After green tea Alpha fractionation
Chapter 68
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The small door of the light ladder was opened, and the warm breath came in with the smell of food.
Looking at Chu Xingfeng who was waiting for him outside with the cat in his arms, Gu Yanzhi lowered his eyelids, feeling a little inexplicably uncomfortable.
However, before he struggled for a while, Old Chu had already stepped forward and pulled out Gu Yanzhi who was still in the light ladder.
"Have you encountered any problems in the experiment?"
While warming Gu Yanzhi's icy cold paws, Lao Chu carried him to the dining room, his voice calm and soft.
"The body is the most important thing, and eating on time is still indispensable."
Thinking about his calm personality, Lao Chu suppressed the long-winded babble, and silently closed his mouth.
Gu Yanzhi was held in Lao Chu's arms, and walked slowly towards the dining room.
Youwei nestled on his shoulder coquettishly, her voice was full of nostalgia.
Rua held the delicate and soft kitten, felt Chu Xingfeng's broad and warm shoulders, Gu Yanzhi let out a small breath, and the warmth rose from the bottom of his heart one after another.
The little snail protruded its tentacles from its shell, and slowly moved forward a few steps.
At the dinner table, the atmosphere was silent and warm.
Gu Yanzhi ate his meal in small bites, his brain and heart, which had been frozen to rigid before, were gradually enlightened, and his whole body was in a comfortable, joyful and vigilant state.
Beside him, Chu Xingfeng was chewing the food in his mouth without taste, except for a little bit of his heart was on serving Gu Yanzhi, the rest of his mind was all gathered together, how to expose himself for a while mind.
Thinking about the drafts typed in the afternoon, Lao Chu shook his head in his heart after the "dream reminder".
No, those words that I thought about this afternoon are too explicit, what if I scare Yanzhi?
Looking at the long eyelashes fluttering constantly, Gu Yanzhi seemed a little uneasy. Old Chu frowned and took a sip of the soup, feeling worried and troubled.
He recently discovered that Shangyan and Youwei are quite similar in some respects.
The mind is abnormally sensitive, the perception is abnormally sharp, and the thinking diverges accidentally, and I silently make up a lot of it.
Right, that is it.
Think about how Youwei was shocked and sad because he didn’t open a can for him before, no wonder, autistic, rushing to Gu Yanzhi’s place and crying, and think about Gu Yanzhi’s aggrieved look at him in the afternoon He said that he didn't love his appearance, and Lao Chu, who was actually a bit rough in terms of feelings, sighed numbly, thinking that he must take it step by step and figure it out slowly.
Can't scare Yanzhi, he has to adjust his position.
He was just found by Yanzhi to live as a partner, and the words "do you love me or not" that he thought about in the afternoon before, still can't be said nonsense.
So entangled and entangled, Lao Chu entangled until bedtime.
He watched Gu Yanzhi who came to the bed covered in moisture and lay down - ready to turn off the lights, and Chu Xingfeng who knew he couldn't delay any longer took a deep breath.
He reached out and pulled Gu Yanzhi's pajamas.
Under Gu Yanzhi's suspicious eyes, Old Chu had a serious face, his voice became a little dry under the excessive tension.
"Yanzhi, I have something to tell you."
"Ok?"
He looked at Gu Yanzhi's lingering eyebrows, in a daze, as if he had returned to the moment when he was asked if he wanted to get married.
"I……"
All the pre-printed belly drafts disappeared, and my brain became blank under the tension and anxiety.
Chu Xingfeng clenched his fists tightly, feeling as if his soul had come out of his body in a trance.
He sat there in a daze, and heard himself stuttering.
"I, I like you."
Gu Yanzhi: ...? ? ! ! !
Gu Yanzhi, who was caught off guard by his confession, was stunned.
He sat stiffly on the bed, looked at Chu Xingfeng who was also stiff, and after a long while, he managed to squeeze out a syllable from his throat.
"……what?"
What, why did you start talking about this all of a sudden?
In the bedroom, a quiet and eerie atmosphere spread wildly.
Two guys with equally blank minds froze on the bed, looking at each other wordlessly.
After an unknown amount of time, Lao Chu was the first to recover from the blank state.
Looking at Gu Yanzhi who was still in a state of astonishment, and recalling what he said just now, Chu Xingfeng, who had typed out the draft all afternoon in advance, was ashamed and angrily wishing he could hold Gu Yanzhi's pillow and knock him unconscious on the spot.
Obviously, I have already thought about what to say, why are you so stupid and can't say it!
Moving his body a little towards Gu Yanzhi's direction, Lao Chu cleared his throat, and worked hard to function his stiff and blank brain.
"I, I mean..."
Hearing his voice, Gu Yan raised his eyes subconsciously.
Facing Gu Yanzhi's black glass-like eyes, Chu Xingfeng's brain froze again after barely functioning.
In the illusory chaos, he heard himself say in a daze.
"I mean, I really like you."
Gu Yanzhi: "..."
Deathlike silence spread wildly in the bedroom again, Lao Chu, who was dissatisfied with his stupid appearance, screamed loudly in his heart, and the villain with a hollow heart was frantically punching military fists.
How could he!
How come you can't speak!
talk! !
Speak your mind out loud! ! !
Under the angry command of the villain in his heart, Lao Chu's thin lips, which were tightly closed like glue, opened them again with difficulty.
"Um……"
After a long period of pondering and reading the article, Chu Xingfeng, whose mind was muddled, suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and thought of a very important point when he went down to make a draft by himself.
"Derived!!"
"……Um???"
Gu Yanyi, who was still in a dazed state, was frightened by Chu Xingfeng who suddenly became excited.
He shrank back nervously and leaned against the head of the bed tightly.
Holding the pillow in his arms tightly, his voice trembled slightly, his breath was a little stagnant due to tension.
"what happened?"
Chu Xingfeng is suddenly so abnormal, what is he going to say to him?
Under Gu Yanzhi's frightening stare, Old Chu cleared his throat.
The composure he had always pretended to have collapsed, but in the tense atmosphere at this moment, he had unconsciously let go of a lot.
A trace of Gu Yanzhi's familiar yet unfamiliar naivety was revealed, and the corners of Old Chu's mouth were slightly raised, his voice became a little distorted under the mixture of joy and excitement.
"It's nothing, I just wanted to tell you."
Old Chu took a deep breath, and his face suddenly became extremely solemn.
"I love you more than either of them."
"……what……"
"Thank you, thank you...?"
Gu Yanzhi opened his mouth in a daze, not knowing what he was talking about.
Chu Xingfeng's sudden confession had a huge impact on him, his mind was buzzing, and he subconsciously wanted to run away.
"Um……"
While muttering in a low voice, he slowly moved towards the bed.
After an unknown amount of time, he finally came to the edge of the bed he had dreamed of.
"I have something to do at night, so I went to the laboratory to sleep first."
After explaining the situation in a low voice, Gu Yanzhi slipped under the bed with lowered eyelids.
He has only one thought at the moment, that is to run away quickly, far away, to the laboratory where Chu Xingfeng can't go.
He had to lock himself up and think about it, and sort out the series of "complicated" things that just happened.
but……
A warm arm was across his waist, pushing him back on the bed forcefully.
After a while of upside-down and overturning, the world in front of him was frozen on the ceiling of his familiar bedroom.
Beside him, Chu Xingfeng hugged him tightly, fearing that he would run away again, while leaning over, his handsome face was full of bewilderment and doubt.
"Yanzhi, why are you running?"
That time just now was the most vigorous action of Yanzhi since he knew Yanzhi.
If he hadn't stretched out his hand quickly and caught people in time, Yanzhi would have really run away.
Looking at Gu Yanzhi, whose head was lowered in his arms, whose delicate face looked like a porcelain doll under the light, Chu Xingfeng's Adam's apple rolled, and his heart jumped.
