Pregnant with His Highness' cub before becoming a monk

Shi Fang looked at Li Yi quietly, almost no emotional fluctuations could be seen on his cold face.

Li Yi met his eyes, and suddenly he was at a loss for words.

These days, Li Yi has never been worried about facing the situation like today, but this scene still came, and it came so unexpectedly that he almost had no time to think of a reasoning in advance to explain to Shifang.

In fact, after that night, not only Shifang was afraid of facing Li Yi, but Li Yi was also somewhat unprepared to use his own identity to meet Shifang.

Because of that night, Li Yi almost took off all his masks in front of Shifang, and showed his insatiable side in front of Shifang without reservation.Now that his identity was suddenly exposed, he didn't know which face he should use to face Shi Fang.

But now Shifang stood a few steps away and watched him quietly, waiting for his explanation.

Li Yi had no choice but to bite the bullet and explain.

"Many of Da Zhou's meticulous workers know me. If I'm not easy to tolerate, I'm afraid they will startle the snake when they recognize it." Li Yi said to Shifang without confidence: "There are also Da Zhou people in Mr. Chu's village. I... Not showing your true colors."

His words were clearly referring to Shijiu, but Shifang's ears made him think of himself.

"Except for Mr. Chu's people in Zhuangzi, the rest are your people. Is it me who you want to hide from Da Zhou?" Shi Fang asked.

Li Yi was startled when he heard the words, and immediately felt a little annoyed. He was so busy making up stories that he completely forgot that Shifang was also from Dazhou.It was only because in Li Yi's heart that Shi Fang had never been regarded as a member of the Great Zhou from the beginning to the end, so he forgot about it, but didn't his words just poke Shi Fang's sore spot?

After a closer look, most of what they have experienced over the years is due to the words "Dazhou people".If it weren't for this identity, Shi Fang would not have left the palace back then, and naturally they would not have been separated for so many years.

Even everything that happened later, including the current situation in Shifang, is inseparably related to the people of Dazhou.

If Shifang really wants to travel in the clouds in the future, it is probably because he is deeply troubled by this identity.

"I... didn't mean that." Li Yi said.

"Now that I think about it, Mr. Chu is well versed in the art of disguise, so he should have recognized you at a glance, right?" Shi Fang said, "No wonder his attitude towards you always makes me feel strange... and Ning Rusi, he That day, I could tell at a glance that Huo Yansheng was taking orders from you, but in the end, I was the only one in the entire Zhuangzi who didn't recognize your identity."

Shi Fang has never had the habit of speculating on people, and has never been too wary of strangers.In the past, he lived in Qingyin Temple all the year round, and there was almost no chance of being deceived. Who would have thought that in this short period of time, he could make Li Yi deceived several times?

Thinking of this, Shi Fang rarely felt a trace of annoyance in his heart, and he didn't know whether the annoyance was directed at Li Yi or himself.

"Do you think I'm easy to deceive, that's why you enjoy it so much?" Shi Fang asked.

"No." Li Yi hurriedly said, "I didn't deliberately deceive you."

"Did someone force you to change your face? Or was someone threatening you not to confess to me?" Shi Fang asked.

Li Yi knew that he was really angry, so he didn't dare to argue anymore, so he could only say: "It's all my fault."

"Where did you go wrong?" Shi Fang asked.

"I..." This question completely stopped Li Yi.

He made so many mistakes that he didn't even know where to start.

He thinks he is wrong:

One should not have unreasonable thoughts about the ten directions;

You shouldn't pretend to be pitiful and coax Shifang to make the other party reluctant to leave you;

You shouldn't take advantage of Shifang's love for him time and time again;

Not to mention that I should not have made such a request to Shifang during my illness,

did something like that...

These days, Li Yi has thought about this question more than once.On the one hand, he felt that he was very wrong, but on the other hand, he was unwilling to face these mistakes.It seemed that once he faced these problems, he had to admit that the relationship between him and Shifang was all forced by his wishful thinking.

