: villain disqualification

He didn't even have time to think about how this impossible thing happened, and in fact he didn't want to think about it now.

He said to more than one person more than once, even though it is impossible for him to recover the memory of his previous life in this life, it doesn't matter, as long as he can guard his life as another person...

But is it really so?

Even if he no longer remembers him, will no longer love him as deeply as in the previous life, and even has a chance to belong to him again, fall in love with someone else and leave him...

Ask yourself, hasn't he secretly hoped that his A-Yao could be revived?Haven't you secretly thought about what it would be like if Ayao could restore her past life memory and remember him, and give him another chance to fight for, protect and respond to his feelings for him?

How can it be? !

The saber he gave him was hung with a white jade peony pendant, and he picked the pendant himself, and accidentally grabbed the one with the peony pattern; the Lan's passing jade card assigned to him was also the old one, and he refused to accept his fate. Forcibly glued together... Sometimes I am so deceiving myself that I can't stand it...

A Yao, who once loved him so deeply, was lost by him foolishly!Only after losing it did I realize that everything can never go back to the past.He never regretted it?Never hated yourself?Have you ever wished that everything could go back to the past by going back in time?

Lan Xichen couldn't hold back anymore, tears ran down his cheeks one after another, his voice choked up, and he greedily called his name over and over again: "Ayao...Ayao, Ayao, Ayao, Ayao ..."

19...

It's been 19 years since his death...

He is regretting almost every moment, fantasizing every moment, dreaming of this moment many times in his midnight dream, being able to call his name again: the one that has become the deepest part of his heart in the past 19 years. The scars on his body became his taboo, and became a name that everyone dared not mention in front of him.

Lan Xichen was trembling all over, leaned closer to him, covered the side of his face with trembling fingertips, as if he wanted him to see him more clearly, he looked at him, suddenly didn't know what to do.

There are too many things I want to say to him, too many things I want to do for him... He didn't have time before, he didn't have time to tell him that he was too stupid to see his deep affection for him; I realized that his every step was difficult; it was because he thought too much that he didn't come earlier, and told him when everything was too late... that he... also loved him, and always... always loved him.

How much he hates himself for being unable to return to the sky, how much he hates himself for not being able to turn his life against the sky, how much he hates himself for not being able to go back in time and space, and when he first met him, he brought him back to the unknown place in Yunshen, protecting him behind him, and blocking him. All the pain and disasters after he left, coaxing him and pampering him as he is now... Don't let anyone or anything hurt him at all...

Why did he have to spend half his life going through thousands of pains and regrets to finally realize... that is his destined person, the love of his life, the love he can't overcome, and his unique Ayao...

Lan Xichen's trembling lips parted slightly, but before he could utter a word, Lan Che focused his empty eyes on the air, and said softly, "Don't kill me..."

……

With the word lightly, Lan Xichen felt as if struck by lightning, his whole body froze suddenly, the tears that had gathered before slipped silently, but the expression on his face was completely frozen.

"Second brother...don't kill me..."

"..."

"Second brother...I was wrong...I dare not again...Can you let me go...Second brother, I beg you, let me go...I will never come back again...Really I'm never going back to Middle-Earth..."

He struggled slightly while talking nonsense with a high fever, but Lan Xichen's hand that had been holding him tightly lost all strength suddenly, and his hand slipped from his palm and landed on the bed.

"I just... just want to take my mother away..."

"Second brother... I will never do bad things again! Please forgive me..."

"Ah...Yao..." Lan Xichen didn't know how he called out these two words again, when the words passed his throat, it was as if he had been scalded by a soldering iron, and even his soul screamed in pain.

"I'm sorry, second brother... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Lan Xichen couldn't listen anymore, picked him up from the bed and hugged him tightly, no matter how feebly he struggled, he babbled uncontrollably.Every sentence and every word he said was like a poisonous arrow piercing him, leaving him nowhere to hide and nothing to avoid.

Lan Xichen only felt a sharp and severe pain slowly rising in his chest, as if a sharp knife was cutting his heart inch by inch, the pain made his whole body tremble non-stop; his heart was full of despair.

A Yao, please, stop talking, please, stop talking.

Really...

Say no more.

pain.

"Second Brother...Second Brother..."

His voice became weaker and weaker, and finally calmed down.He finally stopped struggling and rambling, and fell asleep in his arms again.

