After Beta was not humble and chased back, Scum A became humble

After that day, He Jing didn't look for Lin Hen again. Lin Hen only occasionally heard about He Jing's situation from the nurse and Lin Yueqiu—the recovery was very slow, the painkillers didn't work, the pain caused him to be unable to sleep, and the pheromones were always unstable. Is it coughing up blood, or can't walk around...

One news after another, none of them was good, Lin Hen listened to it every day, thinking that maybe he should go and see He Jing, for various reasons.

But he didn't go.

Now that it's over, don't say goodbye, and be good to each other.

Two weeks later, Lin Hen was discharged from the hospital, returned home and rested for a while before going to school.

Thanks to him being a repeat student, otherwise I really don't know how to make up for the missed classes during this period.

The school life was peaceful and smooth, Lin Hen resumed his days of attending classes during the day and working part-time at night, occasionally chatting with Luo Haoshan and the others on the Internet, and making up lessons with Han Yue on weekends... It was as ordinary as if nothing had ever existed before.

Lin Hen never received any news related to He Jing again. The only traces of He Jing in his life are the two small flower pots on the balcony of his home. The roses on them bloomed softly and low-key. floral.

One day after school, Lin Hen saw a few metal boxes on the tea table as soon as he got home.

Lin Yueqiu sat on the side and told him how many people came during the day. The woman who was the leader said it was He Jing's secretary. These were Lin Yueqiu's medicines for the past four years. All the medical examination fees at the hospital had been paid in full, and a business card was left behind. If you need anything, you can contact me anytime. she.

Lin Yueqiu looked worried: "How is Xiaojing's child? I can't get in touch with him during this period of time. I don't know if it's better or not. We will write down all the money, and even if we can't pay it back right away, we have to pay it back slowly. "

"Well," Lin Hen sat next to her, picked up the medicine box, his eyes dimmed, "I remember it."

"Oh," Lin Yueqiu sighed, "I don't know when he will be discharged from the hospital, we should go and have a look, the injury is so serious."

Lin Hen put down the medicine, suppressed the emotions in his heart, and said in a deep voice: "It's not convenient, his father doesn't like outsiders seeing him in the hospital."

"That's it," Lin Yueqiu suddenly said, "Then we'll contact him after he recovers."

After raising it well...then go abroad.

Lin Hen twitched the corner of his mouth, and said flatly: "His father will send him abroad for four years, and he will leave when he recovers. It should be, there is no chance to see you again."

"It's too sudden. The kid didn't mention it... But it's good to go abroad. Study more, it's all for the future."

"Ah."

Time flies by, the end of the semester is over in a blink of an eye, and Lin Hen ushered in the winter vacation.

This day, just after Lin Hen and Lin Yueqiu had dinner, Lin Yueqiu put on a padded jacket at the door: "I'll go downstairs to your Grandma Wang to chat for a while, do you have any fruit you want to eat? I'll go to the supermarket to buy it for you. At the end of the period, I was working part-time again, and I have lost so much weight and haven’t made up for it yet.”

"Hmm... apples." Lin Hen raised his head from the dictionary and smiled, "I'm still thin? I gained five catties in the physical examination a few days ago."

Lin Yueqiu glanced at him disapprovingly, and raised her voice: "You lost at least ten catties before, so you won't lose if you eat more."

Lin Hen raised his hand: "Then buy another bag of oranges, little one."

Lin Yueqiu agreed to go out.

Lin Hen looked out the window, not knowing when it was snowing, the indoor temperature was high, the dills in the flowerpot were still green and beautiful, the leaves were hanging down, covering the pattern on the flowerpot.

Just as Lin Hen turned a page of words, the phone rang suddenly, and the caller ID showed a string of unfamiliar numbers.

For some reason, Lin Hen subconsciously felt that the person opposite was He Jing.

He paused, then pressed the switch: "Hello?"

