[Naruto] The irreversible world
Chapter 66
In the infinite darkness, like the color of hell, painted with red spider silk, falling into the entanglement of this dream of memory.
Everything that Obito remembers deeply began in summer, lost and wandering in that distant summer, every day, like a violent wind, time flies through.
The first memory began at the age of two, the ninja child matured early, in the black and white mourning hall, the familiar but unfamiliar face of the grandfather was framed in the photo frame, the always serious grandfather was surrounded by flowers, the color of the family crest of the Uchiha clan In a piece of plain color, the blood red is dazzling, the mother's eyes are red from crying, and the father is also crying silently, but he just looks at the photo with his eyes wide open, as if he still doesn't understand anything.
At an age where he can't even speak fully, he has already begun to vaguely understand the meaning of ninja, but at that time he understood it as leaving. As for where he arrived and how to get there, he didn't know anything, and he didn't even feel sadness.
Growing up day by day, I understand that for ninjas, leaving means eternal death, and death is inevitable. Therefore, in the Uchiha clan, what needs to be exercised is the indifference to feelings. The Uchiha people are more important than other people in the village. Control your emotions.
Obito has never felt that there is any difference in himself except that he is more humane than ordinary Uchiha people. He didn't open his eyes until he was 11 years old. If it was in a peaceful age, it would be nothing, but in war, every day Every moment of the day, every second is facing the death of the clansman, even if the feelings are weak, he will open a hook, not to mention that he is recognized by the clan as an enthusiastic and sentimental person, and even his physical skills are inferior to those of the clan, Uchiha The shuriken, which seems to be naturally handy, is so bad that the clan was once the worst student in the ninja school.
His father became stricter day by day, and the words of the people in the clan became more and more ugly. His mother, who was not a ninja, also quarreled with his father in order to defend herself. parents.
"As my child, members of the Uchiha clan can't even compare to ordinary ninja children outside. What's wrong with me being strict? Let alone going to the battlefield, such a child is not even qualified to graduate!"
"Don't say that, Obito will hear it. What's so good about being a ninja? Isn't it okay to live happily? On the battlefield, which parents want their children to go to the battlefield."
"It is because of your thinking that Obito doesn't understand the rules of ninjas at all, and lives in a muddle all day long. The battlefield is the destination of ninjas! The glory of Uchiha comes from this."
In fact, he understands, the rules of the ninja, the glory of the Uchiha clan, he understands everything, but he doesn't want to talk about it, he doesn't want to think about it, that's all.
Silently and quietly closed the paper door, took a deep breath and ran away from home in embarrassment, striding across the family territory, crossing the street but not knowing where to go, there was an illusion of nowhere to go, unknowingly He stopped at the playground, the children younger than him were laughing happily and loudly, leaning against a big tree and watching the children playing not far away, the heavy mood was more sad than that, pressing The corners of the mouth were curved upwards, and the face that was always smiling turned expressionless at this moment.
Running too fast, the sweaty forehead was blown by the wind, and the chill immediately rushed up and poured into the bottom of my heart, as if I heard the voices of everyone's responsibility and ridicule, please don't do this, this embarrasses him, Obito Covering his face with one hand, he squatted down, the corners of his eyes were wet and he wanted to burst into tears, even if his classmate Kakashi called him a crybaby, it didn't matter, his heart was too sad, but his face wanted to laugh out loud. Work just relieves the bitterness inside.
"Brother, big brother!"
The shoulder was patted lightly, and Obito raised his head blankly, facing the previous face full of tears, the little girl with two ponytails was rubbing her eyes and sobbing.
Wiping his face hastily, Obito put on a smile and asked kindly, "What's wrong?"
"Can you help me get my kite?"
Following the direction pointed by the girl's finger, he looked at the nearby tree. A swallow-shaped kite was stuck between the intertwined branches. It seemed really high. Another little girl who was the girl's companion was holding a kite The branch jumped, hoping to swing the kite down, but it was always far behind.
"Don't cry, brother will help you take it off right away!" Thumbs up to the little girl, Obito walked to the side of the tree trunk, meditating on the method of condensing Chakra taught in advance in the school recently, condensing Chakra in the On the feet, stepping on the tree trunk, the first step was very steady, the second step was strenuous but almost okay, and before the third step was taken, he fell down in embarrassment.
"Brother, brother, are you alright!" The child who was still watching with an adoring face was startled by the sudden falling of the soil and surrounded him.
"Ah, it hurts, it hurts so much." I didn't care about the embarrassment and got up. Fortunately, I didn't break anything. Obito wanted to turn around and go home and leave it alone, but he couldn't say no in front of the tearful child. After patting the ashes, using the old method, he climbed up the tree nimbly.
Sitting on a high branch, he took down the entangled kite, and Obito showed a big smile to the tearful and laughing child underneath. When helping others, there is always a feeling that he is still needed, but he Wanting to be needed, the pressure of his family's name, the pressure of studying in school, and many other huge pressures that can only be produced in the ninja world, he still wants to look at everyone and smile like this, and work hard to realize his dream.
The first time I saw An Nai was at that time. On a summer afternoon, he sat on a tall tree and looked down. He saw a child in white clothes being pulled by a group of Hinata family members who had seen seniors at school. He Height is obviously the weakest of several tall people. His clean and tidy clothes were pulled and disheveled. He kept his head down, his black hair covering his expression, and he was pushed hard by a person without saying a word. , staggered and fell to the ground before raising his head.
Hinata family's white eyes, with a hint of purple, looked around in a panic. The white cloth wrapped around his head had fallen off. On the smooth forehead, a sealed spell was clearly printed on it. The identity of the other party , Obito probably knows about the separation and clan.
Passing through the crowd, those eyes just looked over like this. When they met, he seemed to be able to sense the panic of the other party. An indescribable feeling swelled deep in his heart. Those eyes are really beautiful, he thought.
It's just that they looked at each other for only a few seconds, and the other party was quickly pulled up again and dragged towards the river bank in the suburbs.
It would be better for Hyuga’s family to not interfere in the affairs of Hyuga’s family. Obito thought about it and jumped down from the tree, handed the kite to the little girl, turned around and walked a few steps with his pockets in his pocket, is there really no problem?Obito couldn't help turning his head to look in that empty direction.
Just pretend that he didn't even know that the other party belonged to Hyuga's family, and when he found the reason, he ran there without hesitation.
When he arrived, he saw only the quietly flowing river, a photo floating on the surface of the river, and a stuck white cloth strip, with stones emerging from the clean water, squatting on the bank of the river, stretched out. He reached for the photo with his hand, held it in his hand, and glanced down. It was two Hinata family members holding a baby.
Will that guy fall into the river, this photo will belong to that child.
"Plop..." The sound of breaking water is especially obvious on the quiet river bank.
Obito saw that it was a person who was struggling to get out of the water, and soon sank into the water. The river was not in a hurry, but it was very deep. It was like the last survival. After that movement, the person did not appear again.
He hurriedly took off his coat and top, plunged into the river water that was still warm with sunlight, stared at the water with his eyes wide open while holding his breath. He didn't have any expression on his face, and he vaguely remembered that he wanted to fall asleep in the gentle but life-threatening water.
After he was rescued, his pale face was as pale as paper. After artificial respiration, he coughed up a lot of water before opening his eyes. Those beautiful eyes were white with a little purple. pity.