"What's the matter, did what I just said offend you?"
"……No."
It's his problem.
It's him, his own problem.
Being held in Chu Xingfeng's arms enthusiastically and forcefully, Gu Yanzhi felt like a little snail being forcibly dragged out of its shell.
The outer shell that could protect him was no longer there, and the soft inside was forced to be exposed, and his whole body was full of uneasiness.
He subconsciously pushed Chu Xingfeng's chest with his arms, wanting to sneak back to his underground laboratory with all his heart and eyes.
"I just suddenly remembered... There are still some experiments that haven't been done."
"Those reagents are precious, and they will be wasted if they are not used..."
Unable to break free from Chu Xingfeng's arms, Gu Yanzhi patted his arm angrily, pursed his thin lips and said aggrievedly.
"You let me go."
"I won't let it go."
Chu Xingfeng's brows were tightly frowned, and his originally chaotic and blank mind became much smoother after being frightened by Gu Yanzhi's sudden escape.
"You lied. You told me at dinner that night that you already spent all of today's experiments last night."
Seeing Gu Yanzhi fell silent with guilt, Lao Chu frowned, and hugged Gu Yanzhi in his arms even tighter.
Little liar.
Gu Yanzhi, who was still about to run away, was tightly bound, and Lao Chu noticed his evasive attitude, and the jealous vat in his heart bubbled sourly.
Why can Yanzhi accept the love of the other two, but not him?
He is Yanzhi's real partner, the one who wants to spend his whole life with Yanzhi!
Holding down Gu Yanzhi's restless hand, Lao Chu turned his face and forcibly met his gaze.
"Yanzhi, I like you."
"I like you very much, I like you more than everyone else, the number one in the universe likes you!"
Enraged by Gu Yanzhi's behavior, Lao Chu threw away his calm personality and succeeded in getting ahead.
He hugged Gu Yanzhi tightly, like a broken repeater, staring at Gu Yanzhi and whispering.
"I like you, I like you, I like you a hundred times more than the two of them."
"No, it's not that I like it."
Looking at Gu Yanzhi who clenched his lips and his eyes gradually turned red, Chu Xingfeng held his face and said solemnly.
"is love."
"Yanzhi, I love you..."
"enough!"
Gu Yanzhi put his hand on Chu Xingfeng's arm, his body trembling constantly.
Large and large transparent tears rolled down from his eye sockets, he stared at his red eye sockets, and said in a hoarse voice as if he didn't notice it.
"You, stop talking."
You leave me alone.
Seeing his obviously abnormal appearance, Chu Xingfeng, who had just forced a confession, was taken aback for a moment, and was immediately frightened.
"Don't talk, don't talk, I'm quiet."
Locking Gu Yanzhi tightly in his arms with both hands and feet, Chu Xingfeng didn't dare to let go when he saw that his condition was not right.
He hugged Gu Yanzhi quietly, for a while because he didn't dare to make any other movements.
Gu Yanzhi was trapped in Chu Xingfeng's arms, panting heavily.
With trembling hands, he tried to break Chu Xingfeng's locked arm. After several unsuccessful attempts, he bit his lip angrily and gave up.
All kinds of complex emotions rolled up like a tidal wave, roaring and completely drowning him.
The feeling of suffocation kept coming, and Gu Yanzhi's nest trembled more and more violently in Chu Xingfeng's arms.
Just when Chu Xingfeng couldn't stand it anymore and was hesitant to let him go, Gu Yanzhi suddenly buried his head in his chest.
At the moment when he buried his head, the emotions that had been suppressed suddenly exploded like an avalanche, and tears fell like broken beads, soaking a large piece of Chu Xingfeng's clothes in an instant.
After experiencing the warmth of the initial tears, the soaked clothing quickly cooled down.
Chu Xingfeng hugged Gu Yanzhi in his arms blankly, feeling as sad as if a knife was raging in his heart.
Did he do something wrong.
He made Yanzhi very sad.
"Yanzhi, I'm sorry, I..."
"Don't make a sound!"
He yelled at Chu Xingfeng out of composure, and Gu Yanzhi pinched the corner of Chu Xingfeng's clothes and panted heavily, and buried his face back again.
Seeing his uncomfortable appearance, Chu Xingfeng felt extremely uncomfortable for a while.
He grew up in a happy and loving family, and he came to his current position smoothly. Except for Gu Yanzhi's many stumbles, the rest of the time can be said to be nothing. smooth sailing.
All the sadness and frustration in his life were planted on Gu Yanzhi.
Seeing Gu Yanzhi shivering in his arms, Chu Xingfeng raised his hand to reach the thin quilt that had been kicked aside, trying to wrap Gu Yanzhi in his arms.
The moment he raised his hand and leaned over, Gu Yan, who thought he was about to leave, subconsciously squeezed the corner of his clothes, and pulled Chu Xingfeng forcefully towards him.
Although Gu Yanzhi quickly let go of his hand in the next second, and the exposed part of his face was indifferent as if nothing had happened, Chu Xingfeng was still sweetened by his subconscious behavior just now.
It's like a sugar knife is constantly stirring in my heart, and there is a deep pain in the sweetness.
"Hey, I'm not leaving."
Subconsciously opened his mouth to comfort Gu Yanzhi, realized that Chu Xingfeng, who had just made him quiet, closed his mouth, and silently pulled away a messy thin quilt in the distance.
He threw off the quilt, and wrapped himself and Gu Yanzhi tightly with the quilt.
Although it is already early autumn and the temperature at night is getting colder, Chu Xingfeng's body is warm.
After wrapping the two of them tightly with a thin quilt, the hot temperature on Chu Xingfeng's body soon warmed up the thin quilt.
Ignoring the fine sweat that gradually emerged from his forehead, Chu Xingfeng hugged Gu Yanzhi silently, hoping that his actions could bring some comfort to the sweetheart in his arms.
Perhaps it was because of the gradual rise in temperature, Gu Yanzhi gradually stopped the trembling of his body, and his breath, which was so short of oxygen, gradually eased.
What remains the same is the tears that he still keeps pouring out, and the hand that tightly holds the corner of Chu Xingfeng's coat.
In the huge bedroom, the atmosphere became quiet again.
In the silence, under the warmth of the surroundings, Gu Yanzhi's blank and chaotic brain gradually became clear, and shame and despair gradually surfaced in his heart.
What did he do just now...
Deep regret and self-disgust overwhelmed him, Gu Yanzhi was so angry that he bit himself hard, and the smell of blood spread in his mouth in an instant.
Maybe it was pain, maybe it was anger, maybe it was disgust, in short, after he bit himself hard, Gu Yanzhi sobbed, and the tears flowed even more fiercely.
Feeling that Chu Xingfeng heard his movements, he hugged him even tighter uneasily, Gu Yanzhi pinched the corner of his clothes, feeling that he was ashamed to see Chu Xingfeng.
Chu Xingfeng made a good confession, but he made it like this.
Why is he so useless.
He kept biting himself fiercely like masochistic, nestled in Chu Xingfeng's arms and hiccupped a little.
What a good atmosphere, what a good scene just now, let him destroy it abruptly, why is he so useless, so annoying, why...
Gu Yanzhi's deep self-loathing was forcibly interrupted.
His chin was pinched and lifted by Chu Xingfeng. In the haze of tears, he watched Chu Xingfeng frown, and his eyes were sharp.
"Open your mouth, why do I smell blood?"
Why is the nose so sharp...
Gu Yanzhi ignored him.
He shed tears on his own, and turned his head to free his chin from Chu Xingfeng's hand.
But this time, his actions were unsuccessful.
