On the end of love at first sight [e-sports]

The All-Star Game gathered outstanding players from many countries in each competition area. The schedule was held in accordance with 1V1, 5V5, and a special mode. It was held for a total of three days, and the scene was unprecedentedly grand.

Spectators not at the venue can watch the game live on the web.

In just three days, the topic remained high, and the whole LOL was boiling.

The game was drawn according to the order of the lottery. Lu Xingyan was assigned to the European group. He was in the same group as Zeus, the mid laner of Team God before retiring. As soon as the group came out, the live broadcast instantly exploded.

Both Lu Xingyan and Zeus are highly topical players. The audience in the live broadcast room seemed to be watching the show. The fans were very interested in this wonderful grouping. Of course, the interest lies in whether they will fight again. Get up,? It's not about the tacit understanding of their combination.

Jiang Zairan stared at the ceiling in a daze for a while. After taking the medicine, his headache relieved a lot. He turned over and sat up. A T-shirt for him to wear, a large white coat to cover his thin body, short sleeves for Lu Xingyan, like pajamas for him.

Jiang Zairan didn't find his clothes. He picked up the coat on the back of the chair and put it on, only to realize that it wasn't his coat either. He quickly took it off, and his heart beat when he saw the 'Evil' logo on the back. Suddenly speed up.

There is a note on the chair.

[Seeing that you are still confused, I don't want to disturb you. I asked the staff to wash the clothes. You can wear my clothes. Don't worry, they are clean. Take a good rest! ——Lu Xingyan]

His clothes should have been soiled when he fell down, so Lu Xingyan had someone wash them.

So, did Lu Xingyan borrow this from him?

Jiang Zairan hugged Lu Xingyan's coat, and carefully handed it to the tip of his nose to sniff. There was a faint scent of bath milk on the coat, which was milky.

It turned out that Lu Xingyan liked such a tender taste.

Jiang Zairan was immersed in his own thoughts, and accidentally caught a glimpse of the full-length mirror in the corner of the room. He walked to the mirror and reached out to touch his red cheeks in the mirror.

He didn't know why his face was so hot, and his heartbeat was beating violently uncontrollably, as if it started after he knew it was Lu Xingyan's coat, as if he couldn't get out after being wrapped in Lu Xingyan's breath Cleaned up.

He covered his face, feeling ashamed of himself now, more like a pervert.

There seems to be a voice in my heart saying...

When that thought was about to come, he was strangled by him.

Jiang Zairan put on Lu Xingyan's coat and left the room. He ran back to the competition scene, and the competition was already halfway through.

He huddled in the corner, watching Lu Xingyan who was competing on the high platform.

The bright lights were turned off, and a few beams of faint blue light above his head shone on Lu Xingyan's shoulders.

On the big screen, Lu Xingyan's skin is approaching cold and white. When he lowers his eyes, his thick and curly eyelashes cast shadows under his eyelids. His nose bridge is straight and his lips are thin, like the most exquisite artwork made by God. .

Everyone who saw him couldn't look away immediately.

The air conditioner was turned on in the stadium, so there were too many people and it was a bit stuffy. Lu Xingyan's cheeks were steaming a little, which added a bit of sexiness to his already handsome features.

Pale lips parted, he communicated with Zeus of the European team through the headset, his expression was very serious.

The camera cut, he used the blue-haired loli to kill a person on the opposite side, Jinx's passive acceleration took off, his hand speed reached the limit, and he harvested three enemy heads in just three seconds, a flying/ The projectile predicts the position of the fleeing enemy, and the precise trajectory successfully terminates a big head on the opposite side.

"Evil got a triple kill, and Jinx's ult blew up the opponent's small cannon, quadruple kill!"

——Ace! (The group is destroyed!)

"Group Destroyer, huh? Isn't it Evil's pentakill?!"

The pentakill was taken by Zeus, and the audience booed regretfully.

Zeus was sitting next to Lu Xingyan. After the group was destroyed, he threw a provocative smile at Lu Xingyan. He said a few words in the microphone, but Lu Xingyan was indifferent and didn't even think of fighting back.

