After Beta was not humble and chased back, Scum A became humble

Lin Hen went home and chatted with Lin Yueqiu about daily life, and he still felt uneasy when he returned to the bedroom, but as Gu An said, there was nothing he could do except let nature take its course.

Another half month later, after Lin Hen had dinner with Lin Yueqiu in the evening, just as he returned to his bedroom to open his book, his phone suddenly rang.

Another unknown number.

Lin Hen directly pressed the connection button: "Hello?"

"Lin Hen, I'm Jiang Ciwen."

"Is something wrong?"

Jiang Ciwen's words made Lin Hen's heart tighten instantly.

"Yes, He Jing is about to kill himself."

Lin He stood up from the chair in an instant, breathing unsteadily and asked, "What do you mean?"

"He has a problem with his body, you know 'reverse marker', he can't accept it now except you, the top Alpha pheromones are running around in his body, he can't control it, all Omega pheromones are invalid, only you can save him."

"'Reverse mark'..." Lin Hen frowned and clenched his fists, "Impossible, I'm Beta, I don't even have pheromones."

"But he gave you the pheromone."

Lin Hen was stunned, it was the time He Jing took the inhibitor...

Jiang Ciwen said unhurriedly: "He Jing is now on the verge of collapse. Before that, he just coughed up blood every day, had nosebleeds, and suffered from insomnia. Slowly, he didn't sleep for several days. His whole body was so painful that he couldn't move on the bed. All the pain relief The medicine has failed, and now I have hallucinations and self-mutilation... It was only slight at first, yesterday he almost cut the gland with a broken cup, and the nurse found it in time to stop it, but still cut a line on the neck and sewed a few stitches."

"But he didn't allow all of us to tell you that Mr. He called all our friends to persuade him, but one of us went in and the other was beaten out, and I was the last one," Jiang Ciwen smiled when he said this, "I don't want to Being beaten, I don’t know if you like it or not, the top Alpha will go crazy and die, I want it.”

Lin Hen's heart skipped a beat, he felt something was wrong with He Jing's situation that day, it turned out to be so serious.

He was the only one who could save him, but he didn't tell him, did He Jing's fucking brain twitch again!

Jiang Ciwen said in a very considerate tone: "I know you don't want to get close to He Jing because of the previous incident, but now He Jing loves you unilaterally and loves you to death. This disease makes him still have to you. Take the initiative The right is in your hands now. A top Alpha who loves you, is rich and will never betray you for the rest of his life, why don’t you enjoy it? You can kick him at any time if you’re not happy, he loves you and dies, sure. I will let you go, and when the time comes, he will be heartbroken, heartbroken, and whether he lives or dies has nothing to do with you, isn't this kind of result more depressing?"

"As for his father, you don't have to worry. He Jing made a deal with his father about his future before. At that time, Mr. He promised not to interfere with you, let alone He Jing can only be with you now."

As soon as Jiang Ciwen moved with emotion and reason, he felt that what he said made sense, but Lin Hen didn't say anything. He could only continue to say: "How is it? Or what else do you want, I'm sure, Whatever you tell He Jing now, he will agree to you. Your saying 'I love you' is more effective than any panacea for him."

Lin Hen snorted, his heart was in a mess, but his mind was clearer than ever before. "You are afraid that I will go to Jiang Huan if I have something to do."

"It can also be understood in this way," Jiang Ciwen said frankly, with a smile in his tone, "After all, you two lunatics are together, Xiao Huan will be safe."

Lin Hen didn't have time to talk nonsense with him now, so he asked coldly, "Where is He Jing?"

"At XX Hospital, I just received an injection for pain relief, but the effect was not satisfactory. I failed to put on a restraint belt. I am watching him not to harm himself."

Lin Hen hung up the phone and rushed out, Lin Yueqiu asked what was wrong, Lin Hen said while putting on his clothes: "My friend is sick, I'll go to the hospital to have a look."

Lin Yueqiu immediately took the cash from the bag and handed it to Lin Hen: "It's so late, be careful, call me if you need me."

"Well, Mom, go to bed first."

The hospital was some distance away from home, so Lin Hen took a taxi directly.

In the car, Lin Hen imagined countless scenes where the two meet, but none of them made him feel at ease.

