Thousand Willows

At this moment in Jiang Yizhong's house, the two had just had dinner and sat at the dining table. The three dishes on the table did not move much, as if neither of them had a good appetite.At the square table, Jiang Yizhong put down the bowls and chopsticks, Aunt Qian didn't seem to be in a hurry to clean up, and asked, "What do you want to say, just say it."

After Jiang Yizhong heard this, he straightened his body slightly, directly talked about his sexual orientation, and then said that he planned to go abroad for a while, but he would arrange things here before leaving.

Aunt Qian listened to Jiang Yizhong's words, but she didn't say a word, she looked extremely calm, she didn't seem to care about her son coming out of the closet at this time, and she seemed to know it already.Jiang Yizhong looked at her with some trepidation, mentally prepared in every way, whether his mother beat or scolded him, he was prepared to bear it.

"Are you planning to go abroad?" Who knew that Aunt Qian didn't seem to care much about his previous words, but instead attached great importance to his last statement about going abroad.

"Yes, but not now. It will be half a year later. I have to arrange things here before I leave." Jiang Yizhong didn't understand what kind of medicine his mother sold in the gourd, and wondered if his mother was so enlightened?Or is it that she is really unimportant in her eyes, so it doesn't matter what she does?But I couldn't guess it for a while, so I had to agree.

"Oh, are you going abroad to live a good life?" The tone was still questioning, with an indescribably low tone, but Aunt Qian did not look at Jiang Yizhong, but cast her eyes on the dining table.

"Mom, I'm not..." Jiang Yizhong wanted to argue a few words, he wanted to say that he was not unpatriotic or adoring foreigners, but that the current situation in the country really couldn't give them more protection for this group of "different people".But when the words came to his lips, he didn't know how to say them, so he swallowed those words after thinking about it.

"Why do you always have a better life than your brother? Why do you have to live so well?" Aunt Qian ignored Jiang Yizhong's words, muttered to herself, moved her body, and quickly touched a handful of iron from the table. Old-fashioned scissors of good quality, with the scissors handle held in the hand, and the sharp edge of the scissors facing outward.

Seeing this, Jiang Yizhong felt strange, and asked, "Mom, are you going to trim flowers?" This pair of scissors is big and slightly heavy, and they are usually used to trim a few green plants indoors.

However, what answered him was a sharp pain—the pain of the scissors piercing the body, the pain of tearing the body, and the heartache that made him unbelievable—Aunt Qian stabbed the head of the scissors into the on Jiang Yizhong's stomach.

Jiang Yi was in severe pain. He looked at his mother in disbelief. At this moment, he saw the crazy and angry flames in those old eyes. Before he could do anything, the scissors were pulled out, and with the scissors pulled out, blood from the wound gushed out.Quickly, the scissors pierced into his body again, this time, fast and deep, and after piercing into his body, they were pulled out without hesitation...

Jiang Yi yelled in pain, covered his wound, and fell to the ground, his calf bumped against the table leg.But Aunt Qian didn't seem to want to give up, she held the scissors and stabbed the third time, Jiang Yizhong subconsciously blocked it with her arm, and the third knife stabbed her forearm.After blocking the third knife, he lay on his side on the cold ground beside the table.

Since he was at home, Jiang Yizhong opened his down jacket, so the two stabs of the scissors pierced directly into his body through the thin cashmere sweater. At this moment, the blood had already stained his navy blue cashmere sweater. It has flowed all over the place.

Aunt Qian was standing aside holding the scissors, gurgling non-stop inarticulate words, with a vicious expression on her face, which looked extremely terrifying under the not-so-bright light in the room.

"Mom... you, just, that's it..." Jiang Yi's painful face began to contort, and his glasses were also broken when he fell down just now. He couldn't see the expression of the person in front of him clearly at this moment, but Facing the vague figure, he said weakly: "Do you want me to die so much...then why did you give birth to me..." After saying this sentence in one breath, he broke out in a cold sweat in pain, but he Gritting his teeth, he continued, "Actually, I, I don't want to be born by you, and I, I don't want to live like this... If I hadn't been born, I wouldn't be in so much pain... You wouldn't be in such pain... …" After gritting his teeth, his voice became lower and lower, and his breath became weaker and weaker.When I touched the ground with my hand, it was sticky and smelled of blood.

"Hahahaha!" However, Aunt Qian let out a strange laugh, holding the scissors as if she wanted to stab again, but she just threw the scissors towards Jiang Yizhong, and the scissors hit Jiang Yizhong's feet with a clang.Then, accompanied by her strange, crying and laughing voice, she quickly ran into her bedroom, closed the door, and there was a sound of ping-pong-pong inside, as well as loud wailing and laughing alternately .