Hinata and Uchiha have always been at odds with each other, and he also saved Anna with the idea of putting aside the family strife, and then never saw each other again, but he never thought that after saving Anna, he would add that touch of clean color to his life, but it was too much. Too clean and transparent, brushed on the color palette of life, will make him ignore it.
It doesn’t matter if they get in touch later, or get used to An Nai behind him, more and more like to talk about painful things to An Nai, or treat An Nai as his younger brother, even if the meaning of An Nai to him is becoming more and more important, he There is a place in my heart that Annai can't get close to, the pure land of the soul that is sealed and closed, the place where only Lin is qualified to stay, and the Uchiha people will only carefully put one person's place in their hearts.
"Look, it's so beautiful, isn't it, Obitu-kun?" Lin asked him like this.
It was on the way out of school, when he was about to graduate, and it was another bright summer day, every summer brought him infinite good memories, this time was especially bright, clearly fading away in his memory go.
Carrying a light backpack, walking in the alley after school.The afterglow of the setting sun shone strongly on the ground, sprinkled evenly on Lin's brown hair, and the strong scent of flowers attracted people to stop before nightfall, but it couldn't attract Obito.
Obito turned his head sideways to look at Lin, who had bent eyes and a smile on his face. His quiet face and hair gently blown by the wind rested restlessly on his shoulders. Following what Lin said, he saw the flowers in Lin's hands. A rose, that is the girls in the class collectively send flowers to the teacher, all kinds of flowers, colorful mixed together, more girls prefer lilies, but Lin likes roses, the colors are gorgeous, bright red and not pretentious.
"Well, it's just not very fragrant."
"Yeah, the roses look very bright, but they don't have a strong fragrance, so it's better." Lin held the roses up to the tip of her nose and sniffed, with her eyes half closed and her long eyelashes, she looked prettier than roses , want to hug.
Thinking about it, he moved his face away, and Obito touched his nose with a blushing face. When did he start liking Lin? He looked up at the clouds that were rendered orange-red by the setting sun. Let's get started, when you are late, hand over the documents in time, and that unique smile.
"Roses are beautiful." Just like you.
"Does Obito have any favorite flowers?"
"Probably... roses!"
"Does Obito like roses too?" Lin twirled the flowers, very happy, but then she thought of something and became depressed, "Kakashi-kun doesn't like flowers, he said he hates things like flowers the most."
Thinking about the same question, Lin must have asked Kakashi before, and asked with full expectation, Kakashi always treats Lin like this, if he is reluctant to make Lin feel a little sad, he is about to graduate anyway, That Kakashi who graduated early shouldn't be with them. If they were together again, he would really vomit to death. If he were with Lin...
Obito was about to speak, but Lin was already one step ahead of him, "I don't know who I will share with after graduation."
"...Should be in the same class, or in the school year."
"I asked, Kakashi-kun hasn't officially formed a team yet, and there are still two players left, do you think we will be divided with him, you and I still have Kakashi!" Lin said happily.
"...Well." He didn't want to be parted with Kakashi.
"Ah, An Nai came to see you today."
"I know."
"Annai is a lovely little friend."
"Yeah, I just don't like to talk, except for these things are fine."
"Hehe, everyone is starting to prepare gifts after graduation." Lin lowered her head and thought about something.
"Is there anything you want?"
"what?"
"Ah, it's nothing." As long as you like someone, you will become timid, and be careful not to repeat it.
There was no more conversation, and we walked home together at sunset, at least in Obito’s memory, the memory of that day is like a picture, whenever I recall the past, I can’t forget the excitement that stirred up in my heart at that moment Loneliness, even in the future, can still feel a trace of sadness.
The happiest thing is to receive a graduation gift from Lin, a rabbit doll, it looks a bit clumsy, with half drooping ears and no energy, girls will like such cute things, happily holding the doll and walking easily In the corridor of the school, there was fine rain outside the window, not far away was An Nai who was looking outside with her chin propped up.
The half-short hair used to grow a little long, and I don’t know what to think about. An Nai’s mood is always peaceful, and she doesn’t seem to feel any unpleasant things, but inexplicably, when listening to him, she occasionally reveals an unconcealable melancholy .
Suddenly wanting to scare An Nai, she approached quietly, but An Nai didn't notice it unexpectedly, reached out and patted An Nai's shoulder, and sure enough, she turned back immediately, "Haha, you must have been scared!"
An Nai met the rabbit's face, a little confused, "What is this?"
"A gift from Lin!"
"Gift?"
"Well! It's a gift for graduation!".
"Are you graduating?"
"Ok!"
"so fast."
"Yeah, when I get out of the mission, I won't be able to see each other as often as in school."
An Nai nodded to express her understanding, and put on a guilty expression inexplicably, not knowing what she was worrying about.
"Today is not a half-day vacation for you juniors, you should go home quickly, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, I have to go back to class, let's go~" Obito waved goodbye to Anna without thinking too much, But that kid was getting more and more strange. He clearly remembered that time, with his back to An Nai, he raised his right hand and waved it. That was his way of saying goodbye, and he said goodbye to An Nai with his back.
It has been raining since morning.The sky seems to have been used ninjutsu by someone, a thunderstorm technique went down, the sky was gray, and occasionally thunder and lightning appeared like a dragon in the sea, Obito remembered his ancestor Zhiba Madara that his mother said when he was young The story of the duel with the first generation, the sky was also like this at that time, there was a sad and desolate atmosphere, and the fine and cold raindrops kept falling from the sky, getting bigger and bigger.
He felt that his mood had dropped to the lowest point. Originally, the team in the afternoon was expected. He held the doll that Lin gave him and prayed desperately in his heart. He wondered if he had only heard half of his wish. Cassie got together, and now Lin happily ran home to prepare for tomorrow's team meeting, but she went to find the teacher to argue but failed, there were not many people in the whole school, it was extremely weak...
But forget it, this task will not lose to Kakashi at all, "Bastard, wait until I beat you to death!" The voice full of momentum echoed in the empty corridor of the school, is it really all right?Alas, a little frustrated, Obito quickly slumped his shoulders and looked out the window.
How dense and how fast is the rain, so that the vision is a little blurred? Looking out from the window in the corridor, the sky is dark.Even at dusk, casually looking at the playground where he has been for a long time, he wants to take a closer look at every place, at least now what he has is the memory of Lin at the ninja school, away from the war, pure study, so A rare happy place in the ninja world.
When his eyes fell on the big tree beside the playground, Obito was stunned for a moment. The green tree was a little gray, which made Annai's white Hyuga logo tolerance uniform particularly obvious. Sitting in a small ball on the swing, that guy Could it be that he ran home and ran back again?
Obito closed the window, picked up his backpack, quickly ran across the corridor, and opened the shoe box in front of the entrance.The heavy echo of opening the iron door echoed in the empty hall.He should be thankful that his mother often prepared an umbrella for him at school, otherwise, he didn't know how to go home, and he wanted to hold an umbrella with Lin.
Walking out of the porch, I opened the umbrella. The Uchiha Uchiha Uchiha family crest was clearly printed on the gray-black umbrella surface. Raindrops dripped on it, making a crackling sound, like rolling balls falling on it.
When he approached An Nai, he saw him stepping on the puddle under his feet, with his head down, what was he studying?Is the research water deep enough to raise goldfish?He was sick and had no one to take care of him.
