Every time I finish my soul, I have to wipe my saliva on a loyal dog

Chapter 38 Changqin Perspective

I seemed to be standing by, watching this familiar yet unfamiliar person gradually walk into a dead end.

Watching him gain and lose again, constantly seeking even a little warmth, wanting to leave everything in memory.From looking forward to giving up, to looking forward to again, and then to ushering in greater pain.Looking at the deeper and deeper despair and resentment in his eyes, he walked into the abyss step by step.

"Why... drifting away, why... few groups, why... being apart for a long time, why... being restless."

That kind of deep helplessness, unwillingness, despair and resentment...is this, destiny?For a moment, I seemed to empathize with it, and the almost forgotten hatred and pain burned like a flame, burning my soul.

I stood quietly in a dark world, feeling the pain of my soul being torn apart, and my body devoured by thousands of ants.He couldn't help but raised his hand and looked at his palm, clenching it blankly and trying to grab something, but he didn't grab anything.

Soft white light suddenly drifted away, and that light gradually turned into a person.

"I am Luanlai Qinling Changle, this is for you." The person with a cold face handed me a piano, which was her natal Luanlai.

"Old friend, I know you have gaps in your heart, but it's not good to think too much, why don't you just follow your heart." The white-haired old man with a bright and wise smile handed me a volume of medical books. "I teach you medical skills. I don't ask you to save others, but I ask you to save yourself."

"Father, do you want to teach me how to play the piano?" "Father, you should go to the store once in a while, don't leave everything to me." I still remember the look in his eyes when he was a child The feeling of admiration.

"Shu Ming, you have to bring Shu Ying back carefully. When you two boys come back, Master, I will take you to my treasure house..." The master who is obviously reluctant but pretends to be generous, if he hadn't said After finishing this sentence, I turned my back and smacked my mouth. I think I will be even more moved.

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Obviously my soul and body are twitching in pain at this moment, but I want to smile from the bottom of my heart.

Looking at the person who harbored resentment and resentment in his eyes, I smiled in relief, and walked the opposite way with him.

Regardless of whether the person I saw in my dream is me or not, I will never go on the same road of no return as him.I have people I care about, I have precious relationships, how lucky I am compared to the people in my dreams.

Even though I still can't see the way forward, I have never been lonely on this journey.

I only hope that the long journey of treading songs will not only...

When I opened my eyes, what I saw were spider webs on the beams of the ruined temple.After a slight start, I remembered my current situation.

Changle and I went to search for a medicinal herb, but I didn't expect to meet four monsters guarding the medicinal herb.Because it is located in a cave, you can't use the piano sound to attack, you can only use spells.After repelling the four monsters in a thrilling manner, another kind of cave-dwelling monster was attracted because of the large amount of monster blood.

In the end, Changle and I had to give up the medicine and withdrew.But because I have been protecting Chang Le from using too much mana, I have consumed too much of my own power, and finally had to cross the soul early.Fortunately, I soon found someone who is suitable for soul crossing in a ruined temple in the suburbs not far away... The dream just now...was a hallucination caused by too much pain when I crossed my soul?

"Changle?" The body still trembled unconsciously because of the pain left over from the soul crossing, but I didn't care.I finally found out that something was wrong. Usually, Chang Le came to me before I woke up, so that I could see her when I opened my eyes.Only in this way will I feel at ease, but this time, I haven't seen Changle yet.

My heart sank, and I scanned the ruined temple.Changle will possess the person closest to me when I cross my soul, so she shouldn't be far away from me.

Pausing in a corner, I found a woman huddled there, and...the bodies of Shu Ming and Shu Ying.

"Changle?" I stood up and walked towards the woman in the corner, calling softly as I approached.I thought it was Chang Le, she just fell asleep.But I saw the woman in the corner visibly trembling because of my call, and I heard her keep repeating "Don't come here, monster" as if she was frightened.

I stopped, and the smile on my face disappeared.That's not Changle... Realizing this, my heart gradually sank.If this woman is not Changle, where is Changle?Recalling when Changle and I came to this ruined temple, there was indeed a man and a woman here, and now I have become that man, but that woman is not Changle...

Wait... I suddenly remembered that the belly of the woman who was hiding at the side... seemed to be... I didn't see clearly at that time because the situation was too urgent.

I pursed my lips and walked quickly into the shivering woman. At this moment, the woman suddenly screamed.When she turned around, I clearly saw the woman's high belly.

I looked at the stomach and felt a bad feeling, could it be... Changle is really in there?

Seeing me approaching, the woman hugged her belly and leaned back, but she couldn't move because of the pain. After a while, I saw a puddle of water and blood streaks left under her body.She is going to give birth, and the person she is going to give birth to is probably Chang Le... But what should I do in this situation?

It seems that after meeting Changle, I often encounter such scenes that make me wonder what to do.

The woman seemed to be in severe pain, completely ignoring me being beside her, and began to howl while hugging her stomach.The blood kept flowing out, which reminded me of the scene of Changle giving birth.Although Changle didn't scream so fiercely like this woman, I was still flustered at that time.Now, it's not Changle who is giving birth, but she has probably become the one who was born, so I'm still... flustered ==

Standing on the side, I watched helplessly as the woman gradually became weak, but the child in her womb showed no signs of being born.Pursing my lips, I took out a sword from Shuming's body beside me.If the one in the abdomen is really Changle, if it continues like this, it will definitely suffocate in the abdomen, and it can only be dug out with a sword.As for this woman who looks like my physical wife, since she is not Changle, then even if she is not dead, she cannot be kept alive.

