The Obsessive Shou Moves On

Li Ying grabbed his hand.

Yun Qingci has never practiced martial arts, never touched a sword, the skin on the back of his hand is very soft, and the palm is even softer.

These hands were supposed to keep Yang Chunshui clean, but they made soup for him many times. Yun Xiang in his previous life had never tasted his skill.

Only Li Ying was lucky enough to be treated wholeheartedly by him.

From the first day of marriage, Yun Qingci made him a piece of clothing every day, and only sewed it for him.Because I have been loved for too long, I gradually began to take it for granted, and because of the busy state affairs, I ignored Yun Qingci with peace of mind.

Yun Qingci's face was still buried in his chest, and after being pinched by him, he obediently stopped moving.The crown of his hair was scratched and crooked, and the half of the ear exposed in the gap of the black hair was glowing with a clear red.

What does it mean that the country is easy to change and the nature is hard to change? Yun Qingci has personally practiced this.When he was reborn, he wanted to draw a line with Li Ying, to be a calm person, but he failed.Just now he thought that he must never take the initiative, and he couldn't pester someone just because of a few words from the other party, and then he failed again.

Now that he was caught by others, Yun Qingci thought about it, but refused to give up. He secretly said that it was the other party who took the initiative to seduce him.

As soon as the slander fell, Li Ying suddenly leaned over, Yun Qingci turned around, the hair crown fell on the pillow, and he subconsciously held his breath.

With thin fingers piercing through his hair, Li Ying lifted the back of his head and kissed his lips directly.

Yun Qingci's love is too strong, and his hatred is also too strong.When you love him, you take out your heart and lungs, and when you hate him, you wish you could take out his heart and lungs and turn them over to dry in the sun.

After learning that Yun Qingci also came from his previous life, he was in despair several times, secretly thinking that it would be difficult to return to the past in this life, and if Yun Qingci did not recover the suffering he suffered because of him, he would never forgive him.

He imagined many kinds of endings for himself and Yun Qingci in this life, each of which would end in death.

The candlelight swayed, Li Ying's nose brushed heavily against Yun Qingci's cheek, and then extended to his neck.

He came to love Yun Qingci, not to torture him or cause him pain.

He wants to learn to love like Yun Qingci, love so much that no one understands him, he knows that even if the world thinks he is crazy, Yun Qingci will definitely understand.But those days when Yun Qingci fell asleep, he was suddenly hit by a sap.

He suddenly found that Yun Qingci was lying there without talking or laughing, and the pain was far worse than cutting flesh and bones.

He would rather that Yun Qingci would never look back at him in his life, and hoped that he would always be fresh and bright.

So he agreed to the teacher, agreed to let go, and agreed to leave.

But Yun Qingci found it back.

Li Ying's nose chased his lips, following the Queen's collarbone.

At first, he thought that Yun Qingci had not avenged his revenge, and refused to let him go.It wasn't until Yun Qingci opened his mouth that he realized that he had returned to his previous life and saw that rotten self.

Yun Qingci finally decided to forgive him.

Li Ying knew why he turned back.Yun Qingci is a penny-pinching person, he is willing to look back to find him because he found out that Li Ying in his previous life was too miserable and pitiful.

Li Ying doesn't mind letting Yun Qingci, who hates him, know those things, but he really minds, letting Yun Qingci, who loves him, know his price.

Does Yun Qingci know that he has fallen in love with a disgusting carrion?

He has no way of knowing this.

I dare not ask this.

But there is no doubt that he was reluctant to say Yun Qing's resignation.Even if he is destined to be abandoned, before Yun Qingci speaks, he will pretend that nothing happened.

A white foot protruded from the tightly closed curtain, the toe bones curled up tightly, and then opened restrainedly.

"Aying, hum..."

Accompanied by a low sob, the foot retracted and kicked out, hanging in the air and shaking wildly.

