accidentally lost love

Chen Haonan stood by the window, watching the large flakes of snow falling outside the window, he couldn't help but be lost in thought.

The magnetic voice of the announcer keeps coming from your ears, the world is white, the world is old, covered by that large white, not only the cities and streets that make you suddenly feel strange, but also those you don’t know People who are willing to remember things and don't want to mention them again.It seems that it will be buried in the depths of memory forever with the falling snowflakes. Even if it will melt one day, but at that time, the clouds and wind are already calm, without sorrow or joy.Although we want to forget but can forget, after all, it is a minority, but we don't want to forget, but we are forgotten unconsciously, it is the scene of helplessness...

I don't know when, Chen Haonan fell in love with the radio, listening to other people's stories, listening to other people's views on life, it seems that there are many things that he has been looking for but can't touch, just like that, inadvertently , was touched in general.

After standing for an unknown amount of time, Chen Haonan turned around and threw himself on the bed, but suddenly remembered that he seemed to have forgotten to take out the trash today, so he got up helplessly, picked up the trash bag, and walked out the door.

Not long after he returned to school, he was on vacation.Going home, for him, is a kind of comfort and a kind of treatment. Maybe, he is escaping.The butler has already returned home for the elderly, and his parents are still lingering abroad. Now, he is the only one at home.In the past, he didn't like being alone, it was too lonely and desolate, but now, he was content with being quiet and steady.

As soon as he went out, Chen Haonan was stunned. He saw a familiar figure standing under a tree not far away, motionless looking up at the lit window, which was exactly where he was standing just now.

The cold wind blew, and despite the blessing of the big tree, a thin layer of snow fell on the man's shoulders.He was wearing a knee-length windbreaker, which might be thick, but it still looked so thin in this cold night.The soft light shone on his handsome face, making him look so quiet and serene.He should have been standing there for a long time.

The softness in his heart was bumped so casually, Chen Haonan couldn't help murmuring: "Chu Yunfei!"

When Chu Yunfei heard Chen Haonan's voice, he turned his head abruptly, with undisguised surprise and joy on his face.He walked over quickly, not caring that Chen Haonan was carrying garbage in his hands, and hugged Chen Haonan in his arms.

Chen Haonan discovered that after that incident, Chu Yunfei Yue liked to hug him very much. Whenever he had a chance, he would hug Chen Haonan and never let go. It seemed that if he let go, Chen Haonan would be lost.Moreover, he also found that, at some point, he seemed to have fallen in love with this embrace, nostalgic for the reassuring atmosphere and warmth inside, he knew that he fell in love with Chu Yunfei.

He always thought that a person has only one heart, and a heart can only accommodate one person, but unconsciously, that heart that was so full of Li Zicheng, even though it was so small, was still taken by someone. Chu Yunfei squeezed in just like that.

Therefore, most of the time, he is willing to pamper Chu Yunfei and let him do what he likes.If Chu Yunfei wanted to hug him, Chen Haonan let him hold him; if Chu Yunfei wanted to kiss him, Chen Haonan let him kiss; if Chu Yunfei wanted to circle around him, he let him circle around him... …

Just, love, never did it again.Because he found that every time he saw Li Zicheng, his eyes still couldn't move away, his heart would still beat violently, and Li Zicheng was the only one who was full of heart and mind.

After hugging for a while, Chu Yunfei felt that something was wrong, he suddenly let go of Chen Haonan, glanced at him from top to bottom, and couldn't help frowning: "Why are you wearing so little clothes!"

Chen Haonan was a little speechless, it was already past ten o'clock at night, he had already changed into his pajamas, if he hadn't thrown out the trash, he would have been under the covers by now.

As Chu Yunfei said, he unbuttoned his windbreaker to wrap Chen Haonan in it.Chen Haonan quickly pushed him away, you know, he is still carrying garbage in his hand!

Throwing the rubbish into the trash can at the corner by the wall, Chen Haonan came back, looked at Chu Yunfei, and asked lightly, "Why are you here!"

Chu Yunfei still wrapped Chen Haonan in the windbreaker and hugged him tightly.He couldn't help being aggrieved: "I miss you!"

A sudden warmth hit, not only warming his body, but also warming his heart.Chen Haonan looked up at him and said with a smile, "Didn't you just call today?!"

Chu Yunfei kissed his eyes lightly, and said, "But you can only hear your voice on the phone, and you can't see your person!"

"Didn't you just see it yesterday?!"

"Then you ate yesterday, so you don't need to eat today!"

Chen Haonan has black lines all over his head!What kind of logic is this!However, I still feel warm in my heart, a little moved!

"You've been standing here for a long time!"

"Ok!"

"Why don't you go in?!"

"I'm afraid that if you wrap me too tightly, you'll bother me!"

I always felt that this sentence should not be said by that arrogant and domineering Chu Yunfei, but he said it, and it was right next to his ear.The warm breath hit his face, making Chen Haonan unable to calm down for a long time.He smiled helplessly: "Fool! Come in! It's cold outside!"

Holding Chu Yunfei's hand, he pulled him into his room.Different from Chu Yunfei's room, Chen Haonan likes light blue, light blue walls, light blue bed, light blue curtains, light blue desk, even the furniture is light blue.Chen Haonan's room is not as big as Chu Yunfei's, and the bed is smaller than Chu Yunfei's, but Chu Yunfei always feels that this place is much warmer than his own room, because it is full of Chen Haonan's breath, here, there is Chen Haonan .

Chu Yunfei was not polite, he casually threw himself on Chen Haonan's bed as soon as he entered.Still holding hands, Chen Haonan became unsteady and fell on Chu Yunfei's body, and was held tightly in Chu Yunfei's arms again.The two of them were so close together, in a blue ocean, quietly, no one spoke.

This is not the first time for Chu Yunfei to come to this room. He came here when he was six years old, he came here when he was on vacation, and even in the middle, while Chen Haonan was asleep, he also sneaked into it.But, for some reason, he always felt that he couldn't get enough of this place, as if he wanted to imprint this place firmly in his mind.

"Today, I live here, okay?!" After a long time, Chu Yunfei spoke softly.

Chen Haonan didn't answer, but just looked up at him, afraid that Chen Haonan would refuse, Chu Yunfei hurriedly added: "It's so late, it's not safe to drive!"

Chen Haonan couldn't help laughing.Even children would not believe this kind of reason. He knew that Chu Yunfei could come up with any reason to stay here.However, Chen Haonan didn't want to expose him, so he just nodded lightly.

Chu Yunfei smiled...

The relationship between him and Chen Haonan is a little unclear, the way is unclear, they are friends, but they have already surpassed the boundaries of friends, they are lovers, but they are more cautious than they should be.However, Chu Yunfei didn't want to break this situation, after all, it has improved a lot compared to before.

Occasionally he can talk about love, maybe Chen Haonan won't respond, but he always has a smile on his mouth; occasionally he can eat tofu, Chen Haonan can only stare at him twice, but he won't open his hands and feet; when he wants to be with him, Chen Haonan wouldn't chase him away, he let himself wander around him; when he missed Chen Haonan, he only needed to make a phone call to hear his voice...

He has been carefully caring for the relationship with each other, as long as he can see him and be with him, it is enough.