When Su Siyuan grew his first gray hair and his little monster was still a teenager, Su Siyuan realized that he was wrong.

He remembered the question Baitang had asked him at the very beginning, and he could even remember the expression on Baitang's face when he asked those words.

Memory is really a wonderful thing, many things that he thought he had forgotten, came one after another at that moment, even the posture of Baitang holding the flower branch that day, and even the butterfly-like lines on the flower, all clearly appeared in front of his eyes.

With a cool, cool feeling like breaking a dike.

His little monster asked "If one day...you fell in love with a short-lived monster, what would you do?"

What was he thinking then?

In the night when no one is around, the moonlight shining on the ground passes through the window lattice.

He stared at the young man in front of him, and noticed that there was a little confusion in those dark green eyes, like drizzle falling on a green pool, and little ripples disturbed the tranquility.

He thought, if this is a strategy game, then this question should be a crucial point, success or failure depends on it.

Yes, he likes Baitang so much. From the very beginning, he has been careful and planned every step of the way. Everything he does is based on gaining Baitang's favorability.

Just like in the beginning, when he handed the young man the flower dew he collected himself, he deliberately showed a little tiredness, so that the other party felt indebted and had a good impression of him.

But when he saw the young man's sullen appearance, he began to regret it again. The other party's eyes were clear and sparkling, and when he looked up at him quietly with guilt, it reminded Su Siyuan of the idea of ​​angels and immortals. class exists.

Does not stick to dirt.

So Su Siyuan looked extremely despicable.

So later, Su Siyuan never did these things again, and no longer showed his dedication. All his love and protection were Chunyu's silent.

But that was all later. The Su Siyuan who heard the question that night did not have such a high level of ideological awareness. He was still concentrating on the answer, thinking about what kind of answer would move people's hearts the most.

At this time, Su Siyuan began to hate himself for missing a few love stories.

When he was alone in the company, he always hid a few love books and complete works of love words in the drawer, and he took them out to study carefully after work, and the handwriting of various colors was densely connected into one piece, and in the end it was quite a spectacular note .

He has never been in a relationship before, and he doesn't have much experience, but he wants to give Baitang the most perfect relationship, so he usually has to do more hard work.

"I will miss him for the rest of my life." He said the answer he finally came up with in an affectionate but not exaggerated voice.

Su Siyuan felt that this answer was perfect, reflecting his affectionate and dedicated personality.

It is hypocritical to create a persona for yourself in love, just like adding a filter to a selfie, but it is very necessary, at least for Su Siyuan at the beginning, this is an indispensable step no matter what.

Because he likes Baitang so much that he doesn't want to expose any of his shortcomings.

For example, his possessiveness, his jealousy, his selfishness and even his passion and desire.

He would never tell Baitang that there were many moments when he wanted to lock Baitang up in an extremely luxurious cage, so that he would be the only one in Baitang's world.

He will completely possess Baitang.

No one can touch his treasures.

He has always suppressed such a terrible possessive desire very well, just like he restrained his own inertia. Countless mornings when he got up early, he frantically wanted to lie in bed. In the struggle of the true self, he finally got up with nothing to love.

If you want to be an excellent monster, you have to overcome many things.

For example, nature.

In fact, possessiveness also stems from his nature. He likes Baitang just like a sloth likes its tree. He wants to hug him all the time, and he refuses to let go.

This chilling possessiveness was well concealed by him, so good that almost everyone thought that he was just purely jealous.

Chi Cainan also made fun of him, even eating the vinegar of the baby snail.

Perhaps children are more sensitive and can see many things that adults try to hide.

Those dark sides that are dimly invisible.

So at first, the baby snails were always a little afraid of him.

In fact, this fear is right.

When the baby snails occupied Baitang, he thought coolly in his heart, why didn't they disappear into this world?

A fleeting thought.

It's cold as hell.

However, he has been disguised very well, a gentleman is gentle, understanding and affectionate, with a completely harmless appearance.

