After Beta was not humble and chased back, Scum A became humble

Before going to work, Lin Hen specially went to the cake shop to pack a small cake.

He arrived early today, and after waiting for a while for Xu Shuangfan to arrive, he handed over the cake: "Thanks for yesterday."

Xu Shuangfan was surprised and looked at him helplessly, his ears were red: "No, you don't have to be so polite, we... I should."

"I still have to thank you. Without you, I might have had a fever yesterday." Lin Hen took off his coat and changed into work clothes.

He was afraid of the cold due to a cold, and today he wore a black loose sweater, which couldn't fit under the overalls, so he had to take off the sweater, and there was no movement behind him. Lin Hen thought Xu Shuangfan had gone out, so he pulled the sweater off by the collar, and there was nothing inside wear.

Xu Shuangfan's eyes widened when he was caught off guard by seeing a muscular and beautiful back. Lin Hen has always liked to exercise, and he usually does exercises at home, especially the waist and abdomen. into sweatpants...

Many Alphas who are born with physical advantages are unable to maintain such an excellent figure. The broad shoulders, narrow waist and long legs in the book are just like this...Xu Shuangfan realized.

Lin Hen, sure enough, is so handsome.

Handsome from the outside in.

Xu Shuangfan opened his mouth slightly, wanting to remind Lin Hen that he was still there, but the words stuck in his throat, unable to utter a sound, he could only watch Lin Hen put on his work clothes in a daze, and when Lin Hen was about to change his pants Woke up suddenly, turned around and ran away, closed the door with a "bang", stood outside and gasped for a few breaths, the tip of his nose was hot.

Shameless, Xu Shuangfan covered his face, the blush from his ears stained his neck, and shouted in his heart, Xu Shuangfan, you are so shameless.

Lin Hen was startled by the sound of the door slamming, and turned his head only in time to see a shadow passing by the door.

I didn't go out just now, why didn't there be any movement at all, Lin Hen changed into his pants, smiled, and didn't care.

When Lin Hen came out after changing clothes, Xu Shuangfan didn't know where to put his eyes. He scratched his hair embarrassingly, and asked in a low voice while putting on his glasses, "Does your mother not know that you work here?"

"Well, I kept it from her," Lin Hen put on his tie, and couldn't help shaking his head when he thought of his mother's expression. Thanks to his witty yesterday, "I told her yesterday and got angry, but finally agreed."

"Me too," Xu Shuangfan glanced at Lin Hen's tie-wearing hands, which were scarred and very cool, "My dad didn't agree with me coming here at first, but there was nothing I could do. I didn't feel that much pain."

Speaking of this, Xu Shuangfan smiled, there was a dimple on the left cheek, and when he smiled, his eyes narrowed into two crescents, "I'm used to it."

Lin Hen looked at him for a while, reached out and rubbed his head, pressed it, but said nothing.

He understood that Xu Shuangfan's words were also applicable to him.

It's like he likes He Jing, outsiders can't understand why he is so persistent, the other party is obviously not that kind to you, and you still don't let go.

But only he knows that no one is born to like a person who treats him badly. He Jing was not like this at the beginning. From the sweet past to the bitter present, the more painful, the more nostalgic, and in the end he was remembered The candy was tied thoroughly, and he got used to the other party's changes bit by bit, recalling the original appearance while feeling sad.

Just get used to it slowly, the simple reason is just getting used to it.

When he was busy until after nine o'clock, Lin Hen was very dizzy. He sneaked out to smoke a cigarette and take a break. He turned his head with the cigarette case, but was very unlucky and bumped into his boss when he was running away from work.

Gu An was leaning against the wall of the corridor, with a cigarette in his hand, a dark blue shirt covering his excellent figure, the cuffs were casually rolled up, and he looked at him with a gentle smile with the casualness of a mature man. .

Jiang Ciwen is a fucking fake, Lin Hen said in his heart.

Seeing him, Gu An immediately pinched his cigarette, and his deep voice was gentle, with a calming magic power: "Uncomfortable?"

"A little bit." Lin Hen put back the cigarette he had taken out.

"Cold and smoking," Gu An glanced at his hands, tilted his head, and said with a smile, "Let's go, kids who skipped work, go sit in my office for a while."

