After Shen Tuxuan put down the armrest, he looked at Shen Ying and began to hesitate again: "I, I am not, I want to,? But I just want to say, I know you don't like it, but actually like someone,? It's not necessary. That kind of thing. I have seen it a lot since I was a child, and I can’t help but think about you when I see you. Actually, it was okay when I was a child. Although I wanted to bully you occasionally, but at that time, I just wanted to be with you more,? With you Let's play together."

Shen Ying was shocked when she heard the words, she looked at Shen Tuxuan in disbelief, and asked with difficulty: "You, did you want to bully me in bed like that?"

Shen Tuxuan looked at Shen Ying with an unbelievable expression on his face, and nodded in response: "Well,? Is this strange? Didn't I say that I want to marry you? Doesn't it mean that I want to do that kind of thing with you? Otherwise, why didn't I say I want to recognize you as my elder brother?"

Shen Ying said embarrassingly, "But you were only 11 years old at the time, so young."

How can a man be said to be small? Shen Tuxuan retorted without thinking: "How young is 11 years old? I have read books that say this is normal, not to mention that I grew up in a brothel,? Isn't it normal to mature a little early?"

Shen Yingxin said that you are indeed quite precocious.

After Shen Tuxuan finished speaking, he glanced at the silent Shen Ying, thinking that he was angry, and hurriedly explained: "But at that time, it was only occasionally,? Occasionally, there would be that kind of impulse,? It was very rare, and more often, I really wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. You study and play together."

As he spoke, he became depressed again: "I don't know what happened after meeting again. When I saw you, my mind was full of wanting to bully you,? I wish I could live in your body and not come out. I couldn't control my thoughts at all."

Shen Yingxin said, do I need to say this?So precocious, I didn't eat meat until I was only [-] years old, so I can't hold it anymore.

Speaking of which, this person is also really contradictory. In this aspect, knowing something is so rich that you will be amazed. In a certain aspect, he is as simple as a blank sheet of paper, very cute.

After Shen Tuxuan finished speaking, he glanced at his figure with pity on his face, and thought of what continued to be depressed: "So you didn't have any thoughts about me at that time, but that's right, I was just pretending to be passionate, and your liking for me is not that kind at all." This kind of liking, you don't want to be with men like Shuang'er, you want to be a normal man."

Shen Ying subconsciously glanced at Shen Tuxuan's beautiful face, bowed her head with guilt, and coughed dryly.

At that time, he really wanted to be a normal man, but he grew up in that kind of place, and he was facing such a good-looking little beauty like Shen Tuxuan who treated him so well every day. It was really normal for him to be fourteen or fifteen years old. The situation, how could it be possible that I have no idea at all, but it is not facing Xiaoxuan, but occasionally I have a dream, dreaming that Xiaoxuan has grown into a young man, and the two of them are like those men and twins in the building. Rolling on the bed with disheveled clothes or some remote and unoccupied corner.

But at that time, he didn't think it was normal, but felt that it was abnormal. He felt that it was because he was Shuang'er that he had such thoughts about men, and it was a proof of Shuang'er's lowliness and lewdness. Xuan's teachings to him failed to grow into a man with real self-respect and self-love, but he still succumbed to Shuang'er under Shuang'er's nature, so he resisted the emotional impulse towards Xiao Xuan from the bottom of his heart, and wanted to be a more determined man. A man with real self-respect and self-love.

It wasn't until later that he returned to the Shen family, no matter whether he faced Shen Wei's pursuit, or was framed by Shen Wei and lost Cheng Junsheng, married Cheng Junsheng and became husband and wife, and had a real husband and wife life, he realized that it was not true.

Shen Wei's pursuit of closeness made him disgusted, and he didn't like to have physical contact with Cheng Junsheng at all. Every bed thing was a kind of torture for him. Instinctively, he resisted very much, but responsibility made him Subconsciously suppress this instinct and fulfill her duties as a wife.