Li Yi is unwilling to accept that Shifang has never had that kind of thought for him.

He would rather not think about it, not admit it, as if as long as he didn't expose it, the problem wouldn't exist.However, today, he added a new one to these mistakes:

In order to stay by Shifang's side, Yi Rong deceived Shifang.

"I'm sorry...brother." Li Yi said.

"You are not wrong." Shifang said.

Li Yi was startled when he heard the words, and looked towards Shifang in surprise.

Then Shifang said: "You are not wrong from the beginning to the end, the one who is wrong is me. My fault is that I should not be from Dazhou, I should not be your elder brother, I should not let you be so attached but still leave about you."

Shifang's cold face was gradually stained with emotion...

"Wrong is wrong. Who can never do wrong things in this life? But I make mistakes again and again. I have decided to take precepts, but I want to go to the palace again to provoke you. In order to alleviate that little guilt, let me I feel more at ease, but self-defeating made you deeper and deeper, and even became seriously ill..." Shi Fang became more and more excited as he talked, and his eyes turned red at the end, "You said you were wrong, where did you go wrong? You You just lied to me, and I was the one who was completely wrong."

Li Yi said, "Brother..."

"You are not wrong, I am not angry with you, I am angry with myself." Shi Fang said.

Li Yi is used to seeing his calm and breezy appearance, and this is the first time he has seen Shi Fang like this.

He knew that Shifang was really angry this time, but when Shifang was angry, he didn't lose his composure too much. He just frowned slightly, and the tails of his eyes were red with emotion. Others, they didn't even raise their voices much.

But even so, Li Yi was still at a loss.

Because Shifang seldom got angry, he didn't know how to deal with it at all.

"Shifang..." A young monk's voice suddenly came from the end of the corridor.

The two turned their heads at the same time, and saw a young monk walking towards them.

Shifang recognized him as the senior brother Yanji from the temple, tried his best to restrain his emotions, and said to Yanji, "Senior brother Yanji."

"Why are you standing here talking? Come in quickly." Yanji greeted the two of them into the backyard.

There is a tea room in the backyard, and people who live in the temple on weekdays occasionally go there to make tea and kill time.Shifang used to stay there often, Yanji thought he liked to drink tea, and when he learned that he was coming today, he led people directly to the tea room.

"Why doesn't this benefactor come in together?" After Yanji led Shifang into the door, seeing Li Yi standing in the courtyard, he greeted him.

Li Yi glanced at Shifang subconsciously, then shook his head and said, "I'm just waiting here, master don't pay attention to me."

Seeing him like this, Yanji didn't force himself.

Shi Fang tried to calm down while making tea by himself.

I have to admit that when he suddenly saw through Li Yi's identity today, he was indeed a little annoyed.

The emotions came too fast, and he couldn't explain why he was so angry for a while.Thinking about it now, that emotion was mostly mixed with shame and embarrassment.Because after that ridiculous night with Li Yi, this was the first official meeting between him and Li Yi.

Although Li Yi gets along with him every day these days, in Shi Fang's eyes, the other party is just a stranger.

But when Li Yi said "brother", everything changed.

The emotions in Shifang's heart that had been hidden for a long time and had not been shown to others, after seeing Li Yi, seemed to be forcibly stirred up by someone, and he was hardly given any time to prepare.

In that short moment, he was forced to accept that the person standing in front of him was Li Yi.What's even more troublesome is that Li Yi is no longer his younger brother, but someone who has nothing to do with him in name but who has done the closest things.

This relationship was too strange for Shifang, and he didn't know how to deal with it at all.

In other words, the way he used to treat Li Yi suddenly doesn't apply now.He can no longer "teach" each other as an elder brother like before, and he can no longer show affection or love to Li Yi, because if he crosses the line a little bit, the atmosphere between the two will quickly become ambiguous situation.

