On the end of love at first sight [e-sports]

Su Mian and Lu Xingyan got acquainted because of a misunderstanding by Gu Fan.

After chatting for a few words, the two felt like-minded, not only in character, but also in family and stubbornness in the bones. Lu Xingyan was Su Mian's friend who became the fastest friend from acquaintance to him.

It can be said that Lu Xingyan was Su Mian's first teacher in playing LOL. He chose the jungle position because Lu Xingyan's carnivorous and brutal style of play left a deep impression on him.

The more he gets in touch with this game, the more he loves it, and he seems to have found his own field, even though it doesn't look elegant,?

It's very different from being confronted with the fuck.

In front of his mother,? No matter how hard he tries, he won't be praised by her for being excellent in every door. She will just say, you have to keep working hard,? Your brothers are far more than that, do you think,? You just do Is this enough?

Only in this canyon can Su Mian find her original self, the unfettered life that belongs to 'Su Mian'.

He has the right to control himself. If he can't bear the grievance of being oppressed by the enemy, then he can only become stronger? Just use strength and hard power to defeat the enemy.

He doesn't need to be affirmed by others, he only needs to reap his own satisfaction.

Lu Xingyan said that he is a talented player. It only took him a few months to understand the skills and gameplay of all the heroes, and the routines of the jungler. He can also get diamonds in solo queue.

During Su Mian's continuous struggle with his mother, it seemed that his mother couldn't stand his rebellion, so she canceled his two evening classes in a fit of anger. Su Mian didn't use it for rest, but he used it all to make up with Lu Xingyan lined up together.

Lu Xingyan does not turn on the camera when he uses the trumpet to broadcast live, and his voice is not disguised. Fans often say that his voice is very similar to that alliance favorite 'Lu Xingyan'. Lu Xingyan just smiled and said it was an honor, and he never exposed it Pass.

When Su Mian was in duo with him, the popularity of the live broadcast room was always the highest. Their cp fans began to rise from then on, and it became even more out of control when Lu Xingyan's trumpet live broadcast was exposed.

The two of them didn't know about these things, and they also explained that if they don't fire CP, it's just a normal game between friends, but how can they explain that they are submerged in the vast ocean of CP fans.

In their minds, explaining is covering up.

Gu Fan often watches Lu Xingyan’s live broadcast, and every time he comes, he feels wronged. On the one hand, he feels wronged that the person he wants to date online has become a man, and he has become a close buddy with his idol. On the one hand, he felt wronged that his status in Lu Xingyan's mind had declined again.

Su Mian is just a shameless outsider.

Gu Fan would only think about this kind of thought in his mind, and then filter it.

From the moment he positioned Lu Xingyan as someone he admired, he and Lu Xingyan were destined not to reach the point of life-and-death friendship.

However, seeing Su Mian, who used to run behind his ass, suddenly rose to the position of the newcomer in the canyon, Gu Fan still had mixed feelings.

This is a talent that no one can envy. Some people are destined to shine brightly in their destined field.

However, his hatred for Su Mian cannot be resolved no matter what.

Su Mian didn't deny it when Lu Xingyan said his girlfriend, but only waited for him to embarrass himself before explaining.

Su Mian just wanted to see him make a fool of himself!

His first love and first lovelorn actually fell on this person, it really makes me angry to think about it.

Su Mian and Lu Xingyan are both in Shanghai, and they often see each other after their first face-to-face meeting. They will visit scenic spots together on weekends, and they will go to the scene to watch seniors' games together.

Su Mian is a lazy character, only in the game world can his emotions be mobilized.

One day Lu Xingyan looked at him with a smile and said, "I find that you seem to have a little humanity."

Su Mian was taken aback, and then she joked, "Huh? I take a bath every day!"

He likes his current life, as if he has finally discovered his true self.

He signed up for TG's youth training camp with Lu Xingyan, and entered the TG team together for trial training.

Gu Fan heard that Lu Xingyan had come to TG. He couldn't stay in his own team, and often ran to the TG club. Several seniors knew him well, and the AG team uniform he was wearing didn't stop him.

Su Mian received a call from her family again. He had communicated with his family before coming to the club, and his mother slapped him immediately after hearing it. With the help of his second brother, Su Mian had a chance to escape from the house.

