Yun Yun 2

"President Ji..."

"Teacher Yuan...?" The two who met suddenly were a little caught off guard and at a loss what to do. After hesitation and astonishment, there was a frozen silence.

Both Yuan Chaonan and Ji Yibei didn't know whether they should look away from the phone, but they embarrassedly reminded themselves that it would be very rude if they did so.

Sheng Fan, who was holding his mobile phone, had a big smile on his face, and his eyes were filled with anticipation.

Yuan Chaonan only felt that in this long silence, something roared towards him, wrapped him tightly, and then flew away quickly.Suddenly everything was silent in my mind, then it was noisy, and finally calmed down quickly.

"I didn't know you were also in Canada." Ji Yibei spoke first, with an apologetic tone, as if apologizing for his daughter's abruptness, "Sheng Fan, you didn't tell me in advance."

"Fanfan didn't tell me either..."

"Hi! What are you talking about! I want to give you a big surprise~ Such a big thing, I was suffocated to death when I was videoing with my mother last night!" Sheng Fan, who didn't notice anything strange, changed his phone He held it in one hand, and hugged Yuan Chaonan tightly with the other, squeezed into the screen to join the three-way meeting, raised his chin proudly, as if showing off his achievements to his mother, and imitated the tone of the characters in comedy movies, "Why? So, Mom, are you surprised? Are you surprised? Are you unhappy?"

"Teacher Yuan, do you work here?" Ji Yibei didn't answer his daughter's words, but smiled softly, and changed the subject.

"I came here for advanced studies, and now I am working as a private chef for a female entrepreneur. She will temporarily stay here for seven or eight months due to business matters, and she gave me a long vacation to study nutrition here."

"Wow! Then Teacher Yuan will live in Vancouver for a long time!" Before Ji Yibei could speak, Fan Fan cheered.

"Fanfan, don't cause trouble for Teacher Yuan."

"Ah, it's okay, Mr. Ji. I'm here by myself anyway. Fanfan is welcome. I'll make delicious food for Fanfan~" Yuan Chaonan said, bending his eyes to look at Fanfan, causing Fanfan to nod frequently beside him.

"They're all graduate students, and they still look like a child," Ji Yibei scolded gently, and then nodded at Yuan Chaonan, "Again... please trouble Teacher Yuan."

"Mr. Ji, you are welcome. I was pleasantly surprised and happy to meet Fanfan in a foreign country."

"Happy again!" Fanfan added.

"Haha, yes, there is still happiness." Yuan Chaonan smiled and rubbed Fanfan's hair, "So Fanfan can come anytime~"

“Good~~~”

"Then you can't be a guest empty-handed." Ji Yibei promptly reminded her daughter to pay attention to visitor etiquette.

"Oh mom! Got it! I'm not a child." Fanfan put on an angry face with one hand on his hip, "I can take care of you and Teacher Yuan at the same time, don't worry~"

"Well! We, Fanfan, have grown up!" Yuan Chaonan looked at Ji Yibei with a warm heart and smiled.

"Hey, that's right!" Sheng Fan slapped his hands, "I'll call Sister Qiao Yi, mom, you should adjust your schedule too! Since Teacher Yuan is lost and found again, let's have a good get together!"

Ji Yibei was noncommittal, and it took a long time before he looked at Fanfan earnestly and said, "Didn't Mom say that I'm going to be busy at the end of the year, and the Spring Festival is over." I just wanted to say something more, and subconsciously glanced at the camera. Yuan Chaonan, who showed half of his face, averted his eyes for an instant and didn't say anything more.

"Okay." Fanfan was a little frustrated, but instantly rekindled the light in his eyes, and leaned his head towards Yuan Chaonan, "Then sister Qiao Yi will come alone, and the three of us will celebrate the festival together ~ so that my mother will not have to worry about us eating and drinking again." ~ What do you think, Teacher Yuan!"

"Teacher Yuan? Huh?"

