The Obsessive Shou Moves On

Yun Qingci saw it, saw his disgusting appearance in his previous life.

There is no need for Yun Qingci to say more, Li Ying knows how disgusting he is.

A lot of flesh had been cut off from his body, his arms and calves were thinner than his body, and the dragon robe was still on his body, but no one knew that he, who looked like a human on the outside, had already turned into a ghost.

He doesn't allow people to take a bath, and occasionally a palace official wants to wait for an opportunity to get close to him. After seeing his appearance, they will be so frightened that they will throw themselves on the ground and kowtow repeatedly.

Li Ying killed many people who sneaked in and wanted to take advantage of this to soar into the sky, but they accidentally learned his secret. After that, no one dared to try to climb into his bed.

Yun Qingci was killed by him, and he wanted to turn back time for countless nights, go back to the past, he knew that his physical body was useless, and when the alchemist told him that the ending of that world could not be changed, he was actually a little lucky.

He knew that even if Yun Qingci saw him like that, he would never love him again.

It's better to sacrifice, strengthen his obsession, and prop up the world he hopes for.

He knew why he wanted to break the lamp, because there was another him in his place, and when he was still in that body, he knew that he must be in pain, angry, and jealous.

Even if it's me who goes back.

But no matter how desperate he was, he would not break the lamp.

He has paid too much, and his body is already withered. He has absolute reason and will support him until he sacrifices.

With despair and hope, he will calmly go to death and new life.

He had expected everything about that body. When he woke up that day, he saw Liu Ziru's rejuvenated face clearly in his madness. He confirmed the time on the memorial, and then drove away everyone. He stood in front of the bronze mirror and looked at himself.

At this time, he was still very young, and the large, ugly, and disgusting scars on his body had all disappeared.

He confirmed that his face was still the same as Yun Qingci's when he was alive. He was high-spirited, arrogant and confident, with a straight back and a weak crown.

It was exactly what Yun Qingci loved the most.

He told himself, from now on, you have been completely reborn, and you are no longer that inhuman Li Ying.

He decided to say goodbye to himself who was as disgusting as that maggot.

All his life, he didn't want Yun Qingci to know how much he regretted, how annoyed, how resentful, how humble, how despicable he was after his death...

Like a mangy dog.

"It's not me." Li Ying heard himself say, "I didn't."

He left from the dining table, breathing lightly, and retreated seriously, "I just fell asleep and came here."

"I don't know who that person is."

This is what Yun Qingci expected.

Li Ying will never admit that that person is him, he knows Li Ying too well, his self-esteem and pride are above everything else.

But Yun Qingci had too many problems, he followed up and said: "Li Ying, I have seen it all, I am not trying to ridicule you, I just want to make it clear to you, I want to ask clearly, what specific transactions have you made? , besides raising lamps, feeding snakes, offering sacrifices... what else do you have to hide from me?"

Li Ying's breathing was tight, and his eyes were fixed on him.

Yun Qingci came in front of him and said: "Say it quickly, I will forgive you after I say it, I know you have a bad life after my death, you don't know how happy I am."

Of course Yun Qingci is happy, he has reason to be happy, whether it is from the perspective of being killed by Li Ying and hating him, or from the perspective of I love you so you love me more than I love you.

He didn't hide his happiness at all, and his eyes met Li Ying's without blinking.

Li Ying also understood why he was happy, he could even understand Yun Qingci's happiness.

Although he couldn't tell whether Yun Qingci was happy because he loved him or because he hated him.

However, this does not hinder him, he looked at the light overflowing from Yun Qingci's beautiful eyes, and felt a burst of happiness like Lingchi.

"Are you really that happy?"

"Yeah." Yun Qingci said: "I'm happy, if I see you doing well, I'm sure I'll die of grief."

Li Ying suddenly smiled, and his lacquer-like eyes leaked a gleam.

"Actually, there are."

"What else?"

"Also, because my obsession is to go back to the past, if you are no longer the same as you, I will be backlashed by the obsession, and I will not be free until death."

Yun Qingci thought of Heli that day, he thought Li Ying was so angry that he vomited blood, but it turned out that he was backlashed by obsession.

"Also." Li Ying said softly: "Although I have come, he and I are still the same person in essence. , the world can remain as it is, otherwise it will collapse."

Yun Qingci blinked and said, "What else?"

"Also... after his death, because before he died, he felt the pain of myriad worms. This pain will stay on my body forever until I die."

Yun Qingci was stunned.

"A Ci, are you happy?" Li Ying said: "As long as you don't touch me, I will always be in pain. I can't live without you. If I leave you, I will either be in pain or die. In my life, I will never hurt you." It will be fine."

Yun Qingci subconsciously said: "Well, happy..."

Also, sad.

He took a step forward, but Li Ying took a step back.

He smiled slightly, and said: "A Ci, this is all my retribution. When you love me, I hate you for being too clingy. When you don't love me, I try to get close to you... You must be happy, if you are happy, I will be happy too, I will always show you the pain, if you are not happy one day, come and see me, if you want to see me live like a mangy dog ​​like in a dream Usually, I will show you too... I have a knife and a snake, and I have a lot of meat on my hands... I can show you, you don't have to care whether that person is me, because from the beginning to the end, There is only one, Li Ying who loves you."

