After Beta was not humble and chased back, Scum A became humble

Lin Hen knelt in the ward for an unknown amount of time, and when he got up again, he had forced himself to calm down, or there was nothing more desperate.

It is impossible for a crushed person to continue to be broken. He must put himself together piece by piece and face it completely.

Yes, he still has to face He Jing, as if nothing happened.

Even if He Jing is "in love" with him while being with other Omega, even if He Jing only thinks this is a fun game, even if in He Jing's eyes he is just a "little thing", he has to act like Like a normal person, he continued to stay by He Jing's side, begging him like a dog to keep his mother's medicine.

Lin Hen thought this was really funny.

One second he was immersed in the dream of being able to heal his mother and fall in love with He Jing, and the next second He Jing gave him a slap in the face, and he even smiled and said "well done" .

……

He Jing, who said he came back at night, came back at one o'clock in the afternoon. When he opened the door, Lin Hen was writing papers on the table, his face was as usual.

He Jing was sweating all over from running, breathing heavily like running a marathon, but he couldn't care less about it at all, and asked in a panic, "Lin Hen, has Song Lu been here?"

"Huh?" Lin Hen didn't look up, the tip of the pen wandered, wrote a series of numbers on the paper, and asked calmly, "Your father's secretary?"

He Jing's complexion changed, and he walked over quickly: "What did she say? She was talking nonsense! Don't believe her!"

"She's talking nonsense too?" Lin Hen glanced at He Jing, Song Lu was "talking nonsense", Jiang Huan was also "talking nonsense" yesterday, the whole world was "talking nonsense", he nodded, "I also think, we Aren't you two in a relationship, and she also said that you spent the susceptible period with other Omega, and showed me the photos...P is so fucking fake."

He Jing was stunned, looking at Lin Hen with a bewildered face: "What photo?"

Lin Hen raised his head, looked at the face quietly, like a piece of wood that would not hurt, and explained calmly: "You are lying in the arms of an Omega, and he is hugging you, and you are next to each other... It was the photo taken before." right? Aren't we dating?"

A guilty conscience flashed in He Jing's eyes, which was replaced by anger in an instant, and he roared furiously: "The photo... must be Song Lu's idea! You son of a bitch! Fuck!"

Lin Hen didn't speak. For the first time, he also wanted to hear He Jing's explanation.

"I didn't do it with him, Lin Hen." He Jing put down the gift box in his hand, walked to the other side of the table, pulled Lin Hen up, hugged him vigorously, and buried him on his shoulder, saying, "My susceptible period is too uncomfortable. , I used to find an Omega in advance every year, but this year came too suddenly. My dad was afraid that I would hurt myself, so he found an Omega for me temporarily. I just borrowed his pheromone, and we didn’t do anything, really... …Didn’t you, have you seen the photo?”

"Well, you didn't do anything, you just hugged each other." Lin Hen felt the warmth of He Jing, but his heart was cold.

"I was already unconscious at that time, and I recognized him as you." He Jing separated slightly, frowning and said irritably, "You know that I am a top-level Alpha, and I will be hospitalized if I don't have an Omega once a year during the severe susceptibility period... "

Lin Hen nodded: "Well, I know."

He Jing held Lin Hen's hand. The less Lin Hen said anything, the more uncertain he felt. He couldn't help emphasizing: "We are just in love. We will get married when my aunt recovers from her illness. I just need an Omega once a year. , just for two or three days, and I won't do it with them, can you...don't be angry with me?"

Lin Hen held those hands instead, raised the corners of his mouth, and said in a hoarse voice, "I know everything, I understand, it would be great if I were an excellent Omega."

He Jing was taken aback, then smiled, and hugged Lin Hen, "You don't need to be an Omega, it's fine if you are a Beta, Lin Hen, I only like you, you are better than them all, thousands of times better. You are the most special."

Lin Hen laughed, and slowly hugged Alpha in front of him.

He is the most special, he is the best, just like him...

After they made love for the first time, He Jing said to the Omega who had just slept with him, "You are not as nice as him." Now, after He Jing spent the susceptible period with another Omega, Come back and say "you are the most special" to him.

