accidentally lost love

Chen Haonan didn't say a word, just resisted the discomfort in his body, picked up the clothes that Chu Yunfei had prepared for him early in the morning, and put them on his body, even though the sweat on his forehead was falling drop by drop, he didn't want to stop at all mean.

After he was fully dressed, he walked straight to the door without even looking at Chu Yunfei.

Chu Yunfei always sat quietly on the black leather sofa beside him, watching Chen Haonan put on, watching Chen Haonan endure, and watching Chen Haonan leave.He didn't express, it doesn't mean he doesn't feel pain; he doesn't stop, it doesn't mean he will let him go.It wasn't until Chen Haonan had raised one foot and stepped out of the door that Chu Yunfei said slowly, "If you take one step away from this room, Li Zicheng will take one step away from this world!"

Sure enough, Chen Haonan instantly stopped the other raised foot as if he had been slammed on the brakes. Time and space seemed to be frozen. That foot stood still in the air for a long time, but it never fell down.

The air was eerily quiet, like the eve of a storm.I don't know how long it took before Chen Haonan woke up like a dream, like a mad leopard, suddenly rushed to Chu Yunfei's side, knocked him and the sofa to the ground with a punch, and then roared angrily in a trembling voice: "You fucking bastard!"

Seeing Chen Haonan throwing things around the room like crazy, Chu Yunfei suddenly smiled, but the smile was a little bit bitter, a little bitter, a little relieved, and a little helpless.Even now, Chen Haonan's heart is still full of Li Zicheng who made him sad and hurt him.Anyway, it's always good to let it out.

It wasn't until everything that could be thrown in the house was thrown away, everything that could be dropped, and even the porridge that Chu Yunfei carefully cooked was inevitably thrown on the ground mercilessly, Chen Haonan threw himself indifferently. On the cold ground, eyes closed tightly, motionless, like a corpse of a soul.

Chu Yunfei had never hated himself so much as now. He was clearly determined to protect Chen Haonan, but in the end, he unknowingly joined the ranks of hurting him.He couldn't even figure out whether it was Li Zicheng who hurt Chen Haonan more, or whether he hurt him more.But ah, he just can't control his feelings, if possible, he would rather hurt himself.

"I will ask someone to bring another bowl of porridge later. Oh, yes, if you are hungry, someone will be hungry too. If you do stupid things, someone will do stupid things with you. Don't worry, don't worry. You will not be alone!"

Chu Yunfei looked at the face that made him happy and hurt him, left a smile and a word, and left the room without moving his head. However, there was endless sadness in those words, and endless sadness in his smile. Words of loneliness.As for who that person refers to, it doesn't matter, as long as Chen Haonan thinks it is the person he misses.

During the days when Chu Yunfei secretly missed Chen Haonan, he often fantasized about their life together.At that time, maybe they would quarrel, flirt, and Chen Haonan would play tricks on him, and he would be full of doting, threats and intimidation, but he never thought that the relationship between them would become what it is today.

Wang Ying raised her eyebrows, raised the wine glass in her hand, and took a sip: "Some people like to drink pure, deliberately looking for excitement, but you..."

Wang Ying stopped in the middle of her sentence, and just shook her head disapprovingly.Chu Yunfei was stunned for a moment, and smiled wryly: "Even if I have no choice but to drink it to the end."

"I remember someone said that when something happens, you can only accept it; when you lose it, you can only let it go; Don’t force yourself into the world you entered, because it’s difficult for others to trample yourself.”

"It's better to have something to practice than a body without a soul."

"I really don't understand you guys. Since it's so hard, why do you still love? Wouldn't it be good to be free?!"

"Have you ever loved? Do you know the feeling of being scratched by Mao Mao's paws, tickled again, but very satisfied and happy? Maybe one day, you will meet such a person, even if it is just far away Looking at him, you will feel full and fulfilled in your heart. Even if you can't see it, but when you think of you stepping on the same land and breathing the same air, you will have the courage to live well. Maybe by then, You will understand naturally!"

"Maybe!"

Wang Ying suddenly remembered that obsessive and stupid boy who kept asking himself "Do you believe in fate?"