The spring day is always warm and cold, and the cold wind blows at night, and the flowers on the branches are frozen withered, the petals are scattered, and the yellow stamens are exposed.

Yun Qingci's feet were caught and stuffed back into the warm quilt.He closed his eyes and lay back in Li Ying's arms contentedly.

Li Ying brushed away the hair sticking to the side of his face due to sweat, and kissed his plump forehead, then hugged him tightly, closed his eyes, and a faint tiredness overflowed between his brows.

Yun Qingci leaned against him, measured his waist with a thin arm, and said in a soft and hoarse voice, "Aying."

"Ok?"

"You've lost too much weight, you need to make up for it quickly." Yun Qingci didn't feel sleepy, and still had time to check his labor tools and give constructive advice: "I'll go tomorrow...I can't go, you can find a royal chef Come out, let's meet outside, and I'll talk to him about how to make up for you."

Li Ying's voice was very soft: "You hate me?"

Yun Qingci raised his face and looked at him, his eyes were bright, he separated his thumb and index finger solemnly, and said, "There is a little bit."

Li Ying leaned over to kiss him, Yun Qingci shrank his head, smiled for a while as if he was afraid of tickle, then pushed him hard, and said: "Okay, okay, I don't feel too disgusted."

His cheeks were as tender as water, Li Ying stared at him for a moment, his heart clenched inch by inch, feeling that he couldn't get enough of it.

"I'm doing this for your own good. You were so painful that you couldn't sleep, you were already haggard, and then you took care of me with all your clothes... I have to give something back."

"No repayment required."

"what?"

"You don't need anything in return." Li Ying said, "It's enough for you to be good."

Yun Qingci's heart skipped a few more beats.

He pursed his lips, touched his heart, and said to Li Ying: "You, don't think that I will be moved if you say nice things to me, I, I will learn from the past... I won't give you my heart and soul. "

Yun Qingci looked back at his previous life. In the final analysis, Li Ying and him are two extremes. One is that reason is greater than sensibility, and the other is that sensibility is greater than reason.Although he promised to reconcile with Li Ying, he would never put all his emotions on him again.

He lowered his head and said in a low voice: "In the future, I will treat you well within my ability, and you can also treat me as before, within your own ability. There is no need not to return...Everyone is It’s normal to be selfish and want something in return.”

Yun Qingci waited for a while, but did not wait for his answer, and looked up again. Li Yingyi was looking at him just like before, without taking his eyes off his face for a moment.

Yun Qing resigned and pushed him away: "Do you understand? I don't need you to be nice to me, just be the same as before."

Li Ying still looked at him, nodded, and said, "Understood."

He used to think that Yun Qingci didn't seem to grow up at all, he was arrogant and willful like a child, he believed that he was what he was, and refused to listen to what he said.He thought about forcing him to grow up, forcing him to be rational, and forcing him to stop binding him with immature love.

Now, Yun Qingci died once, and he has figured it out.

His mind suddenly seemed empty.

Yun Qingci looked at him, and said: "I didn't understand before, why you suddenly became as extreme as me, I thought I died and you woke up and wanted to love me, so I don't want to give you a chance."

"But now I have to make it clear to you. I think you may not be as infatuated as you imagined. It's just because you have experienced the twelve days of being neither human nor ghost in your previous life, so..." Yun Qingci puffed up Courage, say, "So you don't want to lose money."

Li Ying said, "Go to sleep."

"Don't be upset, I'm not bullying you, I'm just helping you figure it out, after all, if we're still together in the future... I don't want you to be like me before..."

His head was held in Li Ying's arms.

"I see."

Yun Qingci did not move again.

In fact, he knew that he was guilty, and there was a paradox in his words.

If the current Li Ying doesn't really love him, then it means that the former Yun Qingci didn't really love Li Ying either.

Yun Qingci's guilt is because he loved Li Ying so much before, and he didn't get the love he deserved when he was alive. He pushed all the faults on Li Ying, thinking that Li Ying failed him.