He lay down for another two full days before waking up slightly.

Lan Che rubbed his messy hair, but his mind was still dizzy for a while. After all, his body was too weak, and the dizziness was lingering.He looked at the unfamiliar environment and tried to sit up from the bed with difficulty, but after trying for a long time to no avail, he lay down again.

As he lay down, he noticed something strange. Looking closely, he was covered with the coat of the suzerain of the Gusu Lan clan... Then it could only belong to one person——Lan Xichen.

He was startled and struggled to remember again. There was a sound of footsteps outside the door. Lan Xichen held the tray in one hand and pushed the door open with the other. Seeing that he had woken up, he hurried over to help him sit up.

Lan Che pulled the corner of his mouth with difficulty, and said with a smile: "Master..."

Lan Xichen was stunned, and put the tray on the bed. On the tray was a porcelain bowl emitting heat. Lan Xichen said, "Since you're awake, use some medicinal food to restore your strength..."

Lan Che smiled and said, "Mmm..."

Lan Xichen lowered his eyes, and handed him the medicinal food in the tray, but Lan Che took it, his hands and feet were so limp, he faltered a bit, almost knocked over.Lan Xichen had no choice but to hold the porcelain spoon himself, and feed it to his mouth bit by bit carefully.

Lan Che swallowed it with his mouth open, and swallowed the medicinal meal in small mouthfuls, his expression normal.

Lan Xichen's heart skipped a beat.

He knew how unpalatable the medicinal food he cooked now was. Even if Lan Che could drink the medicine obediently in the past, his facial features would inevitably wrinkle together, revealing a bit of pain.

Lan Xichen doesn't know how his memory has recovered and how much it has recovered, or...he thought that he would have a lot of questions to ask him when he woke up, but now, facing him for real, he can't ask anything. exported.

Now, is he Ache...or Ayao?

After Lan Che finished drinking the medicinal food, he smiled slightly at Lan Xichen and said, "Thank you, Master..."

Lan Xichen frowned slightly.

Could it be...he doesn't remember what he said when he had a high fever?

Seeing his serious expression, Lan Che thought for a while, probably still angry at him for not obeying his master's order and running around, so he quickly apologized: "Master... this apprentice is wrong."

Lan Xichen: "..."

Lan Che said: "I shouldn't disobey my master...after completing the task, I don't want to go back to Yunshen's unknown place."

Lan Xichen is now certain that he probably really doesn't remember what he said when he was so burnt out.

Seeing him drooping his eyelids, Lan Che kept his mouth shut, thinking that he was still angry, and hastily asked, "Master...you...are you angry with me?"

Lan Xichen was startled, then raised his eyes to look at him, and after a long while, he slightly pulled the corner of his mouth and revealed a forced smile, "No."

Lan Che slightly opened his eyes, as if he still couldn't believe it.

Both of them were silent for a while, Lan Xichen sat over, picked up his clothes from the bed, wrapped him up more tightly, and said softly, "When you regain some strength, Master will take you back."

Lan Che looked at him thoughtfully.

Looking at each other, Lan Xichen suddenly lost control and hugged him tightly in his arms.

Lan Che was taken aback by him, probably because he almost killed Lin's group before, which scared Lan Xichen: "Master..."

Lan Xichen just hugged him tightly and didn't speak, he couldn't see the expression on his face at the moment, so he didn't have to be brave, with a bit of ecstasy of having lost and found, but also full of devastated sadness.

Lan Che slightly noticed the slight trembling of his body, and couldn't help feeling a sense of warmth mixed with sourness in his heart.

Lan Xichen noticed that Wei Wei hugged him back, but before the grief on his face had time to relax, he suddenly noticed that his hand was covering his position, it was the spiritual vein at his waist, Lan Xichen Surprised, with his speed, he could obviously push him away, but at that moment, he hesitated for a moment.

At that moment, even if he realized that what he was holding against his waist was a cold and poisonous dagger, he might hesitate unconsciously...

because……

I can't bear to let go...

I can't bear to end this hug at all.

When he was conscious, he waited for 19 years for the warm and soft arms that surrounded him again.Even if he knew that drinking poison would quench his thirst, he would still enjoy it.

In an instant, his spiritual power was sealed, and his body was imprisoned and unable to move.