Qiao Yi held the mobile phone and clenched it in his hand. The vibration of the video call made his nerves numb. He waited anxiously for the answer, and the air was full of anxiety.

After the video was connected, I saw that Fanfan was less eager to blame than in the past, dragging his chin with both hands, and looking at Qiao Yi as if he was empty.

Qiao Yi held his breath, his heart sank again, and he probably guessed the answer.

Unexpectedly, all of a sudden, whether it's luck or misfortune, the distracting thoughts in his heart raged, without stopping for a moment, but he still didn't give up.

"Fanfan...Yuan...teacher, does she agree?"

Fanfan moved his mouth, but didn't lift his chin from his hand, his voice was lazy and weak, "She... didn't refuse..."

With a sigh of relief, he pushed away the clouds and mist, but it was still cloud and mist, which made Qiao Yi even more unable to see clearly.

"It's just that I think..." Fan Fanwu spoke to himself, then sighed heavily, and lay down in front of her computer with her head resting on her forearm, so that the people in the camera could not see her expression clearly.

"What's the matter, Fanfan?" Qiao Yi looked at her with concern, but he didn't dare to press her to say more, for fear of hearing something that would rekindle his feeling of giving up and resigning himself to fate, and burn the last bit of reason remaining. Nothing but ashes.

"It's just that I think...whether it's Mom, you, or Teacher Yuan, you all seem to be reluctant. In fact, if there is any inconvenience, you don't have to make things difficult for yourself."

"I'm also... I'm not the ignorant kid I was back then. I have to drag you to accompany me."

For a moment, Qiao Yi's heart was stung by the corners of the old days. The 4-year-old Sheng Fan was crying and saying that everyone should come back, lingering in front of his eyes, and then turned to Fanfan in the camera. There was no other words, but he could only say "I'm sorry" dryly.

"Hi... Sister Qiao Yi, what's the matter... If it's inconvenient for everyone, just forget it. You don't have to force it. I just think it's a rare opportunity. It's a pity. I also... miss you very much." Sheng Fan deflated regretfully Mouth, although I have doubts in my heart, I also know that it is "a matter between adults" that they have been talking about since they were young. After so long, they can't let everyone take this piece of cloth just because they cooperate with their own little wishes. open.Some things have passed, and wishes may become extravagant hopes, especially once people grow up, it is very difficult to go back to a certain moment.Selfishly thinking, it should be the case for many things, and it is good to have it.

"Fanfan, what are you thinking about?" Qiao Yi interrupted Sheng Fan's daze, but she couldn't help reflecting because of her distracted look. I also asked her several times, "How is Teacher Yuan?" Less, as the little one in front of me grows up, I won't ask about it over time.

"I didn't think about anything~" Sheng Fan lowered his head slightly, looking at a certain place on the computer keyboard, "I just thought of a lot of childhood scenes, it's kind of... funny, heh." Sheng Fan didn't say any more, She is afraid that she will appear hypocritical and burden Qiao Yi, but she has no shame in saying that she still regards the simple daily life as a treasure, and will always leave a place in her heart and never forget it.

"We, Fanfan, have also grown up." Qiao Yi inadvertently wiped away a tear while Sheng Fan was absent-minded. The secret in his heart was like a flood. It was buried again, and the flags and drums died down.

"Who says it's not~" Sheng Fan forced a smile to himself again, "It's still good to be a child, but unfortunately I can't go back." After speaking, he suddenly became nervous again, and quickly explained, "Don't adults think so? , After all, the pressure is so great, how relaxed I was when I was a child, what do you want to do, right, sister Qiao Yi ~ Even if my mother was in charge of things at that time, it didn’t make it wrong for us to eat at the roadside stalls hahaha.”

Qiao Yi didn't talk anymore, but just looked at Fanfan who was pretending to be meaningless in the camera with some distress, and then realized that it wasn't just the so-called adults who were hurt back then, not only she lost her beloved, Fanfan also lost her love Teacher Yuan; not only did Ji Yibei lose the custody of Fanfan, Fanfan also lost the right to grow up happily under their company.

