Every time I finish my soul, I have to wipe my saliva on a loyal dog

Chapter 6 Changqin Perspective

Whenever I find out that Changle is different from the appearance, it will be more funny in my heart.In the thousands of years of being a fairy, my image of her is actually more of "the face is cold and the heart is hot, and I want to get close to me but never dare to go forward".

I can understand the intimacy she showed, because from the same origin, I always treat her differently from others. It was left in our blood when it was created, perhaps more like the relationship between relatives Feel.

Immortals are very lonely.Sometimes I feel that the so-called immortals are no different from ordinary people except for their strength. They also have emotions and desires, but they are hidden under the appearance of innocence.Everyone has a friendly smile on their face but is alienated and suspicious in their hearts. In this case, Chang Le, who likes to be cold-faced but surprisingly easy to understand, caught my attention.

By the side of the mountains and rivers, it was not only Qianyu who accompanied me through such a long time, but also her.That kind of silent companionship made me not feel lonely for thousands of years later.

At that time, I could always put aside everything and immerse myself in the mountains and waters. The open mind and peace of mind made my soul happy.I don't quite understand what Changle is in my heart, dear one?friend?confidant?Or... lover?I really don't understand these things, but I know that I want her to stay by my side.

At that time, I only had two souls and three souls left, my future was uncertain, and crossing the soul was the only way for me to survive.I linger on, but I don't know when my soul will dissipate and disappear between heaven and earth forever.Every time I cross my soul once, pretending to be a soul crossing person and smiling gently at their relatives, I will feel strong resentment, resentment and... bone-crushing loneliness.

I said I don't care, but I gave my feelings sadly, but they don't see me, I just live by the souls of those mortals... I don't know what I am now.What should I do?Where am I going?There is no way forward and no way back, just standing there in a daze and watching the side belonging to Changqin gradually distort.There is a place where I can stay temporarily, but there is no place where I can feel at ease.

My father Zhu Rong once sighed to me, Huiji will hurt me.Maybe he had expected that I would have such a day, and I was forced into a hopeless place by myself.

In the days before Changle came to me, I once thought that I would lose myself in this long and lonely soul crossing.But she came, and at that moment, I clamored for my painful soul to return to peace.I thought of the days in Mt. Yushan, and for a moment I seemed to realize something.For a fairy, the most important thing is not the ability to destroy the world, but the soul that is still proficient after suffering.

Changle will not know how grateful I am to her, it was she who came to me and woke me up, making me realize that I am still a fairy!In her silent company as before, my incomplete soul was slowly soothed, those pains were still clear but could no longer drag me into darkness.

Playing the zither, I returned to the edge of the mountains and rivers, and I felt as if I had broken through some invisible barriers, and became more and more peaceful.I am still a Changqin, but it is a brand new Changqin.It's not the fairy who lived apart from others and only lived for Qin, but the person who has experienced painful feelings and has become a fairy in the true sense.

I'm so glad you're here, Changle.It was you who opened the shackles for me and held me back. As long as you stay with me, I think no matter what pain there is, I can face it as a fairy Changqin, not as mortals whose souls have been crossed by me.

"Do you want to listen to another song?" After talking about a piano piece full of thoughts, I turned my head and asked softly.

"Okay." She leaned on the couch and nodded indifferently, covered her mouth with her sleeve, then put it down, trying to look natural.

I smiled knowingly, stroking the Luan Lai Qin in my hand, and my fingers hooked up the strings again.

"Let's go."

"it is good."

Chang Le never asked me too much, I felt her complete trust, and curled the corners of her mouth.It is indeed a joy to be trusted so much by important people.

The mortal I have crossed my soul this time is Li Yanxi, the young master of a tea merchant's family.I don't want to be Li Yanxi forever, and I don't want Changle to be Li Yanxi's younger sister Li Yangui, raised in a small backyard.I want to take her to see this world of mortals. Before, I was immersed in pain and neglected this great river and mountain, such a beautiful scenery. It is a pity to think about it now.

I distributed part of the family property to the servants whose relatives died, and then left the Li family with the rest of the gold and silver.I laughed at myself in my heart, the sophisticated immortal who didn't understand the world before now understands the need for money.It's just that I didn't expect that even Chang Le, who seemed to know nothing, would take out so much gold and silver after leaving the Li family.

Does she understand or not understand this mortal world?Say she doesn't understand, but she can always be measured, and say she understands, but she can always make a lot of jokes...

"Sister, why did you bring all this gold and silver?" I still couldn't help asking her.