As if to confirm his guess, He Jing's slightly hoarse voice came out of the receiver: "Lin Hen, are you okay?"

Lin Hen squeezed the book in his hand and let out a "hmm".

He Jing's voice was full of longing, and he was even more lonely in the quiet environment on the other end of the phone: "I went abroad two weeks after you were discharged from the hospital, but I didn't dare to contact you, I was afraid that I would not want to hear your voice. Gone... Although now I still want to go back, I want to see you, even just a glance..."

Lin Hen looked towards the balcony: "You study hard over there, you don't need to come back."

"I miss you, Lin Hen," the receiver made He Jing's hoarse voice more magnetic, but it was covered with a layer of sadness, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to make you feel bad, I didn't dare to contact you before, for fear of affecting you For your final exam, I found out that the school is on holiday, so... I couldn't help it, I miss you so much. Do you... miss me a little?"

Lin Hen put down the book, took a light breath, and said coldly, "No."

He Jing's breathing was stagnant, his voice was tinged with desolation, and he talked to Lin Hen self-consciously: "I'm not doing well... I can't eat or sleep without you here. It's better to be in China. We used to think that the nanny's food was bland, but it's not as good as at home... I really want to have another meal with you. "

"You'll get used to it soon," Lin Hen tightened his fingers on the phone, "I still have something to do, you—"

He Jing called to him in a panic: "Wait, Lin Hen, I still have something to say."

Lin Hen exhaled: "What's the matter?"

He Jing was silent for a few seconds, and asked tentatively, "Jiang Huan has returned to the country, has he looked for you?"

Jiang Huan returned home?I haven't contacted him yet.

Lin Hen frowned: "What do you mean?"

"No, I'm just asking, I didn't do anything. I said I won't make you unhappy in the future, and I will do it," He Jing asked in a low voice after not hearing a reply for a long time, "Are you angry?"

Lin Hen took a deep breath: "No."

He Jing paused, and said in a low voice: "Before, I did a lot of stupid things to you because of him, I'm sorry."

Lin Hen was silent.

He Jing was terrified of this kind of silence, he would rather Lin Hen scold him a few words than he is now, who really doesn't care about his appearance.

But these are all self-inflicted, he can't think of what he can do to make up for the mistakes he made before, even a tenth of them.

Waking up every night, it was difficult for him to fall asleep again. When he looked at the ceiling, his mind was full of the things he had done to Lin Hen, each of which was full of bloody crimes.

The knife that once stabbed Lin Hen turned around and stabbed him all at once.He felt Lin Hen's pain personally, and asked himself countless times, if he were Lin Hen, would he forgive himself?

Every time he got the answer, he didn't dare to think about it.

He likes Lin Hen, he wants to treat Lin Hen well, he wants to have a serious relationship with Lin Hen, and he is only willing to spend the rest of his life with Lin Hen...but it is him who hurt Lin Hen the most.

He Jing lowered his head. If he wanted the festering wound to heal, he had to tear the scar with his own hands. He said hoarsely: "I used to rely on you to like me and trample on your feelings. I knew your intentions and provoked you again and again. Angry, I'm the most asshole..."

Speaking of the past, Lin Hen's breathing became disordered for an instant, he suppressed it forcibly, and frowned, "Stop talking."

He Jing's eyes were red, and he said in a trembling voice: "I still want to ask you for things that I can't even do myself, and I am always jealous... The disgusting person is obviously me... You should hate me, and I hate me too Myself, I can't even think of how to make it up, and I still imagine that we will be together every day..." He Jing's voice was hoarse, and gradually choked up, "You must think I'm disgusting."

Lin Hen clenched his fists and said, "What's the use of talking about this! Don't call anymore, I'm very busy."

"I'm sorry, I made you unhappy again." He Jing sniffed and choked up, "I just want to tell you, I remember those things. How much I love you, how disgusting I am now, I feel your heartache and sadness, and I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life..."

Lin Hen said coldly: "That's your business, it has nothing to do with me."