Lin Hen, Lin Hen, you haven't changed in He Jing's eyes for so many years, you just changed from a dog to a slightly special "little thing".

Still a beast.

He Jing let go of Lin Hen, and picked up the gift box with a happy face. The exquisite blue brocade box was opened, revealing a man's pair of rings that were extravagant and expensive when viewed one-on-one.

He Jing took out one of them, with anticipation in his eyes, and a trace of nervousness: "I originally wanted to surprise you later, but you have seen it today. It is better to hit the sun than to choose a date. Lin Hen, let's get married."

Lin Hen's eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, calm and unwavering. He touched the ring lightly, and his voice seemed to come from the depths of his soul: "Is it only me?"

He Jing said as a matter of course: "Of course, only legal spouses have wedding rings."

"Legal, spouse..." Lin Hen chewed these four words carefully, as if he was chewing his own skin, and it was burning hot.

"Lin Hen?" Lin Hen kept silent, and He Jing's eyes flashed uneasy, he took the initiative to pull his hand to put on the ring, and quickly put on his own, his face was full of tenderness, "I personally I picked it, do you like it? You really look good in it."

Lin Hen nodded numbly: "I like it."

He Jing couldn't hide his joy. He squeezed Lin Hen's hand and looked at the two rings carefully: "University does not restrict students from getting married. When I enter university, I will help you with whichever major you like. Which major do you go to, we get married when we start school, where do you want to go for your honeymoon? Let’s go together. By the way, I almost forgot when I said I was going to see the sea. "

"Marriage..." Lin Hen repeated He Jing's words over and over again, torturing himself time and time again, gouging out festering wounds time and time again, and finally lost to the five years of deep-rooted feelings, so he couldn't help but ask. : "But Song Lu said that you are getting engaged to someone else, and that you are going abroad."

He Jing froze suddenly, and in the next second he overturned the book on the table with an ugly face, and brushed his hair irritably: "Fuck! That's why she has a long mouth?! Damn it! You want to die!"

Lin Hen twirled the ring on his ring finger, still feeling a bit cool: "It must be the person in the photo."

He Jing gasped a few times, hugged Lin Hen, and tightened his arms tightly: "Lin Hen, believe me, I won't marry him, it's all made by my father for cooperation, it's just an engagement, As for going abroad... I will take you with me, if you are reluctant to part with Auntie, I can also take Auntie with me. "

Lin Hen blinked and repeated: "Take me with you...?" With that Omega?

Lin Hen almost laughed, but only he knew how painful the smile was.

"Yes, we are together, I can't bear you, I don't want to be separated from you," He Jing looked into Lin Hen's eyes, and said eagerly, "I can't believe Song Lu's words, I just passed the two-day susceptibility period, and I don't want to be separated from you." Do it with him, really. If it weren't for the susceptible period, I definitely wouldn't go to that Omega! I only want to be with you."

Lin Hen laughed, rubbed his hair and said, "I believe it."

It's just hugging together and letting the pheromones linger wantonly, it's just the "kiss is needed to appease the susceptible period" in the book, it's just getting engaged to someone else, it's just that he doesn't deserve to let the pampered top Alpha endure the susceptible period alone.

How could he not believe it.

From the very beginning, there should be no extravagant expectations, Lin Hen quietly looked at the ring on his ring finger, his face was unharmoniously plain, perfectly covering the bruises under his skin.

Pained too many times, hurt too many places, until now his heart was really gouged out with a knife, and death came so unexpectedly, before he had time to feel the pain, it turned into a ridiculous fly with his love and devotion for more than five years Ash.

Seeing that Lin Hen smiled, He Jing couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and pulled Lin Hen to promise: "I'll give you whatever you want."

Lin Hen held He Jing's hand, squeezed it, and said softly, "Draw me a picture."

He Jing looked down at the two clasped hands, his eyes flashed softly, and he agreed without hesitation.

The hospital didn't have canvases and paints, so He Jing drew in Lin Hen's exercise book. Lin Hen sat next to him and watched quietly from the beginning to the end, with a more focused expression than ever before.

