hand in hand rebirth

"Hello, here are the white tulips you ordered." The smiling female clerk handed over a handful of exquisitely wrapped white tulips. Tulips of such good quality need to be scheduled to be shipped by air from the Netherlands a week in advance, and the price is naturally expensive. Their family is the flower shop with the best reputation in the imperial city, unless there are specific festivals and weddings, it is difficult to get such orders.

Two-thirds of the boy's face was covered by huge sunglasses, and the exposed part showed the paleness of a long-term sick person. The hands stretched out to catch flowers were extremely thin, as if only a thin layer of skin was left wrapped around the bones No matter how you look at it, it is shocking.

He held the bouquet in his arms, sniffed it lightly with his nose close, brushed the crystal dew on the petals with his slender fingers, with a cautious attitude.

"It just arrived by air last night, and we processed it right away to ensure that they are still in perfect condition today." Seeing him watching carefully, the female clerk added an introduction.

"Thank you." Surprisingly, the boy's voice was hoarse like sand grinding the floor, as old as an old man.

"No, welcome to come next time!" The young female clerk carefully concealed her surprise, raised a bright smile and watched the rare guest leave.

The young man walked slowly to the door, got into a black extended car and sped away. The female clerk stared blankly at the car that quickly disappeared. She didn't wake up until the doorbell rang, "Welcome Come, what do you need?"

Lai Xiaobai propped his chin, looked out the window with empty and pale eyes, the bodyguard beside him looked at the bouquet of tulips in his arms, and asked tentatively, "Why don't I get these flowers for you? Tired."

Lai Xiaobai turned his head and stared at him, his eyes were like frost. The bodyguards who stared at him felt cold on the soles of their feet, so they turned their heads back and said two words stiffly: "No."

The bodyguard could only submissively say yes, and no longer dared to speak out.

Seeing that Xiaobai didn't pay attention to him anymore, he also froze in a daze.It has been more than half a month since he was transferred from his husband to this young master. Others envy him that he can be by the side of the person whom his husband loves. If he pleases him, he will always have a chance to stand out. He once thought so, and thought about it countless times. Thinking about how to behave in order to be like this young master.

But from the first day he was transferred, he found that this young master was not only taciturn but also very closed-off, he hardly ever went out, and he rarely even saw his face, let alone any chance to express himself. .

Every time the husband came, he would just glance at him once or twice in a hurry. Sometimes the two of them wouldn't even talk. If it was another lover of the husband, even if he was not happy to see him passing by, at least he would not lose face. , only this little young master has always been indifferent to his husband, making him break out in a cold sweat watching him stand aside.Thinking of this, he couldn't help worrying about his future again.

The car drove on the highway from the city, and the scenery outside the window also gradually transitioned from the bustling bustling crowds to the desolation with few people.Xiaobai's already pale face gradually turned pale.

When the car stopped at the foot of a low mountain, Lai Xiaobai's face was so pale that there was no blood in it.He gritted his teeth, as if after a lot of struggle, he decided to get out of the car.

The bodyguards beside him immediately got out of the car and followed behind him.Lai Xiaobai glanced impatiently, "I'll go up by myself, don't follow me."

Next to the huge stone arch stands a small wooden sign, on which a string of big characters is written in a black brush-no vehicles are allowed to enter.Four big characters are engraved on the arch - Jing'an Cemetery.

Hearing Lai Xiaobai's order, the four bodyguards behind him were all dumbfounded. They looked at each other hesitantly. After a while, Lai Xiaobai left them and stepped on the stairs up the mountain.

The bodyguards immediately followed. The master's order was to take good care of the young master. None of them dared to disobey this order. At most, they hid in a corner where the young master could not see. Secret protection was a must.

Lai Xiaobai walked very slowly, the road up the mountain was twists and turns, and the steps spiraled up one after another as if it would never end.From time to time, there are small paths leading to neat rows of tombstones beside the steps.

It's not the Ching Ming season, and there are almost no people who come to pay respects on the road. The huge cemetery looks extremely empty, and the pale smiles on the tombstones seem to tell their stories to the air.

Lai Xiaobai didn't look sideways, and walked step by step very attentively. Although the sweat that slid down his forehead had soaked through his shirt, he didn't have the slightest intention to stop.

The four strong men behind him followed from a distance, dawdling all the way, and finally came to the top of the mountain. There were fewer tombstones here than those at the bottom of the mountain, and each tomb was very spacious.

Lai Xiaobai quickly found his goal. Among the uniform black tombstones in the cemetery, the simple white tombstone in the corner stood out.

The smile on the boy's face in the photo on the white marble tombstone is forever frozen in the brightest moment.Lai Xiaobai squatted down (you know) and carefully wiped the non-existent dust on the tombstone with his fingers. After wiping it carefully, he put the tulip in his hand in front of the tombstone, and then leaned against Gu Yuan's tombstone. Sit down.

"Ayuan, I came to see you. It's the first time I've come to see you. Are you angry? Don't be angry. I have so many things to do. Take a look at the cemetery I chose for you. Tombstone, I also bought your old home for you! By the way, there is also Auntie, the Huang family took her back, saying that she is going abroad for treatment, so don’t worry..."

Later, Xiaobai babbled a lot without hesitation, and the boy who made him feel at ease was sleeping next to him, as if he could see his tolerant smile just by turning around.