The person who called him did not know that it was a relative of the Su family who wanted to take the opportunity to cling to him. He kept urging him to turn around on the phone, advising him not to ruin his life just because he was angry with his mother.

What's the difference between his own life ruined by himself and the life his mother ruined? They are both ruined anyway. He would rather choose the path he likes.

"If you call and just want to be my mother's lobbyist, I don't think I have anything to talk to you, please don't call me, I will be very troubled, goodbye."

Su Mian hung up the phone. He leaned against the wall and closed his eyes. He was adjusting his breathing to suppress the fire.

In the silence, he heard footsteps coming from beside him, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw a pair of round black eyes.

The other party was in the aisle a few meters away from him, looking like a thief on tiptoe.

Su Mian knew that he was Gu Fan, that idiot kid who mistook him for a girl at first and wanted him to be his girlfriend.

In fact, he is not considered a child, he has heard from Lu Xingyan that Gu Fan is two months older than Lu Xingyan, and older than him by half a year.

Gu Fan looks fair and cute, and looks like a minor, so it gives him the illusion that he is still a child.

Su Mian glanced at Gu Fan, knowing that he was just passing by, put the phone in his pocket, turned around and left.

Gu Fan stopped him: "That..."

Su Mian turned to look at him, Gu Fan scratched her face in embarrassment, and explained in a low voice, "I, I didn't eavesdrop."

Su Mian immediately understood that Gu Fan was explaining her guilty conscience.

Su Mian didn't care, since it wasn't an important conversation, he nodded, only to see a sudden 180-degree change in Gu Fan's attitude.

"Since I met you, can we talk about the past?" Gu Fan walked up to Su Mian and stood still. He was a head shorter than Su Mian, so he could only look up at people.

Even though Su Mian is half a year younger than him, why is she taller than him? This height is at least 1.8 meters, right?

What did this guy eat to grow up!

Gu Fan was angry at himself, and lowered his head to stare at Su Mian's chin, in exchange for his inner balance by looking at each other like this.

Su Mian: "Did I do something wrong, we have nothing to talk about?"

This calm attitude made Gu Fan annoyed: "You see me in embarrassment."

Su Mian: "It's because you think too much."

Gu Fan: "I..."

Su Mian: "Is this what you want to talk about? Or, do you want me to be responsible for your lost first love?"

Su Mian looks like a nobleman, his nobility cannot be concealed by his gestures, he raises his eyebrows at Gu Fan, his eyebrows are sharp, but he doesn't hurt anyone.

Gu Fan listened to his serious ridicule, blushed inexplicably, and shouted: "I don't have that idea, I don't like men!"

Su Mian smiled, stretched out her hand to pinch Gu Fan's mouth, felt that Gu Fan's face was so soft as soon as she touched it, he couldn't control his strength, Gu Fan's mouth was pinched into a chicken's mouth by him.

Su Mian: "That's unfortunate, I happen to like men, if you don't mind, I can make it up to you."

Gu Fan: "?"

"No, no need!" Gu Fan instinctively slapped his hand away, his face was full of panic, as if he heard some secret that no one else could know, he turned around and ran away in fright.

Su Mian stood there without moving, and returned to that indifferent look.

Gu Fan's back shrank and magnified in front of his eyes.

Gu Fan actually turned back, and he yelled at him: "I will keep it a secret for you, and don't play that trick on me, I, I only like girls!"

Su Mian: "You think too much, I don't like children."

Gu Fan made a 'sloppy' sound, and gave him a middle finger.

Su Mian realized when Gu Fan disappeared without a trace. He leaned against the wall and laughed alone for a long time.

……

On the way Gu Fan came to find Lu Xingyan, he would pass by the window of the training room, and Su Mian often observed him through a glass.

What kind of clothes did Gu Fan wear today? Why are there so many strange hats?

His face looks ordinary, but he is cute. His eyes are really big. When he stares at people, people can't help but look back at him. When he smiles, his eyes will bend into a crescent.

His temper came as soon as he said it, and he dissipated quickly, like a gust of wind that he couldn't catch.