Seeing his uncooperative default, Chu Xingfeng frowned anxiously, pinched his chin without saying a word, and separated his clenched teeth.
"Well……"
Gu Yanzhi turned around in shock, and in the next second, he was twisted back by Chu Xingfeng, who was about to go crazy with distress.
"Yanzhi, why, how can you bite yourself like this!"
Thinking back to the scene he saw just now, Chu Xingfeng took a breath, feeling that he was about to die in distress.
"Don't bite yourself, it hurts..."
Rolling up the sleeves of his pajamas, Chu Xingfeng put his arm to Gu Yanzhi's mouth, his voice hoarse.
"If you want to bite, you bite me, I am resistant to biting!"
"Really, I can resist biting. It tastes very good. Try it."
Putting his arm to Gu Yanzhi's mouth vigorously, seeing him drooping his eyelids and silently crying, Chu Xingfeng became anxious.
"Are you biting yourself again?"
Anxiously pinching Gu Yanzhi's chin, Chu Xingfeng's eye sockets were red, and his eyes were bloodshot with anxiety.
"Let me see, are you biting yourself again?"
"I don't know..."
Gu Yanzhi was checked by him again, and Chu Xingfeng, who was relieved a little, heaved a sigh of relief, but he still felt uncomfortable.
"You can't bite yourself anymore, do you hear me?"
The hand pinching his chin was slapped away by Gu Yanzhi's drooping eyelids, Chu Xingfeng moved his arm up, and frowned tightly.
"Yes, just like just now, you can hit me if you feel uncomfortable."
"Don't hurt yourself, you hear me?"
Seeing that Gu Yanzhi remained silent, buried his face in his arms again and shut himself up in silence, Chu Xingfeng sighed, his heart twitching in pain.
Why is Yanzhi not as smart as Youwei, that little silly cat of Youwei knows how to scratch him when he gets angry, how does Yanzhi know how to greet himself...
Worryingly pulled Gu Yanzhi in his arms, Chu Xingfeng was about to check if he had bitten him secretly, when he found that Gu Yanzhi was crying even more fiercely.
His black glass-like eyes lost their brilliance, and tears gushed out like a faucet out of control. Seeing him crying silently, Chu Xingfeng was stunned.
"what happened?"
Hugging him tightly, Chu Xingfeng didn't dare to disturb him, so he could only coax him in a low voice.
"Stop crying, okay? Is there something wrong with me? You tell me, and I'll change..."
Gu Yanzhi shook his head vigorously.
He raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and glanced at Chu Xingfeng with his red eyes blinking.
"Don't be so nice to me."
He is not worthy.
Staggering his eyes in embarrassment, Gu Yanzhi lowered his head and said softly.
"You are so kind to me, I...I feel uncomfortable."
Originally, Chu Xingfeng, who was taciturn and ignored him, could still live with peace of mind while suffering.
But after Chu Xingfeng confessed to him, a huge sense of panic suddenly came to his heart.
Although he often disliked Old Chu, deep down in his heart, Gu Yanzhi knew that Chu Xingfeng was a good partner.
Chu Xingfeng was taciturn, but he spoke even less than Chu Xingfeng.
Every time he takes a vacation, as long as there is no war, Chu Xingfeng will go back home, never hang out outside, and cook for him, and make him a light diet for his health...
Although he was extremely disgusted with Chu Xingfeng's previous behavior, the previous behavior of Chu Xingfeng had actually given him a strong sense of security.
That kind of shallow and faint feeling, which is even thinner than boiled water, perfectly fits within Gu Yanzhi's acceptance range, making him feel that he can live with Chu Xingfeng for such a long time.
But that sense of security was suddenly broken the moment Chu Xingfeng confessed to him.
He looked at Chu Xingfeng's serious look, and at Chu Xingfeng's eyes that were so focused that only he existed, he was suddenly so nervous that he couldn't breathe.
Chu Xingfeng, why did you fall in love with him?
Why did Chu Xingfeng fall in love with him?
There is nothing worthy of liking about him. Did Chu Xingfeng just see something wrong, and mistakenly saw something in him that didn't actually exist.
If Chu Xingfeng stayed with him all the time because he liked him, then when Chu Xingfeng woke up and realized how blind he was in the past, would Chu Xingfeng be leaving?
After Chu Xingfeng left, what should he do?
He is used to being accompanied by Chu Xingfeng, and if Chu Xingfeng leaves, he will die of sadness.
Under Chu Xingfeng's stunned gaze, Gu Yanzhi looked up at him.
His dark eyes from crying just now were wet, and there was a soft and warm light inside, which was a soft appearance that Chu Xingfeng had never seen before.
But when he opened his mouth, Chu Xingfeng's heart was pierced.
"Don't like me, okay?"
Seeing Chu Xingfeng's silent appearance, Gu Yanzhi was a little anxious for a while.
He tugged at the corner of Chu Xingfeng's clothes, and his cold voice softened.
"Don't like me, okay?"
"Yanzhi..."
Chu Xingfeng hugged Gu Yanzhi in his arms, seeing his rare serious and soft appearance, his heart was numbly aching.
Thinking about the "Bai Yueguang" that Bai Lian had shown him, a terrible idea suddenly popped up in Chu Xingfeng's mind.
Does Yanzhi still like that Bai Yueguang?
Is it because I just wanted to live with him at the beginning, so now I let him "don't like it" after he confessed his love.
Did his liking bring trouble to Yanzhi?
"Ok?"
Hearing Gu Yanzhi's rare nasal voice, Chu Xingfeng hugged him tightly, feeling so cold that he panicked.
He smiled hard, and grinned at Gu Yanzhi with a weird and ugly smile.
"Did I make you feel bad?"
If being with me is so hard...
"If you don't want to be with me anymore, we can get a divorce, I'll get out..."
"No !!!!"
Chu Xingfeng's words precisely stepped on Gu Yanzhi's thunder point.
Gu Yanzhi tightly grasped Chu Xingfeng's arm, completely out of control.
"No divorce, no divorce!!"
Why is he like this again? He obviously wanted to make the situation better, but he still messed up everything.
"Is it okay not to get divorced..."
He shouldn't try to intervene, he should just do nothing, just stay there quietly and wait for the final outcome to happen.
Gu Yanzhi closed his eyes and gave up completely.
"Let's not get a divorce, okay?"
He looked at Chu Xingfeng, and the whole person fell into a magical and extreme calmness.
"If you like me, you can do whatever you want, whatever you want, I can do it all, and I will cooperate with you."
The voice trembled slightly, Gu Yanzhi stared at Chu Xingfeng closely, and said in a tight voice.
"You, if you don't like me anymore, you don't need to divorce. I won't stop you from being together. Do you like Bai Lian? You can be together and have a beautiful child. Then you will come back to see me occasionally Just one click, or you don't need to look at me, I..."
"What are you talking about!"
Chu Xingfeng was so angry that he was about to faint on the spot.
He lowered his head and blocked Gu Yanzhi's mouth, angrily and helplessly bit Gu Yanzhi's lips lightly.
"Obviously you don't like me, don't want me..."
In the end, I made it sound like I was a heartless scumbag...
"Who said I don't like you!?"
"……Um????"
The small grievances in Lao Chu's heart hadn't fully surfaced, but he was completely dazed by Gu Yanzhi's words.
"Yanzhi, what did you just say???"
Staring blankly at Gu Yanzhi in his arms, Old Chu, who always thought he was just a spare tire, swallowed his saliva and began to feel joy in his heart.
"Don't turn your head, look at me."
Lowering Gu Yanzhi and raising his head, which wanted to escape, Chu Xingfeng squinted his eyes and coaxed in a low voice.
"I didn't hear clearly just now, what did you just say?"
"I say……"
Gu Yanzhi was so angry that he couldn't say the word "like" stuck in his mouth, and he stabbed himself in the heart when he opened his mouth.