【Haha, I already guessed what Zeus said. Judging by the frequency of his mouth opening and closing, he must have said a lot of things. Do you know why Lu Xingyan doesn’t like you? 】

[Because this person can't understand a long list of English, but he still pretends to be serious, Zeus thought he could understand! 】

[Hahahaha, xswl, is this playing the piano against the cow? 】

[It’s okay, I have a sense of the picture, hhhh, I really want to know what Zeus’s expression will be when he knows the truth? 】

【Zeus: You stole my pentakill! ——Lu Xingyan: Who are you? 】

[Lu Xingyan: I just don't learn English, if you want to scold me, you should learn Chinese for me first! 】

The audience were all giggling and interpreting the mime of the two on stage.

Lu Xingyan seemed to feel that Zeus was bored, he opened his mouth and let out an impatient 'tsk' sound, Zeus stopped talking.

Lu Xingyan raised his eyes slightly, the folds of his double eyelids deepened due to this movement, and his pupils were like a dark and starless night. He stared at the camera, with the corners of his lips raised, showing an indifferent expression that was better than sarcasm.

These few seconds of shots have become the hot headlines of this month——

[Fuck, don't look at me like that, I'm going to die...]

[At first, I thought that Lu Xingyan was just average-looking, sloppy, this look is too murderous, I was promoted from a team fan to a boyfriend fan in an instant, brother, give me a foundation? 】

[Did you make an appointment with the lighting and cameraman?Damn, this is so handsome TT, I can’t even pay attention to his appearance]

[Wake up, this vase is too expensive now, you can't afford it! 】

[I went to another live broadcast website with a relatively high delay to replay the screenshots, shit, the slow-motion animation looks even more murderous! ! ! 】

[Sister, please give me a copy! 】

【I also want! ! 】

【I also! ! ! 】

……

Jiang Zairan kept his head up, looking up at the person on the screen, his heartbeat uncontrollably began to fluctuate again.

There was the sound of inhalation all around, and his breathing also stopped at this moment. The picture of Lu Xingyan in his brain was like a slow-motion replay, and every cell was replicating Lu Xingyan's appearance, gradually occupying his brain, he all thinking.

The voice in his heart finally couldn't be suppressed, and broke through the ground while he was loosening, and grew a bud named 'Like'.

It's saying...like.

It is not the respect and love for the elders, not the friendship for the peers, but the liking of wanting to possess this person.

He likes Lu Xingyan's gentleness, the look in Lu Xingyan's eyes when he looks at him, and the temperature when Lu Xingyan touches him.

He was in the corner of the stage, looking up at the man under the eyes of everyone.

No one knew that his desire was growing. He wanted to keep the vase named 'Lu Xingyan' privately, mark his name on it, and make him his own private property.

"Who do you like in TG?"

"I like Lu Xingyan."

……

"I'm sorry, I'm a serious face control, you didn't meet my criteria for choosing a mate."

Jiang Zairan didn't listen to Lu Xingyan's words. After the game, he left the hotel alone without saying hello to Lu Xingyan.

After the weekend vacation, he returned to Ningcheng.

Life is still the same as before, he still pays attention to Lu Xingyan, and Lu Xingyan has not missed every game.

He is also changing himself, starting with his appearance first, and then his withdrawn personality.

He is no longer covered in spikes, no longer escaping from reality, and he gradually learns to blend in with his classmates.

Everyone's eyes gradually fell on him, he had already left the ordinary and ordinary Jiang Zairan in the past.

If he becomes good enough, that person will be able to inject him.

The waiting time is not long. In the 2021 summer game, Lu Xingyan was suspended.

He skipped class and stayed in Yuan Kai's Internet cafe. Yuan Kai took off his earphones and joked: "That brat Lu Xingyan is coming back."

Jiang Zairan tightened his fingers, and just hearing that person's name, his body began to tremble, and his heart began to beat wildly.

Yuan Kai said that Lu Xingyan would stay in Ningcheng for a month.

