After cultivating the ruthless way, I became a black moonlight

The sword god has long forgotten his own name. He used to have a name. Before he ascended to immortality, he had a name when he was still wandering in the realm of comprehension.

Later, he ascended to become a fairy, first became a sword fairy, and later became a sword god after many calamities.

Those who respect him call him Your Majesty, and those who don't know him call him "Sword God", as if this is his title.

So over time, no one knew his name, and he himself forgot it.

Life in the God Realm is not difficult. For them, one thing they must learn is to endure loneliness, because they have a long life, and during these long years, they cannot move their desires.

Love and love are desires, they cannot love.

In those tens of thousands of years, the sword god never thought that he would be emotional, because he had a sword, and he only had a sword in his heart.

But he met a young god, a god born from light, a god from birth, and even the Dao of Heaven favored him to the extreme.

Dressed in golden light, dazzling, dazzling and extravagant.

Even the Golden Crow had to keep an eye on him when he was beside him.

It was at a banquet, he met the other party for the first time, it was so beautiful.

It was so hot that he couldn't calm down for a long time, so he went to find out the identity of the other party.

"That is the honorable Burning God, and also the God of Light."

"He was born from the heaven and the earth, he is the heaven and the earth as his parents, and he is very favored by the god king."

"However, it is said that the man is young, and he was born as a god. I am afraid that there will be a catastrophe in the future."

"By the way, he likes pear blossoms and often goes to Lishan."

Lishan?The sword god remembered the name, and then he took his sword and came to Lishan.

Lishan is a fairy mountain, always full of pear flowers as white as snow.

Sword God stood under the pear tree for several years, and occasionally when he looked up at the pear tree, he couldn't help reaching out to catch it—two pieces, very soft and light, but just like the person he saw.

Sometimes the sword god doesn't know why he does this, but he is willing to wait here for several years just to meet the other party.

A few years is not too long for Sword God, but it passed in a snap of the fingers.

He also thought that he would be very calm, but when the boy appeared, all the calm collapsed.

Just like the calm and stagnant water, when a boulder is thrown into it, countless splashes are splashed, even if the splashes dissipate, those ripples still cannot be calmed down.

"who are you?"

"Sword God."

"what are you doing here?"

"Look at the flowers."

"Are the flowers here pretty?"

"Ah."

But not as good as you, everything in the world is not as good as the one you look back at.

The two of them only said these words when they met. The boy just came to pick pear blossoms, and it seemed that he was going to make wine.

Sword God drank alcohol before, but quit after becoming a god.

He saw the boy leave, then lowered his eyes, and stretched out his hand to press his chest, where the heartbeat was fast.

That-Carving Sword God understands that he seems to be unable to turn back.

So he didn't leave, he stayed in Lishan again, he was waiting for the boy's next arrival, although there will always be several years between each time, but it doesn't matter, as long as he is here, as long as the other party comes once, it will be Can see him - once.

Pear blossoms are flying, and a few words are enough for him to endure years of waiting.

"Are you here to see the flowers again?"

"Do you always come here?"

"meet again."

"Aren't the pear blossoms beautiful this year?"

"It seems that I can meet you every time."

"The wind is blowing again, why don't you leave?"

"See you next time."

Every time they met, it was always over in a hurry, and there were not many words he could get.

Sword God hoped that the other party could talk to him more, but he was not good at expressing his emotions.

He could only stand in Lishan and wait for the other party's arrival day after day, every day, every day.

Sometimes when the pear blossoms are blowing, he seems to be able to see the other person's face among those petals.

He left a shadow of the other party in his heart, so he felt that everything he saw was the other party.

Love rises with the wind and never ends.

The pear blossoms all over the tree can't blow away his mind.

The next time the boy came again, his gaze paused when he saw him.

"I heard a funny thing, do you want to hear it?" The boy came over with a branch of pear blossoms, and stood in front of him smiling, very bright.

"What is it?"

The boy patted his nose with the pear blossom, his eyes flickered, "I heard from Fengshen that there is a stone that has been standing in Lishan for decades, but he has been staying on Lishan , seems to be waiting for someone, many gods outside are asking if this stone is crazy, what do you think?"

The Sword God moved his lips, and then clenched the sword in his hand.

The boy asked him again, "Are you waiting for me? Why?"

The sword god looked at the young man seriously, and imprinted the other party's - stroke - stroke in his mind.

"I want to see you." Sword God heard himself say so.

The boy was even more puzzled, "Why?"

The Sword God looked away, he looked up at the pear blossoms all over the tree, the white ones were like a heavy snow falling, covering the branches all over the tree.

"I was very happy when I saw you."

The young man froze for a moment, as if amused by him, and handed him the pear blossom in his hand, "You don't seem to be as blunt as the rumors say, promise, I'll give you the pear blossom, come with me, and I'll take you to drink. "

Sword God's heart was pounding, he stretched out his hand to catch Lihua, and then followed the boy away.

