Peripheral vision flooding

Wake up, home... no, this is still a home...

There was no one there, only him. He walked forward aimlessly without knowing it. He turned around the house from top to bottom without knowing it, and finally stopped in Jiang Yuming's room.

Gently open the door and walk in, you can see their photo albums everywhere, as well as the wedding photos hanging on the bedside, they are smiling so happily.

It was only three months ago, and it hasn't been long. How could the two who had fulfilled their wish...become what they are now.

Don't be reconciled, you were with him just now, but now... you're gone, aren't you used to self-improvement?You are not reconciled to your coming back!Why are you leaving? !

The only relative, the only relative with direct blood, the relative recognized by him, even though he sometimes does not want this relative, wants to leave, wants to break free, but blood is thicker than water, he...

What should he do?What can he do?

It seems that I have returned to the time when I first came here, and I was so at a loss, with nowhere to go.

Only then did he realize that Lin Yue had actually given him a family, but now she took it away.

The hand slid across the desk, along the edge of the shelf, slowly descending, and finally fell into the air, with nowhere to rest.

Everything was fine at first, even if the four of them will not be as good as ordinary families, at least they will always be fine, but today...

There are four people, and two are missing at once, what should he do?

Bypassing this square room, he went upstairs to Jiang Zihan's room, subconsciously searching for something that felt safe.

In this world, his only relative is Jiang Zihan, and he is the only one. If he leaves one day, he will also get married and have children. He will have his own family, wife, children, and grandson.In the end, Gu Fan was alone, after all, he was the only one left.

He has never taken the initiative to pursue anything, and has always been indifferent. Except for the grades that can determine his future, he has never paid much attention to anything. There is no way, the sun is covered by black clouds, and only darkness is scattered.

Suddenly I really miss Jiang Zihan, want to hear him talk, want to hear his voice.He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, opened the address book, found his number, clicked twice and failed to pull it out, so he clicked again, but it still didn't work...

I suddenly became afraid in my heart, why?Why can't I unplug it?How could it be impossible?

He seemed to be insane, he pressed it over and over again regardless of his care, but no matter how many times he pressed it, the result was still the same.

Take a deep breath and press hard.

pass.

Almost as soon as the bell rang it was answered.

But he suddenly didn't know what to say. The palms of the hands holding the phone were already sweating. He was afraid that the other party would hang up impatiently, and he was afraid that he would hang up if he said the wrong thing, but he really didn't know what to say. What.

Suddenly the gap between the two of them widened, one stood in the sky, and the other lay in hell, waiting for the slaughter of the heavenly beings.

"Are you awake?" Two seconds later, the other party's first words were so soft inside and out that the policemen on the side were stunned. Is this the same person who said he was not aggressive?You won't be taken away, will you?

Lin Ziqiu hummed and broke his voice, his throat hurt a little.

"Go get some water to drink, it's in the kitchen, it's warm, good boy." He nodded to the policeman as he spoke, then stopped the car and drove back.

Lin Ziqiu went downstairs very obediently, went to the kitchen to find water, it was really warm.

After drinking a glass of water, the burning throat was redeemed.

"Then go sit on the sofa now, find out the remote control, play the program you want to watch, and wait for me to go back."

Lin Ziqiu followed suit one by one, and found a blanket to cover his bare feet: "Okay."

"Okay, now you have to watch TV seriously, I will be there later."

"Ah."

Lin Ziqiu picked a movie at random and listened to it with all his concentration, but it was like a piece of black paper, no matter how much ink was splashed on it, it was still black, leaving no trace.

He didn't take the initiative to hang up the phone, the phone was still held in his hand, his palm was wet with sweat, and the phone was also wet.

The sound of the movie echoed in my ears, but my mind was blank, unable to put on anything, I just stared at the screen in a daze.

He didn't know how long it took, but he knew that it was really fast, much faster than he imagined, Jiang Zihan came back, when he opened the door, Lin Ziqiu subconsciously glanced at the phone, but he hadn't hung it up yet.

Jiang Zihan closed the door and changed his shoes before sitting down on the sofa, and then hung up the phone.

"Are you hungry? I'll go cook," he said.

Lin Ziqiu pursed his lips and nodded, his mouth shape was good.Jiang Zihan raised the corners of his mouth, raised his hand to pat the back of Bolin Ziqiu's head, and pinched the back of his neck to show comfort.

Jiang Zihan went to the kitchen to see what else was in the refrigerator, there was nothing, it was empty, but there were two eggs next to the pot, let's put down a bowl of noodles.

Lin Ziqiu's eyes followed behind him all the time, moving left and right, for fear that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

It's just the following words, it will be fine in a while, and it won't take long.

"Eat."

Lin Ziqiu took the bowl of noodles and started eating with his legs crossed, while Jiang Zihan sat aside and watched him.

"The man with the scar is gone, and those people were also taken away."

Lin Ziqiu nodded, indicating that he was listening.

"I asked Mama Wu to go back, and I won't use it in the future."

Lin Ziqiu still nodded and did not speak.

"In two days, we have to move out."

Lin Ziqiu knew that the house had to be taken back, after all, it wasn't something that belonged to Jiang Yuming in the full sense.

