Lin's Aunt in the Red Chamber

"If no one cares about you, you have to care more about yourself and treat yourself better." The greatest kindness that accompanied Tanchun growing up was the comfort of elder sister Yue.

When Tanchun was a child, she didn't understand why she was well-behaved and sensible, but no matter whether her grandmother, father, or even her aunt, she didn't like her.

When I was young, no matter how good Tanchun performed, no matter how outstanding he was, he would never get any praise. Only when he helped Baoyu brother do something, would he get the good looks of his aunt and the praise of his grandmother.

Xiao Tanchun didn't understand, why?Is it just because he is a concubine?Because you are a girl?

but……

But why did Grandmother, who is the eldest brother Zhu from the direct descendant, get angry because she favored brother Baoyu?

Why is the younger brother Huan'er not liked by grandma and the others?

Although I still don't understand the reason, but Tanchun grew up day by day. She is a smart child, and she knew how to live a good life early. He said to his grandmother and his aunt: "You like Baoyu, wouldn't it be better for me to go! It's as you wish!"

When the aunt was heartbroken at that time, Jia Tanchun was young, and when she saw the unconcealed smile flashing across Aunt Zhou's face, she was extremely panicked!

Even if she was raised by the old lady's side, even if her aunt loved Brother Huan more, she also knew that if Aunt Zhou, who had a good relationship with her aunt, was involved in the death of her elder brother, her life would be hard for her in the future!

Not only that, even yourself, don't even think about having another chance to succeed!

see?I am so selfish!

At that moment, Tanchun deeply realized her own nature and the seriousness of the matter, she was terrified and uncomfortable.

It is precisely because of Tanchun's sincere fear and worry, and the mentality of making up for her aunt, that she treats the newborn Lang Geer even better.

The sad sister-in-law turned her head and saw Tanchun taking care of her son carefully, crying uncontrollably!After the death of her husband, she was immersed in grief. When all the servants in the family were not doing their best, only such a little sister-in-law of no status was thinking about her Lan'er, which made her fully realize the reality!This family will not have the status of me and Lan'er in the future!

Although Tanchun doesn't have much impression of Big Brother Zhu, and his feelings are not very deep, Big Brother Zhu doesn't care about her as a concubine at all, but it doesn't mean she has no heart, she can't control herself, she can't help but feel sad, if this If the matter has something to do with my aunt, she will live in her heart for the rest of her life.

After trying again and again, Tanchun confirmed that his aunt was not involved, and he was completely relieved.

"Third Miss, don't mention it again!" Tanchun just breathed a sigh of relief, and then saw Aunt Zhou shaking her head at him, her heart moved, and she looked at her in disbelief.

Aunt Zhou stepped forward to touch Tanchun's head, but she dodged it. Aunt Zhou put her hand down embarrassingly, and said, "I know Miss San is smart, but I never thought Miss San was so smart, little girl How old can..."

"I just hope you don't implicate Auntie, Brother Huan, and me!" Tanchun gritted his teeth as he looked at his younger brother who was holding Aunt Zhou's thigh and making a fuss for candy.

Aunt Zhou's heart was relieved. She originally planned for the worst that the third lady would tell her about herself. Although the wife will not have any evidence, once a woman is in the pain of losing a child, she is irrational, just like herself. What's more, the high-ranking lady?Therefore, no matter what reason Miss San doesn't say, she can watch Brother Huan grow up and make up for her regrets, and she is already satisfied.

"I was pregnant with a child. When my wife found out that I was pregnant, the five-month-old child in my womb was lost. Since then, I have lost the qualifications to be a mother. Miss San, it is all over, and it will be over in the future Already!" Aunt Zhou said, seeing the pain in Jia Tanchun's eyes.That child, the child she had no destiny for, the child who was killed by his wife... In fact, he didn't do much. She didn't think that the young master would die. If his body is broken, even if he plots in every possible way, the young master will not die!

Jia Tanchun's eyes widened. She never knew about this matter, but...she knew that if it was only because of this matter, the elder brother would be innocent...

Maybe Aunt Zhou felt relieved because of his wife's grief, and it was from here that Tanchun realized the danger, horror and cruelty of the back house!

The first spring visit was not for acting, but to really care about my wife, even if it was just a negligible concern, even if she didn't care, or even hated herself!She cared for Lange'er carefully, and occasionally guided Baoyu's brother to care about this nephew who was gradually neglected by people.