Seeing me walking towards her with my sword in hand, the woman who was originally weak suddenly opened her eyes and screamed, but her face was grim as she moved and hurt.Before I could make a move, I suddenly saw the belly swell, and then a small baby slipped out from the woman's body.

I froze for a moment and hurried forward to cut off the umbilical cord, took off the clothes from Shu Ming and Shu Ying, wrapped the baby, and helped her wipe off the amniotic fluid and blood residue on her body.At any rate, I have hugged Changle and I's child a few times before, so that the child would not fall to the ground with trembling hands, but my movements can't be said to be very skilled.But no matter whether my movements were stiff or my strength was a bit strong, the child in my arms didn't cry.

The red and wrinkled child has not yet opened its eyes, and its small mouth is wriggling.Holding this child, I feel tenderness in my heart, and I know that this must be Changle.Using my fingertips to slide gently on the face of the baby in my arms, I lowered my head and kissed the baby's forehead.

"Changle, it's you, right~"

Just after I finished speaking, the baby who had been quiet in my arms hummed for a while, then became quiet again, and burrowed into my arms.

"Hehe~ My Changle has turned into a baby~"

So this time, our physical relationship is father and daughter.But... Looking at the extremely light child in my hand, I chuckled lightly.This way, it seems to be good.

Holding Chang Le carefully, I searched out the things I could use on Shu Ming and Shu Ying, and then got into trouble.When Changle gave birth, I didn't really realize it at that time. The child was taken care of by Ah Fu and the nanny most of the time.Changle and I, who also didn't know what to do, just watched with our eyes open.

I know that such a small baby needs to eat, and change diapers and so on... But in this situation, where should I go to find food for Changle?I don't know if the boiled water of Buyuan Dan that I brought can be fed to Changle, but will there be no problem for babies to drink this?

Just when I was hesitating, there was a sound of footsteps outside the ruined temple.Several people dressed as servants hurried in, and the leading servant immediately knelt down when he saw me: "Second Young Master, the servant is late, please forgive me, Second Young Master!"

Although this person is respectful, he looks quite indifferent to me, the second son... A few blurred images flashed in his mind. A talented scholar with a rotten spirit.In the family, he is one of the three sons of the head of the family. He is not good at managing family affairs and is not good at scheming. He only knows how to recite poems and make right actions on weekdays... except for his skin, Shang Ke is basically useless.

The reason why he is in this ruined temple is probably thanks to his third brother.The head of the house is old, and the head of the house's three children, the eldest is weak and sick, the second has no virtue and talent, and the third is quite cunning and ambitious. Naturally, they are dissatisfied that the two elder brothers won the position of head of the house.So the second son, Liu Yun, took his wife who was pregnant but in a bad mood to go out to relax at the suggestion of his younger brother.

Then naturally, he was chased and killed on the way.Fortunately, the two of them were lucky enough to escape to this hidden ruined temple. Behind... naturally, Chang Le and I appeared to occupy their bodies.

"Second son, second lady? And those two people..."

Following the eyes of the leader, I realized that the woman was silent just now.As if I was still in shock, I said with a trembling voice in fright: "Yunniang... she has already, already gone to give birth to our daughter... They are all those villains. I must find the murderer, and I can't let Yunniang die. I don't understand... Yunniang, Yunniang!" By the end, my eyes were already moist, and I couldn't bear to look at the corpse over there.

"My condolences to the second son. Fortunately, there is nothing wrong with the young lady." The man was silent for a moment and then pointed to the bodies of Shu Ming and Shu Ying: "As for the two people over there, I don't know if the second son knew each other. If the servant did not admit his mistake, then the two He must be a disciple of the Qi Refining Sect of Wuhua Mountain, and seems to be a direct disciple of the elders of the Chinese generation."

Hearing this person's words, I was a little surprised in my heart. It's not easy to know Wuhua Mountain so well. "These two died here before we came here... If they are really Wuhua Mountain disciples as you said, what should I do? Will those cultivators blame me?" He looked a little scared , I hurriedly asked, not surprisingly seeing the contempt in the eyes of the person in front of me.

"It's okay, how can the cultivators of Wuhua Mountain care about us innocent ordinary people, they are all talents in the world!" Seeing the respect and envy in this person's eyes, and thinking about what Master did every day, I fell silent for a while. .

"After sending the second son and the young lady back to Liu's house, the servant will go to Wuhua Mountain and tell the elder about it."

"That's good, let's go back to Liu's house quickly, the messy environment is unbearable!" I glanced at the ruined temple in disgust, and urged.

Sure enough, seeing this man's disdain, I couldn't help but chuckle in my heart, the Liu family doesn't seem to be calm.It needs to be cleaned up, after all, Changle cannot be allowed to live in such an uneasy environment.

"Daddy's Changle, Daddy will take you home now~" Heh~

The author has something to say: Is it because my writing is becoming more and more boring or is there some other reason why everyone doesn’t leave a message QAQ I feel so lonely QAQ Don’t abandon others~