Back then, the carefree, happy child suddenly experienced a situation that he could not even understand at the time, passively accepting all the changes, like a little soldier, vain and exhausted. He stubbornly contends with all the people and things around him, and has been defeated repeatedly.Then he grew up staggeringly, and became the person who is now a delicate mind, deliberately whitewashing his emotions, and trying hard to care about everyone's feelings.

Why didn't she spend a very hard and lonely age?

In this careful consideration of the overall situation, there is the obsession to make up for the lack of childhood, and there is a lot of worry, worrying that my willfulness will turn this unexpected meeting into another abrupt parting.

The little girl in front of her, she also thought a lot, but she never just smiled.

"Fanfan." Qiao Yi opened his mouth with difficulty, as if he wanted to make a formal delivery with his heart, and then turned to face Sheng Fan who didn't know why in the camera seriously, "Sister Qiao Yi, I'm so sorry to all of you."

"Sister Qiao Yi..."

"If I hadn't made...a wrong decision back then, maybe things wouldn't have turned out as bad as they are now." Qiao Yi's eyes flickered but she was extremely firm. She felt that she owed Fanfan an explanation.

"Back then, I was, I was with you, Teacher Yuan... When you were in kindergarten, I was still working at the bank opposite your kindergarten..." Qiao Yi paused and looked at Fanfan, and felt that he was talking to the younger generation. I was somewhat embarrassed by my old feelings, and then lowered my head and staggered the gaze.

Sheng Fan quickly understood the meaning of being together, but he was surprised for a moment and quickly figured it out. This kind of character relationship and plot is correct, but he was too young at that time to realize it.

"Later...we separated, just when you left Lilian and was picked up by Sheng Wei, a lot of things happened at that time," Qiao Yi took a breath, his eyes were red, "I mentioned it, I'm quite an asshole Yes, I thought it would be good for everyone, but now that I think about it, it’s really ridiculous.”

Finally, she could no longer control the tears in her eyes, and Qiao also never thought that the first time she dared to face herself was facing Fanfan.

"Sister Qiao Yi, don't cry, I think you must be in trouble, right... I can understand, you must be in trouble at that time." Sheng Fan moved closer to the camera anxiously, and his nasal voice became more and more serious stand up.

"At that time, my dad hadn't retired yet. During the critical period of promotion, the whole family was cautious and afraid of going wrong. Later, because of me, he was seriously ill and was hospitalized..."

"Because... you know about Teacher Yuan?"

Qiao Yi nodded and continued: "It's not just this matter. At that time, because of many relationships, my dad wanted me to marry you, Uncle He. Because it involved promotion and appointment, I didn't agree with life or death. There have been many conflicts with the family, and your mother's company had problems at that time, and your father just happened to come to fight for custody at this time... A group of people are in a state of desperation..."

"Sister Qiao Yi! Uncle He won't be! He threatened you to marry him, right?" Sheng Fan almost stood up from the table in excitement, and dropped two tears on the keyboard.In her memory when she was a child, she went to Qiao Yi's house and met that man a few times. He was considered a gentle and refined person, and he was very modest when speaking to Qiao Yi.

"No, no... He Shi has always respected me." Qiao Yi immediately comforted Sheng Fan, "I brought it up on my own initiative."

"In fact, some decisions are not made after thinking about them. It's just because I didn't think about it, so I made it..." Qiao Yi choked up, "You may not know the situation in my family when you were young. In my family, Especially my dad is very strict, you can say it is dogmatic and rigid, you have to listen to him in everything from childhood to adulthood, he has a veto power. I want to go abroad after graduation, he disagrees, saying that I will go out to influence his level Not good, people gossip, in fact, I am afraid that if I go out, I will not be able to control me. I was arranged to work in the bank as a teller, and I sat at the counter for a day, facing various customers, even when I was scolded, I had to smile. It's just to grind my temper."