He Jing is a top-level Alpha. Even before the split, he had always been very strong. After the split, he never showed his weak side. After getting along for so many years, he has always been synonymous with strength in Lin Hen's eyes.

Lin Hen couldn't imagine that He Jing became sick like this, even the painkillers didn't work, curled up on the bed alone, not allowing anyone to approach, not worrying about anyone approaching, lonely, helpless, fearful...

Lin Hen's heart became heavier and heavier, and his anxiety was completely shrouded.

When he arrived at the hospital, Lin Hen was stopped by two bodyguards as soon as he got out of the car. He took him to a VIP ward and stood at the door to signal him to go in.

Lin Hen put his hand on the doorknob, took a deep breath, and was about to push it away, when he heard a "bang" from inside, and then He Jing hoarsely growled: "Who told you to tell him! You are courting death!"

Jiang Ciwen was pinched by the throat, his face turned blue in an instant, he grabbed He Jing's hand, and reluctantly said: "You almost killed yourself, your father was so anxious that he was hospitalized, let us help you...how can we have that?" The ability...cough cough...don't you want to know? Will he come..."

The air was suddenly quiet.

After a long time, it seemed like only a second later, He Jing's absent-minded voice sounded: "He will come, that's how he is...I have to go, I—"

The door was pushed open suddenly, and Lin Hen strode in, and when his eyes touched He Jing, he was shocked.

He Jing was wearing a hospital gown, the front was stained with blood, his arms were rolled up, there were large and small wounds on his arms, some were bandaged, some were exposed, still oozing blood, his neck was also wrapped with thick gauze, his face was pale. Pale and heartbreakingly emaciated.

When their eyes met, He Jing was stunned for a second, then turned his head away from looking at him.

Jiang Ciwen rubbed his neck and went out sensibly.

The sound of the door closing sounded like some kind of signal, which woke up the two people in the ward.

Lin Hen walked over and stared at He Jing. After being frightened, anger burst from the bottom of his heart. He grabbed He Jing's collar and growled: "You fucking don't want to live anymore?!"

He Jing tilted his head, his lips trembled, and said in a low voice, "I didn't want you to know."

"Fart!" Lin Hen really wanted to eat him, "Didn't I know the fuck! You made yourself into the virtue you are now, and you almost disappeared, and then told me you don't want me to know? You want me to be that The knife that killed you?"

The corner of He Jing's mouth twitched, bitterness and self-mockery appeared on his pale face: "You can scold me, if you can be happier."

"Do you think I'm happy like this? When will you learn to think about others!" Lin Hen didn't know how there was a person like He Jing who could make all his defenses collapse in an instant. He really wanted to knock He Jing's brains out Check out what's inside!

He Jing sniffed: "I'm just thinking about you, I won't let you pity me, if you ignore me, you are free."

If it weren't for He Jing's shaky appearance that could be blown down by a gust of wind, Lin Hen really wanted to slap him awake: "Freedom asshole, free after death? Are you an idiot!"

He Jing took a deep look at Lin Hen, which was full of too many unbearable emotions, and finally turned into an escape-like flatness: "I know my illness well, I can't die, and I won't force you to do it because of this." You go, just pretend you don't know about it, don't worry about the college entrance examination, I won't bother you this time."

Lin Hen's heart trembled, and he clenched his fists tightly. He Jing's thin appearance was like a knife, stabbing straight into his heart.

He felt that He Jing deserved it, and it was all because of his stupid actions one by one, but he also felt that He Jing was pitiful.

A hateful and pathetic idiot.

Lin Hen took a deep breath, but still couldn't suppress the anger all over his body, his hands were shaking: "He Jing, have you lost your mind? Damn, you haven't grown a brain! Doing that operation is capricious! If you make trouble like this and say you don’t want to be cured, who do you think you are? Can you keep me from knowing if you say you don’t want to know? Are you a child? It's really bad luck in eight lifetimes!"