He did this not because of how kind he was. When Tanchun didn't choose to report on Aunt Zhou, he knew that he was not an innocent and kind child. He just... wanted to make his heart feel better.She didn't want to become like them, cold-blooded and ruthless!

"Tan girl is a good girl, what are you still arguing about?" The daughters of the officials' families above the third rank in Beijing all go to the Guozijian Women's School to study. Tanchun only learned some words from Jia Baoyu, and it was also because she could help Baoyu's brother with his homework. Only then did he teach himself seriously.Guozijian women's school is a distant dream.The sister of the Lin family mentioned it before, and my father agreed, but now, I am old enough, but no one mentions it.

Jia Shishi followed Jia Wangshi's expressionless face when he was in Zhu'er, and suddenly said a little annoyed: "Ms. Xue in your sister's family is still a merchant! They can all go in to study. What do you mean by not letting Tanchun go?" The Lin family and the bosses have said that they must support the national policy, so why are you so stubborn?"

"Most of them are girls from the families of officials of the third grade or above. How can Tanchun be suitable for her?" Wang said blankly, why should her daughter be trapped in the deep palace and not be favored, and the lowly bastard should go out to study in the scenery?

Jia Shi smashed a tea bowl on Wang's head, and shouted: "It's not suitable for a girl to be found, but the one from your natal sister's family is worthy? A lowly merchant's family can do it, so why don't I go for a girl who was raised by a dignified Mrs. No? That’s fine, I’m just telling you about this, you’re a poisonous woman!”

Jia Wang's eyelids didn't move when he heard the words. Ever since Jia She's family completely broke with the old lady, no one outside said that this was a bad word about the old lady. If, if it wasn't for Jia Cunzhou's incompetence, why would he still support her?As for that dead girl Jia Tanchun, if you want to go, go, anyway, the public will not spend a word on her!

Tanchun hid in the inner room and pretended to be asleep, with tears on his face silently, and he couldn't help but feel resentment towards his aunt in his heart!

The old lady was out of affection, and the father was out of face. When the Lin family said they could send Tanchun to the Imperial College, the matter was considered settled.

No matter how ugly the aunt's face is, no matter how reluctant Baoyu's brother is, Jia Tanchun is very happy in his heart. She can finally leave here to see the outside world, the girl's school that sister Yue said, the place where she competes with men!She will not admit defeat, she will prove how good she is, she is no worse than any man!

"You're going to study, and you can't spend a lot of money. I only have these, you take them!" The Imperial College Girls School is going to live in the school. Tanchun packs his shallow clothes, and dares not ask anyone for money. Aunt Zhao realized that her daughter was so shabby after Aunt Zhou mentioned it, but because the master was not at home for the time being, she didn't dare to make trouble, so she took out a little of her private money like cutting meat.

There are only a dozen or so taels of silver, even fragments of silver. Tanchun really didn't expect that his aunt would give him money. The first time he hugged her and cried, she couldn't help it. Although she is not as good as her younger brother, she still has the love she expected for a minute or two.

Suddenly being hugged by her daughter who has always looked down on her, Aunt Zhao was a little awkward, and it took a long time to say: "You spend it first, and when the master comes back, I will get you some more!"

"That's enough, auntie, that's enough! Don't ask the master for money for me, the wife knows, it's time to torture you again!" After crying, Tanchun wiped away his tears and urged.

Aunt Zhao nodded casually, even if he didn't say anything, the wife still had to learn from herself, it's all right, she's not afraid!So I just told my daughter that.

"But I'm afraid!" Tanchun looked at Aunt Zhao and said, "I'm going to see you once. Next time you're either pulling the curtains or embroidering Buddhist scriptures...every time I see you, you will suffer, can you?" Don't suffer for me anymore, I really... really can't see it."

Aunt Zhao paused, her eyes immediately turned red, Tanchun was her first child, how could she not love her, but this child was not raised by her side since she was a child, and she rarely looked at her, she had never been with herself like Huan'er Acting coquettishly, she is used to her daughter's sarcastic remarks and not wanting to see her, but...but now...she wiped her tears fiercely, and said: "Who told you to watch, isn't that what it is like to be a concubine? My fate How wonderful, if I hadn't been a concubine for your father, who would have followed some worthless scumbag to fight for a few copper coins? Besides, my daughter and my son are all officials' children, I am very good! ...Don't read it if you don't want to, you are Miss Jia's family, you don't have to live the life like me, and get married with eight sedan chairs!"

