This marriage must be divorced

After returning from a trip, the relationship between colleagues in the company is better than before. A small company also has the benefits of a small company. There are not so many rules. As long as the boss is not around, they still have a lot of time to fish.

A colleague is about to get married, so I sent them a wedding invitation, and got everyone's unanimous blessing. Everyone is a beta, and they get along relatively well.Shu Qiao looked at the wedding candy in his hand, smiled and peeled off a candy and stuffed it into his mouth.

Yu Bocheng has started to be weird again recently, always sending him some weird messages from time to time, like a robot, reporting everything to him, like his personal butler.

Shu Qiao didn't know what he was going crazy with, but he didn't care about him, anyway, Yu Baicheng's brain circuit was different from most people's.

On the other side, after sending the message, Yu Baicheng waited for a while without waiting for a reply, so he put the phone back in the office, got up and opened the door and left.Just at this moment, Wanwan was about to push the door open in a panic, and the two bumped into each other just like that.

"Boss, Boss!" Wan Wan stood up stutteringly, as if he had something urgent to say.

Yu Bocheng stood still and asked calmly, "What's the matter?"

Wanwan didn't know how to describe what he saw, so he held back for a long time and could only say, "You should go and see for yourself."

"Something went wrong with the experiment."

Yu Baicheng's complexion changed slightly, and he immediately raised his feet and walked out quickly, following Wanwan's words to the experimental area, and saw a group of people whispering around the test bench, as if something bad had happened.

Seeing that the big boss was coming, they all immediately stepped out of the way, saying in unison, "It's a mistake, it's a mistake!"

Yu Baicheng listened to their words with a frown, and went to check the situation himself.

There are neatly arranged test tubes of various colors on the white laboratory table, and there seems to be some violent reaction in the test tube on one of the instruments. From the outside, it looks like a firecracker is installed inside, and it is constantly emitting from the test tube. There are some slight stabbing sounds of crackling, and the smell is also very bad.

"What's going on?" Yu Baicheng turned around and asked.

One of the girls was quite calm, so she briefly recounted the incident.It turned out that when a group of them came back from lunch just now, a young assistant who had just been recruited carelessly took the wrong reagent and poured it in, and it was like this within a few minutes.

Yu Bocheng folded his chest and looked down at the test tube that was still reacting violently, and didn't speak for a long time.

"Although it's not a big deal, but... we managed to get some clues last time, and we failed again before we came to a conclusion. It's too unlucky." Another member said nervously, "And we still have some data that we don't have. Record it."

Yu Bocheng pondered for a moment, staring at the test bench thoughtfully.

"Wait for it to stabilize in a while, test it and give a report to my office."

After speaking, he turned around and left again without explaining anything to his subordinates. The team members looked at each other in blank dismay, and finally dispersed obediently and continued to work.

After Yu Bocheng left, he was not idle, and immediately went to the archives room, looking for things one by one from the huge and complicated folders. Those data were the records of all the experiments of their institute in the past few years, no matter whether they failed or failed. How many times, he has never been more eager than now.

The assistant's misplaced reagent itself was not a major problem, and he gradually had a vague premonition in his mind.

Perhaps, he can really succeed.

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Yu Baicheng suddenly vanished from the world again, Shu Qiao listened to the blind voice on the other end of the phone, and put down the phone in silence.

Just ignore me, but can't I live without you?

He got into the car and went home in a fit of anger, he didn't care about Yu Baicheng's death, it was always so cloudy and uncertain, he was too lazy to do it.

He said harsh words, but less than half an hour after arriving home, when Yu Baicheng finally called, Shu Qiao picked it up in a useless manner, and said in a strange voice, "Why, are you finally willing to think about me?"

Yu Bocheng on the other end was obviously not ready, he was stunned for a while after being stunned by him, and then asked in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

He probably didn't realize why Shu Qiao was angry again, but he had an intuition that he had done something wrong, so he simply asked.