Her eyes wandered strangely for a while, and then she replied calmly as usual: "It's Tong Wu who said that money is the most important thing, I always listened to it... I got used to collecting these..." After a while, secretly I glanced at me and found that I didn't have any bad expressions, so I added another sentence: "It's a pity that on the Tiangong, there are still jewels I have acquired in my palace over the years that I can't take down." I heard her calm tone. Deeply sorry.

I, once again discovered her unknown side.

"Since my sister manages the family so well, I will rely on you to support my brother in the future." I said to her gently, and I saw her turn her head and stare at me.

"Do you really want me to raise it?" Her tone was still calm, but I could hear her excitement and eagerness to try. Now I am used to seeing the subtle differences in her tone and her eyes. Meaning, this does amuse me.Every day I get along with her, I can discover her little secrets. I look forward to the day when I can dig out this treasure of hers. It must be very...beautiful...

"Why do we still call me my sister after we all left the Li family?" She suddenly thought of something and asked me.

"I think this name is very catchy, what does my sister think? Or, my sister doesn't want to call me brother?" I sighed to her, looking a little sad.

She immediately said: "Brother, let's go buy some food, my sister is hungry." Then she never talked about the address.

I just think that calling me sister seems to be a good feeling when I don't know what she represents in my heart.In a sense, she is indeed my sister.Didn't Luan Lai and Feng Lai come from the same tree in the Li Mountain, and they came from the same hand and were born successively?

In the days after leaving Li's house, we sometimes stayed in the inn, sometimes lived in a small courtyard rented temporarily, and sometimes simply slept by the campfire with the stars on our pillows.We have left our footprints on the fishing boats on the nameless lake, in the quiet temples in the empty mountains, and in the bustling streets.

Things in the world are not as expected, and there are not only happy things happening during the trip, but when I am with this person next to me, I feel that no matter where it is, because my heart has found a place to rest.She has a unique aura that allows me to settle down. If I can, I have no problem with traveling around like this.

It's a pity... I feel that this body can't last much longer.

"We, it's time to find the soul crosser."

As soon as I finished speaking, she saw her sitting next to me grabbing my hand and staring at my face, "Brother, what's wrong? Crossing the soul is because this body can't support it, right? So What's wrong with you? Can you still move now? Do you need me to find someone? What do you want? What do you want? I'll look for it right away, I..."

"Don't get too excited, there is still some time left, we can start looking now."

I held her hand comfortingly. It was the first time she spoke so many words in one breath, which shows how excited she was.I saw the worry in her eyes, my heart moved, I smiled slightly, leaned over and kissed her smooth forehead gently, and retreated immediately.

There was no such deep worry in her eyes, but a ignorance of not knowing what happened, and she looked at me stupidly, and didn't recover for a long time.But in the eyes of those who don't know her well, she has always had that calm expression.

Later, I found that she touched her forehead and giggled from time to time when I was not paying attention, looking extremely satisfied, and when I saw her, she put on a serious expression that could no longer be serious.

"If I cross the soul, what will happen to my sister?"

"Because of the beads we ate, as long as my brother crosses the soul, I will possess the person closest to your soul crossing person, no matter how far apart we are, so don't worry, I won't lose you, Changqin."

This is the second time she called me Changqin, with a solemn and serious expression.

After confirming my guess, I felt more at ease, and concentrated on finding someone suitable for soul crossing.After a year, I found the right person.

It was a couple in a village, the husband was called Ye Liang, and the wife was called Zhou Susu.It is said that all relatives have passed away, no relatives and no reasons, just moved to that village from other places, the husband was sick in bed because of the acclimatization of the soil and water when he moved here, and his wife was busy taking care of him, so he didn’t get along well with other people in the village Familiar, the house is also separated from other people in the village.

Great for people, and, couples?It seems that it is not bad to try being a husband and wife this time. I am looking forward to it. If I have tried to be a relative, then this time, I will try to be a husband and wife. What is the difference.

That night, Chang Le and I came to the dilapidated small courtyard where the couple lived.Everything was going well, the thin man in the gown was sleeping on the bed, and his wife was sleeping on the other side.But... when I got out of Li Yanxi's body and was about to enter that man's body, I found... that man suddenly stopped breathing ==

Although he was sick, but he died at this time... If I can see the expression at this time, it must be very bad.

The soul crossing can only cross living objects... In desperation, the soul crossing object becomes the person next to him...

So when I barely opened my eyes from the pain, I saw that I was wearing the blue floral sarong worn by that wife... Also, that man who was saying something with a happy expression beside the bed...

I'm glad that I am so painful that I can't make any expression (╯‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻

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