"I said that if you like Bai Lian, you can have a child with him."
"...not this sentence!!"
Chu Xingfeng was almost pissed off by him.
Holding Gu Yanzhi's wet face from crying, Chu Xingfeng narrowed his eyes and said solemnly.
"I don't like him, I hate him, I only like you."
"……Um."
Looking at Gu Yanzhi, who was not visible on the surface in his arms, but was instantly happier, Chu Xingfeng sighed resignedly.
He hugged the person tightly into his arms, and his heart was full of panic that he almost lost.
"Forget it, just be happy."
Gu Yanzhi: "..."
How could he be so hypocritical.
So angry that he secretly twisted himself, Gu Yanzhi stretched out his arms to hug Chu Xingfeng with tears in his eyes.
"I said, I like you."
Feelings of shame flooded over, unlike the liking that Da Chu and Xiao Chu said, Gu Yanzhi knew that they would disappear sooner or later, so he was able to confide his thoughts frankly and irresponsibly at that time.
But the one in front of him was Old Chu, the one who would write everything down.
His face was burning hot, Gu Yanzhi hugged Chu Xingfeng forcefully, and his body shrank unconsciously.
"I like you too, my favorite."
After a whole night without saying a word, Gu Yanzhi was so angry that he bit himself again, and said in a low voice.
"The whole world only likes you."
The sweetness and joy that suddenly appeared in Chu Xingfeng's heart were suddenly stopped before they rose up.
Angrily pinching Gu Yanzhi's chin, thinking about the smell of blood just now, veins popped out of Lao Chu's forehead.
"Are you biting yourself again? Open your mouth and let me see!"
Seeing the new bloody hole in Gu Yanzhi's mouth, Chu Xingfeng was so angry that he lowered his head and kissed him, his tongue patrolling around his mouth.
"Does it hurt?!"
"……pain."
"Will you bite in the future?"
"..."
Cold fingers gently stroked Chu Xingfeng's frowning brows, Gu Yanzhi helped him open the brows, and said in a low voice.
"Don't be angry, I won't bite anymore."
"I'm not angry, I'm just distressed."
Although he successfully heard his sweetheart's confession, seeing Gu Yanzhi's cautious look, Chu Xingfeng still felt depressed.
Different from Gu Yanzhi's introvertedness, he is an actionist. Thinking about Gu Yanzhi's abnormal performance tonight, he turned around Gu Yanzhi who felt that he had already finished his work and started to nest in his arms in a daze.
"Tell me, why did you say you didn't want me to like you?"
"...I just said it casually at that time, don't forget to take it to heart."
Chu Xingfeng would only believe his nonsense unless he was stupid.
Mingming's mouth is so soft and easy to kiss, why does it become so hard when speaking.
The index finger poked Gu Yanzhi's thin lips, and Chu Xingfeng, who intuitively felt that this was a key point, said that his rhetoric was not good.
"Tell the truth, otherwise, otherwise I will really find an omega to have a baby!"
In fact, Lao Chu, who is also a childish ghost, threatened childishly.
Hearing his words, Gu Yanzhi's body, who was originally relaxed in his arms, straightened instantly.
Sadness flashed across his delicate eyebrows, and in the next second, a complete and extreme calm appeared on Gu Yanzhi's face.
"Yes," he said numbly, "you don't need a divorce."
"That was not what I meant!"
What kind of threat is not good, but this threat, is he a fool?
Seeing Gu Yanzhi carefully aiming at him, Chu Xingfeng sighed.
He looked at Gu Yanzhi in his arms, and said in a low voice but solemnly.
"I want to know, can you tell me?"
"..."
A long silence spread in the bedroom. Just when Chu Xingfeng decided to proceed step by step and not press so tightly, Gu Yanzhi in his arms clenched the corner of his clothes and spoke in a difficult voice.
"……it is good."
Confiding his thoughts and dissecting his heart bit by bit, this is something Gu Yanzhi never thought he would do.
Both of his parents died when he was young, and he lived a difficult life under surveillance and indifference since he was a child. Gu Yanzhi learned early on to bury all his worries in his heart, and digest everything silently by himself.
For him at that time, making himself stronger was the most important thing.
Only when you become strong can you live and live freely.
But after he became stronger and took control of his own life, he silently discovered that his personality had been fixed unconsciously.
but……
Looking at Chu Xingfeng's expectant eyes, Gu Yanzhi took a deep breath and whispered in his heart.
If Chu Xingfeng wants to know, he can tell him these things.
Although Gu Yanzhi's imagination was very beautiful, when he actually started to speak, he still spoke intermittently and in a mess.
After struggling to express his thoughts, Gu Yanzhi bit his lip and unnaturally glanced at Chu Xingfeng.
Chu Xingfeng...will he be disappointed?meeting……
"...That's all??"
After sorting out what Gu Yanzhi just said in his mind, Old Chu frowned depressedly.
He looked at Gu Yanzhi who was blinking and looking at him in his arms, a mouthful of old blood stuck in his throat.
That's it? ?
That's it? ? ? ?
Yanzhi has been respecting him like ice for so many years because of those unfounded possibilities? ? ? ? ?
Raising his hand and rubbing his chest, Chu Xingfeng was extremely depressed.
If he knew this earlier, he was so calm! !
The catcher kissed and hugged him several times a day, didn't the heart of this little idiot Yanzhi belong to him long ago? ?
Chu Xingfeng frowned and looked at Gu Yanzhi, really not knowing what was going on in his little head.
"Don't think about it any more!"
Biting Gu Yanzhi's thin lips resentfully, thinking about the good times he and Gu Yanzhi had wasted in these years, Chu Xingfeng was so angry that he stretched out his hand and rubbed Gu Yanzhi's face.
"How many times..."
After saving his face from Chu Xingfeng's hands, Gu Yanzhi raised his eyelids, and his phoenix eyes looked at Chu Xingfeng unnaturally.
"So, you don't think that way, do you?"
"of course not!"
According to the person in his arms, Chu Xingfeng, who had clearly seen his ostrich attributes, held his face, and dissected his mind straightforwardly and in detail.
"Are you relieved now?"
"Ah."
Nodding happily, Gu Yanzhi reached out and pushed Chu Xingfeng's arm around him, a look of disgust appeared on his cold face.
"Let go of me, it's so hot to hold me like this."
"……well."
Resigning himself to his fate, he separated the thin quilt, and seeing Gu Yanzhi who couldn't wait to pour it on his pillow, Chu Xingfeng instructed worriedly.
"If you have any uneasy thoughts about me in the future, remember to tell me, do you understand?"
"Understood," Gu Yanzhi muttered softly, "Why are you so wordy."
Burying his face on the pillow, Gu Yanzhi, who was completely relieved, began to regret his embarrassing behavior tonight.
He yawned a little and kicked Chu Xingfeng lightly.
"Go pull the light, I'm so sleepy."
"it is good."
Grabbing the foot he moved over and pinching it, seeing Gu Yanzhi's toes curled up in an instant, Lao Chu swallowed, and suddenly thought of an important thing.
"Cough, Yanzhi, what you just said about practicing all the postures with me when I recover from my injury, do you still count?"
... His original words are clearly not what he said!
He buried his face completely in the pillow, and after a long while, Gu Yanzhi's voice, which was so small that he could hardly hear it, came muffled from the pillow.
"Wait until you recover from your injury."
I always think about these things that cannot pass the trial every day!
"Hey hey good."
After happily thinking about the happy life after the injury, Chu Xingfeng reached out and pressed the switch on the bedside table.
And very smoothly, the big hugging bear on the bed was thrown out of the bed by the ear.
Gu Yanzhi: "..."