"..." Tanchun looked at the smug aunt, and felt for the first time that this aunt who made him embarrassed was actually not that embarrassing.

The school days were the most relaxed and happy days in Tanchun's life. Although she was not rich, cousin Lin, cousin Yue, and sister Xichun took good care of themselves. Although I was embarrassed, I really didn't spend much money on talking. .

The cousin of the Lin family was very considerate, and she gave herself the clothes for changing seasons and the money as a reward. Because she entered school at a late age, she could only work harder. Occasionally, she would not be able to keep up with doubts. Neither cousin Lin nor sister Yue would refuse own inquiry.

There is no fighting, no calculations, and some just concentrate on studying... Tanchun really feels very happy. Compared with those small families who work hard to survive, she can do this very well, although she still wants to climb up, want to Want a higher status.Do not want to be at the mercy of others in life.

She was not surprised when the cousin of the Xue family chose to marry into the Beijing Palace instead of the little scholar who always smiled at her. If it was herself, she would also make such a choice and become the side concubine of the Prince of Beijing , or in the situation that the concubine is in a terrible situation, this is the best choice she can make.

Tanchun is very envious to be honest, but he dare not say it!In fact, she is also willing to be a concubine who is indistinguishable from the main family.

But when Yingchun's sister chose to get engaged to this little scholar, Tanchun became furious, and revealed everything between this little scholar and Xue Baochai.

"Since you have someone you like, why do you want to propose to sister Yue?" After Tanchun finished speaking, he saw the embarrassed little scholar not far away and asked.

The little scholar, surnamed Xiao and named Shen, was originally the second son of the magistrate in the south of the Yangtze River. It was very embarrassing to be exposed that he had admired women other than his future wife. After deeply bowing to Jia Yue, he said in embarrassment: "Shen In the past, Meng Lang still hoped for Miss Haihan."

After finishing speaking, he bowed to Jia Tanchun who was looking at him with resentment, and said, "Shen can't refute what the young lady said. In the past, it was Shen who behaved improperly, but it has nothing to do with the Miss Xue family that the young lady said. Shen used to see that she was outstanding in appearance, talented, and her grades were always higher than Shen's, so she fell in love with her! Miss Xue never responded. This is Shen's true feeling before, and Shen has no way to refute it! But Shen dares to swear to God, Shen will live forever The person I love, respect and cherish must be the lady after my birthday!"

Jia Yue's mood is very complicated. She knows her life experience, and she also looks forward to herself and her future marriage, but she never imagined that it will have such an unbearable start!Xue Baochai is indeed good-looking and talented, but... her future husband once fell in love with her, which she really cannot accept.

Xiao Shen knew that if he told the truth, his future wife would be dissatisfied, seeing Jia Yue whose face was shy before, but now pale, he lowered his head in self-reproach, and said softly: "It's all Xiaosheng's fault! "No matter what, it's all my fault!Miss Xue family, he was wrong in the past, and the other party simply didn't respond to him. He didn't regret losing such a woman who was full of power!

But looking at Jia Yue, the only daughter of Uncle Rong, whom the emperor said was so favored, she obviously had a better choice, but she chose herself. Thinking about it, I still let her down!

"Tanchun, help me take a look. I want to have a few words with him alone!" Jia Yue was in a dilemma. Whether to divorce or get married, it will be very uncomfortable in the future!So he bit his lip and said to Tanchun.

Tanchun sighed, she also knew that Sister Yue was a concubine just like herself, but her uncle was very nice, although her health was poor, but she cared and loved Sister Yue a lot, and her uncle was not bad for this daughter, She found out that she was already engaged, and she felt very guilty!

But she didn't regret telling sister Yue, after all, she still had a choice before marriage!

Sister Yue is in a different situation from her own. Although they are both concubines, there are indeed people who help her out.Big Brother Hu, Second Brother Lian, and Third Brother Cong, each of them are more responsible than Baoyu, and more caring than Big Brother Zhu. Sister Yue's departure from this will not have much impact!

Xiao Shen is not a very outstanding person, and his family background is also average. His father is from a poor family, so it would be a better choice for sister Yue to leave him!

