Peripheral vision flooding
Chapter 16 lingering fear
The weather in city A has already entered autumn, the weather is slightly cool, and the wind is not turbulent.
Many people in the National Day class plan to go to City A for two days together.
"Have you figured out where to go for the seven-day vacation?" Zhao Baixian asked aloud while holding the Chinese documents.
"I do not know."
"There are too many homeworks to finish. How can I have time to play? Just think about it."
"That's right! It's better not to let go!"
For a while, there was a lot of howling.
Almost all famous subject teachers distributed no less than five papers, better ones like Lao Qi and the physics teacher only distributed four papers, and the others all had six or seven papers, and seven or eight papers went up.
At this time, someone protested: "Teachers! We are celebrating National Day! Not winter vacation! Did you make a mistake?"
Then the teachers of all subjects smiled and shook their heads: "It's not a mistake! There are only six cards, one card a day, let's take a rest day."
There are not many subjects in one subject, but many subjects, so many that they just want to vomit blood three feet to show that they are determined not to do homework.
Lin Ziqiu was annoyed by the disturbance, he couldn't help shaking his head and sighing, holding his unique problem, he went to ask his exclusive tutor for advice.
Jiang Zihan didn't have much patience in anything, but when it came to Lin Ziqiu's studies, he seemed to have inexhaustible patience, maybe... because he was Lin Ziqiu, his patience was inexhaustible.
This is often caught by Zhao Baixian and made fun of: "As expected of a brother, the treatment is different. If Brother Jiang, we can have half, no, one percent of the patience of Ziqiu, and we will not be satisfactory in the exam. ?"
Hao Chuan shook his head straight after hearing this: "Did you write the math paper?"
Zhao Baixian slapped his head: "Damn it, I forgot!! When will it be handed in?"
Hao Chuan took out his share and handed it to him: "Before class, a gentle reminder, you still have 7 minutes."
Zhao Baixian smiled and waved his hands: "It doesn't take 7 minutes, it can be done in 2 minutes!"
For veterans, just copying a paper, will it take a long time?
In fact, he had finished copying before 2 minutes.
"Remember to change it, the math teacher has very poisonous eyes, you can see it at a glance."
"Understand!"
------
"Is this rain going to end? It's been raining for more than ten days, and it's still pattering. It's going on and on, and I'm so depressed by him! When can I go out to play basketball?"
"I don't know. The weather forecast says that it will still fall this week. I'm afraid it will last until next week."
"Heaven, earth, who will save the child! Let this damn weather disappear!"
-
In fact, Lin Ziqiu doesn't care if it rains or not, and he doesn't hate rain, he actually likes rain.
When all the lights in the dormitory were extinguished, he was leaning against the window alone with his head against the window. There was darkness in front of him and behind him, only a desk lamp beside him and a few lights in the distance, in this night full of darkness. Walking alone illuminates the direction for the teenagers to move forward.
Shhh - don't talk, calm down, listen, listen to the sound of raindrops falling on the ground, listen to the whirring of the wind, can you feel the breeze blowing over your face, the drizzle is beating looking at you.
From time to time, you seem to be able to smell the breeze mixed with the earth, floating into your nostrils, which is a unique summer breath.
It's obviously at school, but from time to time you can see a few small frogs jumping out of the small garden, but I don't know if there are any snakes.
It was originally in such a rainy night, feeling the tranquility of the rainy night.
Lin Ziqiu just leaned against the window quietly, the desk lamp beside him was turned off by him, Jiang Zihan leaned against the head of the bed, wondering if he had fallen asleep.
Just when Lin Ziqiu was about to get up and go back to bed, there was a sudden thunder, breaking the tranquility.
The light emitted by Jinglei reflected into the dormitory, waking up the people lying on the bed.
Lin Ziqiu was still calm, but Jiang Zihan panicked, subconsciously jumped off the bed, ran to Lin Ziqiu, and put his arms around him.
