I am wholehearted with Jotaro

136

Getia has long been sitting on the jade throne.

He is still the same as when we first met, wearing the shell of his father Solomon, and he is still a handsome and imposing king when he is expressionless. However, I know very well that once he opens his mouth, his mouth will be full. The fangs will immediately destroy his image in my heart, and even the image of a doctor will also desperately lose points.

Although the doctor is innocent——Gaetia is his cub after all, so he still has to pay...about one-thousandth of the responsibility, right?

My mind was filled with such meaningless random thoughts for a while, probably to distract me from my inexplicable tension now.

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"You're still here, Fujimaru Tateka." He said on the jade seat. "I thought it would be your brother standing in front of me—and he would copy everything you did to defeat me, after all you have this experience, but I didn't expect you to come by yourself... ..you can be so overconfident."

I actually don't know if I should talk to him or not.

After all, I think I am very brave.

But adhering to the principle of not losing the battle, I choked unconvinced and replied, "You said it yourself that I have the experience of defeating you once. If so, I have the experience to defeat you the second time, isn't it?" A very reasonable thing? It's no surprise."

His movements didn't change, he looked down at me like an ant, and replied, "Good luck won't favor you a second time, human being."

"Your arrival means that you will inevitably face failure."

I replied almost without thinking, "Oh, you said the same thing last time, didn't you end up suffering the consequences?"

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An awkward atmosphere swam between us.

Gaitia didn't speak for a long time, he looked down at me, as if he wanted to see through this soul named Fujimaru Tachika, but he didn't activate the Noble Phantasm, instead he affirmed me uncharacteristically, "You are very courageous, unfortunately, you do All that seems to me to be nothing but bravery."

"Fujimaru Tachika, you should have definitely experienced the feeling of being rejected by this world and rejected by this world."

"You should clearly feel that you, who have become a heroic spirit, will not get anything in return even if you win."

"But why are you so persistent on this road?"

"Obviously you already have the position of Beast, even if the human rights are burned, you should be able to escape. Even if you don't want to part with your relatives or those in Chaldea, you can take them to Parallel world—but why don’t you do that? Are the remaining humans in this world that you don’t know important? Important enough for you to give up the people you care about to take this gamble that you have no chance of winning?”

139

Although I don't want to admit it, I have to admit that these words of his really stuck in my heart everywhere.

I'm not a saint, as I said, at the beginning, everything I did was just for myself to survive.

And later, when I gave up my own way of living and chose to let Lixia live and let the doctor live, it was because I knew clearly that in this world, Gaia was rejecting me, and he didn't want to be called Fujimaru. The existence of Lixiang is preserved, because Lixia and I are the same existence.

But later I became a heroic spirit and an independent individual, so Gaia withdrew her hostility and acquiesced in my existence, which was based on the fact that I was dead and the back door Alaya opened for me.

And I gave up living again and chose to become a heroic spirit again because I want to protect Xu Xu's future, want him to grow up safely, and grow old safely, instead of dying in a nonsensical and funny person at the moment of youth burn out.

But Getia told me I could have done better without it.

I can take the person I value to a parallel world, and he will open one eye and close the other. Although I don't know how long this one eye will be closed, he probably means that it will be closed at least until the end of my life.

So his question was, why would I put myself in danger and stand in front of him when I had a choice.

140

"Fujimaru Tachika, what do you want?"

he asked.

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I don't know what to say to make a creature that can split itself into 72 understand that there is such a thing as a social circle in human existence.

I can take my friends away, but my friends also have many friends I don't know, and I have no right to make choices for others.

But I don't know how to explain this sentence to Demon God Pillar.

So I thought about it and replied, "I don't know what I want, but I know what I don't want."

"Oh?" Getia seemed interested in this answer, and then he asked me, "Then what don't you want? A little savior?"

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I take issue very much with his contemptuous address to me.

But all I can do is shut up and answer his question.

I raised my head, looked straight at him without the slightest fear, and answered him.

"I don't want the world to end."

143

I thought Getia would call me arrogant, overreaching, or something.

