accidentally lost love

"You know, the first time I met her was when I first entered college. At that time, I was still a young, vigorous and lawless gangster. I would lead a group of people to fight in groups every now and then. I remember the sun was very bright that day. , I can’t remember why I had disputes with others. In short, our two gangs fought like this. In fact, I was really arrogant at that time, and I didn’t even care about other people. But the playground of Nuoda, It's really hard not to pay attention to her alone standing not far away and watching with great fanfare."

Speaking of this, Fan Yichen smiled, and seemed to be in a good memory: "I always remember her appearance clearly that day. She was wearing a simple white T-shirt on the upper body, matched with a small black vest, and wearing a black ink strip on the lower body. Green slacks, and a black and white sun hat on her head, she looks like a handsome guy. She just stood there with her pockets in her hands as if nothing had happened. Disappointed, with contempt on his face for a while, and nodding and shaking his head from time to time."

Speaking of this, Fan Yichen paused, as if he was trying to stop his wording: "Do you know that feeling?! I thought I was brave and proud at first, but the moment I saw her, I felt that I suddenly became The monkey who was being tricked, and she was the audience who came here for entertainment, that kind of frustration... Hehe... Do you know what she said later?! She said that she watched it so enjoyable! It was just under the big sun It's a bit hard! She also said that if she could have a parasol, a bag of popcorn and a rattan chair, she would have the urge to throw money at her!"

Chu Yunfei listened with gusto, and couldn't help sighing: "Hehe...he is really an interesting person, if I have the chance, I really want to meet him!"

"Yeah, she is such a fearless, quick-tempered, carefree person, but sometimes she is clumsy, she can be simple! Later, we fought together, drank together, watched the sunrise together, and traveled together. A period of time was the happiest day in my life. Can you believe it?! We have been together for nearly a year, but I still haven’t found out that she is a woman. Hehe... She really failed as a woman! Especially her a bit Stunted figure!"

Fan Yichen laughed again, but there was a bit of bitterness and desolation in the laughter: "I have always believed in my sexual orientation. I like the strong muscles and the touch of strength in men. Anyway, I am a carefree and bohemian person, so I didn't think it was a big deal. But when I met her later, I was confused. When I found out that she was a woman, before I even had time to digest it, she disappeared, completely disappeared..."

Chu Yunfei turned his head: "If I'm not wrong, it should be the time when you were drunk every day and kept changing women!"

"Yeah! But even with the most beautiful and unique woman, I can't get back the feeling of nostalgia, and sometimes it makes me feel very sick. I finally understand that I don't like women, I just like she!"

"Then what are you going to do now?!"

"Let go!"

Chu Yunfei was a little surprised.After so many years of persistence, so many years of torment, and finally meeting again, Chu Yunfei really couldn't figure out how to let go so easily.

Seeing Chu Yunfei's confusion, Fan Yichen smiled: "I won't say 'Loving someone doesn't have to be possessive', I'm not that great! I just know that she is a wild horse, and there is no way to keep her in captivity." Yes! At least, I can't give her the kind of freedom she wants! So, I let go, this is the best choice for her!"

Chu Yunfei stared at Fan Yichen for a moment, then turned around and jumped off the edge of the roof, turned his back to Fan Yichen and said, "I think I understand! I won't hurt him again! But, I still can't do like you Chic, I won't let go."

Before leaving, Chu Yunfei said another sentence: "Since you have decided to let go, then look back at the people around you, maybe some people suffer more than you!"