After Beta was not humble and chased back, Scum A became humble

Lin Hen got up early the next morning, and He Jing opened his eyes, put his arms around his waist to keep him from moving, and muttered dissatisfiedly, "What are you doing up so early?"

Lin Hen was stopped by him, unable to move, he held his hand and pressed it: "It's going to be too late for self-study in the morning."

"Then don't go, there is nothing to do in the early self-study, sleep."

Just as Lin Hen was about to speak, He Jing's cell phone rang. He Jing lifted the quilt over his head irritably, pretending not to hear.

Lin Hen had no choice but to pick up the phone and help him check the caller ID, "Your dad."

He Jing hugged Lin Hen's waist even tighter, and said angrily: "No answer!"

Lin Hen looked at the phone and remembered what Lao Zhou said yesterday——He Jing had a quarrel with New Year's greetings for painting.

He was partly responsible for this matter, he couldn't let He Jing get angry because of him, and it was He Jing who suffered in the end.

The phone rang again for a while and then hung up. Within 2 minutes there was a knock on the door, and the servant's embarrassed voice sounded from outside the door: "Young master, the master told you to go over immediately."

He Jing was buried under the blanket and did not speak.

Lin Hen sighed, lifted the quilt, and stroked He Jing's hair: "Get up, it's almost seven o'clock, your father must be in a hurry."

He Jing frowned and stared at him, there were still signs of sleeplessness on his face, after a while, he muttered: "Come here, I'll get up after a while."

Lin Hen had no choice but to lie back down again.

Although he got up very angry, He Jing went to the company with Lao Zhou and left a driver to take Lin Hen.

Lin Hen leaned on the car window and looked outside. He would not be able to catch up with the self-study early, so hurry up and he can still attend the first class.

When passing by the breakfast street, Lin Hen saw a familiar figure, before he could say hello, the figure swayed, and suddenly fell down uncontrollably.

"Stop!" Lin Hen's pupils constricted, he opened the car door and rushed over quickly.

Xu Shuangfan was carrying a bag in his hand, his face was pale, and he was lying on the ground sweating profusely on his forehead. Lin Hen helped him up and shouted: "Xu Shuangfan! Wake up!"

Xu Shuangfan's eyes moved, and after a while, he responded weakly: "Lin... Hen?"

The driver also ran down, saw Xu Shuangfan's appearance, and quickly said, "I'm low blood sugar, this is it, eat a piece of candy quickly."

Lin Hen took out a piece of candy from his pocket, tore off the package and fed it to Xu Shuangfan, then picked him up and sat on a chair at the food stall next to him.

It took a while for Xu Shuangfan to recover, his face still pale, and he leaned on Lin Hen in fear and said, "I didn't eat in the morning, and I didn't eat...in the evening last night. I thought I was fine."

"You're messing around!" Lin Hen grabbed a chair from the side and sat down, and supported him from behind, "Running back and forth every day without eating, Iron Man, you, how old you are, you're still so indifferent."

Xu Shuangfan trembled, lowered his head with red eyes, and whispered, "I'm sorry..."

Lin Hen was taken aback for a moment, he was not easy to get close to, and when he was angry, he would speak aggressively, and if he was not careful, people would misunderstand him, "I'm not..."

A car suddenly stopped beside him, and before Lin Hen could finish speaking, the door of the back seat opened, He Jing got out from inside, slammed the door hard, looked at this side coldly, his face was so gloomy that it was about to drip.

Lin Hen's heart beat violently, and subconsciously let go of Xu Shuangfan's hand, Xu Shuangfan was shaking and was about to fall, so he quickly helped him up again.

The anger in He Jing's eyes was about to burn people, and Lin Hen felt that the strings that had been stretched by He Jing during this time broke completely with a "clang".

Facing a dog out of control, what would a top alpha with a strong desire for control and a bad temper do...

The moment He Jing got off the car, the surrounding temperature dropped a little, making one's hair stand on end.

He strode over and pulled Xu Shuangfan out of Lin Hen's arms involuntarily, and raised his fist immediately.

Lin Hen cursed secretly in his heart, rushed forward and pulled Xu Shuangfan back forcefully, "What are you doing!"

With Xu Shuangfan's small stature, He Jing could kill him with one fist.

He Jing looked around and realized that the location was wrong, so he lowered his fist, but his eyes were still fixed on Xu Shuangfan with anger, wishing to tear him alive.

Lin Hen took advantage of this opportunity to pass Xu Shuangfan to the driver next to him, and asked him to take the people away quickly, then he pulled He Jing into the car with all his strength, and closed the door with a "bang".

