't let it go."

"..."

"Sect Master Lan... Take care."

Lan Xichen looked at his back, remorse, heartache, guilt and reluctance tumbling in his chest, if he wasn't so dull, if he had given him a glimmer of hope, if he had turned his head and looked at him one more time...

Everything will be different.

I have always suppressed the feelings that I dare not touch in my heart. When I looked at that person, I felt ashamed to show a little affection. I thought it was just my own wishful thinking...

Only now do I know what I have missed in my life... what I have missed! ! !

It turned out that the person who had a crush on him for a long time not only loved him a hundred times more affectionately than himself, but also protected him time and time again when he didn't know it, and never let him down until the last moment of his life.

And what did he return?

If it wasn't for him, he wouldn't be unwilling to be involved in the Sun Shooting Campaign; if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't be in the Jin camp and be persecuted; if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't be sworn brothers with Nie Mingjue, and Nie Mingjue wouldn't be He has no position to ask him to punish Xue Yang; if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't force himself to let go and choose Qin Su instead.

He was either unintentional, or out of good intentions... he used his dullness and stupidity to push that person into the abyss time and time again.

In the end... even the sword that cut off his last trace of attachment to this world... was stabbed by himself.

He was affectionate to him until his death and he was reluctant to hurt him; but he lingered him to pieces from the beginning to the end.

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