One month is not long or short, but it is enough for him to stand in front of Lu Xingyan and tell him loudly——

I love you for a long time.

Jiang Zairan didn't express his complicated emotions, and the barrage seemed to slow down with his voice.

Jiang Zairan didn't look at the screen, lowered his head to touch the guitar strings, and said calmly: "It's all because I like him. I never thought that TG is for fame."

What he narrated was emotionless, just a simple, formulaic explanation of the cause of the incident.

Inexplicably, his appearance made people feel even more distressed.

【Sorry, we misunderstood you】

[Wuwu, don't act like this, can't I apologize to you?I admit that I also thought that you seduced Lu Xingyan because you wanted to come to TG to gain fame]

[It would be nice to make it clear earlier, we are not people who don't know right from wrong QAQ]

[How to say clearly, just say that I like Lu Xingyan, and I'm here to chase Lu Xingyan?When the results of the competition are not good, I can think of what you guys will complain about. Love is on your mind, and if you don’t have any results, you only think about falling in love...]

【sorry……】

【sorry……】

[Ran Ran, you are my role model now, I suddenly have the courage, I want to confess to the person I like, no matter what the result is, I can't let the heart of these years go to waste! 】

[Me too, when I'm ready, I'll confess. 】

[I just said that the rumors on the Internet are all fake, and a little bit of fabrication becomes the truth. Those people are too bad, right? 】

[I'm so tired of talking after the fact, can you turn off the mic? 】

[I searched the Weibo he mentioned, it's true, it's full of Lu Xingyan...]

Jiang Zairan took a deep breath and turned back to the camera. He was nervous about what to do next: "Since I have said it all, it doesn't matter if I say more. Sorry, today is actually not a fan welfare session."

Jiang Zairan: "During the time we were apart, I learned the guitar for several months... and practiced this song for a long time. I want to take this opportunity to sing it to you."

……

【Evil: Why did you leave alone without waiting for me? 】

[Evil: Aran, where are you? 】

Lu Xingyan didn't want to be watched, so he walked to a corner and hid alone.

He sat on the steps, and when he breathed, the echo of his inhalation could be heard in the empty and silent safe passage.

The guitar plucked, and every vibrato was transmitted to Lu Xingyan's palm through the mobile phone, as if Jiang Zairan was sitting in front of him, facing him, playing and singing for him alone.

Jiang Zairan sang a well-known song. His voice was clear and pleasant when he usually spoke, but he was slightly hoarse when he sang.

"The little yellow flower of the story has been floating since the year I was born...the day I skipped class for you..."

Lu Xingyan knew that when Jiang Zairan said 'you', he was referring to him.

The period of separation, is to say that they broke up for the first time...

Lu Xingyan took out his mobile phone, opened Weibo and searched for the trumpet Jiang Zairan mentioned.

Lu Xingyan thought he would see Jiang Zairan's long confession, but the fact is that there are no hypocritical words in the trumpet feed, but everything between the lines is related to him.

As Jiang Zairan said, Jiang Zairan has been paying attention to his dynamics, checking in with super words, a few photos taken at the game site, or his daily routine——

[@精岮的小豆子: I’m so tired from studying, and I still have to play basketball with Lin Ye, he’s so annoying!I heard from Yuan Kai that that person also liked to play basketball when he was in school. I found out the basketball he left in the warehouse of the Internet cafe. I secretly took it home without telling Yuan Kai. It is now mine^ -^]

[@精岸的小豆子: Drinking milk for whitening is fake. It doesn’t turn white when it grows. I don’t want to drink it anymore... I heard from his fans that he has grown to 183 now, will he continue to grow?Forget it, let’s drink]

[@精岸的小豆子: Lost in the spring game... I don’t want to see the look in his eyes when he looked up at the field. You will stand there again in the summer game. Anyone who knows you knows how much effort you have put in. Please Don't force yourself, make yourself so tired...]