"Yes, that's how I am. I always hurt you, and I don't know how to treat you well..." He Jing's eyes were red, he tilted his head stubbornly, and his voice was choked: "I know you disgust me, and I also disgust myself, you Don't sympathize with me, I deserve these things, I deserve to die... You go, no one will stop you, and no one will make things difficult for auntie. "

He Jing's eyes were slack, the pain on his body was unclear, and his hoarse voice revealed deep despair: "You think I'm disgusting, annoying, like a dog's skin plaster, then don't come looking for me, I won't if you don't look for me To disgust you, whether I live or die is my business, so leave me alone."

Lin Hen looked at He Jing inexplicably, trying to find the shadow of the past from He Jing, but he could only see a lonely gray.

"If I don't care about you, you will die!" Lin Hen forced himself to calm down, took a few breaths, looked at He Jing and said, "Where's your doctor, let him come over, how can I cooperate?"

He Jing turned around, his back was facing him, his shoulders trembled, and he didn't say a word.

Lin Hen looked at the thin figure in front of him, his heart clenched.

He ran hopelessly in the dark for more than five years in order to chase the moon in his dream, and finally left in pain. At that time, he wished that He Jing would die.

But now that He Jing is really going to die, he doesn't even need to do anything, and he has arranged the funeral, but he can't laugh anymore.

How much he hates proves how much he loves.

Time and injury have dug his love into holes, but seeing He Jing's current appearance, the heartache is still overflowing from the gaps, and the bitterness is soaking in his heart.

Why can people be so complicated.

Lin Hen grabbed He Jing and turned around, glaring at him: "You fucking talk! Where's the doctor?"

He Jing's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of mist, and he looked at Lin Hen weakly. How much he wanted to hold Lin Hen tightly in his arms, kiss Lin Hen and tell how much he loves him...but it's impossible for him in his life .

He Jing took Lin Hen's hand away, those beautiful eyes lost all color, and said hopelessly: "What will happen after you save me? I can't leave you anymore. You have to stay by my side because of this illness. This is not the same as being imprisoned. What's the difference between you? I won't do that again, you don't need to sympathize with me, and I don't need your sympathy..."

"I've been thinking, if we can do it all over again, why don't we get to know each other well...you can live a good life without me, and I wouldn't be like this if I didn't meet you..." He Jing covered his face, his shoulders trembling , laughed, but there was more crying in the laughter, "I just like you too, but I know it too late, I can't turn back...but I still like you, I want to give all the good things to you Here I am, I don't want you to be burdened... But I can't go back... Lin Hen, you go, I will go abroad for treatment immediately, even if you don't need it, I will be cured. Let me tell you, if you don't want to see me, I'll let someone else tell you..."

Halfway through He Jing's speech, his body suddenly shook violently. He covered his forehead and clenched his teeth, but was still crushed by the violent headache and was about to fall down.

Lin Hen's pupils constricted, he supported him, and carefully put him on the bed.

The pain that had subsided for a while soon came back, He Jing grabbed Lin Hen's hand with his last strength, dragged him to the door, and wanted to open the door and push him out.

This little strength was like scratching an itch, Lin Hen grabbed his wrist and pushed him against the wall, shouting angrily: "Have you had enough trouble!"

He Jing was stunned by the scolding, and it took him a long time to react, he suppressed the pain and said in a hoarse voice: "Get out."

"What did you say?" Lin Hen was almost so angry that he laughed, he frowned and stared at He Jing's face, wishing to see a flower, "You let me watch you die? Listen to yourself Are you speaking human language?"

"Otherwise..." He Jing's face was ashen. A month of pain and despair was no match for the pain of letting Lin Hen leave. You save me, let you pity me and sympathize with me, use this reason to make you stay by my side unwillingly for the rest of your life, and imprison you... I can't do it. "

Lin Hen's eyes widened: "What do you mean? You don't want to live, do you!"

He Jing grabbed his hand, but couldn't take it away with all his strength, his fingers rested on his hand tremblingly: "The illness is mine, it has nothing to do with you, it's up to me to cure it or not."

Lin Hen was put on the cliff by He Jing's words.He can walk or not jump, but if he walks, He Jing will fall from the cliff in a second and be smashed to pieces.

'Reverse mark' can't die without the other half... But this state is no different from being dead.

What Lin Hen is not afraid of most in his life is making a decision. He accepts whatever he chooses, and even if he regrets it, he won't say a word.But this time, seeing He Jing's current appearance, he wished to punch He Jing awake, but his heart ached so much that he couldn't even lift his hand.

