I am wholehearted with Jotaro

My name is Fujimaru Tachika, I am 17 years old, and I live in a small town in Japan. I am an ordinary female high school student.

Ah, to be precise, I still have dozens of days before my 17th birthday, but anyway, sooner or later my self-introduction will have to be changed, so it’s always right to get used to it.

Ahem, although I claim to be ordinary, I actually have an unusual family relationship—for example, I have never met my parents since I was a child, of course, I know they exist, but that’s all .

The person who has been taking care of my daily life in this remote town is an adult woman who calls herself Zero, and asked me to call her Miss Zero, and ordered me not to say anything like mother or aunt to her.

At best she accepts me calling her sister.

But when I asked about her age, she seemed to be evasive, looked away, and finally fled in the name of washing dishes.

Oh, don't get me wrong, it's me doing the dishes, not her.

I heard from Ms. Ling that I have a younger brother who is Su Weiping, who is the same age as me, and has almost the same personality as me, but he is far away in Tokyo, and I have never seen him since I was a child.

I once asked Miss Ling full of innocence and curiosity, "Why do twins have to be kept in different places?"

Miss Ling lazily slumped on the sofa and ate potato chips with the remote control, while lazily watching the children's TV show in the afternoon, she answered me very carelessly, "You are not twins."

I just can't figure it out.

If me and the brother I've never met are not twins, why are we the same age?

But Miss Zero refused to answer my question, and resorted to her usual big trick when she was unwilling to answer my question.

"So much nonsense, have you finished your homework?"

At this time, after the answer is finished, she will give me extra homework.

Before I finish the answer, she will let me go to do my homework quickly.

Hmph, my lord with a dirty mind.

In fact, in my childhood before Miss Zero and I lived together, I remembered that I lived in a huge house.

My only childhood playmate was a girl about my age.

The day I met her, I don't know why it was so clear in my vague childhood memory.

Maybe it's because Miss Ling, who was uncharacteristically nervous early in the morning and kept dressing up and insisting on asking my opinion, is too abnormal.

Maybe the crying sound from next door was so loud that it resounded through the whole street.

Maybe it's because the other person's experience resonates with me.

- A girl my age crying and calling for Mommy can be heard all over the street, it's just too hard to ignore.

So I was taken out of the house by Miss Ling, and I visited the Kong Tiao couple in the house next door, and then learned that the crying child was named Xu Lun and was their granddaughter.

Unlike me, who has never met my parents, Kongjo Xulun's family consists of a father who is not at home all the year round, and a mother who disappeared suddenly.

She originally lived with her mother in a big house in the United States, but because Mrs. Kujo suddenly left without saying goodbye, and her father couldn't bring her by his side, so she returned to her grandparents in Japan around.

Miss Ling looked at the red-eyed Xu Lun with eyes full of maternal love that I had never seen before, and said softly, "My name is Ling, and I am--your mother's best friend. She may not have mentioned me, but We once agreed that if you want, I will become your other mother—Xu Xu, are you willing?"

That was the first time I saw such a serious Miss Zero.

The eyes of the four people in the room were all fixed on Kongtiao Xu Lun.

I don't understand why the Kong Tiao couple didn't stop Miss Zero when she said this, but thinking about it now, maybe at some point when I wasn't paying attention, Miss Zero had already convinced the Kong Tiao couple to believe in me He must have met Xu Lun's mother.

Forget it, in fact, the reason is not important.

The important thing is that everyone is staring at Xu Lun.

Then Xu Lun stared at a pair of red eyes, looked at Miss Ling, and answered loudly.

"Xu Xu's mother is only Mommy! I don't want it!"

I consider myself a very easy going person.

Basically no matter who you are with, you can get started in a second, and you have a good relationship with everyone.

This trait was summed up by my primary school teacher in four words - charisma.

But in fact, it has nothing to do with others liking me... So what I want to express is that I usually keep a distance from strangers.

I don't like it, and I don't hate it. The initial favorability value is 0.

But for Xu Lun, who is in front of me, I have an inexplicable affection. It is the first time we meet, and I feel that I am very familiar with her.

So at that time, I ran up and grabbed Xu Lun's hand, feeling happy all over my body.

I introduced myself to her, "My name is Fujimaru Tachika, and today I moved next door to your house with Miss Zero. Can we be friends in the future? I can share my candy with you!"