Lin Hen didn't refuse, he was really uncomfortable now, it was better to have a place to sit than to stand.

Looking at Gu An's appearance, he didn't mean to deduct his salary.

Gu An's office is full of the fragrance of rain and mist roses from his body. It is very magical. It is so strong that it can be smelled from a long distance, but it is soft and not pungent.

Maybe this is the money ability, Lin Hen thought, there is a reason why perfume is expensive.

Lin Hen sat across from his desk. The office chair was soft and comfortable. He couldn't help leaning back, too tired to move.

Gu An poured him a glass of water and put it in front of him: "If you have a cold, don't drink coffee."

Lin Hen took a big sip before feeling a little better in his throat, "Thank you."

"You're welcome," Gu An sat across from him, resting his chin on the back of his hand, with a gentle smile in his eyes, "Tell me, what's the matter?"

Lin Hen paused for a moment when he put down the water glass, and then tapped on the table as if nothing had happened.

"I said before, I won't touch other people's pets." Gu An looked at him with a smile in his eyes, "Now you can treat me as an ordinary senior and talk about your confusion. Maybe I, who has been here, can give you some advice. Helpful advice."

Lin Hen frowned slightly, looking into his eyes, Gu An bent his lips and let him look at him, his demeanor was like an iron wall, no one could penetrate this shell and hit the innermost emotion.

Extreme calm under tenderness and affinity.

"Have you ever liked someone else? Seriously." Lin Hen asked suddenly.

It seems that he didn't expect his first question to be this. Gu An was slightly taken aback, but quickly reacted and nodded, "Well, I almost gave up everything to elope."

Lin Hen raised his eyebrows slightly, completely unable to see that the mature man in front of him would do such absurd things as "elope".

"Is it unbelievable? I was young too," Gu An took a sip of his coffee, as if recalling something, his eyes flashed with reminiscence, "But then we separated, because of some...external reasons."

"external?"

"The world doesn't revolve around us, and nothing is guaranteed, kid."

Lin Hen looked up at him, frowning slightly, chewing on the meaning of this sentence.

"Tell me about you," Gu An interrupted his thoughts, "What relationship problems did you encounter?"

"You are really scary." Lin Hen stared at him.Obviously didn't say anything, Gu An seemed to have guessed the cause and effect of him sitting here, is this the "experienced person".

I don't know if he has Gu An's ability at Gu An's age.

"But you're not scared," Gu Anhao propped his chin up and smiled, "Right?"

"Who says it's not?" Lin Hen shrugged, and then smiled, it was rare to feel like a "children".

You don't need to pretend to be mature, you don't need to take care of things, you don't need to pay anything. Anyway, you can't pretend to be in front of Gu An, and you can't hide the details from him. He has nothing to do now.

The air suddenly became quiet. Lin Hen held the water glass and pressed the wall of the glass with his fingertips. All the things that happened during this period kept flashing back in his mind.

Angry He Jing, romantic He Jing, unreasonable He Jing, gentle He Jing, irritable He Jing...

Lin Hen paused, and said softly, "What I want to talk about is related to He Jing."

Gu An nodded and thoughtfully did not interrupt.

Lin Hen took a deep breath, and it was the first time he mentioned a topic related to He Jing to others, and it seemed so difficult even to organize his words.

"The relationship between the two of us at the beginning was quite good... I decided to be with him in the future when I saw him for the first time. I must chase this person. He must be the only one. It's naive to think about it now, but let me Back then, I would still do it."

"I am not afraid of difficulties. I have encountered many difficulties, and I can solve them with hard work... Only He Jing, I used to think that as long as I worked hard, I would definitely be able to catch up with him, but the more I walked forward, I felt that the two of us It's getting farther and farther away, hard work and desperate efforts are useless, and what's even more frightening is that what happened recently gave me a feeling that hard work has backfired."

"I know something is wrong, but I don't know what it is, and I'm a little...tired."

After finishing speaking in one breath, Lin Hen picked up the water glass and drank the remaining water in one gulp.

"I'm tired..." Gu An got up, poured him another glass of water, this time leaned directly on the table next to him, tapped the table with his fingertips, and made a regular sound, "You want to be persuaded, Or take advice?"