The boy took him to his own palace, which was a white jade palace. It was empty, but there was a pleasant smell of wine.

"The wine I made from pear blossoms is called Libaichun."

"Ah."

"Father God doesn't like me to drink, but I finally managed to drink in secret,—at first I still cared, but then I didn't care much about me."

The sword god knew that the god-father he was talking about was the king of gods, and the boy was very favored by the king of gods, so he adopted the boy as his adopted son very early on, and treated him very well.

It was the first time Sword God drank Libaichun, a very weak wine, with a bit of coldness, which reminded people of pear blossoms in spring when it was slightly cold.

"tasty?"

"I love so much."

So the boy laughed, and he and the other party became close friends.

The life in the God Realm is very lonely, so many people either choose to be alone or stay in groups.

The Sword God used to be single, but after making friends with the boy, he often stayed with him.

He found that the young man's temperament was actually very mild, not as enthusiastic as he showed, even if it was light, there must be shadows accompanying it.

The sword god loves each other very much, but he has to restrain his feelings and dare not reveal his feelings.

Because love is not allowed in the God Realm.

Also because the boy didn't love him.

But he thought, if he could always be with the other side, he would be satisfied.

But God's will tricks people, after all, God's will tricks people.

He didn't quite know what happened, but he only remembered that the boy had a conflict with the God King, and the God King was furious and said he wanted the boy to admit his mistake.

On Zhuxian Terrace, the young man was in a state of embarrassment, dressed in gold and white clothes, full of light, he stubbornly stared at the aloof god king.

"Father God, should God be ruthless and desireless to you?"

"Greed, anger, and ignorance are all delusion, and love, hatred, and hatred are desires!"

"Then such a god is not as good as a mortal!"

He saw that the god king was furious, and the whole heaven was shaken by it.

"If you want to be a mortal, then I will fulfill you!"

He watched helplessly as the young man was cast into reincarnation, and then fell into the mortal world. At the last moment, he forcibly rushed to the underworld and put the young man's reincarnation into the cultivation world, leaving a mark on the opponent's fate.

Because he understands that this is also his last chance.

You can't ask for it, you can't love it, you can't leave it.

That being the case, it's better to follow the other party vigorously to the world to go through that - suffering.

But he is a god, so he couldn't come to the cultivation world as a god, so he had to wait for more than ten years before coming to the cultivation world.

But he couldn't wait for his reincarnation, it was too long.

He could wait for the other party on Lishan for decades, but he couldn't bear the reincarnation time of these ten years.

So he seized the body, he seized the body of the sword master in the mortal world, and stayed in Linyuan Xianzong in the cultivation world as the opponent.

And when he seized the house, it happened to be not long after Su Zhuo had just worshiped under the door.

He looked at Su Zhuo, and felt familiar for a while, so he checked the other party's fate, and it was not the boy he was waiting for.

At that moment, he felt an indescribable loss in his heart.

He's here for the youth, so he can't.

He was very indifferent to Su Zhuo, never taught him, and seldom met him. During the days in Jianfeng, he could feel Su Zhuo's emotional changes towards him.

——When Su Zhuo first saw him, there was light in his eyes, and then it became dimmer and dimmer.

He also often watched Su Zhuo in the dark, watching how he looked at the starry sky at night.

Sometimes, he would feel heartache, but he had to restrain himself, because he didn't come here for Su Zhuo.

He didn't want the other party to be embarrassed, and he didn't want to be ugly either.

A few years later, the new disciple joined the Linyuan Immortal Sect again.

This time, he waited for the young man, he checked the other party's fate, it was him.

It was the other party that he came to the realm of comprehension to look for through untold hardships.

But when we saw each other again, his heart was calm and there was not a single ripple.

why?

why--?

He let that new disciple join his sect as a junior disciple, and gave him his destiny magic weapon, the Frost Light Sword, and was still on the road of cultivation—making exceptions to increase the opponent's cultivation base time and time again.

But the more so, the more emptiness he felt in his heart.

It shouldn't be like this.

Obviously it shouldn't be like this.

Didn't he come for the other party?Why didn't he have the slightest satisfaction?

Only strangeness, estrangement, and uneasiness remain.

His eyes can't help staying on Su Zhuo, and on his big disciple.

He once said that he would only accept himself as an apprentice, but he broke his promise. He had thought that Su Zhuo would leave in a fit of shame. Every time he expected Su Zhuo to leave, he hesitated when the other party left.

In his heart, he didn't want the other party to leave.

Later, later, Su Zhuo got farther and farther away from him, farther and farther away.

He was moved by the other party only once, and that was when Su Zhuo was deeply trapped in the swamp in the secret realm, he made an exception and rescued him, then he hugged Su Zhuo and stayed under the pear tree for a long, long, long time .

Pear blossoms fell all over them, one petal after another, in the breeze, the branches swayed, and the petals were flying all over the sky.

He hugged Su Zhuo, but what he was thinking about in his mind was what happened in the God Realm a few years ago.

