An alpha's ancient life record

"...it's unclear what caused it, perhaps neurological damage during the accident, but that's unexplained, most of the time the patient is sane, just incomprehensible in the matter of hurting himself .”

"However, she has never exhibited this behavior before and is mentally or psychologically healthy with no history of this type of illness."

"Sorry, we can't come to a conclusion for the time being, but the more important thing at the moment is to find a way to stop her. Our suggestion is to take mild memory therapy, which causes very little damage."

"...Okay, I agree on her behalf."

As if in a long, long dream, Shen Qingshu opened his eyes tiredly, a hand shook in his sight, a doctor in a white coat asked her gently, "Second Lieutenant Shen, do you still remember what happened? ?"

Shen Qingshu blinked in confusion, turned his head to look around, and asked hesitantly, "Am I in the hospital? What happened?"

She searched for memories in her mind, but she couldn't remember anything. She seemed to be just doing normal things. After falling asleep, she suddenly arrived at the hospital. She vaguely felt that she had forgotten something very important.

The doctor nodded secretly, calmly comforted and said: "Don't worry, there was an accident on the Liming frigate, you were injured, you were sent here for treatment, and your brain was also hit. It's normal to lose some memory and not remember it."

Shen Qingshu tried hard to recall, but she really only remembered that she finished reading the materials, took a shower and went to bed, and had no memory of what happened afterwards, leaving only a blank space in her memory.

What happened that night?For some reason, she subconsciously frowned.

The doctor didn't say any more, and asked her to do a checkup. After confirming that she was fine, he told her to take a good rest and retreated.

Shen Qingshu stared at the ceiling in a daze. She just asked about the date, and it was more than a month since her last memory. She had been in a coma for so long?

She inexplicably felt that something was wrong, and she didn't know what was wrong. She also knew about memory therapy, especially it was widely used in the army. Whether it was treating mental illness or keeping secrets, it was very useful.

She always felt empty in her heart and unspeakably lost, but for more than a month, nothing important happened. Maybe it was the first time she received this kind of treatment and she was not used to it yet.

The days of recuperating in the hospital passed quickly, and a month passed in a blink of an eye. Shen Qingshu finally recovered and got the discharge permit.

While in the hospital, she collected information from the past month, and saw her teammates, some of whom were more seriously injured than her, and finally believed that the Dawn had encountered a terrible disaster.

She couldn't go back to the Dawn. She was originally a technical soldier. After reporting for duty again, she was assigned to the logistics ship maintenance department.

This is a little help from her parents' comrade-in-arms, an elder, so that she will not have to encounter too many dangers after being injured this time.

Shen Qingshu has nothing to do, the nature of her job does not have to face the battlefield, the matter of Liming is really an unlucky accident.

It's good to go to the base camp to rest for a while. When she was recuperating in the hospital, she also felt a little strange.

The base camp is located on the satellite base next to the mother star. After years of development, it has become a big city.

Shen Qingshu has more classmates and friends here. When meeting them, Shen Qingshu felt unfamiliar yet familiar. Her reaction was always slow, as if they had been separated for many years.

Including the knowledge that was once well-known by heart, it seems that there is a layer of separation, and it cannot be used skillfully. Sometimes, it is necessary to use mental power to recall.

Her duty was to help an engineer and overhaul transmission equipment, and she received a lot of scolding for this, and everyone teased her for repairing her brain.

It was her mental strength, which was strangely improved to A-level, which was the only good thing.

Shen Qingshu regards these as sequelae of treatment, and spends his spare time reading and reviewing hard after work.

Sometimes, she would be in a daze for no reason, staring at the book, sitting for a whole afternoon until the sky was dark, and occasionally woke up from the dream, shed tears, but couldn't remember the content of the dream.

She checked the information and found that this symptom was like losing a particularly important and profound memory, but except for the memory in the hospital, she did not forget anything else.

She went to the hospital regularly to receive psychological counseling, but within two days of getting better, she would return to that state, depressed and confused, gradually losing her smile, and always frowning.

Until one night, Qin Gui, a good friend from the same department, dragged her to a party.

It is said to be a party, but it is actually more similar to a friendship. Every year, the base camp will hold such a party under various names. One is to let everyone relax, and the other is to try to increase opportunities for single dogs to meet.

After all, although inhibitors are very developed, they are still not as stable as companions.

This time, in the name of welcoming new students, by the graduation season, all departments have welcomed a batch of fresh blood.

Shen Qingshu had no desire to socialize for the time being, so he gave himself an injection before coming here, so he was not affected by the pheromone and kept calm.

After refusing to strike up a conversation twice, Shen Qingshu took a glass of juice, found a corner by himself, and continued to think about life.

On the way, Qin Gui found that she had disappeared and came to look for her. He was very speechless, "Why are you here? You just moved somewhere to be in a daze?"

Shen Qingshu looked up at her, and said slowly, "You insisted on me."

