accidentally lost love

"The person who used to be in the little mezzanine of my backpack accompanied me across the ocean and through every journey. The invisible scarecrow guarded my innocence. I once thought that love could make the future for only one person. Turned off the light and is still on the desk. The person in the corner has become a specimen of love that I have commemorated for many years. The person who disappeared, the youth that I can’t go back, and the person who can’t forget the love will be serious about the past. I hope to have a person with one heart, and the white head will not be separated. This simple Words require great courage, I didn't think about losing you, but I was lying to myself..."

The mouth is trying to be brave, the tears are surrendering, everyone is used to pretending.I am used to listening to the sad melody alone, and I am used to watching the sad text silently.Chen Haonan walked on the wide and empty road on campus with earphones on, listening to the sad song, his heart ached.

Winter here is not like winter at all. The cold wind strikes, but the green leaves cannot be blown away, and the temperature drops sharply, but no trace of ice can be seen.Even if a few snowflakes occasionally fall on the ground, they will melt quickly.There is no trace of the years here, just like the denial of the past.

On this familiar path, there was once someone who walked side by side with him, the sun was shining, the cool wind was blowing, and the shadows of the trees were mottled.Occasionally, you can get angry and lose your temper, while the other party will try to make yourself happy; sometimes they may not have too many words, just walk slowly, occasionally, someone will pass by, or make noise , or quiet, but after a while, the place will return to silence.The soft sunlight elongated their shadows, as if this path had no end forever.

The road is still the original road, and the tree is still the original tree, but now there is one less person covered by the shade of the tree on this road.Chu Yunfei, the person who suddenly broke into Chen Haonan's life and turned his life upside down, has never appeared since that day.

Some people say that the more you talk about love, the harder it is to believe.The love that each of us can give in this life seems to be constant. After you give and get hurt, the love will be less.The further you go, the more you understand the value of sincerity, and it becomes harder and harder to give.Therefore, we should cherish the sincerity and love given by others. They may be all the love that some people can give in their lifetime.Sometimes love is a non-renewable resource.

Some people say that everyone's first love is mostly pure.After the first love, love has given birth to many gestures.Some people become flirtatious, and love one when they see one; some are indifferent, and will never show their true love for the second person; not everyone is suitable to grow old with you.Some people are used to grow; some people are used to live together; some people are used to miss for a lifetime.

There is an excuse to be young, you can not cherish time, love, and all hard-won things.There is a feeling called missing, missing love, missing someone who can stay together, missing an unforgettable love.There is a kind of loneliness called missing, missing a person, an encounter, an unforgettable past.Why do people always have to wait until they lose before they know how to cherish?

If Li Zicheng was his first love, then could he be Chu Yunfei's first love?If he dared not love anymore because of Li Zicheng, would Chu Yunfei also choose to give up because of the same reason?

At this moment, Chen Haonan suddenly felt very suffocated. At the beginning, it was Chu Yunfei who broke into his life unreasonably. If he didn't love him, why did he still stalk him and refused to do it? leave?If it is said that he loves himself, why did he disappear silently after he got used to being with him?revenge?Even if he really went too far sometimes, if he knew himself well enough, he should know that it was just a way for him to protect himself.Can't stand it?Anyway, we have been together for so long, is it really so difficult to say goodbye?

In this way, Chen Haonan walked forward without bounds, while thinking randomly.It's just that he didn't realize that when he considered the issue of love and not love, something had changed substantially.

"Be careful!" An urgent shout suddenly sounded in his ear, Chen Haonan felt someone jerk his arm, and his body fell backwards involuntarily.

A bright red motorcycle passed by him, and the car marks ran over the marks he had just walked on.Seeing the eye-catching red speeding away, Chen Haonan was stunned for a long time before he could react.It wasn't until the red color was about to disappear from his vision that Chen Haonan yelled in shock: "You fucking rush to reincarnate! Didn't you see anyone in front of you?!"