"Yes, it's my business." He Jing paused for two seconds, and said, "Do you need to make up lessons? I have found someone, and I can go there at any time. The college entrance examination is half a year away. You—"

Lin Hen interrupted him: "No need."

"No money, they are all very good teachers, I..." He Jing didn't know how to explain to Lin Hen, opened his mouth, and said in a low voice: "I just want to treat you well, not want you to owe me Yes, these are what I should do, and I owe you...don't be burdened."

"You don't owe me anything, and I don't owe you anything," Lin Hen closed his eyes, "He Jing, let me say this for the last time, don't call again, and I won't answer the phone next time."

He Jing hurriedly said: "I'm sorry, I...can I contact my aunt?"

Lin Hen opened his eyes and paused every word: "No." After speaking, he quickly hung up the phone.

There was a busy tone on the other end of the phone, and Lin Hen took away the phone, feeling like he was about to be stabbed by the sound.

What He Jing opened up was not just memories, it was his bloody past, it was the stupid thing that he loved someone to the point of dementia, and finally bumped his head against the south wall to death and still had nothing left.

He didn't want to hear it, didn't want to think about it, he was living a good life now, he didn't want to care about He Jing's life, and he didn't want to know He Jing's reflection.

He Jing said that Jiang Huan had returned to China, but Lin Hen hadn't received the news, and he didn't take the initiative to contact him.

On the way to get off work the next day, Lin Hen was suddenly stopped by a sports car.

Lin Hen stopped, sat on the bicycle and looked at the brand new red Ferrari in front of him, and already had the answer in his heart.

The car window was rolled down, and sure enough, a familiar pretty face was revealed.

Jiang Huan hasn't changed much in the past few months, but he has grown a lot taller, and Alpha's jumping up is very sudden.

When Jiang Huan got out of the car and walked this way, Lin Hen visually estimated that he was at least four centimeters taller. Although he was still not as tall as him, he was still a lot taller.

It's just that with that innocent and playful face, no matter how tall he is, he looks non-aggressive and likable.

Jiang Huan's eyes were full of smiles, he walked up to Lin Hen and stood still, stretched out his hands in a hug gesture, tilted his head and said, "Hug. Hen Hen, I miss you so much."

Lin Hen also smiled, walked over and gave him a hug.

Jiang Huan tapped his chin on Lin Hen's shoulder and narrowed his eyes with a smile: "I'm finally back, do you miss me?"

Lin Hen smiled and nodded: "Yes."

Although it's just a memory of a friend.From the day he made it clear to Jiang Huan, he put him in the position of a friend.

Jiang Huan hugged Lin Henni for a long time before pulling him into the car: "I'm starving to death, Henhen, please accompany me to eat, I've lost weight all this time."

As he said that, he leaned half over to help Lin Hen fasten his seat belt, took advantage of the situation and kissed Lin Hen's face, squinted his eyes and leaned over: "Do you want to do it? It's the first time for a new car, I just want to do it with you."

Lin Hen pressed his head and pushed back, raised his eyebrows: "Let's eat, aren't you hungry?"

"I can 'eat' you, and you can 'eat' me," Jiang Huan said half-jokingly, "Anyway, He Jing has gone abroad, and his father won't let him come back for four years. Hug three."

Lin Hen was startled, four years...

That's right, four years, he hadn't thought about it before, but now he suddenly heard it from Jiang Huan, and realized that four years is really a long time.

"Henhen," Jiang Huan raised his hand and shook Lin Hen's eyes, "What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing." Lin Hen came back to his senses, looked at Jiang Huan and said, "What about you? Are you going to study abroad for four years?"

"I can come back to you at any time," Jiang Huan started the car, and blinked at Lin Hen, "I don't have such an idiot father, nor am I such an idiot son, I have a say in my life, anytime I can sleep and fly with you."

