As a stand-in, I married his uncle Slag Gong

Me too?

Jin Chi sat on the ground with his legs bent, his mind was able to think, but the delayed transmission of his thoughts and the heavy feeling of his limbs made it take him more than ten seconds to parse out this sentence. the meaning of.

Yu Linyuan, want to try with him?

try what?

- Try hugging, kissing.

Or a more intimate contact under the emotional blending?

Slowly deciphering the meaning of the words, the thoughts that spread through the nerves faster than alcohol, but - I am not dreaming, am I?

After Yu Linyuan's unexpected "departure", admiring him seemed to have long been a matter of deep-seated Jinchi. He never doubted this fact, and never expected to have any ending with him.

When that day really comes...

The young man's expression was stunned, he didn't seem to react too much, his eyes were blank, his cheeks that were originally blushing from the alcohol turned even redder now, and Yu Linyuan could feel the temperature on them through the air.

"I……"

Yu Linyuan looked at him with lowered eyes, looked at him with his face slightly raised, the tails of his red eyes were slightly raised, his long and thick eyelashes were trembling, as if he was overly shocked, his lips moistened by wine were slightly parted, and he could vaguely see something inside. It is soft, and the aroma of roses on the body and the smell of wine are mixed into an ambiguous taste.

Like ignorance.

It was like an invitation to him.

He was right about the sub-personality, Jin Chi was the child he watched growing up, from 14 to 20 years old.Watching and watching, the tolerant mentality of taking care of children gradually changed into an ulterior desire.

No one knows kids better than he does.

Even if he was drunk, if it was someone else, when he got so close, Jin Chi would instinctively attack him long ago, not to mention showing such love and affection.

Yu Linyuan's Adam's apple twitched.

His gaze slid down from Jin Chi's forehead, from the bridge of his nose to the small mole on the tip of his nose, and then to the delicate peak of his lips.

stopped.

The fingertips resting on the lower jaw exerted a little force, and the lips in front of him lifted up with this force, which looked very sweet.

Yu Linyuan turned his head, like the classic slow motion in the movie, slowly closing the distance.

The youth's pupils were full of starlight, and he remained motionless.

Zoom in, zoom in again.

Until his cool breath merged with the other's slightly rapid breath, the tip of his nose was next to the tip of his nose, and the distance between his lips was only one or two centimeters.At the moment when they were about to kiss, Jin Chi seemed to wake up from the intoxication of this dream, and suddenly woke up.

wrong.

He pushed away the man in front of him who had loved him for many years and was almost able to kiss him intimately, and said in a trembling voice, "Don't you, don't you like men?"

In that short moment, he almost closed his eyes, but suddenly many things flashed through his mind, maybe a pair of possessive green eyes flashed, or maybe it was Yu Linyuan's sullen expression on that rainy night.

And many, many more.

After the words were out of his mouth, he remembered that Yu Linyuan didn't even know that he was Xie Xing, and he was even more unwilling to remind him of that ugly memory.

Jin Chi held back his tears, stood up while supporting the stone chair, and walked out in silence, wanting to escape from this place quickly.

When he was about to reach the stairs, the people behind helplessly called him to stop him.

"That was just a misunderstanding."

"Star."

The word "star" made Jin Chi dizzy because he didn't want to mention the past. He staggered, and after standing still, he turned his head slowly and looked at the man under the pergola, "...do you remember me?"

At this moment, it was as if someone had torn off his shiny skin, completely revealing his most desolate and ugly side in front of this man.

...he remembered, he remembered them all.

I remember that at that time Jin Chi went to look for Yu Linyuan in his room with the bandaged little rabbit in his arms, but he was caught off guard and saw a beautiful boy on the bed.

Seeing that the door was pushed open, the boy was only wearing a thin shirt that was almost transparent, with half of his smooth shoulders exposed, "Child, where is your adult?"

At that time, Jin Chi, who hadn't realized it yet, froze in place, and the rabbit jumped out of his palm impatiently, and limped away.

He said in a daze, "Who are you?"

"I'm a gift for the owner of the room. Don't ask children about adults, go and call your adults over..." The boy held up his baggy coat, looked at him with wandering eyes, and smiled secretly.

"Open the present."

It was said that Jin Chi was like a petrified statue. After a long time, he was consumed by jealousy and dragged the boy off the bed like crazy, pushing and cursing him out of the room.

him at that time.

Jealousy, anger, fear.

Fearing that Yu Linyuan would be dissatisfied with his presumptuous claims, the young man was emotionally volatile, unable to explain what prompted him, he threw away all the sheets and quilts that the boy had been lying on, and replaced them with new ones.

Then he took off his clothes, exposed his skinny and unaesthetic body under the moonlight, and climbed onto the bed trembling.

He pulled the quilt over to cover himself.

When Yu Linyuan came back at night and lay down defenselessly, the naked young man timidly raised his head under the quilt.

"I'm sorry, brother Linyuan." He was a little scared, but his face was full of devotion: "I threw away your gift... Don't be angry, I can replace him..."

"Become your new gift."

……

Jin Chi didn't want to think about what happened next, he just felt ashamed to face Yu Linyuan, he didn't want to stay here for a moment, and even thought of leaving the castle.

Turn away.