Gently pat him on the back, once and for all.
"Little Ziqiu is not afraid, not afraid..." He seemed to be unable to say anything except the word "not afraid", sighing secretly how stupid he was, but the only words that came to his lips were "don't be afraid".
So I gently pushed his chest with my hand, indicating that I was fine: "Why are you panicking? I didn't say I was afraid... Also, who is young?"
Jiang Zihan laughed, yo, and laughed at him in turn?
But the arms around him never loosened. He knew that his young man was stubborn and refused to admit that he was afraid.then what should we do?Get used to it.
"All right, all right, I'm scared, I'm scared... give Ziqiu a hug..."
Lin Ziqiu pushed him a little speechlessly, but he was still a little scared in his heart, so he didn't dare to use too much force, for fear that he would push the person in front of him away and he might not come back.
They say that when a person is sad, if you don't know how to comfort him, just give him a hug, he will be very happy.
Jiang Zihan hugged him onto the bed, patted his back again and again, his forehead against his forehead, trying to share his courage with him and let him face the wind and rain bravely.
But he didn't want to give him the courage anymore, because if he didn't have the courage, the next time he encountered this situation, he would rely on himself first.
Jiang Zihan is very selfish, he hopes that his little brother can rely on him, he hopes that his little brother can not be his little brother...
But it was a secret, a secret he kept in the dark, a selfish secret, and he wouldn't tell it because it was a secret.
Lin Ziqiu fell asleep, very quiet, no noise, no turning over or rolling, just curled up subconsciously, occupying his own small territory, not letting others intrude, and not allowing himself to go out.
Jiang Zihan's hand felt a little sore from clapping, so he changed to clap with another hand.
He tentatively withdrew his hand, but as soon as he withdrew his hand, the young man beside him frowned, as if he would wake up in a second.
As a last resort, he could only continue this action until he fell asleep without knowing when...
He had a dream, a not-so-good dream.
He dreamed that it was still a rainy night, the sky was covered with dark clouds, lightning flashed and thunder rumbled, and the huge darkness covered him. He had nowhere to escape, there was no way to avoid it, and he could only rush forward blindly.
But there is only endless darkness in front of him, he can't go anywhere, and if he takes another step, there will be an abyss of thousands of miles.
He seemed to hear someone weeping, so he looked for the source of the sound, and he saw his young man, the wind was blowing on him, the rain was beating on his head, and thunder was ringing in his ears.
Lin Ziqiu shrank himself into a ball in fear, not daring to get up.
His whole body was soaked, and the water in the corner of his eyes was not sure whether it was rain or tears. He looked extremely pitiful.
He wanted to hug Lin Ziqiu, his little Ziqiu was very scared now, and little Ziqiu needed him.
But when he took the first step, he saw another boy running towards Lin Ziqiu, the boy held an umbrella with Lin Ziqiu, and Lin Ziqiu plunged into the arms of that person.
Jiang Zihan furiously wanted to tear apart the hand that encircled Lin Ziqiu, but helplessly, he couldn't even take a single step!
He can't even take a step!He could only look at the two teenagers in front of him, embraced and left, but he couldn't do anything, powerless.
Great panic surrounded and weighed on his heart.
His mouth and nose were wrapped like a soaked white cloth, and it was extremely difficult to breathe.
Until the two people in front of him disappeared, he was still powerless.
----
Jiang Zihan opened his eyes quietly, it was already dawn, and the dream had passed away.
The uneasiness in my heart seems to have disappeared, but there are still lingering fears.
When his hand didn't touch Lin Ziqiu, the uneasiness was suddenly magnified hundreds of times and surrounded him.
Getting off the bed with bare feet wanted to find someone, but Lin Ziqiu just came out of the bathroom.
"Are you awake? Go wash your face, or you'll be late for the meeting." Lin Ziqiu said calmly, "Why are you standing there stupidly? Are you wearing shoes?"
