After Beta was not humble and chased back, Scum A became humble

Like the pile of review materials, He Jing hid all the things Jiang Zhao sent. When Lin He woke up, the corners were clean and nothing was left.

Asking He Jing, he frowned and said, "If you like it, I'll buy it for you again, so don't use his."

Lin Hen thought for a while, but said nothing.

Those things are not expensive, and there is no loss if you throw them away, but I am sorry for Jiang Huan, it is out of my heart anyway.

This afternoon, He Jingshen mysteriously blocked Lin Hen at the door, and pulled him to the small ward with a proud face: "I have prepared a surprise for you."

Lin Hen didn't want to stay with He Jing, and stayed next to Lin Yueqiu's hospital bed all morning, not knowing what he was doing, so he glanced at him and said nothing.

Pushing open the door, there was a burst of fragrance of flowers, looking around a sea of ​​flowers, the entire small ward has been carefully decorated, with countless bright red roses placed, not like a hospital, but like a wedding room.

He Jing pulled Lin Hen to the desk, pointed to the framed painting on the table, and said with a smile: "The previous one was really not good-looking, I drew a new one, how about it, do you like it?"

This painting is of Lin Hen himself, holding a basketball in one hand, wearing a junior high school uniform, with a chubby head, looking out of the painting with disdain on his face. It's a feeling of looking at photos, but it has a lot more emotions than photos.

He Jing wants to paint, and he has the ability to paint a finished product in one day. The name of genius can't be placed on anyone's head, especially those who are engaged in art, more or less with aloofness and arrogance , to be recognized by so many people, He Jing really has that ability.

Although Lin Hen used to always say that he couldn't understand it, and that he liked these paintings because he liked He Jing, but Lin Hen could tell whether they were good or not.

Putting aside all additional factors, he thinks that He Jing's paintings are extremely beautiful, each color is used to the extreme, but it is reasonable, as if there is some kind of magic that can easily mobilize the emotions of the viewers.

Lin Hen looked at his appearance in junior high school, and his heart fluctuated slightly. No matter how bored he is with the current He Jing, those memories are firmly held in his mind, and just a little thing can bring them back.

But so what, after all, memory is dead, but people are alive.

"I will never forget the first time I saw you. I have never seen you so special. You are obviously standing in the crowd, but you are different from anyone else." He Jing turned his head and looked at Lin Hen deeply. , those beautiful eyes were full of persistent affection that I didn't realize, "Maybe I fell in love with you at that time, but I just didn't realize it yet."

Lin Hen looked back calmly: "It's all over."

"It hasn't passed," He Jing grabbed his hand, clasped his fingers, and recalled in a low voice: "I remember everything between us. You knew I was painting and wanted me to paint for you. I asked you if you liked it." What, you said you wanted me to draw your portrait, I remember it all, Lin Hen, I remember it all."

Lin Hen's eyes fell on the table again, and he asked flatly, "So?"

"So you give me a chance, let's have a serious relationship, there are too many mistakes between us, but I will correct them, you trust me once."

Lin Hen looked directly into those eyes full of expectation: "He Jing, I'm not a person who turns back, just give up, I can beat and scold you for five years, and then I can walk away without looking back." , since you think you like me very much, do you think I can be easily changed?"

The light in He Jing's eyes disappeared in an instant, he pursed his lips, and said in a low voice: "I did do a lot of bad things to you, and I will change it."

"It's too late," Lin Hen shook his head, and said hoarsely, telling He Jing and himself, "It's too late."

"It's not too late, we still have a long time, I can prove it to you," He Jing hugged Lin Hen, stroking his back with warm palms, feeling the temperature that he didn't know how much he wanted, "Let's repeat the reading together , I will take the college entrance examination with you next year, we will go to university together, one year in high school, four years left in university, you see my performance."

Lin Hen was silent.

Looking forward to the future with Lin Hen, He Jing tightened his arms: "I have already warned my dad, he will not do those things again, I will inherit the family business in the future, and going to school is just a process, after you go to college, you study , learn whatever you want, I support you, we are together every day, I don’t touch anyone, I don’t want any Omega, I only have you, you only have me, we get married.”

Those images seemed to flash before Lin Hen's eyes following He Jing's words. They were beautiful, but they would shatter when touched. He said soberly: "We won't be together anymore."

A flash of heartbreak flashed in He Jing's eyes, but he still insisted: "Lin Hen, I have you in my future, and there will only be you. I have liked you since a long time ago. I just don't understand, I don't know what is I like it, but I can learn. You are very important to me, the most important thing, I can not do many things, I can not even draw, but I can't imagine the days without you."