At that time, Xu Lun was held by my hand, looked at me blankly, then flattened her mouth, tears seemed to fall from her eyes.

But the tears did not fall after all, and she raised her sleeve to wipe them away.

She took my hand back, nodded, and answered me, "Mommy is also called Lixiang. Xu Lun likes this name. I would like to be your friend."

10

So from that moment on.

Xu Lun and I spent eight years of childhood together until I graduated from primary school.

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But that's where my memory ends.

I know that I have spent the past eight years very happily, and I can remember some small things sporadically, but I can't think of more things anyway.

I can't remember the specific things I have experienced, and I can't remember Xu Lun's face that has gradually changed.

The memory became clear again the day I left.

Walk out of the house with Miss Zero, drag the suitcase, and walk through the alleys.

Because the road was too dark, I only felt that when I was following Miss Ling, the buildings around me had changed inexplicably. From a small building with only a few floors, I magically walked to the side of a tall building with no roof in sight.

At the moment before walking out of the alley, Miss Ling suddenly turned her head and looked down at me.

At that moment, it was especially like the scene where the villain in the comic book appeared and wanted to eat the child, it scared my heart almost to stop——

Then Miss Zero leaned down, gave me a 'shh' gesture solemnly and seriously, and said to me.

"Lixiang, listen up, the matter of Xu Lun is our secret."

"You can't tell anyone."

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My life returned to peace after that.

Peaceful too much.

Apart from the teenage fantasies and galgames in the second year, I went through a particularly meaningless adolescence——

Although it did happen in the middle to write the necessary plots on campus.

For example, the miraculous experience of being blocked under the cherry blossom tree at school to confess something happened once.

Touching.

——But in the end, of course, he politely refused.

——After all, minors cannot fall in love early.

Although there are a lot of elementary school students who have a puppy love in Tomoeda next door, they are not shy about confessing on the street, which made me shed tears of single dogs with envy.

But even so, I didn't have any idea of ​​making do or trying when I saw the gaudy hair colors and forgettable faces of my classmates.

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One day in 2016.

I can't remember the exact date, but it was a normal day anyway, I came home from school and found that Miss Zero was wearing a strange dress in an uncharacteristically slovenly way—it looked revealing, but There is a wonderful sense of beauty.

She was sitting in the living room, with some food on the table that didn't look easy to swallow, as if she was about to announce some important news.

Various vague thoughts flashed through my mind, and finally I spoke to Miss Zero.

"Why, our family finally can't get rid of the pot so much that you are going to go to sea?"

14

I was beaten up by Miss Zero.

Pillows and quilts flew together in the house for a while, and regular clothes and school uniforms were hung everywhere.

An hour later, I lay on the ground gasping and panting, and tremblingly raised my hands in surrender.

I never expected that Miss Ling, who lives at home every day, has such good physical strength...it is simply unscientific.

15

Miss Zero seemed to have taken the wrong medicine that night. After forcing me to eat a bunch of undercooked or burnt horror dinners, she squeezed into my room and insisted on having some kind of bedtime girls' party with me.

I really couldn't help it - I couldn't push her when I pushed the door, words of refusal came to my lips, but I was scared back to my stomach by her fierce eyes.

In the end, the only thing I could do was to hug my little pillow tightly and tenaciously hold on to the other half of the territory from my bed to the desk.

I'm too difficult.

Really.

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Miss Zero sat down in the other half of my room, and then we looked at each other and fell into silence.

This suffocating silence lasted for more than ten minutes. I couldn't hold it any longer. I silently took out my mobile phone and began to mutter: Why did the guardian suddenly talk to me?

Positive netizens replied many floors in an instant. The general meaning is that it is very likely that something has happened recently. Either my grades have dropped sharply, or I committed a crime at school, or my puppy love was discovered.. ....

The youngest chose one.

I thought about it seriously.

My grades haven't changed much. All subjects are very balanced. National history has made up for my large loss in mathematics as always, and maintained my precarious average score.

As for committing crimes at school.

As an ordinary female high school student, the biggest mistake I made was probably to say something out of my heart in national history class.

"Musashi-chan is a girl! I especially like udon noodles, and the genre is Niten's first-class."

The whole class is watching me.