"The tea has been boiled, so you can see how confused your mind is." Yanji signaled Shifang to sit aside, and took over the "heavy task" of making tea.Shi Fang obediently moved aside, staring at the steaming water vapor, a little lost in thought.

"When I asked you to leave Qingyin Temple, I never thought that so many things would happen." Yanji said.

Yanji knew almost everything that happened in the capital during this period, not to mention that he had received a letter sent to him by someone from Shifang.

"You can't escape what should come. Senior brother was right that day. Even if I don't go out for this trip, I may not be able to enter the Tao smoothly." Shifang smiled bitterly: "This trip made me see myself clearly."

Yanji asked, "Oh? Then tell me, what did you see from yourself?"

Shifang thought for a while, and said, "People from Da Zhou."

Yanji paused when he heard the movement of his hands, and looked in all directions in surprise.

Hearing Shifang said again: "It's not helpful to hide in the ends of the earth. Sometimes I really don't understand. It seems that no matter what I do for so many years, it is wrong. Just because I am from Dazhou , If this first step is wrong, the rest will be wrong.”

"You only saw the wrong place, but not the other one?" Yanji asked.

"Senior brother, please advise." Shi Fang said.

Yanji thought for a while, and said, "Da Zhou and Da Yan are in a life-and-death situation. These years have been lukewarm. Although there are occasional conflicts, there is no real war. Have you ever thought that there is a big part of it?" The reason is because of you?"

"Your Majesty doesn't want to go to war rashly because he cares about the common people," Shi Fang said.

"No." Yanji said: "Your Majesty is not fighting now because of the queen, and you saved the queen's life in the past. This is the fate between you and him, and it is also the fate between you and the banquet. Very"

Shifang didn't quite understand the meaning of Yanji's words, but felt that the other party was forcibly comforting him.

Besides, Shifang didn't like to put gold on his face. In his opinion, no matter in the big banquet or the big week, he was just a very inconspicuous person.Inexplicably, he became the person on the cusp of the storm, and he still doesn't understand the reason for this.

"Is Master in the temple now?" Shi Fang asked, "I have many things I want to ask him for advice."

Yanji smiled and said: "You have a short relationship with Master, he went out for a few days, and now I don't know when he will come back."

Shi Fang asked, "Why so suddenly?"

"He wanted to go out for a long time, and now the time is right, so he went." Yanji said.

"I've also been planning these days, wanting to travel in the clouds." Shi Fang said.

"Have you thought about where to go?" Yanji asked.

Shi Fang shook his head and said, "I haven't made up my mind yet, but as long as I leave the capital, I can go anywhere."

"You just want to escape from everything here?" Yanji asked.

"I don't know how things will turn out if I stay in the capital." Shi Fang said: "I used to always regret why I wasn't a big banquet person. I'm an ordinary person, and it's good to make a living even if I just farm. So I want to try, find a place that no one knows, and try to live like this."

Shifang doesn't know if this kind of life is good, he just wants to try it.

He has been carrying the imprint of the Dazhou people on his body for so many years, and now he should try to get rid of it.

"You have been trapped by this identity for half your life, it might be a good thing to find the answer." Yanji said.

"Brother, do you think I can find it?" Shi Fang asked.

Yanji smiled and said, "It depends on your fate."

Shi Fang sighed when he heard the words, and felt that the road ahead was very bleak for a while.

in the courtyard.

Li Yi was standing in the corridor, the third prince poked his head in from the gate of the courtyard, and when he saw him, he trotted over.

"Second Brother... Has your disguise been washed?" Seeing that Li Yi had returned to his original appearance, the Third Prince was not used to it for a while.

Li Yi has now removed his disguise, and his original cold and indifferent look has returned to his face.

"Did elder brother ignore you?" The third prince asked cautiously.

Li Yi turned to look at him, the third prince was taken aback, thinking that he had annoyed him again and wanted to be beaten.

However, Li Yi didn't do anything this time, instead he asked the third prince in a "condescension" manner, "What do you think?"