So Baitang believed it foolishly.

His little monster looked at him trustingly, like a lost person looking at a lighthouse, "Wouldn't it be bitter?"

What is bitter?

If the monster I fell in love with had a short lifespan and died one step earlier than me, I...

That will naturally be very painful.

What does it mean?Does that mean his little monster's lifespan is extremely short?

My heart suddenly throbbed, and when I thought of this possibility, my heart was in turmoil.

but……

But not being able to be with Baitang is the deepest sadness, the sadness of a lifetime of regret.

With that in mind, he replied firmly, "Yes."

Everything is true.

He has said jokes, love words, and countless truthful words to Bai Tang.Those words hidden in the bottom of my heart are only confided to Baitang.

"But it's as sweet as it gets."

"And if I hadn't fallen in love with him, I wouldn't know what is bitter, and I wouldn't know what is sweet."

He really thought that way at that time, and even thought that if Baitang left first, he could die for love.

Can't let his little monster wait on the Naihe Bridge for too long.

He has been slow all his life, the only thing he can't be late for is the meeting with Baitang.

So much so that later he felt strange together, wondering why he was so sure at the beginning, that Baitang was a short-lived monster.

That wrong cognition has been believed by him as the truth for more than 100 years.

Maybe it's because the sloth has a lifespan of 500 years, and it's never considered a short-lived monster, so he just thought it so wishfully, but what's wrong is always wrong, just like black is black, white is white, it's so clear. Very, how will it be reversed.

So the truth finally came out.

That day when he was standing in front of the mirror and wearing a tie, he caught a glimpse of a white hair on his forehead inadvertently.

And Baitang was walking into the bathroom sleepily, hugged his waist from behind, pressed his small face to his back, and muttered in a low voice, "Ah, when are you going to retire? You are obviously a sloth, why do you wake up so much?" morning."

Su Siyuan's company in the human world has already retired, but this guy has set up another company in the demon world. The early bird gets the worm, and the early bird, Mr. Sloth, has money to raise Junyu grass.

Although Baitang is already wealthy, Su Siyuan is still determined to work hard to earn money to support his family.

Su Siyuan pulled out his white hair, looked down and saw the little hands around his waist, the smile in his eyes grew stronger, and he said like coaxing a child, "Now is the rising period of your career, of course you have to work harder, otherwise why would you buy it for our Tangtang?" What about presents?"

The young man rubbed his back affectionately, and said softly, "Don't be too tired, I will support you."

He turned around and gently rubbed the boy's little head, "You raise me, and I'll raise you too. Let's raise each other, okay?"

Bai Tang obediently patted his head, and Little Lv Miao didn't complain at all after being rubbed up and down, and then the young man noticed the white hair on his hand with sharp eyes.

"What is this?" The dark green eyes were full of ignorance.

"This is my white hair." Su Siyuan lowered his head and said softly, "I just discovered it this morning."

The young man's small face was wrinkled into a ball, and he stared at the white hair bitterly, as if he wanted to cut him into pieces, make him dare not show up again.

How can it be so cute?

his little monster.

Su Siyuan said a lot of deceitful words. After getting along with Baitang for so many years, his love talk skills are already at the full point, and after a while, he made the young man smile happily, and said some witty words in his arms.

For example, "Then I can no longer call you Mr. Su, I will call you Mr. Su~"

He laughed out loud, stroked the boy's smooth black hair with his palm, and said, "Okay, Mr. Bai."

The atmosphere is warm and harmonious.

However, the next moment, the two opposite words old and young suddenly appeared in his mind, he was stunned for a moment, and looked down at the boy in a daze.

It was a face full of collagen, with a little baby fat on the cheeks.

My heart suddenly hangs in the air.

The question that the teenager asked many years ago echoed in my ears again

"If one day...you fell in love with a short-lived monster, what would you do?"

A short-lived monster.

Who is the monster with a short lifespan?

do you know?Do not you know?

But the answer to the question is already obvious.