After all, these words are equivalent to a meteor shower falling from the sky, and then you make a wish, and the meteor asks you what you wish, and it is as funny as you make a wish saying that the world is peaceful.

If I were a shooting star, when I heard this wish, I would turn back to the sky on the spot without any hesitation.

But Getia just looked at me fixedly, that Solomon's shell was so beautiful that one couldn't help feeling that his expression was serious and serious, and his eyes were solemn and gentle.

He whispered something he shouldn't have said.

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"But the world will always be destroyed. The savior," he said, "at least what I bring to mankind is a death without pain, without separation, without sorrow, without fear. When human beings are still asleep, everything is gone. Finish--"

"This is my kindness and compassion for mankind."

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"..." I smiled helplessly, and then asked him back, "Then you haven't thought about it, maybe human beings don't need your kindness and pity?"

"And you have been with King Solomon for so many years, is it the only thing you have learned is that he divides children and tears them apart?"

146

After these words were spoken, the scene was very embarrassing.

Gaitia looked down at me, and finally sighed, "I hoped that at least you would live happily ever after, as a reward for your heroic actions of saving the world and your desperate struggle—Katachimaru Tachika, you are just a Ordinary humans, unable to understand my height, are too stupid."

"That's why I will give you death. This time, without the protection of the ideal land, how will you escape from the burning light belt of humanity?"

After his words fell, the white light belt was brought to the battlefield with his movements, and a huge energy hit me.

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To be honest, I was prepared for this and stored a lot of magic power for it. After turning my scepter into a shield and covering my accumulated magic power, I was ready to resist this blow.

I have no choice.

I wanted to bring Mash's shield up, but I found that Mash can't leave the first area, and the same goes for the shield.

I tried many ways, but all failed, and finally I have to admit that unless I can swallow the shield ball, I will definitely not be able to leave the first area with it. After that, I am ready to face Against the inescapable blow.

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I don't know if I can resist it.

But I don't have a choice.

At that moment, I suddenly understood Matthew's feelings.

—I can't back down.

——Because the Master is right behind me.

149

Jotaro is not me.

He is different from me.

He is not like me, just an ordinary 17-year-old girl, weak and incompetent, he can only stand behind Matthew's shield, watching my school girl hit me in the crotch, and then disappear into this world.

Only the ideal city that will never disappear is left standing in front of me, protecting me persistently.

So at the moment when the band of light engulfed us, Jotaro sighed, hugged me from the front, and whispered something in my ear.

"Lixiang, I'm sorry, I'm leaving you again for a while."

150

I didn't have time to ask what this sentence meant.

I only know that in the high temperature of the light belt, Jotaro's body obtained through the Holy Grail slowly vaporized, but the Platinum Star stood firmly and tenaciously in front of me, like a shield held by Mash, guarding my body. me.

——And I didn't protect my former servants.

——I didn’t protect my current Master either.

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I looked at the Platinum Star that seemed to be detached in front of me, and with trembling hands, I took out a tarot card from my pocket.

That was the proof of the bond that Jotaro gave me when I was a Heroic Spirit.

The front is printed with a pattern similar to the Platinum Star, and the back of what should be a monotonous pattern shows the appearance of Mash's shield.

152

Getia smiled slightly.

"Come and beat me, savior," he said. "Come to realize your craziness, Fujimaru Tachika."

153

I stood where I was, suddenly feeling a little confused. I have to admit that, facing Getia, I really have nothing to do with him now.

Without the presence of a doctor, I can't even really hurt him, and the last asylum Jotaro left me - the Platinum Star, is gradually becoming transparent, and it seems that there is not much remaining magic power left.

The only thing I can do, and have been doing, is to give what I have, to fulfill that original wish, to fulfill those words I said to Getia.

But at this moment, the sudden sense of frustration made me think: Is it really right for me to do this?

I seem to be gaining something I wanted before, but at the same time losing something else I have now.

They are obviously equally important people and things.

To separate, to abandon, to lose, to sacrifice.

Am I doing this right?