"What are you doing here? Playing in the rain?"
"……no!"
"You're going to catch a cold! You're all wet from the rain!"
There is nothing to say, the atmosphere is even weirder than usual, looking down at Anna who is looking up, looking at each other for a long time, the eyes of the Hyuga family are really strange, as if they can see through everything, only An Nai's eyes were probably confused, her heart was hit hard and hard, her throat was dry and speechless.
"Don't be under the tree, go home!" Suddenly, he was at a loss, why, when they looked at each other, they became nervous.
When I came out, I saw Kakashi, and asked my rival a stupid question, "I like Lin, right?"
"Are you talking nonsense?"
Maybe he was really fooled by the rain. He ran in the rain until he reached the downstairs of Lin's house. He stood under the dim streetlight and shouted towards Lin's bright window, "Lin! Lin!"
The rain fell in the mouth, a trace of strange taste, cold and cold.
With a sound of "click," the window opened, and Lin half leaned out, "Obito-san, what are you doing there? It's raining so much."
"Ah, it's nothing." Obito didn't know what he was going to do with Lin, but he really wanted to see her.
"You don't have to go home soon."
"Ah, Lin!" Obito yelled.
Lin looked at him, it was different from An Nai's eyes, but it made him unforgettable, Lin, I like you... "...tomorrow, don't be late."
Lin covered her mouth and laughed, "Don't be late even with soil!"
"Well, please close the window."
"Then go home quickly."
"Ah."
Lin, I like you... He didn't dare to tell her, he only dared to tell An Nai.
"Annai, I like Lin."
"……Um."
At that time, An Nai knew all the things that were on his mind, and he didn't notice any difference when he said them. For example, it took a long time for An Nai to respond, the corners of his mouth were straight and then bent upwards, and his narrowed eyes covered An Nai himself. heart.
So he hasn't seen An Nai for a long time after he left the mission. Shinobu is really upset right now, and the mission is completely different from what he imagined, except taking care of the children is weeding, helping the farm harvest rice or catching runaway cows .
"Ah, ah, ah," it's so embarrassing, so embarrassing, this is the portrayal of Obito's heart when he hugged the cow's neck and yelled.
"Idiot!" With a cold snort, Obito felt that he was kicked out together with the crazy cow. He lay on the ground and couldn't stand up for a long time. He stood upright with the help of Lin in embarrassment.
"Kakashi's performance is very good." Teacher Namikaze Minato said to them beside him, "Even the D-level mission is also training your reaction ability in some unexpected situations."
The cow that was mad just now calmed down and let the farmer take it back.
"Idiots take soil."
"Bastard Kakashi, who are you talking about!!!" Obito became furious when he saw Kakashi folded his hands.
"You can't even do this little thing, trash."
In fact, people in the family are tired of hearing this sentence of trash, but it is very uncomfortable for Kakashi to say it, especially with Lin by his side, "I'm a bastard who is better than you at all, just wait and see! "
"Humph!"
Oh god, bastard, self-righteous, on the way home from the suburbs, Obito gritted his teeth and imagined that the air in front of him was Kakashi, so he really wanted to kick him.
"Obito, does it still hurt?" Lin asked from the side.
Suppressing his anger, "Ah, it doesn't hurt anymore."
"Be more careful next time."
"um. Thank you."
"It's nothing. Although I used medical ninjutsu, I still need to smear some medicinal wine on my knees when I go back. The Chunin exam is coming soon."
"Ah, I know, don't worry, my resilience is not covered!" Pointing to his back proudly, "U, Chi, Bo! I belong to the Uchiha clan!"
"LOL Yes."
"I will become the first hokage of the Uchiha clan, and further carry forward the name of the Uchiha clan. Although I have said it many times, I will definitely do it!"
"Well, you will succeed, come on Obito!"
Lin's words were still so gentle, and Obito felt that nothing hurt anymore. After walking through the deserted park, there was a crossroad in front of him, and the bustling voices on the street also came over. The trees on both sides of the road were next to each other, and the cicadas The sound came, and the harsh sunshine in the summer afternoon passed through the obstacles of the leaves, and became much milder. The big clouds flew over the head, helping the small leaves to block the sun from time to time.
"Ah, it seems to be Kakashi." Lin saw Kakashi's figure in front of him, and Kakashi was striding across the street with his back to them. Although it was all the way home, Kakashi never liked it Walking with them, Obito became anxious when he saw Rin running after Kakashi.
Even though he and Lin could be alone, Kakashi, that bastard who was in the way, was so angry that he wanted to chase after him. Before he could walk a few steps, a few bullock carts drove over at the intersection, blocking Obito and Lin.
Chunin exams are coming, and the Fire Nation daimyo is here, Obito wants to curse secretly, the war outside is becoming more and more tense, and daimyo is still walking around, so he is full and has nothing to do?
One after another bullock carts drove past, and they couldn't overturn. I don't know if Lin would be waiting for him on the opposite side, "Ah, hurry up!" Obito was anxious and wanted to stamp his feet.
Finally, the last bullock cart drove past. Obito looked anxiously. On the quiet suburban street, there was no sign of Lin, only people with umbrellas waiting there.
Obito had a stiff expression due to nervousness, white clothes, black half-length hair, and a strip of cloth on his forehead, all the time clearly appearing in front of Obito's eyes.The sunlight that shone through the leaves covered his body from the shoulders down, while the upper part was hidden in the shadow of the umbrella.
Compared with the big round fan umbrella, Annai is very thin.
The sultry wind came from behind An Nai, as if it had been filtered, and when it hit Obito's face, it was not so hot, but warm, very comfortable.
Looking to the side of Annai, there was no Lin nor Kakashi, so he had no choice but to walk over with his pockets in his pockets.
"Annai, have you seen Lin?"
"I see, Lin said, don't wait for her." An Nai nodded.
"Did you leave with Kakashi?"
"Ah."
"I was very happy to leave with Kakashi, didn't Kakashi refuse?"
"Well, that's it."
"...You can't lie to me?"
"Ah?" An Nai showed a very embarrassed expression, hesitated for a while and then whispered, "Hug, I'm sorry!"
"...Alas." Obito shrugged weakly, "Forget it, what are you doing?"
"Wait for you."
"Wait for me?" Obito looked at the umbrella, "Standing across the street and waiting for me? You don't need an umbrella, and it's not raining."
"Well, I didn't open an umbrella just now, it's just that I was standing opposite and you didn't see me, so it's more eye-catching," An Nai put away the umbrella.
"The bullock cart is moving too slowly."
"Well, yes." An Nai smiled.
"Wait for me for a while."
"Ah, yes, I think it's been a long time because the ox cart is going too slowly." An Nai picked up the umbrella and handed it to him, "Your umbrella, return it to you."
"There is no need to send it specially."
"It was said in the morning that it will rain today." An Nai touched her nose.
"My house still has an umbrella when it rains."
"...Well." An Nai seemed to have something to say, but she didn't want to say any more.
"Oh, it's not going well today!" Feeling depressed, he wanted to raise his head and shout, Obito put his hand on An Nai's shoulder, "Let's go, I'll treat you to ramen, are you hungry?"
"No... um."
"That's great, it's better for An Nai, chat with me." Whenever I'm in a bad mood, I go to find An Nai, and An Nai will always listen to what he says quietly, and call his name in a lonely voice.
