hand in hand rebirth

"Let go, let me go, don't come, get out, don't come, don't!"

"Don't move, don't move, don't be nervous, it will pass soon, and you will feel very happy." What is it?What sound is lingering in the ear.

The cold liquid slowly flows into the blood vessels, and the body becomes cold as the liquid swims away.The suffocating horror is like a pair of big hands choking the neck fiercely, breathing, the breathing is getting shorter and shorter, more and more urgent.

"Look, I told you to relax, the needles are all broken. It's all right, I'll pull it out for you."

A kind of inexplicable excitement and joy rushed from the brain to the limbs and bones, like a raging ocean wave, this kind of dreamlike feeling, the feeling of desire/life/desire/death is as beautiful as staying in the mother's womb when I was a child , tears, why are there tears?

"It feels great. What I use for you is the purest product. Just a little bit can make people feel ecstatic. But this thing is not good at all. As long as you get a little bit of it, you will fall in love with it crazily. It cannot be separated from it."

No, don't say any more, get out, get out of here!The body is completely out of control, this kind of sweetness that has never been experienced before, seems to make the soul tremble with joy, this kind of happiness wants more, more.

"It will rot your body little by little and erode your brain. At that time, such a beautiful face will be gone. Tell me, will Wang Chongshan still love you? Loving that person will become like a human, like a ghost. What the hell are you?"

I can't hear, I can't hear anything, say no more!But why can't the tears stop, as long as I think of that person, the tears can't stop like rain.

"He ruined me, so I also ruined his beloved things. With the old man protecting him, he can't do anything to me. I want to see if he, Wang Chongshan, suffers like me."

"I used to like you so much, I blame you for being Wang Chongshan's person. Guess when Wang Chongshan will choose to throw you away, like throwing away useless and eye-catching garbage?"

"Xiaoyuan, Xiaoyuan, wake up!"

Gu Yuan suddenly opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was Wang Chongshansheng's worried eyes.

"This is..." Gu Yuan unconsciously rubbed his eyes, looking at everything around him.

The back of the unnamed boy on the wall still exudes a charming charm, and the chandelier above his head was recently replaced. Through the gaps in the design, it can create the effect of sunlight falling from the gaps in the leaves in autumn.The books on the carpet were spread out, quietly waiting for the owner to return and finish reading. The familiar scene made Gu Yuan heave a sigh of relief.

He looked down, only to realize that his hand was tightly grasping Wang Zhongshan's shirt at some point, and the custom-made exquisite fabric had been ravaged/ravaged into a bunch of wilted sauerkraut.

Letting go of his hand dejectedly, the previous memories invaded his mind like a tornado, those horrible, hopeless, and gray memories quickly took root in his mind, growing ferociously and stubbornly into a vigorous piece.

As if thinking of something, Gu Yuan quickly lifted up his sleeves, a small spot on his forearm that was about to disappear pushed him to the edge of despair.

"I..." As soon as Gu Yuan opened his mouth, he was startled by his own voice, hoarse like a broken bellows being pulled.

"Hush." ​​Pressing a finger on his lips, Wang Zhongshan signaled Gu Yuanjin to speak, "The doctor said that your vocal cords are a little torn, and you need to take good care of them to return to the way they were before, so these days you have to Talk as little as possible."

"No." Gu Yuan uttered two words with difficulty, seeing Wang Chongshan's still gentle face, he anxiously grasped Wang Chongshan's wrist, "He, he give it to me, give it to me..."

"I know, it's okay, I know it all, don't talk anymore." Wang Chongshan held Gu Yuan's shoulder with one hand, and patted his back gently with the other, calming Gu Yuan's anxious mood softly, "The doctor said this It’s a little troublesome, but because it’s your first time, and the dose he gave you is not large, it’s relatively easy to quit, so don’t think too much about it.”

Gu Yuan leaned on Wang Chongshan's shoulder and said word by word, "Don't lie to me, I know it's not that simple."

The kind of joy of losing/soul/eclipsing/bone seems to be engraved in the bone marrow and written in the blood, like the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden that tempts/tempts human beings all the time. The pleasure/sensation of climbing, how could it be as Wang Chongshan said in his understatement, it can be easily given up like a cold.

Wang Chongshan was stunned for a moment, then turned Gu Yuan's pale face gently and resolutely, those clean eyes clearly revealed the master's fragility and helplessness at this moment, rubbing the corners of his eyes with his thumb, Wang Chongshan stared at those eyes, serious He said: "Indeed, this kind of thing is not like a common cold, and it is not so easy to quit."