Gu Fan's life is rich and colorful, and there are playful friends around him, he dares to choke with his seniors, and he is like a sticky brown candy. Sometimes Su Mian would think, why is he so thick-skinned, so thick that he doesn't seem to feel it There is still sadness and helplessness in life, but he has always been optimistic...

Sometimes when Gu Fan raised his head, he would bump into Su Mian's sight.

Gu Fan would wave to Su Mian, his bright smile shone on him together with the scorching sun in the afternoon, it was an indescribable warmth.

Su Mian is not interested in anyone. After the bad day, he became interested in this noisy child. He found that playing with Gu Fan can make his life more interesting, and also because Gu Fan is very tenacious.

He and Lu Xingyan went to the game of the second AG team. At that time, Gu Fan was trained miserably by his seniors. Even though he died several times, his eyes were red. After the game, he recovered immediately and joked with the seniors with a smile. , like a weed that cannot be burned.

That day Gu Fan saw Lu Xingyan on the player bench, and he rushed directly to the player seat after the match.

Su Mian was sitting next to Lu Xingyan, watching him smile at Lu Xingyan, his voice was still so energetic.

"elder brother!"

Su Mian listened to Gu Fan and Lu Xingyan's conversation, and observed his expression calmly. This kid was pretending to be Lu Xingyan, even the smile on the corner of his mouth was because of Lu Xingyan.

Su Mian raised the corners of her mouth following Gu Fan's arc.

No one noticed that he was smiling, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

……

Demon told Su Mian that both he and Lu Xingyan could join the TG team.

When the results of the trial training came out, his name was erased from the list and replaced by the name of another youth trainee.

Su Mian stared at the rookie jungler who lost to him countless times, and clenched her hands tightly under her sleeves.

Both Demon and Lu Xingyan ran over to comfort him, Demon could not lie to himself, to him, and told him the truth.

"I'm sorry, I can only choose one, Chen Ping has a backer, all I can do is try my best to save one person...Xiao Mian, although SAG is not good, but their manager is familiar with me, and their team members don't make trouble character, they will take good care of you."

Su Mian: "It's fine."

He knew that Demon was also feeling sorry for him, but there was nothing he could do about it.

Although he can't enter TG, at least he can still stay in LPL. He doesn't intend to go home, and he doesn't intend to repeat the same mistakes and continue to experience that painful life.

The short one-month youth training life made Su Mian even more inseparable from here.

It's very good here, there are friends and enthusiastic seniors. For the first time, he has made so many friends, and he lives a fulfilling life every day. The most important thing is that he has found his own goal in the process.

For the first time Su Mian saw guilt in Lu Xingyan's eyes.

Su Mian stepped forward and hugged Lu Xingyan. This was the first time they hugged each other. Su Mian whispered in Lu Xingyan's ear: "The road of competition only depends on strength. No matter how many obstacles others make, the winner is the winner." It can only be us, you are my master, I am inferior to others, you don't have to blame yourself at all."

Lu Xingyan: "But, I really want to..."

They had agreed that they would go to the arena together and win the championship together. A team without Su Mian is incomplete.

Su Mian let go of Lu Xingyan, bumped his shoulder with her fist, and smiled, "I will try my best to catch up with you. Sooner or later, we will be on the same team, and we will win the championship together."

Lu Xingyan put away his useless guilt, his eyes were firm, and he said solemnly: "One day, I will bring you back to fulfill our agreement."

Su Mian: "I'll wait for you."

……

On the day Su Mian left the TG base, he saw Gu Fan in the glass window.

Gu Fan stood downstairs in the base, again with a guilty conscience, he didn't come in, and only frequently glanced at the inside of the base.

Lu Xingyan was inside, why didn't he come in directly?

Su Mian didn't think much about it, she pushed the suitcase and went downstairs.

When they got to the door, Gu Fan first saw him, and Su Mian looked at him, seeing panic in his eyes.

Gu Fan seemed to have pumped himself up enough, and ran towards him with the things in his hands.

Gu Fan seemed a little nervous and stuttered: "I, I heard you're leaving?"

Su Mian nodded.

Gu Fan: "This is for you."

Without saying a word, he strapped the bag to his tie rod.