"Is there a difference?" Lin Hen exhaled, looked up at him, and chose one at random, "What is persuasion?"

"Let go now," Gu An looked at him, "let him disappear from your world, and you disappear from his world, completely."

"Disappear?" Lin Hen gave a "tsk", feeling that Gu An was teasing him, "Then why are you chasing after me, I have worked so hard until now to completely disappear, how fucking funny, comedian."

Gu An raised his hand and flicked his forehead: "It's still too late for you to let go. While you are young, look at the outside world more, and you will understand that there are too many people in the world who are worthy of your affection. He Jing will also understand, The two of you are actually equal, he can drive you away at any time, and you can also not want him at any time."

"...Equality?" Lin Hen covered his forehead, a look of confusion flashed in his eyes.

"Yes," Gu An looked down at him with gentle eyes, "All the differences between the two of you are caused by yourself, it's you who gave He Jing the confidence to treat you badly."

Lin Hen was completely dumbfounded, "I chased him, I'm not used to him, do I still bully him?"

Gu An was amused by his words, took a sip of coffee and said, "I didn't let you bully him, but you are letting him bully you now."

"How about it? Do you want to try it?" Gu An paused, looking at him playfully, "Or, do you dare to give it a try?"

Lin Hen fell silent and left He Jing. Just thinking about these four words made his scalp tingle and his blood flow backwards.

He Jing has been his goal for more than five years, and it has almost taken up all of him. Giving up on He Jing is tantamount to killing him...

"I can not do it."

A flash of clarity flashed in Gu An's eyes, "Then do you want to listen to my suggestion?"

"Tell me," Lin Hen smiled self-deprecatingly, put his hands on his forehead, and closed his eyes tiredly, "I have no choice."

Gu An gently pressed his shoulder: "Go back to him, continue to treat him well, tolerate him, love him, and pamper him unconditionally."

Lin Hen didn't speak, he seemed to understand, but also didn't seem to understand anything.

"Try it, kid. If you're sad, you can come to me for a drink."

"I'm 20."

"In my eyes, you are just a child."

……

Three days later, Lin Hen lived a step-by-step life, attending classes during the day and going to work at night, with a full schedule every day, so that he could minimize the time he spent thinking about He Jing.

He Jing hasn't come to school for so many days, and it's already the second semester of the third year of high school. The study atmosphere in the class is very tense. Lin Hen heard someone say more than once, "I really envy He Jing, I don't need to attend classes, I can do everything", "If I am as rich as He Jing I can also get good grades", "Who made him have a good father"...

Lin Hen really wanted to tell them that He Jing's good father has nothing to do with He Jing's hard work. His good grades mean that he is smart. If the same teacher gives you extra lessons, you may or may not understand, but He Jing is studying high school content At the same time, they also need to study finance in advance, study painting, practice social networking, and socialize with New Year's greetings...the workload is dozens of times theirs, and they can do everything to the best.

None of this has anything to do with his "good father". If you have to talk about it, it has to be attributed to genetics.

On the night of chatting with Gu An, Lin Hen listened to Gu An's suggestion and took the initiative to send a message to He Jing. He really didn't know what to say, so he could only send a dry sentence: Do you want to eat cake?I do.

No surprise no response.

I don't know how long it will keep him cold this time, Lin Hen took a breath, I don't know if it was an illusion, he didn't seem to be as flustered as before.

It may be that I have imagined the worst ending and seen hell, so I have the courage to face death.

When Lin Hen got off work at night, he received a call from a stranger.

He pulled off his tie and pressed the answer button: "Hello?"

"Lin Hen, He Jing is drunk, you come to XX Club to pick him up." Jiang Ciwen's voice was rare to be a little flustered.

"..." Lin Hen picked up his coat, recalled the WeChat messages that had disappeared, and felt that He Jing didn't want to see him now, "You send him home when he's drunk, what's the use of me going, I'm not a hangover cure .”

"...He won't let us touch him, and now he is throwing a temper tantrum, and no one dares to treat him on the fourth floor of the club," Jiang Ciwen said in a flustered voice, "Hurry over here, he's staying inside alone. , the pheromone is strong and the susceptibility period is almost over, I am afraid that something will happen to him."