My national history teacher, a shriveled and thin old man with a sense of humor, replied kindly, "If this is the case, then Miyamoto Musashi will become the one I want to marry the most in my life but will never be able to. woman."

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I think I'm being talked about because of this, right?

This is not a big deal.

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When I couldn't figure out what kind of medicine was sold in Miss Ling's gourd, Miss Ling finally spoke.

Her voice tightened slightly, as if she was a little nervous, and then she asked, "Lixiang, you...do you think your life is happy now?"

I tilted my head, completely unable to understand the meaning of this question, then nodded hesitantly.

Miss Ling breathed a sigh of relief, and finally regained her usual relaxed look, and continued to ask, "So how is it? Have you met any boys you like?"

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I vaguely felt something was wrong.

Then I realized that this question was a line I saw in a sentence that Miss Zero was reviewing when I came home from school last night.

Oh, house girl.

Social skills are all learned from anime.

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Having said that, it is probably because Miss Zero has never had the majesty of an elder with me, so I answered her very normally.

Some people confess that they have no feelings and no love.

And at the end, he added insincerely, "If I didn't really envy those couples in my heart, and from time to time, I would have some desires such as instant charging and explosion, I would have suspected that I was X indifferent."

"Oh, I'm so worried that I will die alone in the future."

After I finished speaking, I found that Miss Zheng Ling was looking at me seriously, with four indescribable words written on her face, then she leaned over and patted my shoulder, and replied in an inexplicably heavy and firm tone.

"Don't worry, Lixiang."

"You will never be so troubled."

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I pondered on Miss Zero's words for a minute, then looked directly into Miss Zero's eyes and said.

"I support free love. Don't think about arranging a blind date for me when I'm old. I won't accept it."

Miss Zero rolled her eyes and answered calmly.

"You think too much, Lixiang." She paused, and said in a meaningful and eccentric tone, "A woman like you is not something ordinary people can control."

22

I feel like she's connoting me.

But I have no proof.

23

In short, this night talk started like a child's play, and then Miss Zero didn't know why she suddenly expressed her mother's love and wanted to tell me a bedtime story.

God knows this woman never told me a bedtime story until I was five years old.

After the age of five: When I was sleeping, she was still chasing Fan Fan all night, engraving the character "Zhai" into her life, so I couldn't help but think about it every time I saw her staying up late.

Miss Zero, I really want to know, which will come first for you, tomorrow or sudden death?

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Miss Zero's bedtime stories are unlike any I've ever heard before.

Not those well-known fairy tales, but quite modern, very fantasy-style stories.

The protagonist of the story goes all the way, but gets nothing in return at the end.

The only reward is that she saved the world in the end, and everyone except herself got a good ending.

It's a third-rate middle school adventure story.

I was so sleepy that I couldn't help thinking in my heart.

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Obviously it's not too late.

My eyelids were heavy, which made it hard for me to stay awake.

The gradually confused brain turned into a puddle of paste, as if hearing Miss Ling say in a daze, "Lixiang, what do you think the protagonist of the story was feeling at the last moment?"

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how could I know?

I think this question can only be answered for you before I die.

But it's probably because my brain can't turn around, and I can't control my mouth well.

So I heard my own voice answer Miss Zero like this.

"At that moment—probably, I didn't think about anything."

27

Miss Zero seemed to sneer.

Then she covered my eyes with her hand and said something softly.

"Sleep, Lixiang."

"When you wake up, it's all over."

28

I had a long sleep.

Had a long dream.

Then open your eyes in the early morning sunlight.

Back to the world.

29

Miss Ling was sitting on the sofa in the living room, playing a stand-alone 4A masterpiece, when she saw me push the door out, she didn't look sideways, and said something naturally.

"Morning Lixiang, did you sleep well?"

Perhaps it was because her attitude was too natural, which gave me a sense of reality for a moment, and then I answered her equally naturally, "Morning, Miss Zero."

"It seems that you like this body very much."

30

This happened when I just left the world of Asuka Ikiji.

I had made up my mind to take advantage of Miss Zero, and had sunk into deep self-loathing for it.

It was at this time that Da Vinci personally mentioned a certain technology to me.

It was an artificial human technology that was widely used in a certain magic family. It was once applied to Matthew, but Da Vinci personally said that he could create a pure, soulless body.