The He scene in front of him gradually blurred, but the boy on the basketball court in his memory became clearer and clearer. The two images overlapped, and Lin Hen smiled sincerely. see clearly.

He Jing, I have never regretted it so much for a moment, I regret liking you.

If I could do it all over again, I would rather not have seen you that day, we are just two strangers, neither one has ever stayed in the memory of the other.

The next morning, He Jing hugged Lin Hen and slept until after nine o'clock when he was woken up by a phone call. The person on the other end of the phone didn't know what he said. He glanced at Lin Hen, frowned and said, "Something happened suddenly, I'll be back at night, wait for me."

Just as he was about to go out, he suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly explained: "My dad is looking for me, not someone else."

Lin Hen followed and nodded, when the cell phone beside him suddenly rang.

is a text message.

He Jing went to pack his things. Lin Hen stood by the bed and clicked on the message. After reading it quickly, his whole body tensed up suddenly, and then suddenly relaxed. Finally, he put down the phone as if nothing happened.

He Jing came in just in time to see this scene, and asked vigilantly, "Who is it?"

"Spam messages," Lin Hen walked behind He Jing and straightened his collar for him, "Be careful on the road."

Only then did He Jing laugh, hugged him vigorously, said "wait for me" and left in a hurry.

Lin Hen stood there for a few minutes, took out his mobile phone, and dialed the owner of the text message.

"Uncle Gu."

"This side is ready and you can leave at any time. I have someone on my side who can handle your mother's situation. Don't worry."

Lin Hen clenched his fists hard, his throat was choked, and in the end he could only say the thinnest "thank you".

Lin Hen didn't know how Gu An took Lin Yueqiu away under the eyes of He Jing's people. He only knew that within half a day, he and his mother came to a private hospital in another city.

Gu An himself couldn't come because of something, but he told his subordinates and arranged for Lin Yueqiu a ward near the sea.

Lin Hen listened carefully to the doctor's instructions.

Gu An not only took Lin Yueqiu away, but also took away all the medical records and pheromone preparation materials. This private hospital only needs to make preparations according to the data and take good care of Lin Yueqiu's health.

After a series of examinations, it was already midnight, Lin Yueqiu was not in good health, the air conditioner was not turned on in the ward, and the windows were half open, and the sound of the waves could be clearly heard.In the dark night, it adds a bit of desolation.

Lin Hen stood at the window and slowly closed his eyes.

Only at this moment did he feel the truth.

The time I was with He Jing was nothing short of a dream, it didn't need much blow, it would be wrinkled when a gust of wind blows, a fake is a fake, it can't stand a little bit of wind and rain.

Still heartbroken, still sad, but he figured it out, what hurt him was not the loss of He Jing, he just felt pity for the efforts of the past five years and the wasted youthful time.

As for He Jing, he doesn't even want to hand over his hatred now, he just wants to pretend that the two of them have never known each other, and treat those pains as a ridiculous dream in youth.

No one can live in a dream forever, now that he wakes up and opens his eyes, he has to face reality.

There is also cruelty in reality, but more of it is that he has neglected the family and friendship for a long time, and those beautiful and pure loves have been squandered by him to the very last.

However, even if he emptied his own flesh and blood, he couldn't exchange for a sincere heart.

Fortunately, fortunately, he is still young, and he still has the opportunity to pay for five years of mistakes. This time, no one can make him give up his self and dignity to live.

He Jing, the sea is not so beautiful, and you are not so worth it.

The author has something to say: The author stood on the top of Ajin Mountain, held up a banner, and read aloud: Don’t be angry, don’t be angry, anger gives the devil a place; don’t be angry, don’t be angry, you are the one who suffers from being angry...

[The author took out a match and said: send fifty red envelopes to light the fire]

Thanks to the lovely old man who threw the landmines: a good citizen, 1 Champions League magnetic induction line;

感谢灌溉营养液的老可爱们：铃铃铃10瓶；Brave7瓶；不知不知吖。、花生不喜欢酱5瓶；尘间喜3瓶；守着花儿开1瓶；

Thanks to the old cuties for persevering until now!Love you guys!