Yun Qingci's lips trembled.

"A Ci, why are you crying?" Li Ying turned his face to look, took a few steps over and took out a dagger from the bedside, and said, "A Ci, don't be unhappy, I'll show you..."

He dropped the scabbard, pulled up the cuff, the sharp dagger flashed coldly, and cut straight to the arm——

Yun Qingci suddenly rushed towards him.

Li Ying hurriedly moved the knife away, his long hair shook slightly from the impact, he backed up slightly, pulled away from himself in severe pain, and stuffed a warm person in his arms.

Yun Qingci's eyes were red: "Who, who will be happy seeing this."

Li Ying didn't move, he looked down at Yun Qingci, looking a little dazed.

Yun Qingci wrapped his arms around his waist, and said aggrievedly: "I am very happy that you are having a bad life, but I still feel distressed. At that time, I thought, you might as well die and come to me... But I also thought, if If I didn't see you like that, I would definitely be unwilling to die."

Li Ying couldn't understand him.

Yun Qingci wiped his tears on his chest, raised his face and asked, "Why don't you speak?"

"..." Li Ying glanced at the knife in his hand.

"Throw it away."

The dagger was thrown to the ground.

"In the future, without my permission, you are not allowed to hurt yourself."

Li Ying: "...you don't hate me?"

"I hate it." Yun Qing said, "I've always been tired of it."

"..."

"But I have always liked you." Yun Qingci thought for a while, and corrected: "No, I just came back to life. I don't know when you were having a bad time. At that time, I hated you to death, not at all. like you."

Li Ying glanced at him, thought for a moment, and said, "You came to me this time, just to forgive me?"

"Ah."

"...Then why didn't you say it?"

"I didn't think about what to say." Yun Qingci said: "But didn't I sleep with you? You drove me away and I didn't leave. Isn't my behavior obvious enough?"

"I didn't kick you out."

"You let me go back to the palace."

"You are the one who wants to return to the palace."

"If I say go back, let me go back, don't you love me?" Yun Qingci said, "Can't you keep me?"

"...I thought you hated me."

"I hate you why did I come to you?"

"..." Li Ying had nothing to say.

Yun Qingci hugged him tightly and said, "You scared me just now."

Li Ying: "..."

He took another step back, feeling a little numb.He thought it would be fun to do Yun Qingci like that, but in Yun Qingci's eyes, he was probably a lunatic.

Yun Qingci followed him back, and Li Ying sat on the bed all the way, turning his face away slightly.

Yun Qingci tilted his head to look at him, and said, "Li Ying."

"Ah."

"why do not you talk?"

"say what?"

"I forgive you."

"...Thank you, Ah Ci." Li Ying finally came back to his senses. He looked at his queen and said, "Then you, won't you make peace with me?"

"I forgive you, why do you still want to make peace with you?" Yun Qingci said, "Then, don't you show anything now?"

"Teacher is in a coma..."

"I just fell asleep."

"Well, when you fell asleep, you told me a lot. He hoped that we would get back together, and I would answer..."

His lips were kissed by Yun Qingci, and they fell apart instantly. Yun Qingci continued to look at him in his arms, and said, "Why do you always like to think so much? My father is not here now."

"I just said that there is such a thing..."

Yun Qingci kissed him again, and said: "I'm drunk today when I have wine, don't ruin my mood."

This is the difference between him and Yun Qingci. When Yun Qingci wants to do something, he must do it right away.

But he always thinks too much.

Li Ying looked at him for a while, then said in a low voice, "What are you interested in?"

The corners of Yun Qingci's mouth rose at the same time, and he said expectantly, "It's getting dark."

Li Ying slowly stretched out his hand, tentatively embracing him, Yun Qingci did not hide, he tightened his arms, and hugged the queen to his lap, Yun Qingci immediately raised his face, put the tip of his nose against his nose, and said: " To kiss."

Li Ying's nose was too high, and when kissing him, he always turned his nose sideways. Yun Qingci had just been kissed, but before he could continue, his stomach groaned twice.

Li Ying: "... eat first."

"Hmm." Yun Qingci was unhappy.

Li Ying kissed him again, and said softly, "Go to the table first."

Yun Qingci nodded, raised his arms to hug his neck tightly, and said, "I want to hug him."

Li Ying's hair tightened, and his eyes were hot.

How long has it been since Yun Qingci has not spoken to him like this.

12 years.

It wasn't until this moment that he realized how much he liked Yun Qingci like this.

Stick to him, love him, and trust him wholeheartedly.

In their previous lives, they would never have reached that point. All of this was his fault.

He hugged Yun Qingci tightly, trying to calm down his emotions.

Yun Qingci had been waiting for him to carry him to the table, and he didn't get up for a long time, so he was a little flustered.

"Li Ying, are you no longer good at your age?"

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