Jiang Zihan nodded, lowered his body to put on his shoes, taking advantage of this gap time, he realized that the sun was shining outside the house, and his boy no longer needed him.
A sense of loss surrounded his heart.
He got up to wash his face, trying to wake himself up with ice-cold water, but the more he woke up, the more uncomfortable he was, trying to force himself not to think about it.
But how can you not think about it...
Everyone leaves, no?If you don't fight for it yourself, you are destined to get nothing. If you don't try, how can there be any results.
But there was another voice in his mind.
He and Lin Ziqiu are biological brothers with a blood relationship. This is not just a simple homosexuality, it is something that is even more unacceptable by the world...
and so……
What right does he have to feel sad? What position does he have to feel sad?
"Brother, are you okay? I'm leaving."
Jiang Zihan responded and went out the door, grabbed his schoolbag and went out.
Lin Ziqiu has a magical skill, he can tell whether this person is happy or unhappy today, for example, Jiang Zihan is in a very unhappy mood today.
However, according to his observation, he did not find the reason for his bad mood.
Can't find the root of the disease, how to treat it?This is a difficult problem, coincidentally, he can't solve it.
So he can only use the most direct way to ask, he is stupid, but he has a mouth.
"Brother, this National Day, where are you going to go?"
Jiang Zihan didn't think about it, so he could only answer truthfully: "I haven't thought about it, I don't know."
Lin Ziqiu pretended to think for a while and said, "Why don't you go to City A and play for two days? It just so happens that Zhao Baixian and the others also want to go to City A, right?"
Jiang Zihan nodded: "Alright."
"elder brother!"
"Huh? Why?"
Lin Ziqiu smiled and handed him a candy. Although he had a mouth, he didn't dare to ask, or rather, he didn't know how to ask, but he had candy!
"They say eating candy will make you feel better. Give you a piece of candy and eat it right now to see if you can improve your mood."
Jiang Zihan picked up the nougat: "What's the matter? I just became a guinea pig, right? Do you want to experiment with me?"
Having said that, he still obediently peeled off the candy wrapper and put the candy in his mouth. The milk flavor spread from the tip of his tongue and overflowed his mouth.
"How about it?"
Facing the expectant eyes, Jiang Zihan stretched out his hand and squeezed his face: "It's okay."
Thank you for the candy, and thank you for trying to make me feel better.
Lin Ziqiu raised his hand and patted his hand away, and asked dissatisfiedly: "What does it mean? You can only answer whether you are in a good mood or not! Also, don't keep pinching my face, such a handsome face, you are responsible for deforming it !"
Jiang Zihan submissively answered, "I'm responsible."
As soon as the words came out, the two of them froze at the same time.
Responsible ass.
Lin Ziqiu looked away uncomfortably, and felt that he was thinking too much, so he replied with a smile: "I'm not happy to make you responsible."
Jiang Zihan hummed in a low voice, smiled and didn't answer.
"happy."
Lin Ziqiu was almost fooled by him, and suddenly said, what the hell is happiness?Then I remembered the previous question.
In an instant, my mood improved: "That's fine! Let me tell Zhao Baixian that we will go to city A for the National Day."
"okay."
-
What the hell, why do you care so much?The person is here now, right under his nose, who can snatch him away from under his nose?
Then he is too useless, right?
Well, he admitted that he was cowardly, he didn't dare, he was afraid.
So what.
He was just afraid that when Lin Ziqiu knew what he wanted, even his elder brother would not be able to do it. He was just afraid that his confession would be rejected by Lin Ziqiu, or that he would dismiss it lightly, and in the end he would end up with nothing but dissatisfaction. .
It's better to be like this, it's actually quite good, watching him silently, watching him laugh, watching him making trouble, in fact, it doesn't matter.
He could see Lin Ziqiu who was talking to Zhao Baixian when he raised his eyes, but Zhao Baixian who was supposed to be looking at Lin Ziqiu suddenly looked behind him, saw Jiang Zihan staring at Lin Ziqiu all the time, pursed his lips, and felt weighed.