Seeing that although he was speechless, he didn't say anything.
The small door of the light ladder was opened, and the warm breath came in with the smell of food.
Looking at Chu Xingfeng who was waiting for him outside with the cat in his arms, Gu Yanzhi lowered his eyelids, feeling a little inexplicably uncomfortable.
However, before he struggled for a while, Old Chu had already stepped forward and pulled out Gu Yanzhi who was still in the light ladder.
"Have you encountered any problems in the experiment?"
While warming Gu Yanzhi's icy cold paws, Lao Chu carried him to the dining room, his voice calm and soft.
"The body is the most important thing, and eating on time is still indispensable."
Thinking about his calm personality, Lao Chu suppressed the long-winded babble, and silently closed his mouth.
Gu Yanzhi was held in Lao Chu's arms, and walked slowly towards the dining room.
Youwei nestled on his shoulder coquettishly, her voice was full of nostalgia.
Rua held the delicate and soft kitten, felt Chu Xingfeng's broad and warm shoulders, Gu Yanzhi let out a small breath, and the warmth rose from the bottom of his heart one after another.
The little snail protruded its tentacles from its shell, and slowly moved forward a few steps.
At the dinner table, the atmosphere was silent and warm.
Gu Yanzhi ate his meal in small bites, his brain and heart, which had been frozen to rigid before, were gradually enlightened, and his whole body was in a comfortable, joyful and vigilant state.
Beside him, Chu Xingfeng was chewing the food in his mouth without taste, except for a little bit of his heart was on serving Gu Yanzhi, the rest of his mind was all gathered together, how to expose himself for a while mind.
Thinking about the drafts typed in the afternoon, Lao Chu shook his head in his heart after the "dream reminder".
No, those words that I thought about this afternoon are too explicit, what if I scare Yanzhi?
Looking at the long eyelashes fluttering constantly, Gu Yanzhi seemed a little uneasy. Old Chu frowned and took a sip of the soup, feeling worried and troubled.
He recently discovered that Shangyan and Youwei are quite similar in some respects.
The mind is abnormally sensitive, the perception is abnormally sharp, and the thinking diverges accidentally, and I silently make up a lot of it.
Right, that is it.
Think about how Youwei was shocked and sad because he didn’t open a can for him before, no wonder, autistic, rushing to Gu Yanzhi’s place and crying, and think about Gu Yanzhi’s aggrieved look at him in the afternoon He said that he didn't love his appearance, and Lao Chu, who was actually a bit rough in terms of feelings, sighed numbly, thinking that he must take it step by step and figure it out slowly.
Can't scare Yanzhi, he has to adjust his position.
He was just found by Yanzhi to live as a partner, and the words "do you love me or not" that he thought about in the afternoon before, still can't be said nonsense.
So entangled and entangled, Lao Chu entangled until bedtime.
He watched Gu Yanzhi who came to the bed covered in moisture and lay down - ready to turn off the lights, and Chu Xingfeng who knew he couldn't delay any longer took a deep breath.
He reached out and pulled Gu Yanzhi's pajamas.
Under Gu Yanzhi's suspicious eyes, Old Chu had a serious face, his voice became a little dry under the excessive tension.
"Yanzhi, I have something to tell you."
"Ok?"
He looked at Gu Yanzhi's lingering eyebrows, in a daze, as if he had returned to the moment when he was asked if he wanted to get married.
"I……"
All the pre-printed belly drafts disappeared, and my brain became blank under the tension and anxiety.
Chu Xingfeng clenched his fists tightly, feeling as if his soul had come out of his body in a trance.
He sat there in a daze, and heard himself stuttering.
"I, I like you."
Gu Yanzhi: ...? ? ! ! !
Gu Yanzhi, who was caught off guard by his confession, was stunned.
He sat stiffly on the bed, looked at Chu Xingfeng who was also stiff, and after a long while, he managed to squeeze out a syllable from his throat.
"……what?"
What, why did you start talking about this all of a sudden?
In the bedroom, a quiet and eerie atmosphere spread wildly.
Two guys with equally blank minds froze on the bed, looking at each other wordlessly.
After an unknown amount of time, Lao Chu was the first to recover from the blank state.
Looking at Gu Yanzhi who was still in a state of astonishment, and recalling what he said just now, Chu Xingfeng, who had typed out the draft all afternoon in advance, was ashamed and angrily wishing he could hold Gu Yanzhi's pillow and knock him unconscious on the spot.
Obviously, I have already thought about what to say, why are you so stupid and can't say it!
Moving his body a little towards Gu Yanzhi's direction, Lao Chu cleared his throat, and worked hard to function his stiff and blank brain.
"I, I mean..."
Hearing his voice, Gu Yan raised his eyes subconsciously.
Facing Gu Yanzhi's black glass-like eyes, Chu Xingfeng's brain froze again after barely functioning.
In the illusory chaos, he heard himself say in a daze.
"I mean, I really like you."
Gu Yanzhi: "..."
Deathlike silence spread wildly in the bedroom again, Lao Chu, who was dissatisfied with his stupid appearance, screamed loudly in his heart, and the villain with a hollow heart was frantically punching military fists.
How could he!
How come you can't speak!
talk! !
Speak your mind out loud! ! !
Under the angry command of the villain in his heart, Lao Chu's thin lips, which were tightly closed like glue, opened them again with difficulty.
"Um……"
After a long period of pondering and reading the article, Chu Xingfeng, whose mind was muddled, suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and thought of a very important point when he went down to make a draft by himself.
"Derived!!"
"……Um???"
Gu Yanyi, who was still in a dazed state, was frightened by Chu Xingfeng who suddenly became excited.
He shrank back nervously and leaned against the head of the bed tightly.
Holding the pillow in his arms tightly, his voice trembled slightly, his breath was a little stagnant due to tension.
"what happened?"
Chu Xingfeng is suddenly so abnormal, what is he going to say to him?
Under Gu Yanzhi's frightening stare, Old Chu cleared his throat.
The composure he had always pretended to have collapsed, but in the tense atmosphere at this moment, he had unconsciously let go of a lot.
A trace of Gu Yanzhi's familiar yet unfamiliar naivety was revealed, and the corners of Old Chu's mouth were slightly raised, his voice became a little distorted under the mixture of joy and excitement.
"It's nothing, I just wanted to tell you."
Old Chu took a deep breath, and his face suddenly became extremely solemn.
"I love you more than either of them."
"……what……"
"Thank you, thank you...?"
Gu Yanzhi opened his mouth in a daze, not knowing what he was talking about.
Chu Xingfeng's sudden confession had a huge impact on him, his mind was buzzing, and he subconsciously wanted to run away.
"Um……"
While muttering in a low voice, he slowly moved towards the bed.
After an unknown amount of time, he finally came to the edge of the bed he had dreamed of.
"I have something to do at night, so I went to the laboratory to sleep first."
After explaining the situation in a low voice, Gu Yanzhi slipped under the bed with lowered eyelids.
He has only one thought at the moment, that is to run away quickly, far away, to the laboratory where Chu Xingfeng can't go.
He had to lock himself up and think about it, and sort out the series of "complicated" things that just happened.
but……
A warm arm was across his waist, pushing him back on the bed forcefully.
After a while of upside-down and overturning, the world in front of him was frozen on the ceiling of his familiar bedroom.
Beside him, Chu Xingfeng hugged him tightly, fearing that he would run away again, while leaning over, his handsome face was full of bewilderment and doubt.
"Yanzhi, why are you running?"
That time just now was the most vigorous action of Yanzhi since he knew Yanzhi.
If he hadn't stretched out his hand quickly and caught people in time, Yanzhi would have really run away.
Looking at Gu Yanzhi, whose head was lowered in his arms, whose delicate face looked like a porcelain doll under the light, Chu Xingfeng's Adam's apple rolled, and his heart jumped.