The wrist was pulled by Yu Linyuan who was chasing up, he said: "Wait, Xing Xing, look at me and listen to me."

Jin Chi, who was sobered up by the past events, raised his head subconsciously, and suddenly discovered something, alcohol didn't seem to be effective only for him.

After Yu Linyuan was pushed away by him, he lowered his head and slowed down on the spot for a long time. Now when he looked up, his deep eyes were full of drunkenness.

Before he could react, the man's slender fingers landed on his soft hair and gently rubbed it.

"If you don't want to mention it, I'll leave it to you. I never thought you'd minded it for so many years."

Yu Linyuan whispered in his ear: "That boy was sent by elder brother's own initiative. I was indeed very angry at the time, not because of you, but because I didn't take good care of you and let you meet those dirty things."

Maybe he was drunk, he usually doesn't like to talk too much, and keeps everything in his heart, but at this time, he revealed his heart to Jin Chi.

Jin Chi lowered his face and did not look at him, and said in a muffled voice, "Then what are you...you are talking about disgusting."

"Did you hear that?" The voice above the head was slightly surprised.

Jin Chi pretended to be dead and didn't speak.

Seeing his drooping ears, Yu Linyuan had a faint smile in his eyes, "I asked my elder brother to pick him up, so don't do such disgusting things again, what do you think?"

"..."

Jin Chi was stunned, he didn't expect this to be the truth, he always thought that Yu Linyuan hated men, that's why he showed such an angry expression, and later said the word disgusting.

Yu Linyuan said every word softly and slowly, "I should thank you for saving my life. After calling back, I found that you were not there. I was worried that something would happen to you. I left Daoguan to look for you, and I just avoided that incident." Big fire."

"I've been watching you all these years."

"Because my mental condition was unstable and I was worried about hurting you, I didn't rush to find you. I didn't realize until you became an adult that I didn't know when I had feelings for you."

"I have unreasonable thoughts about the child who watched him grow up, Xing Xing, the one who should be ashamed...it should be me." His speaking speed became slower and slower.

Too much information flooded into Jinchi, so that he couldn't sort it out for a while, should he be surprised that Yu Linyuan fell in love with him, or should he be shocked that such a perfect person would look at him anxiously from afar.

No wonder he has been surprisingly lucky these years.

Go to the supermarket to scratch the small ticket, and you will definitely win the first prize;

Going to the store to buy a few things, the manager came over with a smile at the checkout and told him that he was the thousandth customer, and this purchase is free;

The single released for the first time as a rookie was unexpectedly praised and promoted by many well-known media, and he quickly entered the eyes of the public.

Countless events.

He always thought that he was God's favorite, but who knew that it was Yu Linyuan who was removing obstacles for him.

At this moment, Jin Chi actually felt the blood rushing up, looking at the man with clear outline, cold and handsome like a sculpture, even if he was speaking love words, his blood was burning hot.

It was as if returning to the moment when I first fell in love with him.

He couldn't help muttering: "Brother Linyuan..."

As soon as he uttered the title six years ago, Jin Chi felt ashamed after realizing it, and quickly looked at Yu Linyuan, only to find that the man seemed to have lost his voice for a long time after saying those words.

The next moment, Yu Linyuan suddenly fell towards Jin Chi.

Jin Chi was full of emotions that he couldn't express, and when he caught him, he became dumbfounded and almost forgot.

The old butler seemed to have said that their master does not smoke or drink, and is very restrained. Tonight, on a whim, I drank a pot of wine with him.

I didn't expect to be more drunk than him.

When the cool wind blew at night, Jin Chi's sluggish brain resumed its normal operation a little bit, and he hugged the man who was standing unsteadily and buried his face in the hollow of his shoulder.

From his perspective, he could only see that the man was sweating slightly, his pale face was stained a little rosy, and his eyes were closed.

Worried about what would happen to people who don't drink alcohol rashly, Jin Chi forcibly pulled himself together, carried the drunk man, and walked down cautiously.

The stairs were steep, and the man next to him was 1.9 meters tall, no matter how thin he was. Jin Chi felt a little dizzy, and couldn't see the stairs clearly. He groped for less than half of the way, and then gasped slightly, with beads of sweat hanging from his eyelashes.

Halfway through, Jin Chi turned on the flashlight of his mobile phone, carefully looked at the rest of the stairs, held the mobile phone in his hand, raised Yu Linyuan's arm again, and continued to walk down.

The flashlight changed with the angle of the fuselage, and the light illuminated the man's face, which was divided by light and shade. His eyelashes moved and he slowly opened his eyes.

Jin Chi stared intently at the stairs under his feet.

Suddenly, there was a sleepy voice, very soft, the man who was so drunk and unconscious moved, and buried himself in Jin Chi's neck.

With a pause in his footsteps, Jin Chi was about to step down a step, when he suddenly felt the skin on the side of his neck being rubbed against by the cool lips, and then sucked it in, like tasting fine wine.

Holding him in his mouth, he sucked lightly.

Jin Chi's scalp exploded, numb all the way from the nape of his neck to his toes, he almost threw away the man in his hand, but because of the steep stairs, he resisted the numbness on the side of his neck, and quickly walked the rest of the stairs, before he had time action.

The soft lips around the neck loosened at this moment.

A small cluster of conspicuous red marks was left.