"Obito, are you in a bad mood? Or is it because of Lin?"
"It's not that you don't know."
"How can you not be sad?"
"This question is probably when Lin likes me."
"Ah, that's it."
Unknowingly, time has passed, and Annai's intentions have become more and more prominent, until she saved Annai, what Annai said when she was in a coma, the mind that was disturbed by Kakashi's question has splashed muddy water, "Obito , don't go, Obito, I like you."
He did it on purpose that time. He was going to the battlefield. Even if he said it was okay, he was still afraid that he would never return. He deeply remembered the scene he saw when he was young, crying and a building with the coordinates on it. A tombstone to which the family crest of the Uchiwa fan does not respond.
The battlefield is the home of the ninja, and he is going there to find the glory of Uchiha.
An Nai is like a starry sky, Lin is a rose, what he likes is roses, the faint fragrance that cannot go away, he has liked Lin for so many years, every second is deepening, five centimeters per second, how deep is it now What?
"Don't like me."
He really can't do it if he can't like An Nai, he can't deceive An Nai, he can't do it either, don't let him see the sad eyes of An Nai, so it's best to turn his back and not see.
When he was a boy, when he said these words, his heart was trembling, but he was too anxious, he couldn't give An Nai the so-called hope, or the ultimate love, just because he couldn't hold it in his heart, and couldn't change it, sorry, don't like me.I have long been unable to quit because of the bone-destroying drug named Lin.
Until the moment of death, Lin, and...Annai will never be forgotten in my heart.
"Guard Lin for me, and... no more."
Putting love in the hands of Kakashi, knowing that Kakashi doesn't love Lin, he wants to give Lin happiness, but he can't achieve it, let Kakashi come, Lin is also happy, even if he selfishly uses death and guilt To force Kakashi, he also wants Lin to be happy, love, people who are poisoned are scary and unreasonable.
What about Anna, how did he hand him over to someone else? Thinking about it, he didn't do anything to Anna, and he couldn't even respond to him. Will Kakashi understand Anna?What An Nai wanted was not friendship, but this kind of substitution would only be selfish for Lin.An Nai never wanted it either.
A little cowardly, a little introverted, but doesn't need the charity of others, Hinata also has Hinata's pride, even if it is engraved with a bird in a cage.
Meeting again is a different identity, just for Obito's An Nai is no longer, even though it hurts, she won't cry, and when she is awake, she won't cry in front of a man named A Fei, a hidden little trick, If he seizes the opportunity, he will execute the task without hesitation. He is as soft-hearted as before, and he is also a Konoha ninja.
There will be things like love reappearing, just like a strong chemical reaction, intensified in an instant, and it will not be as simple as it was before.
Five years of being entangled with A Fei's identity, but still appearing in front of him, is it God's will or an inescapable fog that stimulates the tiny pores all-pervasively.
From the brain to the pure body | body | * that has nothing to do with love and hate.
In Yuren Village, I didn't want to kill An Nai, and I didn't want to let him go. I really let go of all my identities during the night of embracing and sleeping. When the person in my arms was sleeping, I couldn't help taking off the mask. The kiss can recall the first kiss between the two in the dark alley. The moment their lips touched, Obito suddenly felt excited and happy, and then, at the next moment, boundless sadness suddenly hit him.
An Nai's warmth can make him forget his hatred, but Lin's figure reappears in the hidden depths of his heart, and he will never see each other again from now on. If he becomes an enemy, will he really kill An Nai? The An Nai who kept smiling and waited anxiously for the convoy across the street with an umbrella, in front of the two of them, lay a huge world of unsolvable hatred and reversal for them.
Let An Nai go in the end, the worst thing is that he forgot An Nai's identity, hindering his plan, as if when he rescued An Nai when he was a child, he was soaked in the seemingly gentle but life-threatening water. Silently threatened him.
On the one hand, he was thinking that if he died, it would be fine, that he would not be troubled, and that he would realize his plan unscrupulously, while on the other hand, he was talking about never seeing An Nai again.
Contradictions are tugging at the heart, the worm that fell into the net, the more he struggles, the more he suffocates, ignoring his pleading, he pulls his hair and suppresses him under the tree, the torn clothes, the cold air mixed with blood, are urging the body, Who made An Nai stir up his *?So no wonder he, all the atrocities he did to An Nai, all the atrocities he did to An Nai, that crazy idea.
Because An Nai wants to leave, leave completely, no matter whether it is from his hands or dies by herself, it is not allowed, it is not allowed.
"Boom——" The loud explosion and the white light, the disappearing Annai, not allowed to die, and the inextricable contradiction, broke free from the spider web.
Eyes saw the dazzling white light suddenly woke up.
"No..." He sat up abruptly from the bed, touched his face with his hand, and Obito was taken aback by the hard touch without a mask. It took him a long time to get used to the darkness, and when he turned his head to the side, he saw a vague outline, and stretched out his hand to pull it away. Turned on the light, and saw An Nai sleeping soundly under the dim light.
Are those fragments of memory from childhood to adulthood just dreams?Scattered and quickly passed through my mind, the person who was not dead was lying beside me, Obito calmed down the stalled heartbeat.
"Hmm..." An Nai next to her frowned uncomfortably and moved, but she didn't wake up. She was much less defensive, just like when she was a child, the uncontrollable trembling rose from her lower abdomen, thinking like crazy pay close attention.
Pressing on the unsuspecting person who hadn't woken up, he touched the hem of his clothes with his hands, and the strange skin feeling of the tentacles burned his mind with high temperature.
The people at the bottom were about to wake up from a deep sleep in a daze, wanting An Nai, this crazy night, but now An Nai was him when he was a child, he hesitated for a few seconds, pulled out his hand, and the clothes that fell from the side She rummaged through to find out the drug that she used to give to the enemy every day, put the white drug in her mouth, kissed An Nai lightly, pushed her tongue in bit by bit, until the drug was swallowed by An Nai unconsciously , Obito wrapped around the feeble tip of his tongue, because he wanted more, stronger and deeper kisses, and wanted to hide it before An Nai fell in love with him again.
As long as she falls in love with him, An Nai, who will not leave, is here quietly and safely.
Intertwined with the faded clothes, half hanging on her thin body, the drugged unconscious An Nai was still struggling to repel, raising her hand to push it but then dropped it, her hard body clinging to her The person under him who didn't know, felt a strange touch, An Nai wanted to move, but was immediately held firmly, the kiss continued, □ pressed against each other and rubbed against each other, the sobs of pain and pleasure continued to flow from An Nai's subconscious Escape between clenched teeth.
"Uh... um..."
The young man below him is breathing unsteadily, his face is hot, stained with blood on his cheeks, panting lowly, the separated legs, the pleasure of touching and rubbing in the same position comes from the male instinct and cannot resist Obito, both hands He was also pinned to his side and could only be violated in his sleep.
Obito bit his neck and kissed him like sucking, put Anna's leg on his waist, the ninja's good body was the best support, and the kissing movement also became fierce as □ pressed against the depression, and kissed back Lie on the lips, close to biting, sobbing in a bit of a mess, similar to a deep way, temporarily relieving the desire|desire in the physical collision.