"What's the matter, did what I just said offend you?"
"……No."
It's his problem.
It's him, his own problem.
Being held in Chu Xingfeng's arms enthusiastically and forcefully, Gu Yanzhi felt like a little snail being forcibly dragged out of its shell.
The outer shell that could protect him was no longer there, and the soft inside was forced to be exposed, and his whole body was full of uneasiness.
He subconsciously pushed Chu Xingfeng's chest with his arms, wanting to sneak back to his underground laboratory with all his heart and eyes.
"I just suddenly remembered... There are still some experiments that haven't been done."
"Those reagents are precious, and they will be wasted if they are not used..."
Unable to break free from Chu Xingfeng's arms, Gu Yanzhi patted his arm angrily, pursed his thin lips and said aggrievedly.
"You let me go."
"I won't let it go."
Chu Xingfeng's brows were tightly frowned, and his originally chaotic and blank mind became much smoother after being frightened by Gu Yanzhi's sudden escape.
"You lied. You told me at dinner that night that you already spent all of today's experiments last night."
Seeing Gu Yanzhi fell silent with guilt, Lao Chu frowned, and hugged Gu Yanzhi in his arms even tighter.
Little liar.
Gu Yanzhi, who was still about to run away, was tightly bound, and Lao Chu noticed his evasive attitude, and the jealous vat in his heart bubbled sourly.
Why can Yanzhi accept the love of the other two, but not him?
He is Yanzhi's real partner, the one who wants to spend his whole life with Yanzhi!
Holding down Gu Yanzhi's restless hand, Lao Chu turned his face and forcibly met his gaze.
"Yanzhi, I like you."
"I like you very much, I like you more than everyone else, the number one in the universe likes you!"
Enraged by Gu Yanzhi's behavior, Lao Chu threw away his calm personality and succeeded in getting ahead.
He hugged Gu Yanzhi tightly, like a broken repeater, staring at Gu Yanzhi and whispering.
"I like you, I like you, I like you a hundred times more than the two of them."
"No, it's not that I like it."
Looking at Gu Yanzhi who clenched his lips and his eyes gradually turned red, Chu Xingfeng held his face and said solemnly.
"is love."
"Yanzhi, I love you..."
"enough!"
Gu Yanzhi put his hand on Chu Xingfeng's arm, his body trembling constantly.
Large and large transparent tears rolled down from his eye sockets, he stared at his red eye sockets, and said in a hoarse voice as if he didn't notice it.
"You, stop talking."
You leave me alone.
Seeing his obviously abnormal appearance, Chu Xingfeng, who had just forced a confession, was taken aback for a moment, and was immediately frightened.
"Don't talk, don't talk, I'm quiet."
Locking Gu Yanzhi tightly in his arms with both hands and feet, Chu Xingfeng didn't dare to let go when he saw that his condition was not right.
He hugged Gu Yanzhi quietly, for a while because he didn't dare to make any other movements.
Gu Yanzhi was trapped in Chu Xingfeng's arms, panting heavily.
With trembling hands, he tried to break Chu Xingfeng's locked arm. After several unsuccessful attempts, he bit his lip angrily and gave up.
All kinds of complex emotions rolled up like a tidal wave, roaring and completely drowning him.
The feeling of suffocation kept coming, and Gu Yanzhi's nest trembled more and more violently in Chu Xingfeng's arms.
Just when Chu Xingfeng couldn't stand it anymore and was hesitant to let him go, Gu Yanzhi suddenly buried his head in his chest.
At the moment when he buried his head, the emotions that had been suppressed suddenly exploded like an avalanche, and tears fell like broken beads, soaking a large piece of Chu Xingfeng's clothes in an instant.
After experiencing the warmth of the initial tears, the soaked clothing quickly cooled down.
Chu Xingfeng hugged Gu Yanzhi in his arms blankly, feeling as sad as if a knife was raging in his heart.
Did he do something wrong.
He made Yanzhi very sad.
"Yanzhi, I'm sorry, I..."
"Don't make a sound!"
He yelled at Chu Xingfeng out of composure, and Gu Yanzhi pinched the corner of Chu Xingfeng's clothes and panted heavily, and buried his face back again.
Seeing his uncomfortable appearance, Chu Xingfeng felt extremely uncomfortable for a while.
He grew up in a happy and loving family, and he came to his current position smoothly. Except for Gu Yanzhi's many stumbles, the rest of the time can be said to be nothing. smooth sailing.
All the sadness and frustration in his life were planted on Gu Yanzhi.
Seeing Gu Yanzhi shivering in his arms, Chu Xingfeng raised his hand to reach the thin quilt that had been kicked aside, trying to wrap Gu Yanzhi in his arms.
The moment he raised his hand and leaned over, Gu Yan, who thought he was about to leave, subconsciously squeezed the corner of his clothes, and pulled Chu Xingfeng forcefully towards him.
Although Gu Yanzhi quickly let go of his hand in the next second, and the exposed part of his face was indifferent as if nothing had happened, Chu Xingfeng was still sweetened by his subconscious behavior just now.
It's like a sugar knife is constantly stirring in my heart, and there is a deep pain in the sweetness.
"Hey, I'm not leaving."
Subconsciously opened his mouth to comfort Gu Yanzhi, realized that Chu Xingfeng, who had just made him quiet, closed his mouth, and silently pulled away a messy thin quilt in the distance.
He threw off the quilt, and wrapped himself and Gu Yanzhi tightly with the quilt.
Although it is already early autumn and the temperature at night is getting colder, Chu Xingfeng's body is warm.
After wrapping the two of them tightly with a thin quilt, the hot temperature on Chu Xingfeng's body soon warmed up the thin quilt.
Ignoring the fine sweat that gradually emerged from his forehead, Chu Xingfeng hugged Gu Yanzhi silently, hoping that his actions could bring some comfort to the sweetheart in his arms.
Perhaps it was because of the gradual rise in temperature, Gu Yanzhi gradually stopped the trembling of his body, and his breath, which was so short of oxygen, gradually eased.
What remains the same is the tears that he still keeps pouring out, and the hand that tightly holds the corner of Chu Xingfeng's coat.
In the huge bedroom, the atmosphere became quiet again.
In the silence, under the warmth of the surroundings, Gu Yanzhi's blank and chaotic brain gradually became clear, and shame and despair gradually surfaced in his heart.
What did he do just now...
Deep regret and self-disgust overwhelmed him, Gu Yanzhi was so angry that he bit himself hard, and the smell of blood spread in his mouth in an instant.
Maybe it was pain, maybe it was anger, maybe it was disgust, in short, after he bit himself hard, Gu Yanzhi sobbed, and the tears flowed even more fiercely.
Feeling that Chu Xingfeng heard his movements, he hugged him even tighter uneasily, Gu Yanzhi pinched the corner of his clothes, feeling that he was ashamed to see Chu Xingfeng.
Chu Xingfeng made a good confession, but he made it like this.
Why is he so useless.
He kept biting himself fiercely like masochistic, nestled in Chu Xingfeng's arms and hiccupped a little.
What a good atmosphere, what a good scene just now, let him destroy it abruptly, why is he so useless, so annoying, why...
Gu Yanzhi's deep self-loathing was forcibly interrupted.
His chin was pinched and lifted by Chu Xingfeng. In the haze of tears, he watched Chu Xingfeng frown, and his eyes were sharp.
"Open your mouth, why do I smell blood?"
Why is the nose so sharp...
Gu Yanzhi ignored him.
He shed tears on his own, and turned his head to free his chin from Chu Xingfeng's hand.
But this time, his actions were unsuccessful.
Seeing his uncooperative default, Chu Xingfeng frowned anxiously, pinched his chin without saying a word, and separated his clenched teeth.