Su Mian didn't stop her and asked, "What is this?"

Gu Fan: "I bought you snacks in the supermarket next door."

Su Mian: "I don't eat junk food."

Gu Fan: "But eating these will make you feel better."

Su Mian pursed her lips, staring at the fine sweat on Gu Fan's forehead, did Gu Fan go to buy these things for him?

Did you come to comfort him because you heard about him?

Su Mian didn't say a word, her eyes fixed on Gu Fan's dark pupils.

It was the first time he saw himself in Gu Fan's eyes, he was a little surprised and a little dazed.

Also for the first time, there was a violent beating in his chest.

Even if he was removed from the quota, he didn't feel too sad.

Why does it happen when facing Gu Fan?

Gu Fan: "I, I admit that I have been angry with you before because you lied to me...I also feel very embarrassed, but, but now we reconcile, you are my brother's good friend, that is my good friend, We're friends now, are you?"

Su Mian didn't make useless arguments about Gu Fan's self-confession of the wrong gender and the fact that he still blamed it.

Gu Fan: "Why don't you speak? Are you looking down on me?"

His nervousness faded away, and he returned to his usual appearance of baring his teeth and claws. He was still the energetic Gu Fan.

Su Mian suppressed the beating in her heart, took a deep breath, and kept the weird voice out: "I don't want to be friends with you."

Gu Fan's brows drooped instantly, and he stared at him with eyes like black jade: "Don't be shameless, let me tell you, I am the future world champion, you don't want to be my friend now, and you want to be my friend later!" It's too late."

Su Mian was amused by him, looked down at him condescendingly, repeated and said every word seriously: "I don't want to be friends with you."

Gu Fan curled his mouth, as if aggrieved, he actually softened, and his voice became soft: "But I want to play with you."

For the first time, Su Mian had the idea of ​​getting close to others for the first time. He knew how clingy and troublesome Gu Fan was. Lu Xingyan was a lesson from the past, but he was still selfish and gave Gu Fan a chance to get close to him.

Su Mian: "You can play with me."

Gu Fan's eyes lit up instantly: "Really?"

Su Mian nodded without thinking, "Really."

……

Su Mian has been doing well since she came to SAG. As Demon said, the coaches and teammates treated him very well. They knew from the very beginning that Su Mian would leave. Trained as the main force.

Su Mian never once dragged down the team because of personal factors. Although he and Lu Xingyan are in different teams, they are the core figures of the team. Never broke, talked about everything, even stronger than before.

Lu Xingyan is very busy. After all, he joined the first echelon team and was appointed as the captain. It is inevitable that there will be many things.

Gu Fan's attention shifted from Lu Xingyan to Su Mian.

Su Mian seems to have lived the life of Lu Xingyan back then, the name Su Mian gave to Gu Fan is correct, Gu Fan is a sticky candy.

Waking up early and going to bed late, Su Mian can receive news from Gu Fan every day, ranging from major competition matters to minor daily chores.

Gu Fanhui would forcefully pull him into a duo, euphemistically saying that Ueno is a pair, we need to practice each other!

Su Mian passively followed Gu Fan's rhythm, and her heart was pulled by Gu Fan uncontrollably.

He knew that Gu Fan didn't feel that way about him. Gu Fan admired Lu Xingyan. Between Lu Xingyan and him, Gu Fan would choose Lu Xingyan. Gu Fan also said that he likes girls. possible.

Su Mian knew it couldn't go on like this, but he just couldn't say the words to sever the relationship.

He really wanted to lie to Gu Fan, I'm very busy recently, and I can't double row with you, but he couldn't say that.

He would watch Gu Fan's live broadcast in the middle of the night when no one was around, secretly peeping at Gu Fan in the camera, and seeing Gu Fan's smile, he could give up the idea of ​​saying this.

Such tormenting days did not end until returning to the TG team.Su Mian learns to enjoy torture in the midst of pain, there is nothing wrong with being clingy to Gu Fan, at least, Gu Fan's eyes can finally shift from Lu Xingyan to him.

But Gu Fan still prefers Lu Xingyan.

Su Mian also knew that Gu Fan's liking for Lu Xingyan was not a liking between lovers, but it was more uncomfortable than love, because if it was just worship, he couldn't destroy it no matter what.