Da Vinci's original words were, "Although I don't know if it will work, at least it is a backup method. If it succeeds, it can even get rid of the concept of life and death~"

I added a sentence.

"Of course, the premise is that both Gaia and Alaya are lenient."

31

Facts have proved that Alaya and Gaia basically turned a blind eye to the behavior of the savior.

So Miss Zero's soul was successfully put into our prepared body.

She became a living Beast with a human body, a god's soul, and the power to destroy the world.

Then became my guardian.

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Miss Gu Ling said that it was because my soul was not strong enough.

After using the last treasure, even with the fetters that Miss Zero has been living in my spiritual world with me, I can only bring back some scattered soul fragments.

Normally, you should give up at this time.

Accepting the current ending is the most time-saving and labor-saving method.

But no one accepted this ending.

33

So what was left of me was stuffed into the body of a just-raised baby—using my own cells.

Then in the back door where Gaia and Alaya were completely blind, Miss Zero used her Beast ability to bring me back to 17 years ago.

34

I have left traces in this world that should not have existed.

Ordinary growing up.

Then on the day when the world loops into destiny, I fall into a peaceful sleep like everyone else, and the remaining souls attract each other and make me complete again.

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I am Fujimaru Tachika, an ordinary high school student.

He is the lord of Chaldea, the appointed savior of Alaya.

Kujo Jotaro's childhood sweetheart and life partner.

It's Xu Lun's mother.

36

After years of dealing with a bunch of ghosts in the Clock Tower, I was finally able to open a passage in my workshop just for me and Miss Zero.

Although the name is something that sounds miraculous, such as exploring the profound influence of time on the history of modern magic, but in fact the only function is to allow me to reasonably apply for a spiritual vein to allow Miss Zero to use her powers.

At the same time, don't leave any trouble for Li Xia and Chaldea.

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Three months later, I disappeared with Miss Zero in a certain small city in Japan.

Accompanying me are Li Xia, Da Vinci, the doctor, Director Mary, Matthew, and a few heroic spirits who do not want to show up.

Before setting off, I said goodbye to them one by one, and then stepped into the magic circle.

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According to the written report submitted to the clock tower, the magician Tachika Fujimaru, in the magic experiment exploring the influence of time on the history of modern magic, was involved in the turbulence of time and space due to the out-of-control magic, went back to the past, and lost his trace.

It was an unfortunate magic accident.

And told many magicians that time is a field they cannot set foot in - unless they no longer pursue the root, but choose death.

With a sad face, Li Xia gave a report at the magician meeting in the clock tower, and obtained several hands of resource tilts and subsidies for Chaldea, and retired.

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But that has nothing to do with me.

I was standing in front of Kujo's house right now.

He took a deep breath, trying to relieve his tension.

Then when I moved the doorbell with my hand, but couldn't press it for a long time, Xu Lun said angrily from the door, "It's because of you—"

I was startled, and subconsciously pressed it.

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The voice inside the door stopped abruptly, and then returned to silence.

After a while, faint footsteps came from inside.

Xu Lun walked over slowly, asked, "Who—" and opened the door.

I looked at her.

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She has grown up a lot.

More beautiful, more beautiful, I feel that even if all the adjectives in this world are stacked together, they cannot explain her beauty one or two.

I know I should introduce myself at this time. After all, when Xu Lun left, she was still too young to remember my face.

But I was too nervous to speak.

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We looked at each other, standing at the door like a penalty, or in an endurance contest.

Until she blinked her eyes as if waking up from a dream.

"I..." I said hesitantly, "Xu Xu, you may not remember me very much, I am—"

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I didn't finish my sentence.

Xu Lun laughed, his eyes were a little moist, and there was some joy, some sadness, and some nostalgia in his smile.

She opened her arms to me and said softly, "Long time no see."

"Welcome back, Mommy."

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My eyes were blurred.

But I also raised a smile.

Then I took two steps forward, embracing my star, my angel, my Xu Xu.

Answer her, "I'm back, JOJO."

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This is my adventure story.

I gave up everything for this world.

But in the end the world gave it all back to me.

And guard me and everything I love until the end of my life.

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The author has something to say:

......I really want to change the title of the novel to Fujimaru Tachika Adventure Story

Then he was silently beaten to death by the male protagonist who had no chance to play at all...

If there will be extras, they will not be counted in the main text. There should be a new short story dedicated to extras for free!

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