little city

On the eve of Christmas, Jiang Tao moved back to the dormitory because he had to rehearse the show. The dormitory, which was deserted in the past, finally returned to liveliness.He bought some colorful ribbons, ribbons, and bells, and decorated the dormitory again. There are two garlands in the middle of the roof, Santa Claus statues are pasted on the bedside and windows, and a small Christmas tree is placed at the entrance. Full of ribbons and bells.

Christmas songs such as "Junglebell" began to be played in the dormitory every day, and the festive atmosphere reached a climax.

At that age, I was very aware of festivals. Maybe life needs a sense of ritual, and Christmas and New Year’s Day in the West are connected together. The campus is full of festive atmosphere. After a semester of alienation, the students are now starting Get together and party.

On the night of Christmas Eve, Jiang Tao was not in the dormitory, saying that he would spend the holiday with Lingling.Although Jiang Tao has said countless times that he doesn't like Lingling, he spends every festival with Lingling.

When Jiang Tao is not around, the dormitory is quiet and lonely.Everyone seems to be busy with their own business, but they don't know what they are doing.

Dongdong asked me to go to the Town God's Temple together, it is said that it is very lively at night.Hirosawa was still lying on the bed with headphones on, not knowing what to listen to, he just smiled strangely.

When Dongdong was talking to me, I was thinking about where to ask Jingshu to play at night.Dongdong's words reminded me, and I left the dormitory in a hurry.

This time, the call got through immediately, and she didn't refuse.

Chinese people celebrate Western festivals, which were originally only popular among the younger generation, but merchants took full advantage of this carnival opportunity. Christmas decorations can be seen everywhere in the streets and alleys, and Christmas songs are played in every store in a loop. Crowds are surging, all come to feel the festive atmosphere.

That night, the Town God's Temple was crowded with people, and the crowd gathered together like a bunch of little ants, wriggling little by little.I opened the way ahead, and Jingshu followed me closely, we were still easily separated, and then I started holding Jingshu's hand, and everything happened naturally.

Finally squeezed out of the crowd, we stood on a high platform and watched the crowd move forward with difficulty in one direction, but there was nothing in front of us.This scene is more lively than the traditional Spring Festival. In my memory, there is only such a scene in the Lantern Festival when I was a child.I just don't know what to watch this Christmas?

We circled the Town God's Temple, never daring to squeeze in again.Passing an intersection in the middle, someone was selling cut cakes. I had never tasted it before, so I stopped to buy some. Unexpectedly, it cost more than 100 yuan to cut it with a single knife. I hurriedly said no, but the other party said that it would be fine I couldn't return it. Looking at the other party's fierce eyes, I reluctantly paid the money.

The cut cake, which seemed as soft as a cake, was hard in my mouth, and it was too sweet. I didn't have the appetite to eat it. Jing Shu took a sip, but didn't eat any more.

Crowded crowds come from all directions one after another. Maybe the crowd will have a festive atmosphere.We were not in the mood to squeeze any further, so we went back. Rather than the loneliness of carnival, we prefer quiet loneliness.

Immediately afterwards, the New Year's Eve party came as scheduled. There were too many monks and too few porridges. Tickets were tight, and it was hard to get a ticket. But because of the student union, I still got an extra ticket.

That night, I came early to wait for Jing Shu at the gate of the cultural and sports hall, but Jing Shu didn't come until the party started.I waited outside until Jiang Tao's show was about to start, so I had no choice but to enter the scene.

At the party that year, Jing Shu did not come in the end.

Jiang Tao played the piano alone. I have forgotten the name of the piece, but I only remember that he was wearing a tuxedo and was in high spirits. When the piece ended, the audience applauded thunderously.

That night, Lingling and Jiaxin also came, and they were always inseparable.After the party, Jiang Tao suggested to go to the bar to have a carnival together, accompanied by a few friends from the student union.