Then he gradually understood that it was not because of Shuang'er's instinct to have that kind of impulse towards men, but because he grew up under the care and teaching of the little adult Xiaoxuan, and unconsciously developed admiration for him, thus Desire to have an intimate relationship with him.

But it was obviously too late for him to understand.

After Shen Tuxuan finished speaking, he felt as if he was complaining about Shen Ying, and hurriedly explained again: "I don't mean to blame you, feelings are not something that I like you, you have to like me, hi It’s your right not to like me, and it’s your persuasion to want to be a normal man. It’s okay, I respect you, if you don’t like me, we just don’t do it, I won’t force…”

"I don't dislike it. When I say I like you, I like you just as much as you like me."

Shen Ying came back to her senses, looked up at him and interrupted him: "It's true that I want to be a normal man with self-respect and self-love, but wanting to be a normal man doesn't conflict with whether I like you or want to do intimate things with you. Being intimate with a loved one is a beautiful thing, not a shame."

Shen Tuxuan suddenly shut his mouth and stared at Shen Ying with wide eyes, basically convinced in his heart that Shen Ying didn't like him, even if he did, it wasn't that kind of liking, he couldn't believe what he heard.

After being stunned for a long time, I still couldn't help asking: "Really, really? You don't think you owe me a pair of legs and forced yourself to lie to me, right? You don't have to do this. Actually, it has nothing to do with you. It's my own carelessness. "

Shen Ying glanced at him and said: "I owe you a pair of legs and I will return them. What does it have to do with me wanting to be close to you? You can get these legs back anytime you want. I have already said that, you Do you want it now? Or should I chop it up and give it to you?"

Shen Tuxuan was so frightened that he hurriedly shook his head, frowned and said urgently: "I said it has nothing to do with you, don't mess around. I believe you, can't you?"

Shen Ying was too lazy to talk nonsense with him anymore, she didn't know what was going on in his mind, why she just refused to believe that he made out with him voluntarily?

Filled with depression, he walked over and sat directly in front of Shen Tuxuan.

The two looked at each other, and Shen Tuxuan's body froze instantly. He took a deep breath and glanced at the person in front of him. He couldn't help but confirm again and asked, "Really, is it really possible?"

Shen Ying stared at him and said, "I'll say it again, I like you, I like the kind of liking you bullied me, you can bully me however you want. Do you want to bully? If not, I'll leave."

As he spoke, he was about to stand up.

Shen Tuxuan almost subconsciously stretched out his hand to hold him down, coughed lightly, and said awkwardly: "Then, since it's here, eat it before leaving."

Shen Ying was really annoyed and amused by his awkwardness, she really wanted to throw her sleeves and leave, it felt as if he insisted on coming to eat the overlord's meal.

......

In the end, Shen Ying followed Shen Tuxuan's wishes and sat on a chair to eat.

Not long after that, Shen Ying regretted it. He really shouldn't agree, so he should hold back.

Shen Ying can be regarded as an experienced person, and she always makes quick decisions. She never thought that she could eat like this, and she really chewed slowly.

The process of eating has to be said to be very difficult. Who makes someone rich in resources and eat healthy.

Shen Ying couldn't eat it in one bite.

Shen Tuxuan looked down at him eating hard, but he didn't rush him, he was gentle and considerate gentleman: "It's okay, don't worry, eat slowly, I can wait for you."

But Shen Ying didn't want to eat, he thought he was going to die, so he remembered.

Shen Tuxuan disagreed, immediately frowned and held him down, seemingly encouraging but said forcefully: "Persevere, finish eating, I believe you can do it."

Shen Yingjun blushed, he could only take a deep breath and continue to eat hard.

After finally finishing eating, he can always get up.

Shen Tuxuan held him down again, and said with a gentle face: "Don't worry, sit and rest, and take a break to digest."

He didn't want to move at all, he was dying.

Shen Tuxuan obviously saw it, and said very kindly: "You don't want to move, it's okay, I can help you."

Then he grabbed his body and spun from side to side.