[@咙岩的小豆子: What can a troll know, and who knows how much pressure he is under? ]

[@咙岩边的小豆子: I took some free time today and dyed my hair □□ white. When the skin color and hair color are not inconsistent, I will be successful. I hope time will pass quickly! ]

[@精岸的小豆子: The wind in the physical education class was too strong, and my wig was blown away. The dean grabbed me and ran half the playground. . ]

[@精岸的小豆子: I’m very angry, can the dean stop pulling my hair every time he sees me, just let each other know each other, isn’t this just trying to find anger for myself?Could it be that he regards me as a motivation for exercising? ]

……

"I didn't expect that I still kept the courage I lost, so I really want to ask again..."

[@精岸的小豆子: I went to watch his game live, but I didn’t expect to be drawn to speak on stage. I was scared, so I gave up the opportunity to the fans next to me. I was so jealous when I saw other people taking photos with him, I asked you to come on stage You dare not, Jiang Zairan, you are so stupid! ]

[@精岮的小豆子: Yuan Kai said he would come back and rest for a month, I can finally stop avoiding him, Jiang Zairan, come on! ]

……

"How long will it take for me to be by your side..."

[@精岸的小豆子: Counting, we have been separated for 88 days, and we don’t know what you are doing without a match. I really want to deal with my mother’s affairs quickly, and I really want to go to you now... no I know what kind of expression you will show when I see you again, do you think I am shameless, I am the one who proposed to break up, but... I really miss you and want to see you very much. ]

……

"Once upon a time there was someone who loved you for a long time."

Someone dug up an interview after the All-Star Game a long time ago, which had a low broadcast volume on station M and was not popular because of Jiang Zairan's public confession, which was dug out.

The up editor of the editor edited many scenes of fans confessing to Lu Xingyan, and this short scene is one of them. Some viewers have seen it before, but they just watched it and have no impression.

Turning it out now, the feeling is completely different.

The protagonist is not the male fan who was rejected by Lu Xingyan on the grounds of his appearance, but a black and thin boy who was interviewed by reporters outside the door afterwards.

The dark and skinny boy walked out of the arena, and was pulled over by the reporters squatting outside the arena. The reporter saw the same TG uniform on his body and asked him kindly: "Kid, are you a fan of TG?"

The boy noticed that the camera was filming himself, and quickly lowered his head, as if shy, and said in a low voice, "I, I'm a fan of Lu Xingyan."

Reporter: "Really, as a fan, do you have anything to say to Team Xing about his performance tonight?"

The boy was stunned for a moment, and his lips were tightly pressed together, just when the reporter felt that he was too nervous and didn't know how to speak, and wanted to smooth things over.

He suddenly raised his head to look at the camera, his eyes were hot, and his voice was firm: "I, I like you."

……

His throat seemed to be blocked by something, dense soreness oppressed the throat and palate, and even breathing hurt.

Lu Xingyan knew that Jiang Zairan had liked him for a long time, but he didn't know it was so long ago.

But he didn't realize that he forgot about the little boy who rushed towards him, and even asked him, where is your family?

His back gradually bent, and as an adult, Lu Xingyan seldom cried. After all, he was 20 years old today, and it was the first time that he cried so uncomfortably, like a child who lost candy.

He was not crying for himself, but for Jiang Zairan who loved him.

Jiang Zairan said: "If...if I really confessed to you like that at the beginning, nothing will happen now."

Jiang Zairan said: "Because you have a bad memory, brother, you have forgotten many memories of me and you that I know."

Jiang Zairan said: "Unrequited love is a bitter word."

Jiang Zairan said: "Those memories from the past were the opportunity for me to fall in love with you. Only I know the secret when I fell in love with you secretly. I made this decision arbitrarily and willfully. I don't want to share the past with you, because... "

It was his most precious treasure.

Lu Xingyan has always adhered to the principle of 'the one who doesn't know is innocent', everyone has a time when he likes someone until he dies without a problem.

But when he thought that that person was Jiang Zairan, and when he thought that Jiang Zairan had liked him for so long, but he didn't know anything, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

He hates his ignorance, and he would rather be sinful.