"You don't like it, you just get used to it."

"No, I can't live without you. Every time I leave, I can only think about you. I can't do anything. This is liking." He Jing looked into Lin Hen's eyes with firm eyes, "My mother never taught What about me, but she told me that if you really like someone, you have to go after someone, don’t wait until you lose it to regret it, I didn’t understand it at the time, but now I understand it, it shouldn’t be too late.”

"Lin Hen, I haven't mentioned this to anyone, but I want to take you to see her."

Lin Hen was almost burned by the seriousness in He Jing's eyes, and a fine pain arose in his heart. He pushed He Jing away, turned around and left without looking at the paintings on the table: "I'm going to see my mother, you... clean up."

Lin Hen went to Lin Yueqiu's ward and stood by the bed to help Lin Yueqiu straighten her hair.

He Jing's expression just now was still in front of his eyes, Lin Hen admitted that until now, he would still be affected by He Jing.

This heart is used to beating because of He Jing, and even a little bit of liking can jump for a whole day, not to mention the unreserved confession now, in the past he might have been so surprised that he was overwhelmed.

But now he won't, he has saved enough disappointment, and he has seen through people's hearts.

He Jing's attitude is only because he is still "unaccustomed", the young master who has never been moved at all can't tell the difference between likes and habits, the first time he was ignored, the first time he was rejected, he was so wronged that he even apologized affectionately, It makes people feel soft-hearted.

He would be too stupid if he agreed, He Jing would hold him for a while, like holding a toy that he finally got, and then he would get tired of playing with it very quickly and throw it away mercilessly.

After dinner in the evening, He Jing brought a cake box from somewhere, put it on the table and called Lin Hen: "Look what I brought you here."

Lin Hen was lying on the bed reading a book, and he didn't lift his head when he heard the words: "You can play by yourself."

He Jing frowned, and scratched the surface of the box with his index finger: "It's not for fun, come here."

Lin Hen didn't move.

He Jing looked at him for a while, and seeing that he really wasn't coming, he frowned, took the initiative to walk over with the box, put it on the bed, and slowly opened it - revealing an extremely ugly piece of fruit cream cake inside.

He didn't feel it himself, and said to Lin Hen proudly: "Eat it, it's still cold just out of the refrigerator."

Lin Hen glanced, his eyes were so ugly that he narrowed his eyes: "What did you buy?"

"I didn't buy it." He Jing took two forks and stuffed them into Lin Hen's hand, "I went to the cake shop downstairs to make it myself, and I paid 1000 yuan before agreeing to let me do it myself. I don't know how hypocritical it is." What kind of energy."

No wonder, ugly is so unique - this may be the most wronged day for mango and strawberry.

Lin Hen was a little bit hesitant to talk, he was very good at cooking, and people who cook delicious food inevitably have a little obsessive-compulsive disorder, and they lose their appetite when they look at the messy food, and feel that it is a waste of things.

Seeing that he was not moving, He Jing personally tied a piece of cake and fed it to his mouth: "Ah—"

Lin Hen numbly opened his mouth and chewed...the taste was not bad. After all, the taste of the cake mainly lies in the cream, which has nothing to do with the appearance. The appearance affects the appetite...

He Jing watched from the side with burning eyes, his eyes flashed with anticipation like a big dog, Lin Hen held the fork, under pressure, reluctantly took a few bites and then put it down.

"Why don't you eat it?" He Jing frowned, and took a bite by himself, "The taste is not bad, I made it in a bit of a hurry, otherwise it would look better."

Lin Hen really couldn't see what this cake had to do with "beautiful".

After eating, He Jing went to bed, hugged Lin Hen in his arms, put his chin on Lin Hen's shoulder, shook it gently, and whispered in his ear: "The cake you made for me before, I returned it to you." I haven't eaten it yet, I want to eat the meal you made once, it's better than everything I've ever eaten."

Lin Hen remembered that he had quarreled with He Jing before, and he took the cake to apologize, but He Jing lost his temper and threw it away.

He Jing obviously thought of this too, his eyes darkened, and he said dejectedly: "I was really too much before, but I care about you."

Lin Hen couldn't bear it any longer, and snorted: "Forget it, you care about me and have sex with others in front of me, and threaten me to tell you that I don't deserve to like you?"

He Jing's face turned pale in an instant.

Lin Hen pushed him away. He used to like and longed for the embrace most, but now he can't avoid it. He felt a little embarrassed for a while.He said indifferently: "But it's all over, and now I don't care about it anymore, you go down, I'm going to sleep."