Although Shu Qiao has long been used to his personality that needs to be hammered with a straight ball, sometimes he is still helpless, and he endured it for a while before saying: "You disappear for days, and you don't call or send messages. How do you look?"

"I'm busy." Yu Baicheng explained, "I didn't see my phone in the office, sorry."

Yu Baicheng didn't lie, he spent almost all day and night in the laboratory these days, and he never even went to the office, so he really didn't know that Shu Qiao was looking for him.

"... Forget it." Shu Qiao sighed, "There is no end to worrying about these things with you."

"Tell me, what's the matter?"

Yu Bocheng couldn't tell whether he was still angry or not. He only remembered the psychiatrist telling him that he must communicate with others more, even if it was ineffective, otherwise the relationship between the two would never get better, and he would not be able to get out of it. own circle.

"I do have a lot of work to do." He said in a deep voice, "Remember what I told you, I'm working on a new inhibitor?"

"Successful?" Shu Qiao raised his eyebrows and sat up straight from the sofa.

Yu Bocheng sighed regretfully: "Not yet, but... I don't think it's too far away."

"There are already plans, but no in vivo experiments have been carried out, because no one can guarantee that it is safe, and there are many ingredients in it that exceed the degree of harm to the human body that I expected."

"If it's not done properly, there could be death."

Shu Qiao's heart skipped a beat, "Then don't try it rashly, anyway, you still have time, don't worry."

"Yeah." Yu Bocheng replied, thought for a while and asked again: "Just now when I went back to the office, I just received a call, and it was for you."

Shu Qiao was puzzled: "Looking for me?"

"Yes." Yu Baicheng's tone suddenly became serious, "Shu Qiao, are you doing some dangerous project behind my back?"

Shu Qiao was stunned: "What?"

"You contacted the underground business and want to have gland surgery?" Yu Bocheng's tone sounded very solemn, with a hint of coercion: "I don't allow you to have such an idea."

Shu Qiao thought for a while, and finally remembered some things from the past.

It was more than a year ago. One day when he was walking on the side of the road, he was stopped by two passers-by, who handed him a card and said mysteriously that they were engaged in scientific research projects and were looking for volunteers recently. If you are willing to accept gland experiments, you will also be given a lot of money.

In fact, the so-called gland surgery can also be understood as sex change surgery, which is to transplant other people's glands into one's own body, so that one can become any gender of AOB according to one's own preferences.

The country expressly prohibits similar sex reassignment surgery. Without him, the risk base is too large, and the black transaction chain is too deep.If you think about it carefully, you will know how those gland transplants that belonged to others came from, and you can figure out how deep the water in the middle is.

People who have received gland transplantation are not really able to change their gender. All transplant operations may be repulsive, especially for glands, which are extremely private things. Many people do not accept them well, and they may even be mentally disabled.

At that time, Shu Qiao didn't really intend to undergo surgery, but he was really in a bad mood that day, and he didn't feel safe about the future between himself and Yu Baicheng, so when he was stopped, he hesitated briefly.

If he can really become a real Omega through sex reassignment surgery, then everything will be different, he can get all of Yu Baicheng, and he no longer has to worry about gains and losses.

But after he called, he felt regretful, so he simply filled in Yu Baicheng's number, thinking that he would definitely go anyway.

Later, the black clinic called him, but he refused decisively after he was clear-headed. Unexpectedly, they contacted Yu Baicheng a year later.

"I didn't intend to do it." Shu Qiao admitted honestly, "I was just in a bad mood and confused for a while."

When Yu Bocheng heard that he didn't plan to go, his tone softened a little, and he said, "You can never have such an idea."

"It's not necessary for you to be an Omega."

"My relationship with you has never been about gender."

Shu Qiao's eyes were moist, and he coughed lightly, pretending to be calm: "I see, why are you so wordy, next time you just block them."

When anyone is faced with adversity, his brain will be short-circuited for a moment. Even a self-proclaimed strong person like Shu Qiao will have terrible thoughts such as sex change when his feelings are desperate.

But that was really just a moment, and it was only after waking up that I realized how dangerous it was.

