hand in hand rebirth

Gu Yuan sat beside the flower garden on the school roof, with one foot bent and the other swinging back and forth leisurely.He squinted his eyes and looked at this familiar yet unfamiliar old school.The gray-white wall skin that was eroded and mottled by the rain, and the iron railings on it that make people laugh and study hard, go up every day, are already dilapidated but still alive because of the school’s stinginess, it is said that they are almost old but still lush and luxuriant The sycamore tree, and the innocent smile that seems to be shining year after year.

It's nice to be young!Gu Yuan couldn't help feeling emotional.Because you are young, you can have no scruples, go forward bravely, and act recklessly.When these years are squandered, people will gradually be stained with dirty gray and become numb and indifferent.

Gu Yuan took a deep breath, and the unbearable memories flooded his mind like mountains and seas.

Gu Yuan's childhood was a bit different from those of the children in the same courtyard. When those peers were all busy in cram school and special classes, he was accompanied by toys, piles of sand, and cartoons.

The young Gu Yuan once heard such a conversation at the door of his parents' room:

"Children now have to learn one or two specialties. You see, Lin Xiang also learned piano and painting. If you let him play, how will he compete with others in the future?" The mother's voice seemed worried.

"If he wants to learn, he will naturally tell you, isn't it good now?" The father didn't seem to care about the mother's worries.

"Then what will Xiao Yuan do in the future? In your current position, he..."

"I entered into an official career because of my own ideals. As for Xiao Yuan, I hope he can choose his own path in the future. No matter what his future is, as long as he has no regrets about his original choice."

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Gu Yuan couldn't remember the result of the argument between his parents, but his father's words were remembered by him who was still ignorant.

The young Gu Yuan spent six years in the No. [-] Middle School. Apart from his handsome face and his father who was a secretary of the municipal party committee, he had almost nothing to commend him. Some people are there, and there are countless people with proud family backgrounds.In contrast, Gu Yuan, who is silent and has no other specialties, can almost be submerged in the crowd.

But Gu Yuan still feels happy, because he doesn't have to shoulder the responsibilities of his father, and beside him is Lin Xiang who grew up in the same compound, and Lai Xiaobai, a close friend he has known since elementary school.The small group of three wandered all over the streets and alleys of city A, skipped school together, spent the night in Internet cafes together, and jerked off to playboys together...

It was so good at that time!Gu Yuan thought leisurely.Since when did this all start to change?Did everyone have their own circle after entering B University, did Gu Yuan's father and Lin Xiang's father join different camps and started to be hostile to each other, or did Xiaobai fall in love with that princeling prince willingly and desperately? To pieces for him.

Only Gu Yuan, only he is still childishly immersed in that dream when he was young, ignoring that his partner at that time has gradually drifted away, only he is still stubbornly staying in place.

That's why the disaster hit him so hard, even ruining his life.Although Gu Yuan did not personally participate in it, he vaguely knew that his father's continuous promotion was closely related to his joining the camp of the emerging faction and being appreciated by those in power. Yuan's father was launched by the leader of the emerging faction as a tool to appease the opponent's anger.

The Gu family lost overnight.Corruption, keeping a mistress, using power for personal gain, being involved in gangsters... One hat after another was put on Gu Yuan's father's head, and the verdict was handed down very quickly, as if everything had been rehearsed.Gu Yuan only had time to meet him once.On that side, Gu Yuan will never forget his father's expression when he was taken away from his seat, the despair and decadence he had never seen in his life.

Those conspiracies and struggles, those intrigues, were too far away from Gu Yuan, he couldn't understand the cruelty and complexity of such struggles with his father's love and indulgence.He also didn't know what to do for his father.

Therefore, he could only watch the back of his father going away, biting his fist hard to keep himself from crying, hating himself for being cowardly.

However, this is only the beginning.The Gu family's house, savings, and car were all confiscated because of unknown sources, and the income from the club run by Gu's mother became the only reliance for the whole family.And this only support was lost with the exposure of Gu Yuan's father.The storefront was smashed for no reason, the suppliers' lions opened their mouths, and the store rent was frequently increased, which forced the club to close.Gu Yuan and his mother had no choice but to sell their property and move to a small rental house.

After talking with the counselor, Gu Yuan voluntarily proposed to drop out of school and look for job opportunities.What Gu Yuan found unacceptable was that his mother fainted at home and was diagnosed with terminal liver cancer after being sent to the hospital!If you want to delay for some time and need money, you will burn a lot of money.In desperation, Gu Yuan approached Lin Xiang and Lai Xiaobai successively.Who would have thought that one of the former best friends would ridicule him and the other would avoid him.

Just like that, the lonely Gu Yuan was hit by a speeding car on the way back to the rental house alone and flew into the grass beside the road.How ridiculous!Gu Yuan watched the man who got out of the car in a hurry approach with horror on his face, then ran back to the car in a panic, turned on the ignition and ran away.Gu Yuan didn't even have time to say anything, his throat was already filled with fishy sweetness.

Gu Yuan looked at the sky helplessly, feeling the vitality draining from his body bit by bit, his only concern was his mother who was lying on the hospital bed.Not reconciled, really not reconciled!Gu Yuan tried to struggle and was completely plunged into darkness.Despair, endless despair overwhelmed him.

"Dad, I really regret it!" Gu Yuan finally shouted silently in his heart.

If I could live my whole life, I, Gu Yuan, would give up love and never trust anyone again.Overcoming thorns and thorns for the family, but also to break a bloody road!

That desperate cry seemed to linger in my ears.As soon as he opened his eyes, Gu Yuan realized that perhaps God had really heard his cry. The yellowed walls, the family portrait on the bedside, and the school uniform nicknamed the straight-fit suit were all reminding him that when he really came back, Reborn in the sophomore year of high school.When he saw the familiar faces of his parents, Gu Yuan's nose was sore and he almost couldn't help crying.

After being dazed for a few days, Gu Yuan finally woke up from the astonishment of being reborn, regained contact with Lin Xiang and Lai Xiaobai, and started a normal life as a high school student.

It was nearly three years before his father was sacrificed, and his father had not yet been appreciated by the leaders of the emerging faction, so there was still a chance to start over.As long as you plan carefully, you can avoid that disaster.

Gu Yuan thought silently, lying down with his head on his arms.The feeling of the wind blowing over the cheeks is like a mother's caress, and a deep sleepiness hits.The cheerful school bell rang several times, and Gu Yuan felt the peace of mind he had not seen for a long time, so let him go, he closed his eyes, and fell into a dreamland.