It was the first time I went to a bar in my life. As soon as I entered the door, I could feel the stimulation of strong heavy metal, my ears were buzzing, I couldn't hear what people were saying, the lights were gorgeous, my steps were messy, and youthful hormones filled the air.The bar has two floors. There is a performance stage in the middle of the first floor, and a small round stage extends from the left and right sides of the stage. There are two hot girls dancing, and there are also several girls dancing in the center of the stage. They are all dressed up. very sexy.

We walked through the crowded people and went up the side stairs to a small bag on the second floor.I sat next to the handrail on the second floor and could see the whole picture of the first floor.Jiang Tao ordered foreign wine, black tea, and ice cubes to drink together.There are dice next to each seat, and most people are playing a game of comparing sizes.Everything here is new to me.

Jingshu didn't come at night, and I was very sad. Although we haven't become formal boyfriend and girlfriend, I still hope that we can spend important festivals with her.I felt uncomfortable, but my self-esteem was troubled, and I never got in touch with Jingshu, and I seemed to be preoccupied.

Everyone drank to their heart's content, played cards to their heart's content, and carnivaled to their heart's content. I was also infected by the atmosphere. I simply put aside my troubles and drank happily, finding a little youthful appearance.

After playing for a while, everyone got drunk and started dancing to their heart's content.I felt the melody of the dance music, and the cells of my body began to jump. I sat awkwardly at first, and then I was pulled into the dance floor.

Jiang Tao hugged Lingling on the dance floor.Driven by alcohol, I kept shaking my head and flailing my limbs awkwardly.Jiaxin shook her body slowly and rhythmically, her eyes were blurred and decadent.

At the end of the song, Jiaxin and I returned to our seats at the same time. For the first time, Jiaxin raised his wine glass and clinked glasses with me.Compared with the previous indifference, Jiaxin's enthusiasm made me feel a kind of understood respect.

I found that Jiaxin's eyes were not as sharp and arrogant as before, and she looked preoccupied.No one can escape the emotional torment, and the two people who are suffering from the same disease had a hearty drink.

When the clock struck zero, many people hugged each other and kissed heartily.Jiaxin put her arms on my shoulders, her eyes were ambiguous, and the strong smell of perfume made people feel confused, and I was so nervous that I broke out in a cold sweat.Fortunately, Jiaxin didn't take a step closer. She picked up the wine glass in her left hand and toasted with me, wishing all the best for the next year.

Jiaxin and I drank non-stop, feeling uncomfortable but also feeling a rare sense of indulgence.Jiaxin sometimes lay on the table, sometimes leaned on the sofa to sleep, looking drunk.

"These two drank all their wine today, right?" Jiang Tao said jokingly.

When the carnival ended, it was already three or four o'clock in the morning, and the friends who were traveling with us had already withdrawn, leaving only the four of us.Jiang Tao opened two rooms in the hotel near the bar, and pushed Jiaxin and I into the same room, and the young couple shared a room.

The room was a double bed room, and I was lying on the bed with my back to Jiaxin, when I suddenly heard gasps and women's shouts coming from the next door.I know what's going on.

The stamina of the foreign wine began to take effect, and I felt uncomfortable all over. When I turned to face Jiaxin, I didn't expect that Jiaxin was also looking at me, listening to the voice from the next door.

"Can you hold me? I'm so cold."

I vaguely felt that Jingshu was talking to me, and at the same time Jiaxin had already leaned over and hugged me, and soon their lips touched together.I was thinking about Jingshu, and Jiaxin was thinking about Jiang Tao, all lost under the influence of alcohol.

Jiaxin suddenly started to cry, the voice became louder and louder, and I suddenly woke up.I let go of Jiaxin, got up from the bed, ran to the bathroom, turned on the shower valve, let the cold water rush down, vomited and cried bitterly while flushing.I don't know how long I flushed, and how long I sat on the toilet, and I gradually woke up.

When I came out of the bathroom, Jiaxin had already fallen asleep.I got dressed, quietly covered her with the quilt, closed the door, and left the hotel.

The winter nights are extremely long, the city is still dark, and the cold wind makes people shiver.I shuffled and staggered, tears streaming down my face.