A momentary chill, excruciatingly cold teeth.

He suddenly remembered that many years ago, a human named Shan Yirong passed away. He was a person who had great influence in human society, but no matter how influential he was, it had nothing to do with him.

He knew this because the man-of-war jellyfish sat in the garden that day, dressed in black and holding a physical book.

The sky was clear and cloudless, but there was a small cloud above the man-of-war jellyfish, and then it rained all day.

As a big monster, when the man-of-war jellyfish's emotions are too intense, it will affect the external environment, such as the sun and rain in a small area that day.

The place that was drenched by the rain was so small that only the man-of-war jellyfish was drenched, with wet hair clinging to the side of his face, and he sat there completely drenched. The rain was blurry and I couldn't see clearly.

It happened to be the day when the baby snails were on holiday. Chi Zhen ran over joyfully all the way, and saw the sun and rain, and said happily, "Look! Little Rainbow!"

Under the little sun and rain, there is a small curved rainbow.

Chi Zhen, who is still young, can't understand farewell. In his opinion, the reason why sister Sheng Miao created such a rain of sun must be to create a rainbow.

After all, the little rainbow is so beautiful——

"Sister Shengmiao's eyes are the same color!" Chi Zhen smiled and said, "Sister Shengmiao, you have rainbows in your eyes~"

So the man-of-war jellyfish showed a smile like crying.

He once thought this way, if one day Baitang left first, he would definitely not be in such a mess like the man-of-war jellyfish.

Because Baitang definitely didn't like to see him in such a mess, he had to arrange everything properly before going to euthanasia.This kind of thinking is extreme and extreme, but it is the truest thought in his heart.

He had thought about everything, but he never thought that he would be the one who left first.

It was him.

Why is he?

Why can't it be him?

The heart seemed to be gouged out by a knife, and the place around the ribs was empty, and there was nothing left.

Su Siyuan transferred the company to someone else and retired as Baitang wished.He told Baitang that he wanted to plant trees and plant them all over the world.

In fact, they just found a high-sounding excuse to travel around the world with Baitang.

Su Siyuan calculated how long he was still alive, and there were still more than 200 years left.

More than 200 years seems too short.

He turned his head and looked at the young man beside him. His brows and eyes seemed to have opened a little, but he still had a strong childishness.

How long does Baitang live?

1000 years?Or 2000?Will it last longer than grandpa?

When he was very young, he heard adults talking about death, so he asked his grandfather curiously, did he know what "death" was?

Grandpa Su was silent for a while before he said, "I know." He said, "Death means that everyone has gone to another world. When we die too, we will be able to meet you in that world."

Then when he dies, can he just tell Baitang like this——

My little monster, if I die, please don't be too sad, because I just went to another world.

All souls are destined to enter that world, and death is our passport, just like a permit to become a semen. Only with this permit can we immigrate to another new world.

That world is as good as the world here, except without each other.

But don't be sad, I will wait for you in that world.

You don't have to hurry and don't do anything stupid because suicides don't get this pass.

You have to live well in this world, you see, you have earned so much money, it would be a pity if you didn't spend it.You can use this money to do many things, you can buy countless saplings, and turn the deserts of the world into oases...

Yep, that's so lazy.

I almost forgot that only sloths are interested in the ideal of having all the trees in the world.

Oh, I can't say that, because my ideal is different from most sloths, I don't want all the trees in the world, I just want my little monster.

All the trees in the world can't compare to a small leaf of my little monster.

I'm not lying, you see that all the monsters in the demon world like you so much, you are loved by thousands, so you should live freely.You have to enjoy yourself slowly in this world, while I work hard to start a business in another world.

Just like this world, in the time before I met you, I was working hard all the time, and finally reached the peak of Yaosheng and married my little monster.

But I feel that what I have done is not good enough, and the money I earn now is not as much as my little monster.

This is really... too embarrassing to say.

My little monster, I know you don't care about these things, and I know you are capable of raising me, but I don't want to be a sloth that sleeps all day long.