"... Lin Xiang, that bastard, thought that he would go crazy when he climbed into Zhou's house, but he didn't come to class one day and heard that his leg was broken, and Zhou's house didn't even make a fuss." Lai Xiaobai He paused when he said this, and rubbed his face against Gu Yuan's tombstone, as if he was acting like a baby to that person, "You are so soft-hearted, you will definitely feel sorry for him, don't feel sorry for him, you don't even feel sorry for me, don't feel bad he."

Lai Xiaobai smiled palely, and put his forehead on Gu Yuan's tombstone. When he was a child, every time he asked Gu Yuan for something, he would put his forehead on Gu Yuan's forehead and act like a spoiled child. Gu Yuan would always have nothing to do with him like this.

"Okay, okay?" Lai Xiaobai stubbornly wanted an affirmative answer from him, but the side of his forehead was rough and cold, but that person would never answer him again.

"Bada." What kind of dripping sound broke the tranquility of this moment, "Bada, bada...", it must be raining, come Xiaobai looked at the sky in boredom, the sun is still shining brightly, Lai Xiaobai was stunned The ground touched his face, which was moist and cold.

"Ayuan, am I crying?" Lai Xiaobai's face was full of tears, and he looked at the boy in the photo with wide innocent eyes, "Am I very useless, I can't help you, I can't help auntie, I can do anything I can't..." His voice was choked up, and tears couldn't stop falling down.

"When I was with him, I was really afraid that you would know. Lin Xiang told me that Uncle and him are in different camps. If I want to be with him, I can no longer be friends with you.

I don't know what your camps and factions are?I just want to be with him. I promised my mother that if I meet someone I love, I will be with him wholeheartedly.Later, people from his side began to come to me to ask you, I thought it was wrong, just, that's why I told you to... talk about that. "

Speaking of this, Lai Xiaobai's eyes were already red and swollen from crying, he curled up tightly, and pressed his back against Gu Yuan's tombstone, pretending that the person would hug him and comfort him.

"I didn't dare to look for you after I heard about the accident in your house. It's not that I didn't want to give you money when you came to look for me that day." "Look, I've prepared everything for you. I heard that something happened to your house and I prepared it the day before. It's just that his person is with me. I just want to send it to you in private. Who knows ,who knows……"

Lai Xiaobai's body trembled uncontrollably, thinking of how he was struck by lightning when he received the phone call that day, and when he went to the hospital to see Gu Yuan who was completely changed and broken, his heart was ashamed.At that moment, guilt, regret, self-blame... These emotions were like the sea that would drown him deeply.

He thought countless times, if he could come out to Gu Yuan that day, if he hadn't been so determined to break up with Gu Yuan back then, if... Then, now his A Yuan can still stand in front of him alive, feeling distressed Wipe the tears off his face.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in life. With just a single thought, that good-natured boy has closed his eyes forever and slept in the cold and dark underground. When he was wronged, no one would hug him, coax him, and wipe away his tears. there is none left.

Lai Xiaobai's heart throbbed with pain, but he felt that this kind of pain would make him feel better.He raised his hand to wipe away the tears all over his face indiscriminately, and still complained, "A Yuan, no one cares that I'm crying when you're not here."

In the black-and-white photo on the stele, the boy is still gentle and modest. Lai Xiaobai stares at the photo, as if he has received silent comfort.

"Okay, I know you don't like to see me cry. Let's not talk about that. Do you like it here? I picked a good spot for you. You can see Haye from here! Didn't you always want to If you want a house near the sea, you are satisfied now!" He pouted again, "Don't worry, I bought this with the property my mother left me, and your house, I know you don't want to buy it. I like him and won't use his money."

The wind on the top of the mountain blew gently, and the messy bangs on Lai Xiaobai's forehead were blown slightly, he narrowed his eyes in satisfaction, as if that person was stroking his head to comfort him.

"I'll tell you a secret, only you are allowed to know." Lai Xiaobai lowered his voice and looked around vigilantly, "I don't seem to love him anymore."

"No, it's definitely not because of you." Lai Xiaobai shook his head, knowing what he would say if Gu Yuan was there, "He doesn't have any feelings for me, and besides me, he also has people in other places. , I just kept pretending that I didn’t know that’s all. I thought I would always love, even if he didn’t have me in his heart, but, Ah Yuan, my mother never told me that loving someone who doesn’t love you is such a tiring thing I'm so tired, I've already forgotten that I love him."

Speaking of this, Lai Xiaobai's face was full of sadness, only to be replaced by a weak smile for a moment.

"Okay, after talking so much, I've interrupted your rest, don't think I'm annoying!" Lai Xiaobai leaned over and kissed Gu Yuan's photo, "I'm going to walk alone for the rest of the journey , you have to watch me carefully."

Lai Xiaobai stood up, his numb legs made him stagger, and he barely supported Gu Yuan's tombstone to stand still.Standing in front of the tomb, he waved seriously at Gu Yuan in the photo, turned and left.

As the sun set and the evening wind blew, the fragments of childhood memories wrapped around the corner of the boy's clothes, flew into the air, and finally scattered all over the ground.

"Xiaobai, you idiot, you will fail the math test!" A Yuan, I am now the first in my grade in high math, am I better than you?

"Xiaobai, how old are you? You can't even tie your shoelaces. I will never help you again next time!" Ah Yuan, I can tie my own shoelaces now, but it looks good Ugly, how to tie it to look good, can you teach me?

"Xiaobai, don't cry, your mother is gone, I will always be with you." Ah Yuan, I didn't cry, it's just that I got sand in my eyes!You said you would stay with me forever, I always remember it, you can't forget it!

"noob,……"

"noob,……"

Well, Ah Yuan, Ah Yuan.