Many people in the National Day class plan to go to City A for two days together.
"Have you figured out where to go for the seven-day vacation?" Zhao Baixian asked aloud while holding the Chinese documents.
"I do not know."
"There are too many homeworks to finish. How can I have time to play? Just think about it."
"That's right! It's better not to let go!"
For a while, there was a lot of howling.
Almost all famous subject teachers distributed no less than five papers, better ones like Lao Qi and the physics teacher only distributed four papers, and the others all had six or seven papers, and seven or eight papers went up.
At this time, someone protested: "Teachers! We are celebrating National Day! Not winter vacation! Did you make a mistake?"
Then the teachers of all subjects smiled and shook their heads: "It's not a mistake! There are only six cards, one card a day, let's take a rest day."
There are not many subjects in one subject, but many subjects, so many that they just want to vomit blood three feet to show that they are determined not to do homework.
Lin Ziqiu was annoyed by the disturbance, he couldn't help shaking his head and sighing, holding his unique problem, he went to ask his exclusive tutor for advice.
Jiang Zihan didn't have much patience in anything, but when it came to Lin Ziqiu's studies, he seemed to have inexhaustible patience, maybe... because he was Lin Ziqiu, his patience was inexhaustible.
This is often caught by Zhao Baixian and made fun of: "As expected of a brother, the treatment is different. If Brother Jiang, we can have half, no, one percent of the patience of Ziqiu, and we will not be satisfactory in the exam. ?"
Hao Chuan shook his head straight after hearing this: "Did you write the math paper?"
Zhao Baixian slapped his head: "Damn it, I forgot!! When will it be handed in?"
Hao Chuan took out his share and handed it to him: "Before class, a gentle reminder, you still have 7 minutes."
Zhao Baixian smiled and waved his hands: "It doesn't take 7 minutes, it can be done in 2 minutes!"
For veterans, just copying a paper, will it take a long time?
In fact, he had finished copying before 2 minutes.
"Remember to change it, the math teacher has very poisonous eyes, you can see it at a glance."
"Understand!"
------
"Is this rain going to end? It's been raining for more than ten days, and it's still pattering. It's going on and on, and I'm so depressed by him! When can I go out to play basketball?"
"I don't know. The weather forecast says that it will still fall this week. I'm afraid it will last until next week."
"Heaven, earth, who will save the child! Let this damn weather disappear!"
-
In fact, Lin Ziqiu doesn't care if it rains or not, and he doesn't hate rain, he actually likes rain.
When all the lights in the dormitory were extinguished, he was leaning against the window alone with his head against the window. There was darkness in front of him and behind him, only a desk lamp beside him and a few lights in the distance, in this night full of darkness. Walking alone illuminates the direction for the teenagers to move forward.
Shhh - don't talk, calm down, listen, listen to the sound of raindrops falling on the ground, listen to the whirring of the wind, can you feel the breeze blowing over your face, the drizzle is beating looking at you.
From time to time, you seem to be able to smell the breeze mixed with the earth, floating into your nostrils, which is a unique summer breath.
It's obviously at school, but from time to time you can see a few small frogs jumping out of the small garden, but I don't know if there are any snakes.
It was originally in such a rainy night, feeling the tranquility of the rainy night.
Lin Ziqiu just leaned against the window quietly, the desk lamp beside him was turned off by him, Jiang Zihan leaned against the head of the bed, wondering if he had fallen asleep.
Just when Lin Ziqiu was about to get up and go back to bed, there was a sudden thunder, breaking the tranquility.
The light emitted by Jinglei reflected into the dormitory, waking up the people lying on the bed.
Lin Ziqiu was still calm, but Jiang Zihan panicked, subconsciously jumped off the bed, ran to Lin Ziqiu, and put his arms around him.
Gently pat him on the back, once and for all.