Hearing this, Gu Yuan felt his heart was squeezed hard, and the pain caused him to tremble uncontrollably.However, the last thing he wants the person in front of him to see is what he doesn't have, so even though he is extremely helpless, Gu Yuan still holds on.

Wang Chongshan looked at the person in front of him, like a seedling with no place to hide in the wind and rain, it could only tremble under the wind and rain, but he still tried his best to support his body, and the feeling of distress flooded him uncontrollably heart.

"But." Wang Chongshan raised Gu Yuan's face, "In terms of other consequences, this is already the biggest price I can bear."

This sentence was so light that it didn't have any weight, but it made Gu Yuan's heart sink continuously, and he raised his eyes to look at Wang Chongshan.

The person in my memory imprinted his style and attitude in his bones. No matter what he did, he always looked calm and composed. Now his messy hair, tie slightly tilted to one side, and bloodshot eyes kept him The image since then has been broken again and again.

These are all because of him.Thinking of this, Gu Yuan inexplicably felt a little relieved, and also faintly annoyed because of such emotions.

Wang Chongshan didn't seem to notice Gu Yuan's complicated heart fluctuations, and he still talked on his own.

"From knowing that you were missing to finding you, it took eleven hours and 32 minutes. Do you know how I got here every minute?"

Gu Yuan really wanted to yell to stop talking, but the reality was that he was still just silent, letting Wang Chongshan's words drift into his ears and fall into his heart.

"Almost every minute, I'm thinking about how you are and what they will do to you. If they just want to hold me back, that's okay, they won't hurt you too much; if they want to take revenge on me, then they What will happen to you. You don't know, the more I tell myself I'm fine, the clearer my worst thoughts will emerge."

Speaking of this, Wang Chongshan took a deep breath, and hugged Gu Yuan's hand even harder, with undisguised pain in his voice, "Every minute that passes, my heart becomes more desperate. , I was even thinking, if you... What's the point of living by myself?"

Gu Yuan was dumbfounded. He never knew that Wang Chongshan had so many and heavy feelings. He lowered his head and absentmindedly picked at his nails. The cracks left during the struggle had been trimmed.

But Wang Chongshan insisted on telling Gu Yuan all about himself as if venting.

"So, when I saw you lying there completely, still breathing, and your heart beating, how grateful I was, grateful that you were still by my side."

Gu Yuan sighed softly, put his arms around Wang Chongshan's back, and complained, "You're so cunning, I'm obviously the one lying on the bed now, why do you make people feel more distressed than me?"

Wang Chongshan smiled, looked at Gu Yuan's neck covered in purple, red and bruises, his eyes darkened, and he kissed him softly on his neck, then helped Gu Yuan to lie down again, for him Cover up the quilt.

"Go to sleep for a while. This kind of situation also requires a lot of physical strength. Don't think too much. The doctor also said that it is relatively easy to get rid of your situation."

Gu Yuan hooked the corners of his mouth, closed his eyes obediently, and could feel the long breathing of the person beside him, always accompanying him.

Wang Chongshan kept looking at Gu Yuan until the phone vibrated, and he lowered his voice to connect, but his eyes were still glued to Gu Yuan.The person on the other end of the phone kept talking, Wang Chongshan listened, his eyes froze little by little, as sharp as a knife chiseled from ice, which made people shudder.He responded in a low voice, looked at Gu Yuan who was lying on the bed worriedly, got up and walked towards the door.

The moment he turned around, Gu Yuan suddenly opened his eyes again, staring at Wang Chongshan's back as he disappeared into the doorway. There was no emotion on his face, just staring at the empty doorway in a daze.

"The patient's situation is a bit tricky."

"How to say?"

"The survey proves that a considerable number of victims of kidnapping will be left with psychological shadows and even develop mental illness after being rescued. And this patient also suffered a certain degree of pressure and injury during the kidnapping process, which is very It may cause him to develop self-loathing, world-weariness, fear, fear of contact with people and other psychology."

"Are you world-weary and fearful? Then what should I do? I hired you from the American research lab to solve the problem, not to listen to your long speech."

"It is necessary for the patient to feel that he is valued and needed. During hypnosis, I found that the patient is likely to be perfused with the idea that he will be abandoned at any time, so it is very important to give the patient confidence."

"Then, the detoxification process..."

"All the detoxification process will definitely be painful. My suggestion is to do it step by step, not in a hurry, which is good for the patient's psychology and body."

"Okay, I understand."