Shen Ying was almost tortured to death by him, he really believed it, this guy could really make him cry.

Originally, Shen Ying thought that she was quite capable, but after a few tossings like this, he was useless, holding Shen Tuxuan's shoulders, spread out on the chair and couldn't stand up.

Shen Tuxuan looked at it with disapproval and said: "This is not enough, it can be seen that you still eat too little, and you need to eat more in the future."

Shen Yinghong glanced at him with her eyes open, letting him understand it by himself.

Shen Tuxuan was emotionally moved by watching it, and leaned in front of him, hugged him and whispered affectionately: "It's okay, take a rest."

He said it was a rest, but he stretched out his hand to press Shen Ying's head, opened his mouth and covered it. The already weak figure of my dear couldn't help but say nothing, his big hands were not honest, and Shen Ying's red eyes became redder after a while A few points.

......

On the other side, Xiao Cheng An woke up for a long time and didn't see his father enter the house. He looked at the sky outside and knew where he had gone without asking. He lay on the bed and couldn't help but sighed.

After recovering from a serious illness, the two babies were weak and had no energy to make a fuss, and they both lay quietly on the bed.

When Xiao Cheng Yuchuan heard Xiao Cheng An sigh, he couldn't help turning his head to look at him in doubt, and asked hoarsely, "What's wrong with you? Is there any other discomfort?"

Xiao Cheng said in peace, um, I feel uncomfortable, the cabbage at home has been overwhelmed by a pig, but since the pig is pretty good, he doesn't care about it.

Then he threw himself into Xiao Cheng Yuchuan's arms and hugged him tightly.

Given how edible that pig is, he may not have many chances to sleep with his father in the future, and the two of them will be dependent on each other in the future.

Although Xiao Cheng Yuchuan didn't know why, he certainly didn't resist the sudden embrace of the little chubby boy, and immediately reached out to hug him, patted his back and said, "Are you sleepy again? Then go to sleep."

On the other hand, it was only after three o'clock that the matter was finished. Shen Ying repeatedly said that the children were recovering from a serious illness, and he was worried and wanted to go back and have a look. Shen Tuxuan let him go and didn't bother him anymore, and let him solve it quickly. .

Afterwards, Shentuxuan reluctantly let him go.

Shen Ying slackened her legs and quickly arranged her clothes. Just as she was about to say goodbye to Shen Tuxuan, she heard Shen Tuxuan take the lead: "Let's go, I'll take you back."

Shen Ying subconsciously said: "No, it's getting late, you go to bed early, I can go back by myself, and there is no danger to Prince Ning's Mansion."

Shen Tuxuan refused and said: "I still have something to tell you, it's okay, don't worry, it's so late, there is no one in the backyard, no one will see and go out and talk nonsense."

As he said that, he had already pushed the wheelchair out first.

Seeing this, Shen Ying hurriedly followed and pushed the wheelchair.

Seeing them coming out, Huo Dao and Ling Kong, who were guarding the yard, didn't dare to go forward, but followed them from a distance.

The moonlight is bright, the garden is quiet at night, the breeze is blowing, the lake is shimmering, and the boat on the shore is slightly rippling.

Shen Ying pushed Shen Tuxuan all the way, more than half of the distance was gone, and she was almost there, Shen Tuxuan didn't speak.

Shen Ying couldn't help breaking the peaceful atmosphere, she lowered her head and lowered her eyes to ask Shen Tuxuan who was in the wheelchair: "My lord, what are you thinking? Do you have any embarrassing things you want to tell me?"

Looking at the small boat rippling by the lake, Shentuxuan subconsciously said: "I was thinking, next time, you can lie on the boat in front, and I will kneel in the back, and the boat will shake whenever you move. It’s about to turn, it’s going to be exciting, and you’re sure to like it.”

Shen Ying:......

After finishing speaking, Shen Tuxuan came back to his senses:!

"I, no, no, I, I want to tell you in detail about your recognition of your ancestors!"

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