The guitar sound suddenly stopped, and the live broadcast was turned off at some point. Lu Xingyan's phone was vibrating, and he picked it up mechanically, and Jiang Zairan's voice suddenly rang in his ears.

"Brother, I'm on my way back. Sorry, I had something to do just now, so I didn't see your call."

silence.

Jiang Zairan didn't get a response from Lu Xingyan, so he asked uncertainly, "Brother?"

Still silent.

Jiang Zairan's voice was a little apprehensive: "You, are you angry?"

Lu Xingyan only had Jiang Zairan in his mind, and his memories were mixed. Various forms of Jiang Zairan appeared in front of his eyes, splicing together with the voice in his ear.

But this is not Jiang Zairan.

Lu Xingyan wanted to say a lot, but his mouth seemed to be sealed with beeswax, unable to speak.

All the feelings finally turned into—I want to see you, I want to see you, just... I really want to see you...

Jiang Zairan was walking on the street with a guitar on his back, the wind brought a series of ear-piercing sounds of wheat flow, and finally Lu Xingyan's voice sounded.

"Aran, where are you?"

Lu Xingyan tidied himself up and followed Jiang Zairan's direction to the street.

Jiang Zairan was not far away, near the stadium.

The autumn wind is bleak, and the night wind blows a field of dead leaves.

Jiang Zairan stood under the street lamp, illuminated by incandescent lamps. He carried a guitar bag on his left shoulder, and held a piece of ice cream in his right hand. He licked all the cream away. Downcast, eyes unfocused.

Lu Xingyan held his breath, afraid that his short breath would disturb the tranquility of this person.

A wave of warmth rushed towards him, Jiang Zairan raised his head, caught off guard, embraced by Lu Xingyan who suddenly appeared.

He obviously didn't hear Lu Xingyan's footsteps, this hug seemed to carry the turbulent momentum from running hundreds of meters away, scorching hot, unbelievably warm, and unbelievably tight.

Lu Xingyan's chin rested on his shoulder and neck, his cheeks rubbed against his neck, and his hands tightly wrapped around his waist, as if wanting to integrate him into his flesh and blood.

He could hear Lu Xingyan's turbulent breathing, as well as his turbulent heartbeat.

Every sound is conveying the nervousness and liking for him.

No one spoke, they kept silent tacitly, but they all understood what the other was thinking.

They seem to have forgotten everything that happened before, more like engraving these memories into their bodies and firmly remembering them in their hearts.

"Brother?" Jiang Zairan huddled in Lu Xingyan's arms, and finally spoke.

Lu Xingyan said 'um', his voice was hoarse, and Jiang Zairan could hear that his nose was blocked.

Why is it blocked?

Jiang Zairan: "The ice cream in the cone is about to soften."

All of Lu Xingyan's emotions instantly collapsed because of his words.

He let go of Jiang Zairan, reached out to take the cone in his hand, slightly bent his back, and looked at Jiang Zairan at the same level.

Jiang Zairan liked Lu Xingyan's way of speaking. When Lu Xingyan had a serious conversation with him, he would bend down and keep the two of them looking at each other.

Lu Xingyan has never done this to others, this is one of the ways he loves him.

With a coaxing tone, Lu Xingyan said softly: "Then, buy a new one for my little friend, and give this to my brother, okay?"

"it is good."

He was held by Lu Xingyan, and the two of them clasped their fingers tightly, shuttling around the corners of the city, like an ordinary couple.

That's enough.

The author has something to say: Remarks: The lyrics are from Jay Chou's "Sunny Day"

It's not ky, but I just want to share a very interesting thing that I encountered while writing.

I quite like Jay Chou's songs, and I listen to more of the other songs on the playlist.

When the novel was written halfway, I suddenly heard a line of lyrics - Once upon a time, there was someone who loved you for a long time.

I immediately dug out that song, I only knew this song called Sunny Day this year (I’m not a qualified fan)

The magic power of this line of lyrics is too great, and I was touched in an instant.

I'm not in ky (don't think too much!) I just think it's a coincidence and my luck to come across this song in the process^-^

Sure enough, Jay Chou yyds.