"Little Ziqiu is not afraid, not afraid..." He seemed to be unable to say anything except the word "not afraid", sighing secretly how stupid he was, but the only words that came to his lips were "don't be afraid".
So I gently pushed his chest with my hand, indicating that I was fine: "Why are you panicking? I didn't say I was afraid... Also, who is young?"
Jiang Zihan laughed, yo, and laughed at him in turn?
But the arms around him never loosened. He knew that his young man was stubborn and refused to admit that he was afraid.then what should we do?Get used to it.
"All right, all right, I'm scared, I'm scared... give Ziqiu a hug..."
Lin Ziqiu pushed him a little speechlessly, but he was still a little scared in his heart, so he didn't dare to use too much force, for fear that he would push the person in front of him away and he might not come back.
They say that when a person is sad, if you don't know how to comfort him, just give him a hug, he will be very happy.
Jiang Zihan hugged him onto the bed, patted his back again and again, his forehead against his forehead, trying to share his courage with him and let him face the wind and rain bravely.
But he didn't want to give him the courage anymore, because if he didn't have the courage, the next time he encountered this situation, he would rely on himself first.
Jiang Zihan is very selfish, he hopes that his little brother can rely on him, he hopes that his little brother can not be his little brother...
But it was a secret, a secret he kept in the dark, a selfish secret, and he wouldn't tell it because it was a secret.
Lin Ziqiu fell asleep, very quiet, no noise, no turning over or rolling, just curled up subconsciously, occupying his own small territory, not letting others intrude, and not allowing himself to go out.
Jiang Zihan's hand felt a little sore from clapping, so he changed to clap with another hand.
He tentatively withdrew his hand, but as soon as he withdrew his hand, the young man beside him frowned, as if he would wake up in a second.
As a last resort, he could only continue this action until he fell asleep without knowing when...
He had a dream, a not-so-good dream.
He dreamed that it was still a rainy night, the sky was covered with dark clouds, lightning flashed and thunder rumbled, and the huge darkness covered him. He had nowhere to escape, there was no way to avoid it, and he could only rush forward blindly.
But there is only endless darkness in front of him, he can't go anywhere, and if he takes another step, there will be an abyss of thousands of miles.
He seemed to hear someone weeping, so he looked for the source of the sound, and he saw his young man, the wind was blowing on him, the rain was beating on his head, and thunder was ringing in his ears.
Lin Ziqiu shrank himself into a ball in fear, not daring to get up.
His whole body was soaked, and the water in the corner of his eyes was not sure whether it was rain or tears. He looked extremely pitiful.
He wanted to hug Lin Ziqiu, his little Ziqiu was very scared now, and little Ziqiu needed him.
But when he took the first step, he saw another boy running towards Lin Ziqiu, the boy held an umbrella with Lin Ziqiu, and Lin Ziqiu plunged into the arms of that person.
Jiang Zihan furiously wanted to tear apart the hand that encircled Lin Ziqiu, but helplessly, he couldn't even take a single step!
He can't even take a step!He could only look at the two teenagers in front of him, embraced and left, but he couldn't do anything, powerless.
Great panic surrounded and weighed on his heart.
His mouth and nose were wrapped like a soaked white cloth, and it was extremely difficult to breathe.
Until the two people in front of him disappeared, he was still powerless.
----
Jiang Zihan opened his eyes quietly, it was already dawn, and the dream had passed away.
The uneasiness in my heart seems to have disappeared, but there are still lingering fears.
When his hand didn't touch Lin Ziqiu, the uneasiness was suddenly magnified hundreds of times and surrounded him.
Getting off the bed with bare feet wanted to find someone, but Lin Ziqiu just came out of the bathroom.
"Are you awake? Go wash your face, or you'll be late for the meeting." Lin Ziqiu said calmly, "Why are you standing there stupidly? Are you wearing shoes?"
Jiang Zihan nodded, lowered his body to put on his shoes, taking advantage of this gap time, he realized that the sun was shining outside the house, and his boy no longer needed him.