I still remember that you said in front of the jellyfish reporter that the monster you like should be serious and responsible in his work so that he can earn money to support his family.

You don't have to work too hard, he can take care of your beauty and make you earn money to support your family.

This way he can usually sleep at home.

But my little monster, who in this world is more beautiful than you?Now that you have occupied the beautiful and beautiful, give me the responsibility of making money to support the family.

I was still not hard enough, not good enough, and I didn't accumulate wealth that can rival a country, but I was lucky enough to marry you who are all over the country.

This is not good.

I should be better, earn a lot of money, and climb up to a high, high position, so that I can pamper you to the sky.

So I'm going to another world to work hard. I'm not smart enough, I don't have any special skills. The only advantage is that I can endure hardships and stand hard work. Maybe it will be 2000 years before I get ahead in another world.

So don't come here early, we don't want to suffer together, I want to share wealth with you.

How can I be willing to see you suffer?

At that time, I will become a powerful person, even if you want to pick the stars and the moon, I can help you fulfill your wish.

But I know that my little monster will definitely not make such an unreasonable request... In fact, I may not be able to pick the stars and the moon.

……

Su Siyuan prepared a long list of drafts, carefully thought out the words and sentences, and thought about how to make Baitang not feel sad.

The little monster he dotes on at the tip of his heart, the little monster who has never suffered a bit, how can... how can he shed tears for him?

No one in the world should make his little monster feel bad, but he just wanted to be such a sinner.

He really deserves death.

But after death, his little monster will feel distressed again.

Why is there such a contradiction?

He condemned himself every moment, when he had an extra wrinkle, a gray hair, he condemned himself like that.

He berates himself every time his eyesight and hearing fail and his back slowly bends.

And when he really turned into Su Slowly, unable to move quickly, his little monster finally grew up.

It looks even better, it looks like a youth.

The little monster who grew up suddenly became an adult, with the majesty of a big patriarch faintly, watching him closely.

"Wear more." His little monster said seriously, "I can't catch a cold."

"Eat less and eat more, it's good for your stomach, you know?" Or strictly supervise his diet.

His little monster protects him so tightly, and he is afraid that he will accidentally fall while walking, that he will choke on eating, that he will be in a bad mood and depressed...

He never knew before that that little monster who was as carefree as a child would suddenly have so many troubles.

Maybe he can't be called a little monster anymore, but Su Siyuan still wants to call him that, because in his eyes, the young man in front of him will always be the little monster living in his heart.

A little monster who looks good when he smiles, speaks softly, and blushes when he is teased.

During the time when he was always groggy and unable to stay awake, he often thought about the past.

Thinking of Lei Yutian when they met for the first time, he was split into a prototype that day, and when he was about to die, he met Baitang.

……Yeah.

In fact, if it wasn't for Baitang, he would have died a long time ago.

He likes Baitang, from the first moment he saw Baitang.From the moment he saw Baitang's prototype, the green grass, he liked it.

That grass is so beautiful.

I want to hold it in the palm of my hand.

Maybe it's because he's really old, his memory has gone wrong, or it's just weird dreams. He dreamed of many strange worlds again.

In the dream, he was in various identities, the leader, the pope, and even the messenger of hell. Those dreams were boring—the dream in the first half of meeting Baitang was like that.

What about the dream after meeting Baitang?

Sad and happy again.

There is so much sadness, but only a little bit of happiness.

In the dream, he loved Baitang, but Baitang never loved him.

Those dreams are too scary, a world without Baitang's love is really too scary.That was a nightmare.

He wants to wake up, but his soul is often trapped in the quagmire of dreams, struggling hard, whenever he wants to sink completely and be swallowed by endless darkness, Baitang's calling will always wake him up.

He opened his eyes and saw the young man sitting on the bed.

It was the worried Bai Tang, because when he slept he frowned, sweating profusely, and kept saying Bai Tang's name, so Bai Tang woke him up.

