accidentally lost love

Chen Haonan adjusted his breathing deeply, and almost exhausted all his strength to find the courage to continue: "Do you remember what you said last time when you asked me to help you investigate Han Tianyou?"

Li Zicheng was taken aback for a moment, and then nodded clearly: "Yes, I remember. I said, as long as I can do it, I can meet any of your requirements."

I don't know when, the relationship between them has become an unwritten transaction relationship.

When they were still in elementary school, Li Zicheng had a whim and suddenly said that he would use his spare time to work.After hearing this, Chen Haonan originally wanted to object, but he still knew Li Zicheng's temper. Once he decided on something, ten horses would not be able to pull him back.However, he didn't want Li Zicheng to work too hard, because he would feel distressed!

After struggling for a long time, Chen Haonan thought about it, and finally suggested that he should help Li Zicheng introduce a job.Li Zicheng frowned slightly after hearing this, and then looked at Chen Haonan with a serious face, and said solemnly: "The reason why I want to work is to be independent and self-reliant. As a man, I don't want to be in the shoes of others Go forward with support. I just want to rely on my own efforts to step to the forefront of society step by step!"

At that time, little Chen Haonan was greatly shocked when he heard this!Li Zicheng was only a primary school student, but his words were so calm and powerful.Chen Haonan knew that Li Zicheng was not just talking, he had always been a man of his word.

For some reason, after hearing this, Chen Haonan firmly believed that since Li Zicheng said so, he would definitely be able to do it in the future.

Chen Haonan knew that Li Zicheng was a strong person and would not accept help from others for nothing, even if it was a friend.Helpless, Chen Haonan could only lie to him and say, "You think I want to help you! Hehe...Actually, I asked you for help! But I always follow the principle of fairness. Now I will introduce you to a job. You agree to one of my requests, and we're all even! How about it?"

In this way, every time Chen Haonan helped Li Zicheng, Li Zicheng would satisfy one of Chen Haonan's requests.Even later, the two have become close and trusting good friends, this unspoken rule has not changed.

In fact, every time Chen Haonan asked for something trivial, it was nothing more than asking Li Zicheng to accompany him to play and give him tutoring courses (actually, with Chen Haonan's strength, there was no need for tutoring at all, he just wanted to Just let Li Zicheng stay by his side).

Li Zicheng is not a fool, so he naturally knows Chen Haonan's tricks.However, he thought that Chen Haonan just wanted to help him sincerely, and he never thought that he would have strange feelings for him.What's more, every time Li Zicheng saw Chen Haonan's sunny smile when he fulfilled Chen Haonan's wish, Li Zicheng couldn't bear to refuse his kindness.Just like that, the two of them agreed without any mention, and this unspoken rule continued silently.

In fact, Chen Haonan didn't hate the existence of this unspoken rule, and it was because of this unspoken rule that he had reasonable and legitimate reasons to approach Li Zicheng again and again, a little closer, a little closer.

In the second year of junior high school, Chen Haonan helped Li Zicheng successfully destroy Li Chenbing's blind date. That time, he used this unspoken rule to live in Li Zicheng's house as a matter of course, and lay on the same bed with Li Zicheng.

He will never forget that day, because that day, while Li Zicheng was asleep, he hugged him quietly and kissed Li Zicheng secretly.It was his first kiss, the first kiss he had dreamed of.Looking at Li Zicheng's peaceful sleeping face, smelling the fresh body fragrance on his body, and feeling the warm temperature on his body, Chen Haonan felt very happy and satisfied.

That night, he slept soundly and peacefully.

Looking back now, it seems that everything Li Zicheng gave him was won by himself.In Li Zicheng's eyes, Chen Haonan is his friend, and only his friend.If there is any difference between Chen Haonan and others, it is that Chen Haonan is the only friend Li Zicheng accepts from the bottom of his heart and wholeheartedly, that's all.

"Then can you kiss me once?" Chen Haonan smiled bitterly. Unexpectedly, in the end, he still had to rely on this unspoken rule to get what he wanted.

Li Zicheng was startled when he heard this, and couldn't react for a while.He never thought that Chen Haonan would make such a request. The words were so jumpy that he couldn't digest them for a while.

The brows that were originally slightly frowned were squeezed in again, Li Zicheng lowered his head, his soft hair drooped down slowly, covering the originally dark and deep eyes, making it difficult for people to see his emotions.

After a while, Li Zicheng slowly raised his head, his eyes full of determination.He walked towards Chen Haonan slowly, then looked into Chen Haonan's eyes without blinking, and said clearly, "I'm sorry!"

Li Zicheng didn't kiss him, but stretched out his hand to hold Chen Haonan tightly in his arms.

Chen Haonan twitched the corner of his mouth bitterly. He knew that Li Zicheng wanted to tell him that he couldn't accept his love, and he felt sorry.But they are still good brothers, good brothers forever and ever.

In fact, when Chen Haonan made the request, he had already anticipated the ending, because he knew Li Zicheng too well.Even, he knew more than Li Zicheng himself.

When he met Li Zicheng for the first time, Chen Haonan was attracted by Li Zicheng's indifferent and arrogant temperament, which obviously did not match his age, especially those dark, bright and deep eyes, which revealed an incomparable Stubborn and tenacious.

At that time, he didn't understand very much, he was obviously the same age as him, who should laugh and play with his friends, be carefree and happy, but for some reason, Li Zicheng always exudes a kind of alienation and apathy. Being vigilant made Chen Haonan feel distressed.

The longer the contact, Chen Haonan found that Li Zicheng attracted him more and more, even including his determination.

He knew that Li Zicheng was protecting and caring for him in his own way.Since he couldn't give him the kind of love he wanted, he didn't want to leave thoughts for himself. He knew that hanging himself up and down like this would only sink him deeper and hurt him more.

He didn't know whether he should thank Li Zicheng for his gentleness, or resent his heartlessness, so that he didn't even bother to cheat.

Although Chen Haonan understands everything and Li Zicheng's intentions, he still wants to leave himself a desired memory when he puts an end to his relationship.

Wouldn't it be sad if I couldn't even realize my last wish.Anyway, he thought Li Zicheng was too shy and embarrassed.After all, if you want to realize your wish, you have to rely on yourself.

Nostalgic for Li Zicheng's warm embrace, when Li Zicheng let go of Chen Haonan, Chen Haonan unexpectedly kissed Li Zicheng's mouth.

Chen Haonan kissed very devotedly and affectionately.When Li Zicheng reacted, Chen Haonan had already reluctantly let him go.

Li Zicheng's eyes widened, and he looked at Chen Haonan in surprise.And Chen Haonan just licked his lips, and smiled wickedly: "Hehe, it's very sweet! You go back to school first, and I'll go back later. Just pretend that what happened tonight never happened. After tonight, we Still a good brother! Don’t worry, I’ll be fine, I still cherish my life very much.”

After finishing speaking, Chen Haonan turned around quickly, waved his hands at Li Zicheng coolly, and then walked towards the opposite direction to the school without looking back, leaving only a complicated expression on his face Li Zicheng was stunned in place.