But now, he wants to live in a different way, to love Li Ying like Li Ying loved him in his previous life, so he began to put light on his face, saying that he could love him within his ability.

He wasn't denying Li Ying, he just didn't want Li Ying to follow his old path, it seemed that he was denying Li Ying who sacrificed ten thousand snakes in his previous life.

He stretched out his hand, silently wrapped it around Li Ying's neck, and whispered, "Don't be angry."

"Not angry." Li Ying said, "A Ci is right."

"What's wrong?" He couldn't even convince himself.

"Your father has always been worried about you because you liked me so much before." Li Ying stroked his head and said, "You have grown up, figured it out, and will protect yourself. He must be very pleased."

At that time, Yun Qingci was ignorant and fearless, not afraid of heaven and earth, and held him in front of him with sincerity and undisguised, as if he was never worried about getting hurt.

Now that he was injured once, he began to be afraid.

This is within reason.

Normal people would know how to better protect themselves from harm, but the former Yun Qingci didn't know.

Now that he knew, it was reasonable to want to protect himself.

It's ok.

Yun Qingci was scared, but he was not.

Yun Qingci can be fearless because of ignorance, and Li Ying can also be fearless because of knowledge.

He came to love Yun Qingci, no matter what Yun Qingci said, as long as his heart is still beating, he will not stop loving him.

He supports all of Yun Qingci's decisions and ideas, and is willing to let him come and go as soon as he is called.

Yun Qingci had seen him like that, and was willing to ask him back, which was already beyond expectations.

It's not good to ask for more.

Yun Qingci's position became very unstable. On the one hand, he felt that what his father said was reasonable, and on the other hand, he also felt that the current Li Ying was more worthy of his heart and soul. He felt that if he did it all over again, things like his previous life would definitely not happen. up.

But I also feel that the world is unpredictable.

Forget it, he thought wearily, let's go to sleep.

He fell asleep and woke up naturally. When he opened his eyes, Li Ying had already left.

There was a piece of rice paper on the bed, which read: See you in the evening.

Yun Qingci picked it up and looked at it for a while, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he was suppressed by worry again.

He didn't know how painful it was to be bitten by countless snakes. When he jumped off the building that day, he didn't feel any special pain, because his body was frozen and he died soon.

But Li Ying has to suffer all the time.

How did he manage to go to court as usual, criticize papers as usual, discuss matters with the officials as usual, and how did he escort his eldest brother back from Beichen all the way.

"Li Ying..." Yun Qingci muttered, "What should I do with you?"

"What are you chirping about again?"

A voice came from outside, Yun Qingci hastily stuffed the letter into his cuff, and shouted: "Father, why didn't you go to court early?"

"Recently, there have been no major incidents in the court, and they all impeached the Zhang family. Today, His Majesty ordered the Criminal Department to file a case and said that the Zhang family will be thoroughly investigated." Yun Xiang sat down on the chair opposite him, and said: "Last night, Your Majesty Didn't come to see you?"

"No!" Yun Qing said righteously: "Father, don't worry, I won't see him again until the matter of reconciliation is not settled, and I have to kick him out when he comes."

He raised his sleeve excitedly, and the rice paper that was hastily placed was thrown out immediately.

Yun Xiang looked at the folded note on the ground, frowned and said, "What is it?"

He got up, but Yun Qingci took a step faster, ran over to pick it up in two steps, and muttered: "What is it?"

He unfolded the paper with Yun Xiang on his back, took a look, rolled it into a ball, and said with a smile: "It seems that Uncle Ding's little grandson asked me to bring snacks. The kid has a picky mouth. I'm afraid I won't be able to remember it, so I just read it." I wrote it down, but I didn’t expect it to still be in this dress.”

Yun Xiang stared at him questioningly for a moment, stretched out his palm, and said with a stern face: "Bring it."