These days, Baitang didn't dare to leave for half a step, his little monster was always afraid that he wouldn't wake up, but the old Mr. Sloth was not as energetic as when he was young, and he couldn't just sleep twelve hours a day.

Sleep more than 20 hours a day.

Some unreliable doctors said that when he was young, he consumed too much energy and shortened his sleep time, so he broke his body.

What nonsense.

But his little monster couldn't believe it. He blamed himself and said it was his fault. He used to patronize himself to sleep back in the cage and didn't pull him to sleep with him.

Ah, his little monster.

How should he comfort him?

He wanted to tell the little monster that those were the nonsense of a quack doctor, he was just old and lacked energy.

But his little monster nervously urged him to sleep, fearing that he would not get enough rest.

However, he did fall asleep, and his little monster began to panic again, fearing that he would not wake up.

His little monster wants to wake him up, but doesn't want to wake him up, so he often struggles by the bed all night and stays up all night.

He was very distressed, and his little monster tried to cheer him up to comfort him, saying, I am the prince who guards Sleeping Beauty, and I will always wait for Sleeping Beauty to fall asleep, and then kiss him to wake him up.

He laughed and said, where is there such an old Sleeping Beauty?It's so ugly that the tomb robbers don't want to pay attention.

His little monster held his hand and held it so tightly. The young man's skin was shiny and moist, full of vigor and vitality, unlike his hand, which was wrinkled like old tree bark.

This stark contrast made him want to withdraw his hand for a moment, he thought he was too bad.

Su Siyuan, you monster is really too bad, you haven't changed from the beginning to now.

You are so old, you are almost buried, and you want to occupy the young and beautiful Baitang who is loved by the whole world.You say you are so old, so ugly, so sleepy, so useless...

Tell me, are you annoying?

He finally wanted to let go, the possessive soul finally recognized the reality in the old and ugly body, and tremblingly wanted to let go.

However, the little monster in front of him held on firmly and would not let go.

The young man is so good-looking, with white clothes and black hair, peach blossoms and autumn water eyes, his eyes are slightly red at the moment, showing the grievance of being bullied but having nowhere to say, tremblingly said, "You can't do this..."

"Su Siyuan, Mr. Su, you can't do this, you promise, you promise me, okay, if I kiss you, you must open your eyes and look at me."

Tears dripped down like pearls with a broken string.

His little monster was crying so hard that his whole body was trembling and he grabbed his hand tightly, so hard and so tightly, as if he was also grabbing his old heart.

His heart was so uncomfortable, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe, but suddenly he became energetic, and he was completely free of sleepiness. At this moment, his eyes were shining brightly, and he looked very good.

But the young man cried even harder.

Because it's a flashback.

In the rare time when he was clear-headed, he decided to tell his little monster the manuscript he had typed.

His little monster covered his mouth and looked at him beggingly, as if begging him not to speak, but he insisted.

He has so many things he wants to say to his little monster, so many things that he can't finish in his life.

He said that he wanted a tree burial after his death, and if Baitang missed him, he would go to that tree to have a look.

He said, if Baitang meets a monster or person he likes, please go after it with confidence.

Before finishing this sentence, Baitang covered his mouth again, covering his mouth trembling all over.

He thought, his little monster is really stupid, and he just said such words casually and politely. As a monster who is so jealous and possessive, he does not allow his treasures to be stolen by others. steal.

Even if he passed away, he would bring treasures into the mausoleum to be buried with him like the ancient emperors.

But he is not an emperor, and Baitang is not a jewel.

Baitang should be happy, he is still so young, so good-looking, so likable, he will meet many other monsters, other people.

There will be better people who treat his little monster well.

So, so he does it once... a generous monster.

You see, it's rare for him to be generous in his life, and his little monster doesn't appreciate it, what a silly little monster.

How can you be so stupid.

Consciousness gradually blurred, and in the last sliver of clarity, he tried his best to open his mouth, and said slowly, "I... love... you..."

I love you, my little monster, love you very, very much.

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