Although it was expected that there would be an explosion between them, he didn't expect it to come so soon. Lin Hen was not prepared at all, and even the innocent Xu Shuangfan was implicated.

"Lin Hen," He Jing looked at him, clenched his fists again and again, "Who was that little bitch just now? When did you fucking know Omega behind my back?!"

Lin Hen frowned, and explained in a calm voice: "Xu Shuangfan is my friend, not the little bitch you are talking about. He had hypoglycemia just now, and I just ran into it..."

"That shit is just right!" He Jing looked at Lin Hen, remembering Lin Hen's indifference during this period and the concern he had shown towards Xu Shuangfan just now, anger instantly filled his handsome face, a strange emotion called jealousy made him Not knowing what to do, I could only vent my anger, "You just caught up with so many! You just hug him when he has low blood sugar? You just touch him, you don't think it's dirty!"

Lin Hen also started to get angry, and his Adam's apple rolled: "He is a friend I met when I was working. His father is in the hospital now. He has been running all the time. I just helped him up when he fainted from exhaustion. It's not the relationship you said! You didn't It is necessary to insult an innocent person like this!"

"You yelled at me because of him?" A look of astonishment flashed in He Jing's eyes, and was replaced by anger in the next second, and he punched the back of the back hard, "Why do you have the face to yell at me! I showed you the painting last night You are as expressionless as a dead person, hugging that little bitch today and kissing me, did you not get fucked by me, do you still have the strength to hug him!"

"How many times do I have to say that we don't matter! Can you think about it calmly!"

"I'm calm now." He Jing pressed Lin Hen's shoulders hard and pressed him against the car window, staring at him fiercely, "Are you dating that little bitch? You don't fucking like me anymore? Hold!"

Lin Hen took a deep breath, the emotions he had been feeling all the time were congested in his chest, making him unable to breathe.

He Jing laughed back angrily, and pressed his lips sarcastically: "You just like the one who looks like a pussy? Jiang Huan, and the one just now, are you tired of being fucked by me and want to fuck someone else? I'm telling you, Lin Hen, with me in one day, don't even think about it!"

Lin Hen couldn't control the emotions accumulated in his heart anymore. He clenched his fists tightly, but couldn't stop shaking, like a fool who wanted to die, he said hoarsely: "Is what you asked just now true? Until now , do you still think I will like someone else?"

Lin Hen stared into He Jing's eyes from the beginning to the end, how determined he was to ask, the deeper the fear of the truth in his heart, afraid of seeing a trace of certain emotion, and masochistically looking forward to the knife stabbing his heart .

He Jing froze for a moment, then nodded with a sneer: "Okay, I believe it."

A gleam of hope flashed in Lin Hen's eyes, and the corners of his lips were about to curl——

"You promise that you will never see these idiots again in the future, just squat beside me and act like a dog honestly. You will never see anyone or touch anyone. I will believe you."

The lightest words, the cruelest knife.

The light in Lin Hen's eyes was like a fragile candle, a gust of wind blew by, leaving only a wisp of sad blue smoke.

Lin Hen had never felt so sorry for himself for a moment, his lips trembled like a terminally ill patient, he slit his throat every word, every word dripped blood: "He Jing, how can you...how can you!"

He Jing frowned, and pinched his chin impatiently: "Why are you hesitating! Nod your fucking head!"

"...I don't agree."

He Jing was startled: "What did you say?"

Lin Hen tried his best to make himself look confident to face the truth.

He has always backed away endlessly, and endured endlessly. It has been too long, and he has forgotten that at first he wanted to fall in love with He Jing. Because he was afraid of losing He Jing, he humbly endured again and again, just asking to be able to Close to He Jing for a minute and a half.

Facts proved that he was wrong, and his forbearance had the opposite effect. Up to now, what He Jing cares about is not his feelings, but his kneeling posture.

Has retreated to the edge of the cliff, he has nothing to fear...

Lin Hen raised his head, looked at He Jing, and mustered up the courage to repeat: "I said, I don't promise."

"Lin Hen!" He Jing grabbed his collar, his handsome face contorted with anger, "Are you crazy?! Be fucking normal!"

He Jing's tenderness and forbearance during this period was like a hallucination. Lin Hen felt the manic pheromone suppression again after a short while, and the familiar fear came to his heart. He trembled unconsciously, but still trembling his lips, he gritted his teeth and said: " I'm not crazy. You should have known that one day, I'm a man, not a dog, and I'm chasing you because I like you... I can't get what I want, and I'm going to leave sooner or later."

He Jing's face flashed in a daze for a moment, and two seconds later, he completely twisted into madness. He grabbed his collar and slammed it on the car seat. : "You fucking say it again!"