"No." The third prince hurriedly said: "Although you deceived him too much by Yi Rong, if it was changed, I would definitely ignore you. But brother is merciful and generous to everyone, so he will definitely not talk to you Computational."

Li Yi's complexion was originally ugly, but after hearing this, his complexion became even uglier.

"Second brother, you have such a big temper that everyone is afraid of you, why are you afraid that your brother will be angry?" the third prince asked.

In his memory, Li Yi was not even afraid of their father and queen.

Li Yi heard the words and said: "I am afraid that he will be angry, but what I am even more afraid of is that he will not be angry with me."

"Why?" The third prince asked with a puzzled expression.

"If he doesn't get angry with me all the time, I don't know if he really has no temper, or if I don't notice that he is angry." Li Yi said, "Or, he just doesn't want to be angry with me."

Li Yi remembers that when he was young, Shifang pampered him very much.

At that time, no matter how messed up Li Yi was, Shi Fang seldom felt impatient.

For a long time, Li Yi enjoyed such pampering and pampering.But as time went by, Li Yi gradually discovered that Shifang always treated people like this. Whether it was the third prince who was more annoying than him, or the eldest princess who had a bad temper, Shifang was always kind to them.

At that time, Li Yi suddenly realized that Shifang's indulgence to him might just be out of habit, and it didn't mean that he was unique in the other party's heart.

Such a discovery made the young Li Yi sad for a long time.Later, he even deliberately wanted to anger Shi Fang, but every time the result was that Shi Fang was not angered by him, but Li Yi was very frustrated in the end, and in turn asked Shi Fang to comfort him.

"I know this... It's like second brother, although you often beat and scold me, but I know you love me, so I won't be sad because of this, but will feel happy instead." The third prince said.

Li Yi glanced at him and said, "Most of the time I beat and scolded you was because you were too annoying."

"Second brother, you will always say what you mean, what you say is never the same as what you think in your heart." The third prince said.

Li Yi was taken aback when he heard the words, and was a little lost.

The third prince asked again: "Did elder brother really beat and scold you in the end?"

"No." Li Yi said.

No matter how Li Yi lied to him, coaxed him, or even... bullied him, he almost never said a serious word to Li Yi.

"Second brother, if you are unhappy because of this, then I will ask elder brother to beat and scold you." The third prince said.

Li Yi turned his head to look at the third prince, probably because he was too depressed, which made his younger brother look much more pleasing to the eye than usual.If this had been said in the past, the third prince would have had to be taught a lesson by Li Yi, but today Li Yi just reached out and rubbed the third prince's head, and didn't pursue it.

Unexpectedly, the third prince smiled at him, and added another sentence: "I really want to see you being beaten and scolded by your brother, it must be very interesting."

Li Yi's eyes turned cold, and he raised his hand to teach others. Fortunately, the third prince reacted quickly and ran away.

When Shifang came out of the tea room, Li Yi was still standing on the porch.

The young man returned to his original appearance, that handsome and familiar face made Shi Fang Wang startled suddenly, and couldn't help but think of many past events.

"Brother..." Li Yi stood on the porch, looking down at Shifang with a slightly worried expression.

Shi Fang was angry at first, but now seeing him like this, he couldn't get angry for some reason.

It's just that after Shifang's anger subsided, a bit of embarrassment arose in his heart.Especially Li Yi's pitiful confession when facing him is completely different from the one Shifang saw the night before he left the palace.

"Brother, don't be angry with me, okay?" Li Yi asked cautiously.

Shi Fang looked at him, saw that his eyes were slightly red, and said helplessly, "Don't do this, you lied to me like this in the palace before, are you going to repeat the same trick now?"

Li Yi was a little embarrassed when he heard the words, and hurriedly put back the tears that had been brewing.

Shifang is still in the embarrassment of "reunion" at the moment, and doesn't want to talk to Li Yi at all.

Li Yi was sensible, and just followed him obediently without making a sound.