"Annai, fall in love with me again." The dawdling was too hard, causing the unconscious Anna to gasp, and Obito whispered to his ear, "Then don't go anywhere."
on the brink of collapse*
Everything that Obito remembers deeply began in summer, lost and wandering in that distant summer, every day, like a violent wind, time flies through.
The first memory began at the age of two, the ninja child matured early, in the black and white mourning hall, the familiar but unfamiliar face of the grandfather was framed in the photo frame, the always serious grandfather was surrounded by flowers, the color of the family crest of the Uchiha clan In a piece of plain color, the blood red is dazzling, the mother's eyes are red from crying, and the father is also crying silently, but he just looks at the photo with his eyes wide open, as if he still doesn't understand anything.
At an age where he can't even speak fully, he has already begun to vaguely understand the meaning of ninja, but at that time he understood it as leaving. As for where he arrived and how to get there, he didn't know anything, and he didn't even feel sadness.
Growing up day by day, I understand that for ninjas, leaving means eternal death, and death is inevitable. Therefore, in the Uchiha clan, what needs to be exercised is the indifference to feelings. The Uchiha people are more important than other people in the village. Control your emotions.
Obito has never felt that there is any difference in himself except that he is more humane than ordinary Uchiha people. He didn't open his eyes until he was 11 years old. If it was in a peaceful age, it would be nothing, but in war, every day Every moment of the day, every second is facing the death of the clansman, even if the feelings are weak, he will open a hook, not to mention that he is recognized by the clan as an enthusiastic and sentimental person, and even his physical skills are inferior to those of the clan, Uchiha The shuriken, which seems to be naturally handy, is so bad that the clan was once the worst student in the ninja school.
His father became stricter day by day, and the words of the people in the clan became more and more ugly. His mother, who was not a ninja, also quarreled with his father in order to defend herself. parents.
"As my child, members of the Uchiha clan can't even compare to ordinary ninja children outside. What's wrong with me being strict? Let alone going to the battlefield, such a child is not even qualified to graduate!"
"Don't say that, Obito will hear it. What's so good about being a ninja? Isn't it okay to live happily? On the battlefield, which parents want their children to go to the battlefield."
"It is because of your thinking that Obito doesn't understand the rules of ninjas at all, and lives in a muddle all day long. The battlefield is the destination of ninjas! The glory of Uchiha comes from this."
In fact, he understands, the rules of the ninja, the glory of the Uchiha clan, he understands everything, but he doesn't want to talk about it, he doesn't want to think about it, that's all.
Silently and quietly closed the paper door, took a deep breath and ran away from home in embarrassment, striding across the family territory, crossing the street but not knowing where to go, there was an illusion of nowhere to go, unknowingly He stopped at the playground, the children younger than him were laughing happily and loudly, leaning against a big tree and watching the children playing not far away, the heavy mood was more sad than that, pressing The corners of the mouth were curved upwards, and the face that was always smiling turned expressionless at this moment.
Running too fast, the sweaty forehead was blown by the wind, and the chill immediately rushed up and poured into the bottom of my heart, as if I heard the voices of everyone's responsibility and ridicule, please don't do this, this embarrasses him, Obito Covering his face with one hand, he squatted down, the corners of his eyes were wet and he wanted to burst into tears, even if his classmate Kakashi called him a crybaby, it didn't matter, his heart was too sad, but his face wanted to laugh out loud. Work just relieves the bitterness inside.
"Brother, big brother!"
The shoulder was patted lightly, and Obito raised his head blankly, facing the previous face full of tears, the little girl with two ponytails was rubbing her eyes and sobbing.
Wiping his face hastily, Obito put on a smile and asked kindly, "What's wrong?"
"Can you help me get my kite?"
Following the direction pointed by the girl's finger, he looked at the nearby tree. A swallow-shaped kite was stuck between the intertwined branches. It seemed really high. Another little girl who was the girl's companion was holding a kite The branch jumped, hoping to swing the kite down, but it was always far behind.
"Don't cry, brother will help you take it off right away!" Thumbs up to the little girl, Obito walked to the side of the tree trunk, meditating on the method of condensing Chakra taught in advance in the school recently, condensing Chakra in the On the feet, stepping on the tree trunk, the first step was very steady, the second step was strenuous but almost okay, and before the third step was taken, he fell down in embarrassment.
"Brother, brother, are you alright!" The child who was still watching with an adoring face was startled by the sudden falling of the soil and surrounded him.
"Ah, it hurts, it hurts so much." I didn't care about the embarrassment and got up. Fortunately, I didn't break anything. Obito wanted to turn around and go home and leave it alone, but he couldn't say no in front of the tearful child. After patting the ashes, using the old method, he climbed up the tree nimbly.
Sitting on a high branch, he took down the entangled kite, and Obito showed a big smile to the tearful and laughing child underneath. When helping others, there is always a feeling that he is still needed, but he Wanting to be needed, the pressure of his family's name, the pressure of studying in school, and many other huge pressures that can only be produced in the ninja world, he still wants to look at everyone and smile like this, and work hard to realize his dream.
The first time I saw An Nai was at that time. On a summer afternoon, he sat on a tall tree and looked down. He saw a child in white clothes being pulled by a group of Hinata family members who had seen seniors at school. He Height is obviously the weakest of several tall people. His clean and tidy clothes were pulled and disheveled. He kept his head down, his black hair covering his expression, and he was pushed hard by a person without saying a word. , staggered and fell to the ground before raising his head.
Hinata family's white eyes, with a hint of purple, looked around in a panic. The white cloth wrapped around his head had fallen off. On the smooth forehead, a sealed spell was clearly printed on it. The identity of the other party , Obito probably knows about the separation and clan.
Passing through the crowd, those eyes just looked over like this. When they met, he seemed to be able to sense the panic of the other party. An indescribable feeling swelled deep in his heart. Those eyes are really beautiful, he thought.
It's just that they looked at each other for only a few seconds, and the other party was quickly pulled up again and dragged towards the river bank in the suburbs.
It would be better for Hyuga’s family to not interfere in the affairs of Hyuga’s family. Obito thought about it and jumped down from the tree, handed the kite to the little girl, turned around and walked a few steps with his pockets in his pocket, is there really no problem?Obito couldn't help turning his head to look in that empty direction.
Just pretend that he didn't even know that the other party belonged to Hyuga's family, and when he found the reason, he ran there without hesitation.
When he arrived, he saw only the quietly flowing river, a photo floating on the surface of the river, and a stuck white cloth strip, with stones emerging from the clean water, squatting on the bank of the river, stretched out. He reached for the photo with his hand, held it in his hand, and glanced down. It was two Hinata family members holding a baby.
Will that guy fall into the river, this photo will belong to that child.
"Plop..." The sound of breaking water is especially obvious on the quiet river bank.
Obito saw that it was a person who was struggling to get out of the water, and soon sank into the water. The river was not in a hurry, but it was very deep. It was like the last survival. After that movement, the person did not appear again.
He hurriedly took off his coat and top, plunged into the river water that was still warm with sunlight, stared at the water with his eyes wide open while holding his breath. He didn't have any expression on his face, and he vaguely remembered that he wanted to fall asleep in the gentle but life-threatening water.
After he was rescued, his pale face was as pale as paper. After artificial respiration, he coughed up a lot of water before opening his eyes. Those beautiful eyes were white with a little purple. pity.