"Well……"
Gu Yanzhi turned around in shock, and in the next second, he was twisted back by Chu Xingfeng, who was about to go crazy with distress.
"Yanzhi, why, how can you bite yourself like this!"
Thinking back to the scene he saw just now, Chu Xingfeng took a breath, feeling that he was about to die in distress.
"Don't bite yourself, it hurts..."
Rolling up the sleeves of his pajamas, Chu Xingfeng put his arm to Gu Yanzhi's mouth, his voice hoarse.
"If you want to bite, you bite me, I am resistant to biting!"
"Really, I can resist biting. It tastes very good. Try it."
Putting his arm to Gu Yanzhi's mouth vigorously, seeing him drooping his eyelids and silently crying, Chu Xingfeng became anxious.
"Are you biting yourself again?"
Anxiously pinching Gu Yanzhi's chin, Chu Xingfeng's eye sockets were red, and his eyes were bloodshot with anxiety.
"Let me see, are you biting yourself again?"
"I don't know..."
Gu Yanzhi was checked by him again, and Chu Xingfeng, who was relieved a little, heaved a sigh of relief, but he still felt uncomfortable.
"You can't bite yourself anymore, do you hear me?"
The hand pinching his chin was slapped away by Gu Yanzhi's drooping eyelids, Chu Xingfeng moved his arm up, and frowned tightly.
"Yes, just like just now, you can hit me if you feel uncomfortable."
"Don't hurt yourself, you hear me?"
Seeing that Gu Yanzhi remained silent, buried his face in his arms again and shut himself up in silence, Chu Xingfeng sighed, his heart twitching in pain.
Why is Yanzhi not as smart as Youwei, that little silly cat of Youwei knows how to scratch him when he gets angry, how does Yanzhi know how to greet himself...
Worryingly pulled Gu Yanzhi in his arms, Chu Xingfeng was about to check if he had bitten him secretly, when he found that Gu Yanzhi was crying even more fiercely.
His black glass-like eyes lost their brilliance, and tears gushed out like a faucet out of control. Seeing him crying silently, Chu Xingfeng was stunned.
"what happened?"
Hugging him tightly, Chu Xingfeng didn't dare to disturb him, so he could only coax him in a low voice.
"Stop crying, okay? Is there something wrong with me? You tell me, and I'll change..."
Gu Yanzhi shook his head vigorously.
He raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and glanced at Chu Xingfeng with his red eyes blinking.
"Don't be so nice to me."
He is not worthy.
Staggering his eyes in embarrassment, Gu Yanzhi lowered his head and said softly.
"You are so kind to me, I...I feel uncomfortable."
Originally, Chu Xingfeng, who was taciturn and ignored him, could still live with peace of mind while suffering.
But after Chu Xingfeng confessed to him, a huge sense of panic suddenly came to his heart.
Although he often disliked Old Chu, deep down in his heart, Gu Yanzhi knew that Chu Xingfeng was a good partner.
Chu Xingfeng was taciturn, but he spoke even less than Chu Xingfeng.
Every time he takes a vacation, as long as there is no war, Chu Xingfeng will go back home, never hang out outside, and cook for him, and make him a light diet for his health...
Although he was extremely disgusted with Chu Xingfeng's previous behavior, the previous behavior of Chu Xingfeng had actually given him a strong sense of security.
That kind of shallow and faint feeling, which is even thinner than boiled water, perfectly fits within Gu Yanzhi's acceptance range, making him feel that he can live with Chu Xingfeng for such a long time.
But that sense of security was suddenly broken the moment Chu Xingfeng confessed to him.
He looked at Chu Xingfeng's serious look, and at Chu Xingfeng's eyes that were so focused that only he existed, he was suddenly so nervous that he couldn't breathe.
Chu Xingfeng, why did you fall in love with him?
Why did Chu Xingfeng fall in love with him?
There is nothing worthy of liking about him. Did Chu Xingfeng just see something wrong, and mistakenly saw something in him that didn't actually exist.
If Chu Xingfeng stayed with him all the time because he liked him, then when Chu Xingfeng woke up and realized how blind he was in the past, would Chu Xingfeng be leaving?
After Chu Xingfeng left, what should he do?
He is used to being accompanied by Chu Xingfeng, and if Chu Xingfeng leaves, he will die of sadness.
Under Chu Xingfeng's stunned gaze, Gu Yanzhi looked up at him.
His dark eyes from crying just now were wet, and there was a soft and warm light inside, which was a soft appearance that Chu Xingfeng had never seen before.
But when he opened his mouth, Chu Xingfeng's heart was pierced.
"Don't like me, okay?"
Seeing Chu Xingfeng's silent appearance, Gu Yanzhi was a little anxious for a while.
He tugged at the corner of Chu Xingfeng's clothes, and his cold voice softened.
"Don't like me, okay?"
"Yanzhi..."
Chu Xingfeng hugged Gu Yanzhi in his arms, seeing his rare serious and soft appearance, his heart was numbly aching.
Thinking about the "Bai Yueguang" that Bai Lian had shown him, a terrible idea suddenly popped up in Chu Xingfeng's mind.
Does Yanzhi still like that Bai Yueguang?
Is it because I just wanted to live with him at the beginning, so now I let him "don't like it" after he confessed his love.
Did his liking bring trouble to Yanzhi?
"Ok?"
Hearing Gu Yanzhi's rare nasal voice, Chu Xingfeng hugged him tightly, feeling so cold that he panicked.
He smiled hard, and grinned at Gu Yanzhi with a weird and ugly smile.
"Did I make you feel bad?"
If being with me is so hard...
"If you don't want to be with me anymore, we can get a divorce, I'll get out..."
"No !!!!"
Chu Xingfeng's words precisely stepped on Gu Yanzhi's thunder point.
Gu Yanzhi tightly grasped Chu Xingfeng's arm, completely out of control.
"No divorce, no divorce!!"
Why is he like this again? He obviously wanted to make the situation better, but he still messed up everything.
"Is it okay not to get divorced..."
He shouldn't try to intervene, he should just do nothing, just stay there quietly and wait for the final outcome to happen.
Gu Yanzhi closed his eyes and gave up completely.
"Let's not get a divorce, okay?"
He looked at Chu Xingfeng, and the whole person fell into a magical and extreme calmness.
"If you like me, you can do whatever you want, whatever you want, I can do it all, and I will cooperate with you."
The voice trembled slightly, Gu Yanzhi stared at Chu Xingfeng closely, and said in a tight voice.
"You, if you don't like me anymore, you don't need to divorce. I won't stop you from being together. Do you like Bai Lian? You can be together and have a beautiful child. Then you will come back to see me occasionally Just one click, or you don't need to look at me, I..."
"What are you talking about!"
Chu Xingfeng was so angry that he was about to faint on the spot.
He lowered his head and blocked Gu Yanzhi's mouth, angrily and helplessly bit Gu Yanzhi's lips lightly.
"Obviously you don't like me, don't want me..."
In the end, I made it sound like I was a heartless scumbag...
"Who said I don't like you!?"
"……Um????"
The small grievances in Lao Chu's heart hadn't fully surfaced, but he was completely dazed by Gu Yanzhi's words.
"Yanzhi, what did you just say???"
Staring blankly at Gu Yanzhi in his arms, Old Chu, who always thought he was just a spare tire, swallowed his saliva and began to feel joy in his heart.
"Don't turn your head, look at me."
Lowering Gu Yanzhi and raising his head, which wanted to escape, Chu Xingfeng squinted his eyes and coaxed in a low voice.
"I didn't hear clearly just now, what did you just say?"
"I say……"
Gu Yanzhi was so angry that he couldn't say the word "like" stuck in his mouth, and he stabbed himself in the heart when he opened his mouth.