Jiang Yizhong was lying on the ground, blood was flowing all the time, he covered the two blood holes on his stomach, but at this time his brain was getting more and more empty, and his consciousness was a little blurred... But he still knew that if he didn't go to the hospital again , may have lost too much blood and died.It's just that he really doesn't want to move at this moment, he's so tired, he just feels so tired, he wants to just sleep like this, maybe wake up and find that everything is a dream, he's just the young one who doesn't know anything A little boy who understands, while his parents and brother are still around, living a worldly and happy life.Gradually, his consciousness became more and more blurred. He felt that the pain in his body seemed to have begun to ease.

At this moment in City H, Liu Minhui had no choice but to throw out his weapon. He said to Li Jing calmly and in a low voice: "No matter what my mother promised you, you should just treat it as a chat. I can tell you clearly that I Will not marry any woman. I have lovers, but I love a man."

Li Jing didn't show the slightest emotion after hearing this, but said easily: "Didn't I say it? I don't mind. I don't mind being your shield, and I don't mind carrying on the family line for your family. I don't even mind that you don't Loving me... it's actually just a marriage, it's no big deal."

"You don't mind, I mind." Liu Minhui was very upset by Li Jing's words, he thought of what his father did to his mother, it was a fraudulent marriage, and finally giving birth to himself is considered complete." After the task of "carrying on the family line", they patted their buttocks and walked away without any consideration for the feelings of their mother and son.

But Li Jing smiled and said: "Liu Minhui, I just realized now that you haven't changed in your core, you are still so stubborn and aloof, you are like a wolf, but you often have to pretend to be a dog to survive in the crowd, but You have the blood of a wolf, even if you pretend, there will always be times when you can't pretend."

Liu Minhui looked at Li Jing, all kinds of emotions in his heart were surging. His intuition had already told himself that this woman was scary, and she could always see through him at a glance. Even if she didn't say it, her smiling eyes could make people Feel that the other party already knows everything.

"Do you know about test-tube babies? Even if you don't like women, you can have your own children. Don't you want to have a child that bleeds your Liu family's blood? Even if you don't care, what about your mother? What about the foundation she worked hard for?" Have you considered it?" Li Jing said in a calm and powerful tone, "If you say you don't care, then what conditions do you have to be with your so-called lover?"

"I don't want to discuss this issue with you. If you don't want our former classmate relationship to end, I think we should finish eating quickly and I'll send you back." Liu Minhui knew that arguing with Li Jing would not gain anything. As a result, an iron gate was directly and forcefully dropped, trying to forcibly terminate the further conversation between the two of them.

"Okay, let's stop here today, but you naturally know in your heart that this matter will not end automatically just because you don't want to hear it." Li Jing was savvy, and stopped talking after saying this.

Although Liu Minhui has always known that there is a habit of "marriage" in this circle, he doesn't want to do it. After all, he has thought that even if it is "marriage", he can't stand Jiang Yizhong living with other women in the name of husband and wife , and even have children.He felt scared just by imagining it. Once the other party had a child with another woman, there would definitely be a rift between the two of them—once the rift arose, the consequences would be uncontrollable.

Liu Minhui is not a complete lower-body thinking animal, although he can play around in the world, marry and have children like ordinary people, and at the same time find a few same-sex lovers outside, it is actually not difficult for him.However, what Liu Minhui wanted was not only the pleasure of the body, but what he had always wanted was the union of emotion and body, as if his soul had finally found the missing part, found the After that, he was reluctant to let go.So, he has been so persistent.Compared to his father who wanted to have the best of both worlds, but had to hurt one in the end; or his mother who deceived herself and wanted to push the same tragedy to another woman in the end, Liu Minhui was not like the two of them. In terms of feelings, he seems to have inherited both his father's infatuation and his mother's tireless love.Although he feels that this kind of himself may be different from many of the so-called same-sex circles who have a little money, but he thinks that this kind of difference is very good, and he feels very happy to find such a person who can It's great to let him down-to-earth and thoroughly like someone.

Thinking of this, Liu Minhui was thinking about Jiang Yizhong again, thinking that this time he had finally persuaded the other party to go abroad with him, and when he really went abroad, the two of them must do things together that were inconvenient to do in China for so many years Things, he wants to walk on the road with Jiang Yizhong interlocking fingers, he wants to go to a famous revolving restaurant with him to eat a couple set meal, he wants to wear similar couple clothes with him, he wants to go to see places around the world with him The customs and customs, look at this colorful world... He wants to stay with him day and night, to be able to see each other at first glance when he wakes up in the morning, and to be able to hold him in his arms when he sleeps at night, feeling the heat and warmth of his body. Unique body fragrance.Just imagining these things can make the corners of Liu Minhui's mouth rise involuntarily.He really wished this kind of life would come sooner.Thinking like this, Liu Minhui gradually broke away from what Li Jing said just now, stopped thinking about those complicated things, and conceived in his mind how to go about his next step.