He was on Lishan Mountain in the God Realm, with such anticipation and admiration.

Things are impermanent and always ridiculous.

"Su Zhuo, I'm sorry for you."

"I only have him in my heart. In the past few years, after all, I have treated you a lot."

"Let's go, don't come back again, it's for your own good, and for the good of this deity."

If there is a next—life——

Soon Su Zhuo was imprisoned in Xingfeng for the crime of killing his fellow disciples.

He knew that Su Zhuo was wronged, but he couldn't believe it.

Because this is the best opportunity to cut off their master-student relationship.

From now on, they can no longer have any relationship.

Yes, there will be no more relations.

Su Zhuo will no longer recognize him as a master, and he will be able to cut off all those day and night thoughts.

He did it himself, and he watched Su Zhuo crawling towards him covered in blood.

There is still light in the other party's eyes, and he still refuses to give up.

"Master...you believe me..."

He heard Su Zhuo whisper.

At that moment, his heart throbbed extremely.

what is this?

In the end, he made up his mind, and when the opponent was about to grab his robe, he shook his true energy and blasted him away.

"dirty."

he said coldly.

It was speaking to himself, and he felt dirty at the bottom of his heart.

All of this was not about Su Zhuo's business.

Just because flowers are not flowers, and fog is not fog.

Su Zhuo shouldn't have to bear all the things, it's because of his selfish desires.

It was him who was wrong, not Su Zhuo.

After all, the light in Su Zhuo's eyes completely disappeared, and there was only a piece of coldness in his gaze.

At that moment, he realized one thing very clearly, he would no longer be the master of the other party, and the other party would never return to him again.

Later, Su Zhuo was sent back to Su's family, and he finally lost him.

He lives in Jianfeng with his little disciple, but he is often in a trance, and he can't even tell whether his feelings are for the person in front of him or the youth in the previous life.

The little disciple is not the same as a boy, and he can no longer treat the other party as a boy from the previous life.

His emotions and reason made him extremely confused, so he retreated.

If possible, he would like to spend the rest of his life in retreat.

What happened after that was something that he would never forget, even regret for the rest of his life.

Although Su Zhuo left, he still kept the other party's long-lived lamp by his side, which was left by the other party when he was apprenticed to the teacher, and he has been guarding the long-lived lamp.

But suddenly, the longevity lamp went out.

Su Zhuo died.

Su Zhuo died?

At that moment he forcibly left the gate, and when he arrived, he only saw the wind and clouds change color, the sky and the earth were dark, a little phoenix flew into the sky, and then turned into a star and disappeared into the world.

There is no more Su Zhuo in the world.

He spit out a mouthful of blood and clutched his chest in a huge emotional ups and downs - time so that he could barely hear the sounds around him.

why?

Why did Su Zhuo die?

who killed it?

Who forced Su Zhuo to die?

He wants to kill everyone to be buried with Su Zhuo!

Then, he discovered another incredible thing.

Su Zhuo, is the boy he was looking for?

Why is this happening?

It turned out that Su Zhuo was the person he was looking for, so who was that little disciple?

Did that little disciple steal Su Zhuo's life?

Robbed, Su Zhuo's fate?

That - the sword carving god is almost going crazy.

Why it came out like this?

Why is this so!

It turned out that he didn't love the wrong person, what he was thinking of, no matter whether it was in the world of gods or in the realm of cultivation, the only thing that would tempt him was the other person.

Only the other party!

So, why did this-everything become like this?

And how did he treat Su Zhuo these years?

—Recalling those days when he was indifferent to each other day and night, and the indifference in Xingfeng, the sword god wanted to kill himself.

It was he who ruined this—everything.

It's his fault.

That—Carved Sword God wanted to laugh, what exactly did he do.

What the hell has he done all these years?

He is remorseful, painful, and confused, but he won't even have the chance to be forgiven.

Because the person he loves is dead.

He started to go crazy, letting go of his madness again and again.

He did some stupid things when he was sober, it would be better to be crazy than that, at least in this way, he would not feel such heartache.

Ups and downs, and occasionally when he was awake, he always recalled the past.

There are God Realms, and there are also those in the Realm of Cultivation.

Later, when his time was approaching, what he often thought of was the incident when Su Zhuo died in the secret realm and he took him under the pear tree.

He hugged Su Zhuo, Su Zhuo was very light and small, and was very fragile when he held him in his arms.

The pear blossoms fell to the ground, and countless pear blossoms also fell on them.

The fragrance floated, he lowered his head to look at Su Zhuo in his arms, stretched out his hand and brushed gently on the other's cheek.

If there is a next life,

"Su Zhuo, if there is a next life, this deity will be exhausted - I will love you forever."

But he has no next life, and Su Zhuo will not need him in his next life.

Misunderstandings, good fortune tricks people.

The pear blossom was blown by the wind, spinning, and flew to the distance with the wind.

In this life, I tried my best but still felt uneasy.

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