"Third sister!" Jia Tanchun, who was thinking wildly, heard Jia Yue's voice, but turned his head to see her blushing face!Jia Tanchun's eyes widened, it was inconceivable, why did Sister Yue choose such a bad path?Xiao Shen had a crush on Xue Baochai, and he has half of his family background, why did he do that?

"Third sister, thank you!" After Jia Yue had a deep talk with Xiao Shen, she found that Tan Chun's sister had actually misunderstood. Xiao Shen used to have a good impression of Xue Baochai, but he couldn't reach the level of admiration. There was not much involvement before, she was willing to believe him.

Jia Tanchun's face was a bit ugly, and he said as he walked: "You are obviously not a good person, you obviously have a chance to choose, why..."

"Third sister!" Jia Yue hugged Jia Tanchun, this younger sister who always looked a bit aggressive, but she knew her heart was very soft, and being fierce was just her protective color, and said softly: "Third sister, I'm really happy , I am very glad that you care about me, really! But, I have my own reasons, I believe that the people chosen by my mother and my father will not be so bad, and I will be very happy!"

"They didn't choose many, so that means I'm meddling in my own business, right?" Jia Tanchun bit his lip, unable to figure it out.

Jia Yue hurriedly said: "Third sister, why are you meddling in your own business? If you know that you don't tell me, I will be sad. I'm really glad to know this before the wedding. You are right, Mr. Xiao had a good impression of Xue Baochai in the past. After all, how could such a beautiful and talented woman not be admired by anyone? But admiration is not life. When Mrs. Xue chose to marry into the Beijing Palace, Mr. Xiao had already let go of this relationship. Heartbeat. Although it is a pity that I was not the first person to make his heartbeat, but I believe that we can live a good life in the future!"

"Sister, you are also good-looking, and your talent is even more impressive. Your chess skills are unparalleled, because he has no eyes! How do you know if he will fall in love with other women in the future? One surnamed Xue today, tomorrow there will be Wang, Lian The second brother and sister-in-law Feng are so good, and there are other women outside, who have not changed after being chased and beaten by the uncle so many times, why do you believe that he will not change to you?" Jia Tanchun's eyes were blank, she I don't understand why elder sister Yue believes in a man's heart so much?

Jia Yue let go of Jia Tanchun, held her hand, and said as she walked, "How can there be people who don't change in the world? But I believe that I can manage a good marriage. If things don't go well in the future, there will be you Is it? Because you are here, I have confidence."

Jia Tanchun did not speak, she was not as pure as sister Yue, she followed the old lady, listened to the affairs of sister Yuanchun in the palace, listened to the palace fights in the palace, watched the aunt's oppression of the aunt, and the ruthlessness of the housemates !After Brother Zhu died, all the women in his backyard had been sold by his sister-in-law.

When Big Brother Zhu was alive, were those Tong Fang still embarrassed and disrespectful to his sister-in-law?So many women racked their brains and tried their best to fight for a man's meager love. Tanchun couldn't understand it, but he also understood the importance of identity. , but Aunt Zhou and a formal aunt like Auntie are not easy to sell.But it didn't get any better!

She doesn't want to be a concubine, doesn't want to be manipulated by others, but she doesn't want to be like Sister Yue... She doesn't want to make progress!

But even if he didn't seek to make progress, it was because of his sister who had given him warmth for so many years. Jia Tanchun gritted his teeth, said wait, then turned his head back, rushed to Xiao Shen, glared at him, and said, "You It’s best to tell my sister the truth, otherwise if you hurt her one point in the future, I will pay you back ten points! I will never let you go lightly!”

Xiao Shen looked at the angry face of the little girl in front of him, but he was not angry. The sister in the next room could protect her like this, which is enough to show that Miss Jia has a noble character. She can choose herself at this time, and she can still listen to it. In my own explanation, it is my blessing to have such a woman with me for the rest of my life, and the only thing I can do is to protect her for the rest of my life!Saluting deeply to Jia Tanchun, Xiao Shen said: "What happened in the past was Xiaosheng's fault, and I will never do anything wrong to Lingjie in the future! If there is any violation, I will accept the girl's revenge at any time!"

"It's best!" Jia Tanchun snorted coldly, then turned his head and left.But because she didn't look at the road and bumped into someone, she covered her face and apologized, and left in a hurry.