"I used to be...very rebellious. Until...until I met Teacher Yuan." Qiao Yi laughed self-deprecatingly, and there were dots of fire in his eyes, flickering for a moment, and then quickly extinguished, "Actually...in fact I also carried it with my family for a long time, it was useless, and I thought it would be a big deal, and I will not return to this family in the future. But these are all angry words after all. My family is not a special family, and my parents also love me Ordinary parents, they didn’t treat me badly. It’s really hard for me to find a reason to be unfeeling. I have been fighting with my family, trying to gain some freedom, for example, don’t force me to go on a blind date, don’t force me Accept the life I don't want. I thought, let's endure it until they are tired, maybe the conflict will be weakened, thinking that one day, they will...will accept me like this."

"Who knows, there will be an intensification of conflicts entangled with countless causes and effects." Qiao Yi smiled bitterly, "I had a big fight with my dad, and he fell ill immediately, just a month before he ran for the election. His competitors made a big fuss about his poor health. At that time, my dad would not let me go to the hospital to see him, and wanted to cut off relations with me. Then almost at the same time, your mother’s previous company issued an announcement, Without your mother's knowledge, she was dismissed, and her bank account was frozen for review. In addition, your father suddenly came out to fight for custody, and this happened to be used to say that your mother may not be able to do it in the future. Bringing you up. And Teacher Yuan, I want to support her, but when I think about it, I think about the things that were piled up in front of me at that time..."

"I..." Qiao Yi's voice was sobbing, and he closed his eyes in pain, as if he had been pulled back to the desperate state of more than ten years ago, "I have actually made a lot of efforts, in all aspects, but none Didn’t do it, and didn’t do any of it well.”

"Fanfan, there was really nothing to do at that time... But I know that these are just excuses, I'm serious, I made a very wrong decision..." Qiao Yi's voice trembled, and she looked at Sheng with red eyes. Fan, tears silently slid down his cheeks. "I'm ashamed, but it's useless..."

"Sister Qiao Yi, what about yourself, you want to make everyone happy, but what about yourself? You have worked so hard all these years..." Sheng Fan cried for real this time, his whole shoulders trembling uncontrollably He said, "Why should you handle these things alone. And my mother told me that her tax inspection was originally scheduled for a long time, but it was completed ahead of schedule because you asked Uncle He for help. How can you say something about yourself? Didn't do it well?"

"It's a pity that the time was still late. The verdict came a few days earlier. Moreover, it also hurt Teacher Yuan. In the end, everything was messed up."

"Mom, how can you blame yourself? At that time, they took advantage of the loopholes in the legal process. Besides, I grew up later, and my parents and grandma couldn't control me. I often ran back to My mother's place and yours, I don't think... how about it." Sheng Fan said these words, but there was a trace of guilt from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't know when she lost the one she knew so well when she saw everyone. Except for her mother and Qiao Yi, among the people she came into contact with later, she unconsciously kept a certain distance, as if there was a kind of enthusiasm that was exhausted when she was a child.Is this the so-called self-preservation?She didn't dare to think about it.

Qiao also didn't speak, just looked at her in a daze, thinking back to Fanfan's appearance when he returned to his own life again, the adults just comforted himself, it was because the child grew up and became sensible, it was like an ordinary good thing.

"So I'm like this...it's too unbearable. Tell me, why would Teacher Yuan want me to go?" Qiao Yi smiled, and brought the topic back to the present, "So Fanfan, stay with her well, don't Don't mention things that will make her unhappy again, okay?"

Sheng Fan covered his eyes and wept silently, wanting to refute Qiao Yi, but felt that he really shouldn't force others to tear open old scars.Time can heal wounds, but it may not heal feelings.

The message notification sound from the mobile phone broke the tranquility of the night and scared Sheng Fan into a shudder.

Teacher Yuan's avatar popped up, and a dialog popped up at today's latest time [00:12]:

"You asked about me at noon, I forgot to reply you, if she wants, that's fine, I welcome her at any time."