Hinata and Uchiha have always been at odds with each other, and he also saved Anna with the idea of putting aside the family strife, and then never saw each other again, but he never thought that after saving Anna, he would add that touch of clean color to his life, but it was too much. Too clean and transparent, brushed on the color palette of life, will make him ignore it.
It doesn’t matter if they get in touch later, or get used to An Nai behind him, more and more like to talk about painful things to An Nai, or treat An Nai as his younger brother, even if the meaning of An Nai to him is becoming more and more important, he There is a place in my heart that Annai can't get close to, the pure land of the soul that is sealed and closed, the place where only Lin is qualified to stay, and the Uchiha people will only carefully put one person's place in their hearts.
"Look, it's so beautiful, isn't it, Obitu-kun?" Lin asked him like this.
It was on the way out of school, when he was about to graduate, and it was another bright summer day, every summer brought him infinite good memories, this time was especially bright, clearly fading away in his memory go.
Carrying a light backpack, walking in the alley after school.The afterglow of the setting sun shone strongly on the ground, sprinkled evenly on Lin's brown hair, and the strong scent of flowers attracted people to stop before nightfall, but it couldn't attract Obito.
Obito turned his head sideways to look at Lin, who had bent eyes and a smile on his face. His quiet face and hair gently blown by the wind rested restlessly on his shoulders. Following what Lin said, he saw the flowers in Lin's hands. A rose, that is the girls in the class collectively send flowers to the teacher, all kinds of flowers, colorful mixed together, more girls prefer lilies, but Lin likes roses, the colors are gorgeous, bright red and not pretentious.
"Well, it's just not very fragrant."
"Yeah, the roses look very bright, but they don't have a strong fragrance, so it's better." Lin held the roses up to the tip of her nose and sniffed, with her eyes half closed and her long eyelashes, she looked prettier than roses , want to hug.
Thinking about it, he moved his face away, and Obito touched his nose with a blushing face. When did he start liking Lin? He looked up at the clouds that were rendered orange-red by the setting sun. Let's get started, when you are late, hand over the documents in time, and that unique smile.
"Roses are beautiful." Just like you.
"Does Obito have any favorite flowers?"
"Probably... roses!"
"Does Obito like roses too?" Lin twirled the flowers, very happy, but then she thought of something and became depressed, "Kakashi-kun doesn't like flowers, he said he hates things like flowers the most."
Thinking about the same question, Lin must have asked Kakashi before, and asked with full expectation, Kakashi always treats Lin like this, if he is reluctant to make Lin feel a little sad, he is about to graduate anyway, That Kakashi who graduated early shouldn't be with them. If they were together again, he would really vomit to death. If he were with Lin...
Obito was about to speak, but Lin was already one step ahead of him, "I don't know who I will share with after graduation."
"...Should be in the same class, or in the school year."
"I asked, Kakashi-kun hasn't officially formed a team yet, and there are still two players left, do you think we will be divided with him, you and I still have Kakashi!" Lin said happily.
"...Well." He didn't want to be parted with Kakashi.
"Ah, An Nai came to see you today."
"I know."
"Annai is a lovely little friend."
"Yeah, I just don't like to talk, except for these things are fine."
"Hehe, everyone is starting to prepare gifts after graduation." Lin lowered her head and thought about something.
"Is there anything you want?"
"what?"
"Ah, it's nothing." As long as you like someone, you will become timid, and be careful not to repeat it.
There was no more conversation, and we walked home together at sunset, at least in Obito’s memory, the memory of that day is like a picture, whenever I recall the past, I can’t forget the excitement that stirred up in my heart at that moment Loneliness, even in the future, can still feel a trace of sadness.
The happiest thing is to receive a graduation gift from Lin, a rabbit doll, it looks a bit clumsy, with half drooping ears and no energy, girls will like such cute things, happily holding the doll and walking easily In the corridor of the school, there was fine rain outside the window, not far away was An Nai who was looking outside with her chin propped up.
The half-short hair used to grow a little long, and I don’t know what to think about. An Nai’s mood is always peaceful, and she doesn’t seem to feel any unpleasant things, but inexplicably, when listening to him, she occasionally reveals an unconcealable melancholy .
Suddenly wanting to scare An Nai, she approached quietly, but An Nai didn't notice it unexpectedly, reached out and patted An Nai's shoulder, and sure enough, she turned back immediately, "Haha, you must have been scared!"
An Nai met the rabbit's face, a little confused, "What is this?"
"A gift from Lin!"
"Gift?"
"Well! It's a gift for graduation!".
"Are you graduating?"
"Ok!"
"so fast."
"Yeah, when I get out of the mission, I won't be able to see each other as often as in school."
An Nai nodded to express her understanding, and put on a guilty expression inexplicably, not knowing what she was worrying about.
"Today is not a half-day vacation for you juniors, you should go home quickly, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, I have to go back to class, let's go~" Obito waved goodbye to Anna without thinking too much, But that kid was getting more and more strange. He clearly remembered that time, with his back to An Nai, he raised his right hand and waved it. That was his way of saying goodbye, and he said goodbye to An Nai with his back.
It has been raining since morning.The sky seems to have been used ninjutsu by someone, a thunderstorm technique went down, the sky was gray, and occasionally thunder and lightning appeared like a dragon in the sea, Obito remembered his ancestor Zhiba Madara that his mother said when he was young The story of the duel with the first generation, the sky was also like this at that time, there was a sad and desolate atmosphere, and the fine and cold raindrops kept falling from the sky, getting bigger and bigger.
He felt that his mood had dropped to the lowest point. Originally, the team in the afternoon was expected. He held the doll that Lin gave him and prayed desperately in his heart. He wondered if he had only heard half of his wish. Cassie got together, and now Lin happily ran home to prepare for tomorrow's team meeting, but she went to find the teacher to argue but failed, there were not many people in the whole school, it was extremely weak...
But forget it, this task will not lose to Kakashi at all, "Bastard, wait until I beat you to death!" The voice full of momentum echoed in the empty corridor of the school, is it really all right?Alas, a little frustrated, Obito quickly slumped his shoulders and looked out the window.
How dense and how fast is the rain, so that the vision is a little blurred? Looking out from the window in the corridor, the sky is dark.Even at dusk, casually looking at the playground where he has been for a long time, he wants to take a closer look at every place, at least now what he has is the memory of Lin at the ninja school, away from the war, pure study, so A rare happy place in the ninja world.
When his eyes fell on the big tree beside the playground, Obito was stunned for a moment. The green tree was a little gray, which made Annai's white Hyuga logo tolerance uniform particularly obvious. Sitting in a small ball on the swing, that guy Could it be that he ran home and ran back again?
Obito closed the window, picked up his backpack, quickly ran across the corridor, and opened the shoe box in front of the entrance.The heavy echo of opening the iron door echoed in the empty hall.He should be thankful that his mother often prepared an umbrella for him at school, otherwise, he didn't know how to go home, and he wanted to hold an umbrella with Lin.
Walking out of the porch, I opened the umbrella. The Uchiha Uchiha Uchiha family crest was clearly printed on the gray-black umbrella surface. Raindrops dripped on it, making a crackling sound, like rolling balls falling on it.
When he approached An Nai, he saw him stepping on the puddle under his feet, with his head down, what was he studying?Is the research water deep enough to raise goldfish?He was sick and had no one to take care of him.