A sense of suffocation hit, Lin Hen grabbed his hand forcefully, his face turned red: "I said... I will... go uh..."

He Jing let go of his hand, and punched Lin Hen's face with a fist. His chest heaved violently, and he stared at him for a long time before shouting: "You dare to ask me! I coax you to hold you and draw a fucking picture for you You should be content! You fucking deserve me?! You're a fart!"

Lin Hen clutched his neck and panted heavily. Hearing this, he felt that his heart full of holes had been stabbed hard again. He roared hoarsely: "If I like you, I will be inferior to you! Why can't I make a request! "

He Jing raised his hand, Lin Hen flinched subconsciously, that hand covered Lin Hen's mouth forcefully, He Jing said grimly: "You can't, you're just a dog following me begging for fuck, it's you Anyone who begged me to take a look at you should put away your so-called self-esteem, watch your ass|ass, and let me fuck you for the rest of your life!"

Lin Hen bit the back of He Jing's hand, wishing to bite his flesh and blood, but his eyes were so hot and humid that he couldn't see that face clearly.

He Jing was so painful that he withdrew his hand forcefully, grabbed Lin Hen's head and pressed it against the car window, and was almost driven mad by the increasingly abnormal Lin Hen: "You fucking dare to bite me!"

Lin Hen leaned against the car window, his eyes were red from coughing, and he stared at He Jing stubbornly.

"An idiot who has committed crimes for five years mentioned 'qualifications' to me, are you out of your head! You don't take a mirror to look at it, I can keep you for five years, you should be grateful! How dare you provoke those unscrupulous people? What do they compare me to something that is not four-dimensional? You are so fucking cheap and blind!" He Jing opened the car door as he spoke, and pushed Lin Hen furiously, "It's disgusting! Get out! What the hell? It's time to figure it out and come back on your knees!"

Lin Hen was so suppressed by the top Alpha pheromone that he couldn't lift his strength, and fell off the car directly. His palms were rubbed on the ground, and a large piece of skin was rubbed off, causing burning pain.

The "bang" sound when the car door closed made him completely forget the pain, he turned his head suddenly, stood up in a panic while watching the leaving car, and watched He Jing's car drive away in a daze.

It wasn't until the shadow of the car was gone that he raised his hand and pressed his chest, with a dazed expression on his face.

Obviously he has given up, why does his heart still hurt, the pain is so painful that he can hardly straighten his back, the pain is so painful that he is about to fall down on the street.

A stall owner nearby saw that something was wrong with him, and came over to ask him if he wanted to sit down for a while. Lin He waved his hand numbly, and staggered to the side of the road, leaning against a tree, his eyes still tightly locked in the direction He Jing left.

His bloody heart seemed to be thrown on the road, thrown away in disgust, like an inconspicuous piece of garbage, rolling to the ground, covered with mud.

His eyes were red with pain, he wanted to chase after him, he wanted to beg, he wanted to cry, he wanted to ask He Jing if he really had no hope, he wanted to finally grab the straw, redeem his five years of hard work, and finally give him a hug The glowing boy in my memory...

Lin Hen raised his hand, as if he could still feel He Jing's temperature from the air. It was the temperature he had felt for five years. Although it didn't belong to him, he had been lusting after him for five years, and he was used to curling up next to He Jing. Keeping warm by my side, crying and hurting, as long as I see this person, everything will be fine...

In his pale youth, He Jing was the only color.

Now, he wants to blacken the color with his own hands...how can he...how can he do it...

Lin Hen gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, tremblingly trying to lift his legs.

……

This step was not taken in the end.

Lin He lowered his head and hugged his head, trying to restrain himself, but he still couldn't stop the wailing from his throat, as if he was crying.

A cry without tears, without comfort, without meaning.

It wasn't until this moment that Lin Hen realized that what he once thought was within reach was so far away from him. Even if he tried his best to chase after him, he was exhausted and bleeding, but in the end it was just a fight in the mud. Self-motivated run.

He Jing is in the sky, sitting in the high moon, watching him work hard like a clown, watching him fall, watching him desperately reaching for something that he can't reach in his life...

Sadly, he didn't understand until now.

No matter how hard he ran in the mud, he couldn't reach the moon in the sky.

There was a voice in my heart that kept begging.

Let's go, Lin Hen, just throw your heart to him, don't want it anymore.

Let's go, he can live well without you, and you can do the same without him.

let's go...

Lin Hen glanced in that direction for the last time, his throat tightened, and his trembling lips parted. Before a word could reach anyone's ears, it was scattered in the wind.

"gone……"