Lin Hen was stunned for a moment, not understanding what Jiang Huan meant, and subconsciously asked, "What right to speak?"

Jiang Huan raised his eyebrows, and said casually, "Huh? Don't you know? He Jing promised that he would never paint again after celebrating the New Year, and he would go to study outside honestly, and come back immediately after graduation to take care of his father's company, listening to everything His father's... Henhen, I'm different from him, I don't need to listen to my father, choose me~"

"He doesn't paint anymore?" Lin Hen was a little confused by the news one after another.

How could He Jing stop painting? The things he likes so much can be said to be He Jing's greatest pride, and it is also the place where He Jing and his mother are most similar.

Lin Hen couldn't figure it out.

"That's right, he told my brother, there's no need for him to lie about such things," Jiang Huan lazily drove the car, glanced at Lin Hen at this point, and said casually, "It seems to be related to you, but I don't know the specific content, so let him do a good deed, otherwise, according to his father's brain, he might be crazy, crazy father and son."

It has something to do with him, and promised to celebrate the New Year... Lin Hen calmed down, thought about the cause of the matter from the beginning, and finally could only come to one conclusion——

Through these requests, He Jing got his father to agree to implant a suppressor... Maybe he would also add conditions to protect him and his mother, so that He Nian agreed.

He did all of this and didn't tell him anything.

Lin Hen frowned.

Jiang Huan chose a good local restaurant, went in and ordered a large table of dishes, and said pitifully that he really wanted to eat home food, and he would vomit from western food.

Lin Hen recalled that He Jing also said that he was not used to life abroad and was not used to it...

"Henhen, which university are you going to take?" Jiang Huan helped Lin Hen pour a glass of fruit wine, smiling like a puppy: "I'll go wherever you go."

"I haven't made up my mind yet." Lin Hen took a sip. It was a bit spicy, but overall it was more fruity and delicious. "Are you planning to go back to China for the college entrance examination?"

Jiang Huan shrugged: "Not necessarily."

The two reunited after a long absence, and Jiang Huan was chatty, chatting about everything until the meal was exhausted, and Jiang Huan called for some desserts.

The topic changed around, and somehow it came back to He Jing.

"I met him once abroad. Just ten days ago, he was alone. I thought he would find an Omega because of his loneliness." Jiang Huan took a sip of wine, lay down on the table, lazily Reach out to Lin Hen, grab his fingers and play with him.

Lin Hen glanced at him, feeling a little drunk, and flicked his head: "Are you looking for him again? The beating is not enough."

Jiang Huan smiled: "He didn't see me, Hen, are you worried about me?"

Lin Hen looked at him, took a sip of wine and said, "Isn't it normal to care about the health of a good friend?"

"That's right, friends are also very good," Jiang Huan smiled with squinted eyes, and raised his glass, "Congratulations that we, Henhen, are free!"

Lin Hen raised his glass and touched him, smiled, and booed along with him: "Congratulations."

Finished drinking it.

In the end, both of them were a little drunk. Jiang Huan sat next to Lin Hen, leaned on his shoulder, and said vaguely, "Do you want to...start a relationship again? I'll be waiting anytime..."

Lin Hen smiled and took a sip of his wine: "Study hard."

Jiang Huan suddenly sat up straight, tilted his head to look at Lin Hen's eyes, narrowed his eyes, and asked carefully, "Have you not forgotten him?"

"No," Lin Hen heard himself say, "I just don't want to affect the college entrance examination."

"That's good," Jiang Huan leaned back, rubbed his head against Lin Hen's shoulder, and muttered: "Top Alpha, how can there be any good things, dogs can't change eating shit, it's better for me..."

If it was in the past, Lin Hen would agree with this sentence very much.

But after seeing the suppressor on He Jing's arm, Lin Hen didn't know how to face the words he once believed in.

The author has something to say: The author scratched his head inexplicably: why did he start to feel sleepy in the first half of the night... Tomorrow, I will try to update during the day, try to...

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