He has never been jealous of Lu Xingyan, if he wanted to hate, he could only hate Gu Fan.

That blind man always looked up at Lu Xingyan, but he didn't know that as long as he turned his head, he could see the heat in his eyes and his heart.

Lu Xingyan had too many people in his heart, and in the end only Jiang Zairan was left.

But from the beginning to the end, he only had Gu Fan in his eyes.

Su Mian began to learn to use the pain of others to eliminate her own troubles.

He started to bully Gu Fan, and seeing Gu Fan angry because of himself, he actually felt happy.

He felt despicable and pathetic at the same time.

……

Fortunately, these days finally came to an end. On the night TG won the summer championship, they went to a small bar.

Gu Fan was really bullied by Su Mian too hard these two days, so he started to avoid Su Mian, so he avoided him.

After Gu Fan drank some wine, his mind was dizzy, and he forgot about Su Mian bullying him, and started to cling to Su Mian instinctively.

They were whispering in a corner where no one was around, but Su Mian was actually listening to Gu Fan's complaints unilaterally.

Maybe it's because the music is too light, maybe the lighting is too dim, or maybe Gu Fan is a little cute when he's drunk.

Su Mian couldn't help confessing to Gu Fan, knowing that she would be rejected and even beaten up by someone.

Su Mian wiped the corner of her mouth, the hostility in her eyes became more intense.

As long as you speak some words, you don't have to restrain yourself from the rest.

He took the first step, what will happen to every step after that.

The first thing he did when learning to be a good jungler was patience.

When ganking, you need to have enough patience and wait for the perfect moment to kill the prey with one blow.

It just so happens that Su Mian is more patient. He is the top jungler, and his gank rarely misses.

He began to keep a distance from Gu Fan, neither reviewing Fan's news nor contacting Gu Fan.

The fish can't help it, and they will automatically take the bait when they are hungry.

At the beach, he pretended to be hurt by rejection, giving Gu Fan the illusion that he was about to let go.

Finally, Gu Fan took the bait.

Gu Fan had him in his heart, Su Mian held Gu Fan's hand and slowly tightened it.

The corners of his lips curled up, his eyes filled with joy.

As long as the hungry and thirsty hunter has caught his prey, he will not be given a chance to escape.

From now on, Gu Fan can only be his.

After the World Championship, the homeless Su Mian went home with Gu Fan.

Gu Fan's family lives in a small county where the high-speed rail has not yet opened. It was already late at night when they got off the train, and the bus had already stopped running.

They can only stay in a hotel near the bus station.

Su Mian was bored, and fought against the landlord with Lu Xingyan and Jiang Zairan. He won the landlord every time, but was beaten by Lu Xingyan and Jiang Zairan to the point of bankruptcy.

Gu Fan finally came out of the bathroom after losing ten games in a row and when the originally abundant beans were about to bottom out.

Su Mian stared at Gu Fan's slender and straight legs under the towel, her eyes gradually became darker, and he and Lu Xingyan said something to slip away before turning off the phone.

Gu Fan was caught off guard by Su Mian and fell on his back into the soft bed. He yelled loudly, but Su Mian's lips blocked the end of the sound.

"You, let go..." Su Mian grabbed Gu Fan's lifeline, his words were incomplete.

Su Mian made him turn red all over. At the critical moment, he used his trump card and said aggrievedly, "You, you haven't taken a shower yet."

Su Mian bit his earlobe and said with a smile, "Can I just wash it?"

Gu Fan groaned for a long time, but being watched by Su Mian's affectionate eyes, he couldn't say no to him, and could only cover up his shyness with anger.

"Do you have to tell me? Go quickly!"

Su Mian didn't fall for Gu Fan's plan. When he came out of the bathroom, this guy might have fallen asleep for him. It's not like this kind of thing happened before.

Su Mian left a bite mark on his collarbone, and said with a smile, "I'll help you once first, then I'll wash it off."

"no!"

"I said yes."

"Asshole, you bully people... woo..."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-07-28?18:28:48~2021-07-30?06:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 26.?1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 47836105, Starze? 30 bottles; 26.? 2 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!