But he would still wake up in the middle of the night, staring at the dark ceiling in a daze, thinking countless times, how great it would be if he were an O.

From the day he fell in love with Yu Baicheng in high school, he began to look forward to being able to differentiate into an Omega, but unfortunately things backfired. In this world, you can't have whatever you want.

"I'll go find you." Yu Baicheng said softly, "You wait for me at home."

After all, he hung up the phone, sounding as if his steps were a little hurried.

For some reason, Yu Baicheng became more and more aware of Shu Qiao's sensitive nerves, and began to understand his fragile heart hidden under the mask.

No.30 seven

No matter how confident a person is in the emotional world, he will have low self-esteem. No matter how strong and bright he looks, he will still feel uneasy and fearful behind the scenes. It all comes from caring too much about another person.

Only by caring too much will you worry about gains and losses.

The same is true of Shu Qiao. In this seemingly ordinary relationship, he is the one who pays first and is also tempted. He is destined to be more vulnerable than Yu Baicheng, especially Yu Baicheng's personality is so dull. , His indifference can even kill the original Shu Qiao.

No one can keep the original intention despite the cold treatment of his sweetheart, and Shuqiao has passed ten years like this.

When there was a sound outside the door, Shu Qiao opened the door slowly wearing slippers, and Yu Baicheng had indeed arrived, the night outside was dark, and his face was full of exhaustion, thinking about the work these few days was really tight.

"I'm here." Yu Baicheng walked in, lowered his head and said softly to Shu Qiao.

Shu Qiao laughed lightly, took the door and locked it, looked up at him slightly: "I thought you were just talking."

"sit down."

This is the second time for Yu Baicheng to visit Shuqiao's home. He looked around and suddenly found that he seemed to have found some peace of mind from here, as if he was so relaxed in his own home.

Shu Qiao poured him a glass of water and put it down, then sat down lazily on the sofa not far from him, "Otherwise, I will live here temporarily tonight, and it will not be easy to run back and forth."

Yu Baicheng couldn't ask for more.

"I'll find you some change of clothes." Shu Qiao said, "I don't have pajamas that fit you at home, so just wear mine."

Yu Bocheng is like an obedient puppy, his eyes are fixed on Shu Qiao all the time, he listens to everything he says, and doesn't care about such trivial matters as whether it fits or not.Shu Qiao was amused by his reaction, and couldn't help but move closer to seduce him: "With your expression, do you want to sleep | me?"

"I think." Yu Bocheng nodded honestly, without any sense of shame.

Shu Qiao lowered his head and grinned, but deliberately played tricks: "Not today, it's too late, I need to sleep."

After that, he got up from the sofa, went back to the bedroom and found a set of clean pajamas and put it in Yu Baicheng's hand, then yawned and told him to go back to sleep.

Yu Baicheng sat alone for a while, and after a while he hugged Shu Qiao's pajamas, smelling the familiar smell on it, his heart instantly calmed down.

At this moment, he suddenly understood what he wanted.

From beginning to end, there is only Shuqiao.

If he had love, he must have given it all to Shu Qiao early on, and there would be no one else.

Yu Baicheng has lived for more than 30 years, and has been ignorant and muddled. He escaped from reality unscrupulously by taking advantage of his busy work, but he is still a human being, and he can't always float in the air. There will always be a day when he will land.

As early as when he was still in elementary school, Yu Liushen noticed the weirdness of his situation. Compared with the younger brother who can play and fight, this second brother has a really weird personality. He would not communicate with his family and friends even if he made willful demands like that, even if he simply made eye contact with him, it was as if he was an isolated island, separated from the whole world.

Yu Liushen took him to see doctors, and changed to one famous big hospital after another, but the conclusions they came to were similar.

Emotional cognition deficit disorder, this kind of disease sounds bad, Yu Liushen suddenly felt powerless, he had just turned [-] at that time, he didn't know about his younger brother's condition and the turmoil in his family in recent years, his parents died suddenly Whether there is a direct relationship, we can only take up the burden of reviving the family business while looking for someone to treat Yu Baicheng's illness.