Jiang Zihan squeezed his fingertips, didn't say anything, just washed the empty bowl, and then watched a movie with Lin Ziqiu for an entire afternoon, without leaving for a moment.

The dinner was still made by Jiang Zihan.

Because he was worried that Lin Ziqiu would be afraid, Jiang Zihan moved to Lin Ziqiu's room to accompany him, patting his back lightly again and again until he fell asleep.

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What are the benefits of having someone around you?That is, no matter what happens, he will stand in front of you and help you solve it.

When Lin Ziqiu realized the funeral, life, house and other things, Jiang Zihan had already done it.

The newly moved house is not big, but it is very close to the school, just across the street, and the rent is not very expensive.

In fact, both of them stay at school from Monday to Friday. It’s okay not to rent a house, and it’s okay to talk about it after the college entrance examination, but they all subconsciously want a really warm place to live, and they may not often Go live, but it is all your own things, your own private territory, that is, a sense of security.

Very safe.

For this house, Lin Ziqiu didn't have too many memories, at most he was reluctant to part with the mast tree, so he found tools, and together with Jiang Zihan, moved the tree out, and transplanted it to the top floor of the new house.

The two of them actually didn't have many things, and what they moved were just utensils for daily life, and they threw away the things they really didn't need.

Jiang Zihan went out to take care of those troublesome things, trying to take care of everything, while Lin Ziqiu stayed at the new home, fetching water to wash household tools and so on. Think about something else.

From now on, he will really only have himself and Jiang Zihan, and there will be only the two of them.

They didn't ask for a few days off. After Jiang Zihan finished those things, the two of them went back to school.

Jiang Zihan's gift was not sent out in the end.

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Snowing.

The snow that fell in the evening, one or two seemed to have been snowed in 800 years, all bets were crowded in the corridor to watch, many people were making noise, making noise, and there was some smoke and fire.

Because the crowd was too crowded, and Jiang Zihan didn't think the corridor was the best place to enjoy the snow, he dragged Lin Ziqiu to the small forest behind the school.

Lin Ziqiu really saw the rose branch, but it's a pity that it hasn't bloomed yet. If it blooms, it would be poignant and beautiful with this snow scene.

The two of them leaned against the tree trunk, quietly watching the snow fall, fall to the ground and disappear, piled up one after another.

The snow was obviously white, and it fell on the tiled floor full of smoke and dust, covered with dirt, but even so, it still rushed down regardless.

Willing to fall, never caring whether the body is dirty or not.

Not long after, the class bell rang, but neither of them was ready to move, and they still maintained their original postures.

The leaves are not the best shelter. The fine snowflakes fall from the sparse branches and leaves, and fall in the hair, but they are not in a hurry to dissipate until they are photographed.

From time to time, a wisp of wind blows head-on, mixed with the coldness of the north, wrapped in the chill of early winter, blowing all over the body.

For some unknown reason, looking at the scattered snow under the shade of the trees all around, he suddenly felt that it was okay, as if the dark clouds in his heart had dissipated.

He exhaled lightly, raised his hand and stretched his waist, opened his mouth unconsciously, before he had time to feel the comfort of this moment, suddenly a strong wind blew, and his body was covered with snow water.

Turning his head to look again, he saw that Jiang Zihan had already hid behind a tall and strong tree, avoiding a catastrophe.

Can't help but sigh, what a cunning young man!

"Brother!" His voice was light and quick, and he raised his voice again, crisp and clear, with the vigor that should have been at this age.

Jiang Zihan turned to look at him, and gave a doubtful "hmm".

Lin Ziqiu didn't answer, just kept looking at him and smiling, how should I put it, imagine the dazzling sunshine in summer, suddenly there is a shade of a tree for people to enjoy the coolness, that's it.

But what he wants to say at this moment is that his heart, which has been dry for a long time, seems to have regained a new life, accepting the unparalleled reshaping of life, taking root and sprouting bit by bit, and growing into a small sapling. , in the near future, it will eventually grow into a big tree in the sky.

As long as he has faith in his heart, he will be favored in the end.

Jiang Zihan smiled back at him, in fact he didn't smile often, especially before Lin Ziqiu came, but it seemed that because of his coming, his smile increased and many things changed.

Follow their due track, embark on their journey, and welcome them wonderfully.

After ten or twenty years, this long-lasting smile will still remain in his heart forever, never fading.

There was no trace of this snow when it came, but it came suddenly, and even left quietly and cautiously, as if afraid of disturbing the world's creatures.

As everyone knows, this creature has already woken up from the cold.

There was a thin layer of snow on the gravel road, and when one stepped on it, it immediately turned into small transparent pieces, printed on the cobblestones, wet, reflecting the figure of the boy walking away.

As I said a long time ago, Lin Ziqiu's feelings for his family members are quite complicated. They are both dispensable and urgently longed for. Perhaps for him, his relatives in name have been gone for a long time. At most, he himself is just not used to the sorrow.

However, believe him, soon, Lin Ziqiu will still be Lin Ziqiu.

This snow came and went, and the setting sun shone back into the world from the clouds and mist. The brilliance sprinkled on the young man, and my heart shone for it.

The boy in front of me is still young.