A sense of loss surrounded his heart.
He got up to wash his face, trying to wake himself up with ice-cold water, but the more he woke up, the more uncomfortable he was, trying to force himself not to think about it.
But how can you not think about it...
Everyone leaves, no?If you don't fight for it yourself, you are destined to get nothing. If you don't try, how can there be any results.
But there was another voice in his mind.
He and Lin Ziqiu are biological brothers with a blood relationship. This is not just a simple homosexuality, it is something that is even more unacceptable by the world...
and so……
What right does he have to feel sad? What position does he have to feel sad?
"Brother, are you okay? I'm leaving."
Jiang Zihan responded and went out the door, grabbed his schoolbag and went out.
Lin Ziqiu has a magical skill, he can tell whether this person is happy or unhappy today, for example, Jiang Zihan is in a very unhappy mood today.
However, according to his observation, he did not find the reason for his bad mood.
Can't find the root of the disease, how to treat it?This is a difficult problem, coincidentally, he can't solve it.
So he can only use the most direct way to ask, he is stupid, but he has a mouth.
"Brother, this National Day, where are you going to go?"
Jiang Zihan didn't think about it, so he could only answer truthfully: "I haven't thought about it, I don't know."
Lin Ziqiu pretended to think for a while and said, "Why don't you go to City A and play for two days? It just so happens that Zhao Baixian and the others also want to go to City A, right?"
Jiang Zihan nodded: "Alright."
"elder brother!"
"Huh? Why?"
Lin Ziqiu smiled and handed him a candy. Although he had a mouth, he didn't dare to ask, or rather, he didn't know how to ask, but he had candy!
"They say eating candy will make you feel better. Give you a piece of candy and eat it right now to see if you can improve your mood."
Jiang Zihan picked up the nougat: "What's the matter? I just became a guinea pig, right? Do you want to experiment with me?"
Having said that, he still obediently peeled off the candy wrapper and put the candy in his mouth. The milk flavor spread from the tip of his tongue and overflowed his mouth.
"How about it?"
Facing the expectant eyes, Jiang Zihan stretched out his hand and squeezed his face: "It's okay."
Thank you for the candy, and thank you for trying to make me feel better.
Lin Ziqiu raised his hand and patted his hand away, and asked dissatisfiedly: "What does it mean? You can only answer whether you are in a good mood or not! Also, don't keep pinching my face, such a handsome face, you are responsible for deforming it !"
Jiang Zihan submissively answered, "I'm responsible."
As soon as the words came out, the two of them froze at the same time.
Responsible ass.
Lin Ziqiu looked away uncomfortably, and felt that he was thinking too much, so he replied with a smile: "I'm not happy to make you responsible."
Jiang Zihan hummed in a low voice, smiled and didn't answer.
"happy."
Lin Ziqiu was almost fooled by him, and suddenly said, what the hell is happiness?Then I remembered the previous question.
In an instant, my mood improved: "That's fine! Let me tell Zhao Baixian that we will go to city A for the National Day."
"okay."
-
What the hell, why do you care so much?The person is here now, right under his nose, who can snatch him away from under his nose?
Then he is too useless, right?
Well, he admitted that he was cowardly, he didn't dare, he was afraid.
So what.
He was just afraid that when Lin Ziqiu knew what he wanted, even his elder brother would not be able to do it. He was just afraid that his confession would be rejected by Lin Ziqiu, or that he would dismiss it lightly, and in the end he would end up with nothing but dissatisfaction. .
It's better to be like this, it's actually quite good, watching him silently, watching him laugh, watching him making trouble, in fact, it doesn't matter.
He could see Lin Ziqiu who was talking to Zhao Baixian when he raised his eyes, but Zhao Baixian who was supposed to be looking at Lin Ziqiu suddenly looked behind him, saw Jiang Zihan staring at Lin Ziqiu all the time, pursed his lips, and felt weighed.
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