She still had that sad expression, Qin Gui hated that iron could not be made into steel, sat down beside her with his shoulders, gritted his teeth, and said bitterly.

"Why did I ask you to come here to drink juice? Didn't you just have an operation, and you don't have any missing arms or legs? Why do you look so loveless?"

"I didn't," Shen Qingshu denied, picked up the juice and took another sip, then asked, "That's right, why did you bring me here, I'm not used to such occasions."

"Just play dumb for me," Qin Gui glared at her. The two had been classmates for seven years, and she knew Shen Qingshu's relationship history very well. There are too many, you have to find an omega quickly, you are not too young, it is time to think about marriage."

It's not normal in the army. Her boss is over 30, and she didn't find a suitable one.

Shen Qingshu didn't want to talk to her at first, but thinking that he cared about her after all, out of good intentions, he smiled and said, "Understood, I will consider it, but I don't have such a need right now."

Qin Gui shook his head helplessly, but didn't leave, brought some food over, and sat in the corner with her to talk.

Shen Qingshu asked casually, "Aren't you going to strike up a conversation?"

Qin Gui tidied up his sleeves pretendingly, and said triumphantly, "I have a girlfriend."

"Oh."

The two huddled here and drank the juice, Qin Gui still hadn't given up on her idea, pointing out people to her from time to time, Shen Qingshu looked up, and then nodded perfunctorily.

"Here, that's Ms. Lin. It is said that she is the daughter of the deputy chief of the staff. She just joined the communication battalion. Today, many people came for her." Qin Gui patted her again.

Shen Qingshu casually raised his eyes to look over, and was stunned for a while.

Her eyesight is very good, and she can see her face clearly under the dazzling light. I have to say, it is really amazing, with black hair and black eyes, hair like silk, and eyes like paint, but it is not these things that surprised her .

She felt... as if she had seen her before.

Not only had she seen it, but she was very familiar with it. Some indistinct images flashed in her mind, her heart beat unconsciously faster, as if she was jumping and cheering, and the days of depression disappeared.

"who is she?"

"Huh?" Qin Gui followed her gaze, turned his head to see her expression, and asked strangely, "What's the matter, do you know her?"

She is my wife, a strange thought flashed in her mind, Shen Qingshu squeezed her left wrist, felt her own rapid pulse, thought to herself, so this is love at first sight, she already thought of getting married after the first meeting .

"I don't know," Shen Qingshu shook his head, paused, and said, "But I want to marry her."

Qin Gui: "..."

Qin Gui managed to avoid breaking the cup. What kind of magical development is this? She was stunned for a few seconds before realizing it. Whenever she saw someone, she was thinking about peach. Why didn't she realize that you are this kind of person before?

She wiped the corners of her mouth and remained silent for a few seconds before saying, "Are you joking?"

Shen Qingshu didn't look back, followed her eyes, and said seriously: "I'm not joking, just now, I fell in love with her, and I want to chase her."

It is said that there is no such demand for the time being?

Qin Gui knew her well, seeing that what she said seemed to be telling the truth, he felt a little dazed for a moment, she indeed brought Shen Qingshu to find a partner, but he didn't expect the progress to be so sudden.

Is this a good thing or a bad thing?It took her a while to find her own language, and she introduced: "I only know her name is Lin Weizhi, her gender is omega, the daughter of Deputy Chief of Staff Lin, she just arrived at the base camp a few days ago..."

Before she finished speaking, Lin Weizhi also noticed this side. There were many people watching her at the party, but none of them stared at her for such a long time.

Her perspective was somewhat blocked, so she got rid of the topic and took a few steps here, trying to see who it was.

Qin Gui saw that Miss Lin stayed there after walking around the sofa, and stared at Shen Qingshu, and saw her fingers trembling slightly, her eyes did not blink, and soon there was a lustrous water Light.

No way, the two of them fell in love at first sight. This is some kind of vulgar third-rate romance novel. Qin Gui looked around and suspected that the two of them had known each other before.

But she and Shen Qingshu have been friends for such a long time, and she knows her social circle very well.

"You guys talk, I won't bother you." Seeing that he had turned into a big light bulb, Qin Gui played by ear, stood up and slipped away.

In fact, Shen Qingshu was also a little confused now, why Miss Lin seemed to know her, she stood up in a daze, stretched her arm and said, "Miss Lin, please sit down."

Lin Weizhi looked at her polite and rude movements, and was taken aback for a moment, then sat down beside her, blinked her eyelashes, and the eye sockets could no longer be covered, and a tear rolled out.

She quickly lowered her head, raised her hand to wipe it away, and asked softly, "Did you just keep looking at me?"

Shen Qingshu didn't know why she was crying, but felt a throbbing pain in her heart. She was looking for a handkerchief in her pocket, and when she heard this, she stopped, hesitated, and admitted with some embarrassment, "It's me."

Lin Weizhi raised her head, her eyes filled with hope, "Why are you peeking at me?"