"What are you doing here? Playing in the rain?"
"……no!"
"You're going to catch a cold! You're all wet from the rain!"
There is nothing to say, the atmosphere is even weirder than usual, looking down at Anna who is looking up, looking at each other for a long time, the eyes of the Hyuga family are really strange, as if they can see through everything, only An Nai's eyes were probably confused, her heart was hit hard and hard, her throat was dry and speechless.
"Don't be under the tree, go home!" Suddenly, he was at a loss, why, when they looked at each other, they became nervous.
When I came out, I saw Kakashi, and asked my rival a stupid question, "I like Lin, right?"
"Are you talking nonsense?"
Maybe he was really fooled by the rain. He ran in the rain until he reached the downstairs of Lin's house. He stood under the dim streetlight and shouted towards Lin's bright window, "Lin! Lin!"
The rain fell in the mouth, a trace of strange taste, cold and cold.
With a sound of "click," the window opened, and Lin half leaned out, "Obito-san, what are you doing there? It's raining so much."
"Ah, it's nothing." Obito didn't know what he was going to do with Lin, but he really wanted to see her.
"You don't have to go home soon."
"Ah, Lin!" Obito yelled.
Lin looked at him, it was different from An Nai's eyes, but it made him unforgettable, Lin, I like you... "...tomorrow, don't be late."
Lin covered her mouth and laughed, "Don't be late even with soil!"
"Well, please close the window."
"Then go home quickly."
"Ah."
Lin, I like you... He didn't dare to tell her, he only dared to tell An Nai.
"Annai, I like Lin."
"……Um."
At that time, An Nai knew all the things that were on his mind, and he didn't notice any difference when he said them. For example, it took a long time for An Nai to respond, the corners of his mouth were straight and then bent upwards, and his narrowed eyes covered An Nai himself. heart.
So he hasn't seen An Nai for a long time after he left the mission. Shinobu is really upset right now, and the mission is completely different from what he imagined, except taking care of the children is weeding, helping the farm harvest rice or catching runaway cows .
"Ah, ah, ah," it's so embarrassing, so embarrassing, this is the portrayal of Obito's heart when he hugged the cow's neck and yelled.
"Idiot!" With a cold snort, Obito felt that he was kicked out together with the crazy cow. He lay on the ground and couldn't stand up for a long time. He stood upright with the help of Lin in embarrassment.
"Kakashi's performance is very good." Teacher Namikaze Minato said to them beside him, "Even the D-level mission is also training your reaction ability in some unexpected situations."
The cow that was mad just now calmed down and let the farmer take it back.
"Idiots take soil."
"Bastard Kakashi, who are you talking about!!!" Obito became furious when he saw Kakashi folded his hands.
"You can't even do this little thing, trash."
In fact, people in the family are tired of hearing this sentence of trash, but it is very uncomfortable for Kakashi to say it, especially with Lin by his side, "I'm a bastard who is better than you at all, just wait and see! "
"Humph!"
Oh god, bastard, self-righteous, on the way home from the suburbs, Obito gritted his teeth and imagined that the air in front of him was Kakashi, so he really wanted to kick him.
"Obito, does it still hurt?" Lin asked from the side.
Suppressing his anger, "Ah, it doesn't hurt anymore."
"Be more careful next time."
"um. Thank you."
"It's nothing. Although I used medical ninjutsu, I still need to smear some medicinal wine on my knees when I go back. The Chunin exam is coming soon."
"Ah, I know, don't worry, my resilience is not covered!" Pointing to his back proudly, "U, Chi, Bo! I belong to the Uchiha clan!"
"LOL Yes."
"I will become the first hokage of the Uchiha clan, and further carry forward the name of the Uchiha clan. Although I have said it many times, I will definitely do it!"
"Well, you will succeed, come on Obito!"
Lin's words were still so gentle, and Obito felt that nothing hurt anymore. After walking through the deserted park, there was a crossroad in front of him, and the bustling voices on the street also came over. The trees on both sides of the road were next to each other, and the cicadas The sound came, and the harsh sunshine in the summer afternoon passed through the obstacles of the leaves, and became much milder. The big clouds flew over the head, helping the small leaves to block the sun from time to time.
"Ah, it seems to be Kakashi." Lin saw Kakashi's figure in front of him, and Kakashi was striding across the street with his back to them. Although it was all the way home, Kakashi never liked it Walking with them, Obito became anxious when he saw Rin running after Kakashi.
Even though he and Lin could be alone, Kakashi, that bastard who was in the way, was so angry that he wanted to chase after him. Before he could walk a few steps, a few bullock carts drove over at the intersection, blocking Obito and Lin.
Chunin exams are coming, and the Fire Nation daimyo is here, Obito wants to curse secretly, the war outside is becoming more and more tense, and daimyo is still walking around, so he is full and has nothing to do?
One after another bullock carts drove past, and they couldn't overturn. I don't know if Lin would be waiting for him on the opposite side, "Ah, hurry up!" Obito was anxious and wanted to stamp his feet.
Finally, the last bullock cart drove past. Obito looked anxiously. On the quiet suburban street, there was no sign of Lin, only people with umbrellas waiting there.
Obito had a stiff expression due to nervousness, white clothes, black half-length hair, and a strip of cloth on his forehead, all the time clearly appearing in front of Obito's eyes.The sunlight that shone through the leaves covered his body from the shoulders down, while the upper part was hidden in the shadow of the umbrella.
Compared with the big round fan umbrella, Annai is very thin.
The sultry wind came from behind An Nai, as if it had been filtered, and when it hit Obito's face, it was not so hot, but warm, very comfortable.
Looking to the side of Annai, there was no Lin nor Kakashi, so he had no choice but to walk over with his pockets in his pockets.
"Annai, have you seen Lin?"
"I see, Lin said, don't wait for her." An Nai nodded.
"Did you leave with Kakashi?"
"Ah."
"I was very happy to leave with Kakashi, didn't Kakashi refuse?"
"Well, that's it."
"...You can't lie to me?"
"Ah?" An Nai showed a very embarrassed expression, hesitated for a while and then whispered, "Hug, I'm sorry!"
"...Alas." Obito shrugged weakly, "Forget it, what are you doing?"
"Wait for you."
"Wait for me?" Obito looked at the umbrella, "Standing across the street and waiting for me? You don't need an umbrella, and it's not raining."
"Well, I didn't open an umbrella just now, it's just that I was standing opposite and you didn't see me, so it's more eye-catching," An Nai put away the umbrella.
"The bullock cart is moving too slowly."
"Well, yes." An Nai smiled.
"Wait for me for a while."
"Ah, yes, I think it's been a long time because the ox cart is going too slowly." An Nai picked up the umbrella and handed it to him, "Your umbrella, return it to you."
"There is no need to send it specially."
"It was said in the morning that it will rain today." An Nai touched her nose.
"My house still has an umbrella when it rains."
"...Well." An Nai seemed to have something to say, but she didn't want to say any more.
"Oh, it's not going well today!" Feeling depressed, he wanted to raise his head and shout, Obito put his hand on An Nai's shoulder, "Let's go, I'll treat you to ramen, are you hungry?"
"No... um."
"That's great, it's better for An Nai, chat with me." Whenever I'm in a bad mood, I go to find An Nai, and An Nai will always listen to what he says quietly, and call his name in a lonely voice.