"Your Highness the Crown Prince doesn't look as scary as the rumors. Is it really him who ordered the execution of many Da Zhou's meticulous work before?" Shi Jiu had never seen Li Yi so closely before, and saw him today After removing the disguise, I couldn't help but observe a few more times.

Huo Yansheng heard the words and said: "It's him, but our prince is not a person who will kill innocent people indiscriminately. If you keep your own place, you should have no chance to let him down."

"Are you afraid of following him all day?" Shi Jiu asked.

"Will you be afraid if you follow Master Shifang?" Huo Yansheng asked.

"No." Shi Jiu said.

"Then I won't either." Huo Yan said.

Shi Jiu nodded, and then realized something was wrong, hurriedly said: "But Master Shifang is a practitioner, he has a good temper, but he has no means. I'm not afraid that he is normal. You are different..."

"Girl." Huo Yansheng reminded, "Be careful."

Shi Jiu couldn't help laughing when he heard this, and said, "As expected, you are very afraid of him."

Huo Yansheng: ...

"Hey." Shi Jiu didn't know what to think of, and then said: "I feel that your highness, the crown prince, looks at Master Shifang's eyes a little bit wrong, should I remind Shifang, so that he won't accidentally suffer a disadvantage?"

Huo Yansheng: ...

Reminder now, I'm afraid it's too late.

Everyone left Qingyin Temple and went down the mountain. Li Yi followed Shifang all the time. Although he didn't say a word of extraneous words, he still felt very uncomfortable when he said "brother slow down" and "brother be careful" from time to time. comfortable.

Just because as soon as he heard Li Yi call him brother, he couldn't help but think of the night when Li Yi called him that.

That night Li Yi called him "brother" and said "I was wrong, but I can't help it".

At that time, Shifang was immersed in the grief of Li Yi's imminent death, and he was full of love and indulgence for Li Yi. Even if he was embarrassed by Li Yi, he still let him mess around.

But today is different, when Shi Fang thinks of Li Yi's "asshole" performance that night, he feels uncomfortable everywhere.

However, since his disguise was exposed, this person has said "brother" to the left and "brother" to the right. I don't know if it was intentional or what happened, which made Shifang feel awkward and embarrassed, and his ears were red all the way.

And those memories are also very strange. Shifang hasn't seen Li Yi in the past few days, and almost forgot about them.Seeing Li Yi again now, the other party's gestures, gestures, and even the tone of a certain voice can easily remind him of the memory of that night.

Shifang never knew that his memory was so good.

"Brother..." At the foot of the mountain, Li Yi reached out to help Shi Fang get into the carriage.

Shi Fang finally couldn't take it anymore, and said, "Don't call me brother anymore, you clearly know that I am no longer your brother."

Li Yi's eyes dimmed, and he said, "What does elder brother want me to call you?"

Shifang: ...

When he reminded Li Yi to change his name that night, Li Yi asked him the same way.

Not only that, but that night Li Yi also followed the question of address and said a lot of inconspicuous words in his ear.Shifang never thought that Li Yi would have such a side in the past, but now he has seen it.

Shifang even felt that Li Yi was deliberately teasing him along the way!

"Brother..." The third prince wanted to remind Shifang when he saw that Shifang didn't get on the horse for a long time, but thinking that Shifang would not let Li Yi call him elder brother, he also felt that he should change his words, so he said, "Brother, get on the carriage quickly Well, it's getting late."

Li Yi, who was on the side, said, "Why don't I accompany my third brother and call him big brother?"

Shifang: ...

Li Yi's expression looked very serious, and Shi Fang could hardly tell whether he was deliberately angry with himself, or if he really had no intention of speaking.

But one thing is certain, Li Yi, who has lost his "obedient" appearance, has a bit more unpredictable "evil spirit" than before.

That was almost Li Yi that Shifang had never seen before.

To be more precise, Shifang only briefly interacted with such Li Yi that night.

The author has something to say: Li Yi: Brother, you can choose what you like, you can go together~

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