But treatment requires the patient's cooperation. Yu Baicheng doesn't feel that there is anything wrong with him in his heart. Compared with Yu Liushen's anxiety, he is more calm, and even enjoys the loneliness of this closed world. He likes this state.

Because of his lack of cooperation, no matter how good the doctor is, he can't do anything, so after so many years, Yu Baicheng really came over like this.

But all this changed slowly after the divorce. When Shu Qiao left and Yu Baicheng really started to live alone, he gradually discovered that Shu Qiao had already penetrated into his flesh and blood in every way. I thought, but once Shu Qiao pulled away, the feeling of fear and cold came up.

So Yu Baicheng began to choose to face up to himself, and he found that he no longer enjoyed being alone.

In order to find out what he wanted, Yu Baicheng bought a lot of movies to watch without Shu Qiao behind his back, all of them were romance movies without exception. These were the options he was least likely to watch before, but he has been so immersed in this month. obscene in it.

Yu Bocheng took a notebook and watched intently, whether it was soul-stirring, or sad, or tragic or reunion, he kept recording something in the notebook, trying to understand his own life from other people's love stories.

He even tried to substitute himself, desperately empathized with the characters in the play, and tried hard to let him experience the taste of love.

Yu Bocheng is like a passerby who is lost in the night road and keeps looking for the direction to go out. No one taught him what to do, he can only rely on himself.

But in the end, all this failed under Shuqiao's pajamas. Yu Baicheng smelled the familiar body odor from the pajamas, and the tender bud in his heart suddenly broke out, and he felt Shuqiao's temperature.

Unknowingly, it came to the end of midsummer.

When Shu Qiao turned around, he realized that Yu Baicheng had been immersed in his life again at some point, he would come here to spend the night from time to time, and there were even a lot of his things in the house, and everything seemed to be back to before the divorce.

It seems that nothing has changed, but it seems to have changed again.For example, now that Yu Bocheng came back from get off work, he would no longer go to the study indifferently, but go to the kitchen to work with him, even though he would only drag his feet.

He began to pay attention to learning to take care of others, to find out Shu Qiao's preferences, and then discovered that he didn't like fish at all.

Then he discovered that Shu Qiao couldn't even be regarded as a gentle person. If he took off the "virtuous" coat, he was simply a fire barrel that could explode at any time, and he could soar into the sky when he scolded others.

Sometimes when the two of them came back from a busy day, neither of them wanted to talk, and Yu Baicheng would rather accompany Shu Qiao to watch boring dog-blood dramas than leave him to do other things.

Shu Qiao saw all these changes in his eyes, and it was a lie to say that he was unhappy. He was never afraid of the hardships of life, but he was afraid of the frost in the eyes of his lover. It was already a great surprise for Yu Baicheng to do this for him up.

Yu Bocheng brought out sliced ​​apples from the kitchen, each piece was about the same size, exactly one piece per bite.

The two snuggled together, Shu Qiao turned on the TV and planned to catch up on the popular dog blood drama, found a comfortable position and leaned against Yu Baicheng, and then enjoyed the apple he handed over, just when he was about to start watching the drama, the phone rang up.

Shu Hang roared furiously at the other end: "Sister-in-law was kidnapped!"

Shu Qiao jumped up from the sofa, his face darkened instantly: "Which dog?"

Hearing that Shu Hang quickly finished speaking and hung up, Shu Qiao hurriedly wanted to change clothes and go out.

"I'll go with you." Yu Baicheng held him back.

"It has nothing to do with you." Shu Qiao didn't turn his head back, "Those dogs thought our third sibling had their paws recently, so they wanted to climb up and play wild. I'm going to chop off their dog paws!"

"Don't meddle in this matter, wait for me at home."

He shook off Yu Baicheng's hand, picked up the baseball bat on the balcony and stepped out, his mind full of thoughts of killing people.

Yu Bocheng looked at the door that was heavily closed alone, feeling empty in his heart.