In the past, he was the one who chased and begged, hoping that He Jing would stop and look back at him, but now the chasing person was replaced by He Jing, and the thing he had been chasing desperately was finally in front of him - within easy reach.

In the past five years, these four words almost killed him. He struggled forward in the stormy sea like a tattered boat. Now, He Jing reversed this relationship with his life, and the initiative was in his hands. He even Can control life and death...but not happy at all.

Let it be... let it be...

A certain force in his heart struggled to break through the ground, Lin Hen let out a breath, and slowly raised his head.

Lin Hen stared into He Jing's eyes, his jaw line was tense, he grabbed He Jing's collar, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go get medical treatment, I'll accompany you."

He Jing suddenly raised his head, looked at Lin Hen in disbelief, his lips trembling: "What did you say?"

Lin Hen paused every word: "You didn't imprison me, I stayed here voluntarily."

The tears in He Jing's eyes fell instantly. At this moment, the pain in his body seemed to be separated from his soul. His throat was fishy and sweet, but he grabbed Lin Hen's hand as if he couldn't feel anything, and asked in tears, "Aren't you You will always be with me now, won't you?"

Lin Hen looked at this face that made him fascinated and gritted his teeth. All his emotions were concentrated at this moment. He pressed He Jing's back of the neck and kissed it viciously.

This is a kiss full of blood, strong, fearful, thankful... mixed together, and finally turned into tears.

He Jing hugged Lin Hen tightly, like a drowning man embracing the last life-saving straw, his voice was so hoarse that it hurts his heart, he choked up and cried: "Lin Hen, if you don't leave, you still like me, right... ...Lin Hen...you speak, please..."

Lin Hen resisted the damp heat in his eyes, grabbed He Jing's shoulder, looked into his eyes, and said hoarsely: "He Jing, you bet right, I still fucking like you. I won't leave, you My life is mine now, if you... If you dare to play tricks on me, even if I die, I will take you with me..."

He Jing couldn't hold back any longer, lay on Lin Hen's shoulder, and cried loudly.

This is Lin Hen, how many midnight dreams come back, he cried and hugged Lin Hen, and finally woke up just a dream, all the luck in this life was spent on being liked by Lin Hen, so after losing, he was so desperate that he would do anything No, even the painting loses its meaning.After being ill, his state of mind changed completely. Lin Hen is the hope in his life, but Lin Hen is free. What he wants is not Lin Hen by his side, but Lin Hen's happiness. When you have Lin Hen and Lin Hen When Lin Hen's happiness conflicted, he was heartbroken, but there was nothing he could do. He didn't know how much effort he had to let go of Lin Hen's hand, and he didn't even dare to look at Lin Hen. , he didn't have the courage to leave.

Now that he is holding Lin Hen, he feels at ease. He obviously has everything in his life, but without Lin Hen, he has nothing.This person who loved him with all his strength also took away all his feelings. The first time he tasted the taste of love was when he squandered it... He has gone through so much, and he almost put his life in it before He hugged Lin Hen again, it was nothing more than a narrow escape.

Feeling the wetness on his shoulders, Lin Hen burst into tears, he hugged He Jing's thin body hard, the heat of his palm almost scalded him, but he still hugged him tightly.

At this moment, he truly possessed He Jing. The ups and downs and tribulations before had all become foreshadowing at this moment. Perhaps two people with such a disparity like them could only gain a chance of life after going through tribulations. Fortunately.

He has never liked anyone else in his life, only this love is enough to make him unforgettable, he hugged He Jing, just like hugging the world, there can be others in his world, but He Jing is He Jing.

They are unique to each other, including that crazy courtship, and all the sins they have committed for each other.

No one can love him so much regardless of the cost, and he will no longer have the courage to warm his heart with five years.

It's not so much that he let He Jing go, it's better to say that he let himself go.He didn't want to find any more correct answers, because the three words "I love you" had no solution.

I love you, I picked a rose for you, you threw it away, and I'm gone.

Years later, you plucked out the heart blood to feed it, and desperately gave it back to me, and I accepted it.

Not because it is still the rose, but because I still love you.

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