"I said that if you like Bai Lian, you can have a child with him."
"...not this sentence!!"
Chu Xingfeng was almost pissed off by him.
Holding Gu Yanzhi's wet face from crying, Chu Xingfeng narrowed his eyes and said solemnly.
"I don't like him, I hate him, I only like you."
"……Um."
Looking at Gu Yanzhi, who was not visible on the surface in his arms, but was instantly happier, Chu Xingfeng sighed resignedly.
He hugged the person tightly into his arms, and his heart was full of panic that he almost lost.
"Forget it, just be happy."
Gu Yanzhi: "..."
How could he be so hypocritical.
So angry that he secretly twisted himself, Gu Yanzhi stretched out his arms to hug Chu Xingfeng with tears in his eyes.
"I said, I like you."
Feelings of shame flooded over, unlike the liking that Da Chu and Xiao Chu said, Gu Yanzhi knew that they would disappear sooner or later, so he was able to confide his thoughts frankly and irresponsibly at that time.
But the one in front of him was Old Chu, the one who would write everything down.
His face was burning hot, Gu Yanzhi hugged Chu Xingfeng forcefully, and his body shrank unconsciously.
"I like you too, my favorite."
After a whole night without saying a word, Gu Yanzhi was so angry that he bit himself again, and said in a low voice.
"The whole world only likes you."
The sweetness and joy that suddenly appeared in Chu Xingfeng's heart were suddenly stopped before they rose up.
Angrily pinching Gu Yanzhi's chin, thinking about the smell of blood just now, veins popped out of Lao Chu's forehead.
"Are you biting yourself again? Open your mouth and let me see!"
Seeing the new bloody hole in Gu Yanzhi's mouth, Chu Xingfeng was so angry that he lowered his head and kissed him, his tongue patrolling around his mouth.
"Does it hurt?!"
"……pain."
"Will you bite in the future?"
"..."
Cold fingers gently stroked Chu Xingfeng's frowning brows, Gu Yanzhi helped him open the brows, and said in a low voice.
"Don't be angry, I won't bite anymore."
"I'm not angry, I'm just distressed."
Although he successfully heard his sweetheart's confession, seeing Gu Yanzhi's cautious look, Chu Xingfeng still felt depressed.
Different from Gu Yanzhi's introvertedness, he is an actionist. Thinking about Gu Yanzhi's abnormal performance tonight, he turned around Gu Yanzhi who felt that he had already finished his work and started to nest in his arms in a daze.
"Tell me, why did you say you didn't want me to like you?"
"...I just said it casually at that time, don't forget to take it to heart."
Chu Xingfeng would only believe his nonsense unless he was stupid.
Mingming's mouth is so soft and easy to kiss, why does it become so hard when speaking.
The index finger poked Gu Yanzhi's thin lips, and Chu Xingfeng, who intuitively felt that this was a key point, said that his rhetoric was not good.
"Tell the truth, otherwise, otherwise I will really find an omega to have a baby!"
In fact, Lao Chu, who is also a childish ghost, threatened childishly.
Hearing his words, Gu Yanzhi's body, who was originally relaxed in his arms, straightened instantly.
Sadness flashed across his delicate eyebrows, and in the next second, a complete and extreme calm appeared on Gu Yanzhi's face.
"Yes," he said numbly, "you don't need a divorce."
"That was not what I meant!"
What kind of threat is not good, but this threat, is he a fool?
Seeing Gu Yanzhi carefully aiming at him, Chu Xingfeng sighed.
He looked at Gu Yanzhi in his arms, and said in a low voice but solemnly.
"I want to know, can you tell me?"
"..."
A long silence spread in the bedroom. Just when Chu Xingfeng decided to proceed step by step and not press so tightly, Gu Yanzhi in his arms clenched the corner of his clothes and spoke in a difficult voice.
"……it is good."
Confiding his thoughts and dissecting his heart bit by bit, this is something Gu Yanzhi never thought he would do.
Both of his parents died when he was young, and he lived a difficult life under surveillance and indifference since he was a child. Gu Yanzhi learned early on to bury all his worries in his heart, and digest everything silently by himself.
For him at that time, making himself stronger was the most important thing.
Only when you become strong can you live and live freely.
But after he became stronger and took control of his own life, he silently discovered that his personality had been fixed unconsciously.
but……
Looking at Chu Xingfeng's expectant eyes, Gu Yanzhi took a deep breath and whispered in his heart.
If Chu Xingfeng wants to know, he can tell him these things.
Although Gu Yanzhi's imagination was very beautiful, when he actually started to speak, he still spoke intermittently and in a mess.
After struggling to express his thoughts, Gu Yanzhi bit his lip and unnaturally glanced at Chu Xingfeng.
Chu Xingfeng...will he be disappointed?meeting……
"...That's all??"
After sorting out what Gu Yanzhi just said in his mind, Old Chu frowned depressedly.
He looked at Gu Yanzhi who was blinking and looking at him in his arms, a mouthful of old blood stuck in his throat.
That's it? ?
That's it? ? ? ?
Yanzhi has been respecting him like ice for so many years because of those unfounded possibilities? ? ? ? ?
Raising his hand and rubbing his chest, Chu Xingfeng was extremely depressed.
If he knew this earlier, he was so calm! !
The catcher kissed and hugged him several times a day, didn't the heart of this little idiot Yanzhi belong to him long ago? ?
Chu Xingfeng frowned and looked at Gu Yanzhi, really not knowing what was going on in his little head.
"Don't think about it any more!"
Biting Gu Yanzhi's thin lips resentfully, thinking about the good times he and Gu Yanzhi had wasted in these years, Chu Xingfeng was so angry that he stretched out his hand and rubbed Gu Yanzhi's face.
"How many times..."
After saving his face from Chu Xingfeng's hands, Gu Yanzhi raised his eyelids, and his phoenix eyes looked at Chu Xingfeng unnaturally.
"So, you don't think that way, do you?"
"of course not!"
According to the person in his arms, Chu Xingfeng, who had clearly seen his ostrich attributes, held his face, and dissected his mind straightforwardly and in detail.
"Are you relieved now?"
"Ah."
Nodding happily, Gu Yanzhi reached out and pushed Chu Xingfeng's arm around him, a look of disgust appeared on his cold face.
"Let go of me, it's so hot to hold me like this."
"……well."
Resigning himself to his fate, he separated the thin quilt, and seeing Gu Yanzhi who couldn't wait to pour it on his pillow, Chu Xingfeng instructed worriedly.
"If you have any uneasy thoughts about me in the future, remember to tell me, do you understand?"
"Understood," Gu Yanzhi muttered softly, "Why are you so wordy."
Burying his face on the pillow, Gu Yanzhi, who was completely relieved, began to regret his embarrassing behavior tonight.
He yawned a little and kicked Chu Xingfeng lightly.
"Go pull the light, I'm so sleepy."
"it is good."
Grabbing the foot he moved over and pinching it, seeing Gu Yanzhi's toes curled up in an instant, Lao Chu swallowed, and suddenly thought of an important thing.
"Cough, Yanzhi, what you just said about practicing all the postures with me when I recover from my injury, do you still count?"
... His original words are clearly not what he said!
He buried his face completely in the pillow, and after a long while, Gu Yanzhi's voice, which was so small that he could hardly hear it, came muffled from the pillow.
"Wait until you recover from your injury."
I always think about these things that cannot pass the trial every day!
"Hey hey good."
After happily thinking about the happy life after the injury, Chu Xingfeng reached out and pressed the switch on the bedside table.
And very smoothly, the big hugging bear on the bed was thrown out of the bed by the ear.
Gu Yanzhi: "..."
Seeing that although he was speechless, he didn't say anything.
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