He Jing hugged Lin Hen tightly, his eyes flickering uneasily: "I'm sorry Lin Hen, I... I treated you too badly before, I will never do these things again in the future, you trust me once."

"Impossible. I don't like you anymore. No matter what you do or say, it doesn't make any sense. Besides, you are not happy now. Isn't the 'love' you are after a happy thing?" Lin Hen tried to talk He opened He Jing's hand, but couldn't shake it, "You should try to separate from me for a while, in fact, losing is not so terrible, you are just spoiled, and you just don't want to take that step."

"Stop talking nonsense!" He Jing interrupted him, the first time he expressed his sincerity but was pushed away again and again, the sadness was so strong that he couldn't bear it, and he shouted anxiously: "I've already told you so much , Lin Hen, why don't you believe me? I said I only like you, not a habit! I want to have a serious relationship with you, and I will treat you well!"

How could Lin Hen be so indifferent, as if no matter how much he paid, he couldn't warm his heart. He hugged Lin Hen, but when he followed Lin Hen's line of sight, he could only see the endless loneliness.

He wasn't there.

Lin Hen didn't see him.

This realization made him feel uncontrollably flustered and irritable, filled with the grievance of being neglected and rejected by the person he likes again and again, and he almost couldn't suppress the desire to lock him in his arms and never let him go for the rest of his life.

But what he wants is not Lin Hen's body, he wants Lin Hen to smile at him, get angry at him, and quarrel with him like before, because Lin Hen cared about him before, not like now, no matter what he does , all just looked at plainly.

……

Two days later, Lin Hen came back from the outside and got the first gift-like news in these two months-Lin Yueqiu woke up.

The moment Lin Hen heard the news, he almost rushed to the ward desperately. When he saw Lin Yueqiu slowly answering the doctor's question, his eyes were instantly confused.

Lin Yueqiu also saw Lin Hen, tugged at the corner of her mouth, and called out "Xiaohen" weakly.

Lin Hen touched the damp heat on his face, ran to the hospital bed and grabbed her hand, tried to smile and asked: "Mom, is there any discomfort? How do you feel?" He asked the doctor eagerly: "Doctor, my mother is not healthy. How is it? Is it stable now?"

The doctor nodded: "Everything is fine, but the body needs a period of recuperation, and I can be discharged from the hospital in a few days."

Lin Hen's heart suddenly relaxed, as if he had unloaded the biggest burden of this period, and his whole body felt a sense of relaxation like collapse.

After sending the doctor away, Lin Hen wiped his eyes, sat by the bed and held Lin Yueqiu tightly.

Lin Yueqiu knew from the doctor how long she had been unconscious, and after a brief understanding of her physical condition, she asked Lin Hen how the college entrance examination was going.

Lin Hen suddenly stopped and lowered his head.

"What's the matter? Didn't take the exam?" Lin Yueqiu squeezed his son's hand. People who have passed through the gate of hell all saw everything, their lips were still pale, and they comforted in a trembling voice: "It's okay, the college entrance examination is not a decision. So, let’s go to whatever school we take the exam.”

Lin Hen has already come up with a general explanation in a short time. His mother is still very weak and needs to rest. He can't tell her about the bad things he has experienced during this period of time, so he avoids the seriousness and says: "I ... I was ill and missed the Chinese exam." Lin Yueqiu was stunned for a moment, and then asked anxiously: "Ill? What's wrong? Have you seen a doctor?"

"It's just...too nervous. I didn't eat the day before, and I didn't eat in the morning. I fainted from low blood sugar..." Lin Hen lowered his head, not daring to look into his mother's eyes.

Lin Yueqiu was much stronger than Lin Hen thought. Hearing this, she didn't say a word of reproach, but instead held Lin Hen to comfort her for a long time.

Lin Hen's nose was sore, and he tried his best to hold back his tears. Now that he is the only one in the family, he can't be weak, he has to carry it.

The ensuing conversation inevitably brought up medical bills.

He Jing is a living person who hangs around the hospital every day, Lin Hen can't tell this lie, he just said that He Jing helped advance the payment at the beginning, and later transferred to the hospital with the help of Gu An, the boss of the former part-time job shop. Keep silent about the things you did with He Nian.

Although Lin Yueqiu didn't know the twists and turns, but just looking at Lin Hen's face that had lost a lot of weight, she could tell what her son had gone through during this time, and she burst into tears with distress.

Lin Hen smiled, bent over and hugged her, buried his face on her shoulder, and whispered with the corner of his mouth bent: "Mom, I won't be afraid of anything when you wake up."

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