"Obito, are you in a bad mood? Or is it because of Lin?"
"It's not that you don't know."
"How can you not be sad?"
"This question is probably when Lin likes me."
"Ah, that's it."
Unknowingly, time has passed, and Annai's intentions have become more and more prominent, until she saved Annai, what Annai said when she was in a coma, the mind that was disturbed by Kakashi's question has splashed muddy water, "Obito , don't go, Obito, I like you."
He did it on purpose that time. He was going to the battlefield. Even if he said it was okay, he was still afraid that he would never return. He deeply remembered the scene he saw when he was young, crying and a building with the coordinates on it. A tombstone to which the family crest of the Uchiwa fan does not respond.
The battlefield is the home of the ninja, and he is going there to find the glory of Uchiha.
An Nai is like a starry sky, Lin is a rose, what he likes is roses, the faint fragrance that cannot go away, he has liked Lin for so many years, every second is deepening, five centimeters per second, how deep is it now What?
"Don't like me."
He really can't do it if he can't like An Nai, he can't deceive An Nai, he can't do it either, don't let him see the sad eyes of An Nai, so it's best to turn his back and not see.
When he was a boy, when he said these words, his heart was trembling, but he was too anxious, he couldn't give An Nai the so-called hope, or the ultimate love, just because he couldn't hold it in his heart, and couldn't change it, sorry, don't like me.I have long been unable to quit because of the bone-destroying drug named Lin.
Until the moment of death, Lin, and...Annai will never be forgotten in my heart.
"Guard Lin for me, and... no more."
Putting love in the hands of Kakashi, knowing that Kakashi doesn't love Lin, he wants to give Lin happiness, but he can't achieve it, let Kakashi come, Lin is also happy, even if he selfishly uses death and guilt To force Kakashi, he also wants Lin to be happy, love, people who are poisoned are scary and unreasonable.
What about Anna, how did he hand him over to someone else? Thinking about it, he didn't do anything to Anna, and he couldn't even respond to him. Will Kakashi understand Anna?What An Nai wanted was not friendship, but this kind of substitution would only be selfish for Lin.An Nai never wanted it either.
A little cowardly, a little introverted, but doesn't need the charity of others, Hinata also has Hinata's pride, even if it is engraved with a bird in a cage.
Meeting again is a different identity, just for Obito's An Nai is no longer, even though it hurts, she won't cry, and when she is awake, she won't cry in front of a man named A Fei, a hidden little trick, If he seizes the opportunity, he will execute the task without hesitation. He is as soft-hearted as before, and he is also a Konoha ninja.
There will be things like love reappearing, just like a strong chemical reaction, intensified in an instant, and it will not be as simple as it was before.
Five years of being entangled with A Fei's identity, but still appearing in front of him, is it God's will or an inescapable fog that stimulates the tiny pores all-pervasively.
From the brain to the pure body | body | * that has nothing to do with love and hate.
In Yuren Village, I didn't want to kill An Nai, and I didn't want to let him go. I really let go of all my identities during the night of embracing and sleeping. When the person in my arms was sleeping, I couldn't help taking off the mask. The kiss can recall the first kiss between the two in the dark alley. The moment their lips touched, Obito suddenly felt excited and happy, and then, at the next moment, boundless sadness suddenly hit him.
An Nai's warmth can make him forget his hatred, but Lin's figure reappears in the hidden depths of his heart, and he will never see each other again from now on. If he becomes an enemy, will he really kill An Nai? The An Nai who kept smiling and waited anxiously for the convoy across the street with an umbrella, in front of the two of them, lay a huge world of unsolvable hatred and reversal for them.
Let An Nai go in the end, the worst thing is that he forgot An Nai's identity, hindering his plan, as if when he rescued An Nai when he was a child, he was soaked in the seemingly gentle but life-threatening water. Silently threatened him.
On the one hand, he was thinking that if he died, it would be fine, that he would not be troubled, and that he would realize his plan unscrupulously, while on the other hand, he was talking about never seeing An Nai again.
Contradictions are tugging at the heart, the worm that fell into the net, the more he struggles, the more he suffocates, ignoring his pleading, he pulls his hair and suppresses him under the tree, the torn clothes, the cold air mixed with blood, are urging the body, Who made An Nai stir up his *?So no wonder he, all the atrocities he did to An Nai, all the atrocities he did to An Nai, that crazy idea.
Because An Nai wants to leave, leave completely, no matter whether it is from his hands or dies by herself, it is not allowed, it is not allowed.
"Boom——" The loud explosion and the white light, the disappearing Annai, not allowed to die, and the inextricable contradiction, broke free from the spider web.
Eyes saw the dazzling white light suddenly woke up.
"No..." He sat up abruptly from the bed, touched his face with his hand, and Obito was taken aback by the hard touch without a mask. It took him a long time to get used to the darkness, and when he turned his head to the side, he saw a vague outline, and stretched out his hand to pull it away. Turned on the light, and saw An Nai sleeping soundly under the dim light.
Are those fragments of memory from childhood to adulthood just dreams?Scattered and quickly passed through my mind, the person who was not dead was lying beside me, Obito calmed down the stalled heartbeat.
"Hmm..." An Nai next to her frowned uncomfortably and moved, but she didn't wake up. She was much less defensive, just like when she was a child, the uncontrollable trembling rose from her lower abdomen, thinking like crazy pay close attention.
Pressing on the unsuspecting person who hadn't woken up, he touched the hem of his clothes with his hands, and the strange skin feeling of the tentacles burned his mind with high temperature.
The people at the bottom were about to wake up from a deep sleep in a daze, wanting An Nai, this crazy night, but now An Nai was him when he was a child, he hesitated for a few seconds, pulled out his hand, and the clothes that fell from the side She rummaged through to find out the drug that she used to give to the enemy every day, put the white drug in her mouth, kissed An Nai lightly, pushed her tongue in bit by bit, until the drug was swallowed by An Nai unconsciously , Obito wrapped around the feeble tip of his tongue, because he wanted more, stronger and deeper kisses, and wanted to hide it before An Nai fell in love with him again.
As long as she falls in love with him, An Nai, who will not leave, is here quietly and safely.
Intertwined with the faded clothes, half hanging on her thin body, the drugged unconscious An Nai was still struggling to repel, raising her hand to push it but then dropped it, her hard body clinging to her The person under him who didn't know, felt a strange touch, An Nai wanted to move, but was immediately held firmly, the kiss continued, □ pressed against each other and rubbed against each other, the sobs of pain and pleasure continued to flow from An Nai's subconscious Escape between clenched teeth.
"Uh... um..."
The young man below him is breathing unsteadily, his face is hot, stained with blood on his cheeks, panting lowly, the separated legs, the pleasure of touching and rubbing in the same position comes from the male instinct and cannot resist Obito, both hands He was also pinned to his side and could only be violated in his sleep.
Obito bit his neck and kissed him like sucking, put Anna's leg on his waist, the ninja's good body was the best support, and the kissing movement also became fierce as □ pressed against the depression, and kissed back Lie on the lips, close to biting, sobbing in a bit of a mess, similar to a deep way, temporarily relieving the desire|desire in the physical collision.
"Annai, fall in love with me again." The dawdling was too hard, causing the unconscious Anna to gasp, and Obito whispered to his ear, "Then don't go anywhere."
on the brink of collapse*
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