"Everyone has gone away! It's only now that I think of swearing, isn't it too late!" The refreshing voice contained a bit of joking, and only then did Chen Haonan think of the savior beside him.

He scratched his head in embarrassment, and said in a stumbling manner, "It's not small! Uh... And, thank you!"

The man chuckled, and couldn't help teasing: "Hehe, you didn't scold me, why are you apologizing to me?!"

Now Chen Haonan is speechless. In fact, Chen Haonan is generally a very gentle person. He seldom cares about people and things. It's okay to laugh it off.Therefore, he seldom got angry, let alone cursed on the main road, and it was still in front of his savior.Recently, he was really upset to the extreme, so his reaction was unavoidable.Saying sorry is actually one of his idioms, but he doesn't know how to explain it to the other party.Chen Haonan struggled for a long time, but in the end he could only shrug his shoulders helplessly.

The man looked at Chen Haonan with great interest, and said with a smile: "You are really interesting! My name is Ye Xiaoting, Ye Zi's Ye, Xiao who knows, Ting, who hears, my mother said yes, even the insignificant Ye Zi You must know how to listen to the beautiful voice of the world! What about you?"

Very refreshing and special sound, just like ice cream in hot summer, a little sweet, a little cold, very comfortable.His voice seemed to have a kind of magical power, which could calm the restless heart inexplicably.Ye Xiaoting should be about the same size as him, white and clean, very lively and good-looking.If Chen Haonan could use one word to describe Ye Xiaoting, it would be like his voice - refreshing!How to put it, it's like the same piece of clothing, it's very ordinary when worn on other people, but it feels particularly neat and neat when worn on him, that's how it feels.

Chen Haonan smiled sincerely. He gently held those white little hands, and imitated his way of self-introduction: "My name is Chen Haonan, Erdong Chen, the mighty Hao, the south of Nan! As for the meaning Well, my mother didn't explain it to me, I figured it out myself!"

Ye Xiaoting nodded slightly, and savored it carefully: "Then I guess your mother must like to watch Young and Dangerous, Chen Haonan, who is brave and resourceful, emphasizing love and righteousness, um, not bad!"

Chen Haonan couldn't help laughing at himself: "You're still young and Dangerous, how vulgar!"

After speaking, the two looked at each other and smiled at the same time.After a while, Ye Xiao asked curiously again: "By the way, what were you thinking just now, so preoccupied?! Don't pay attention on the road, be too careful and lose your life!"

Chen Haonan didn't want to mention Chu Yunfei's matter, so he stammered and covered up: "I didn't think about it, there are very few cars on this road, and I don't know why that person is crazy today, driving in such a hurry!"

Ye Xiaoting hesitated for a moment, but still asked naively: "Looking at your distraught and gloomy appearance, you must be broken in love!"

After finishing speaking, he twitched his eyebrows at Chen Haonan mischievously.Chen Haonan had black lines all over his head, so he had no choice but to say weakly: "I've never been in love before, who lost love!"

After finishing speaking, Chen Haonan realized that what he said was wrong, but fortunately, Ye Xiao listened to jokes very well and didn't make trouble. He restrained his smiling face and said half jokingly and half seriously: "Actually, sometimes people need to be hurt. Being rejected, only in this way can you become stronger and cherish everything you have now. So, hurt is not necessarily a big bad thing, the point is whether you can stand up again after falling. You are a What kind of person you are is not determined by how many times you fall, but by how many times you stand up and try again."

Chen Haonan nodded gratefully, and then couldn't help teasing him: "I didn't expect you to be young, and you can tell the same thing!"

Ye Xiaoting stuck out his tongue: "I didn't say it, the radio said it! By the way, you are a student of this school, I have been abroad for the past few years, but now I suddenly want to go back to China to study. It is convenient to occupy a little time of yours, and help me to be a guide!"

For this kind and lively boy, Chen Haonan liked it very much, he patted his chest readily: "OFCOURSE, NO PROBLEM!"