he is my man

After sitting in the car for several hours, I finally arrived at the school, and when I returned to the dormitory, Shen Chennan began to pack up.

"Let me help you." Su Ge stepped forward to help him fold the clothes neatly, and then Shen Chennan put the folded clothes into the suitcase.

"You go and pack other things, I'll come here."

"Oh." Su Ge walked to the desk and saw a stack of books on the desk. Shen Chennan had read these books several times, but the books looked like new.He carefully put away the books and magazines on the table, for fear of breaking the books.

At this time, a notebook on the table aroused Su Ge's interest.

It was a rather thick book with a completely white cover. From the outside, it really couldn’t be more ordinary, but that’s it, Su Ge wanted to open it and have a look.

Su Ge turned to look at Shen Chennan, he was busy and had no time to talk to Su Ge.Then he opened the book with confidence.

I thought there was something written in it, but the book turned out to be blank. Su Ge closed the book with some disappointment, and put it on the pile of books.

Just as he put the book back on the book, something fell out of the book, like a piece of paper.

Su Ge looked at Shen Chennan in horror to see if he had noticed it. It was so dangerous that Shen Chennan didn't notice it at all.

Su Ge quickly picked up the piece of paper on the ground, and broke down in tears when he saw it.It read: XX, XX, I left, Su Ge, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you in advance, I was too impulsive.From now on, I can't protect you anymore, you have to take care of yourself.Also, I love you. ——Shen Chennan, this is a letter... No... Shouldn't it be given to Su Ge, why didn't it be given to him.

Warm tears flowed down the cheeks, dripped on the book, and then spread, like blooming flowers.

It turned out that Chen Chennan had liked him a long time ago, the corners of Su Ge's mouth twitched, he bit his lip and didn't want Shen Chennan to hear his crying.

Shen Chennan packed up all his clothes, only those books were left, he looked at Su Ge, Su Ge stood with his back facing him, motionless...

What is Su Ge doing?Shen Chennan thought.He stepped forward and grabbed Su Ge's arm, pulling him around.Seeing Su Ge's red eyes and tear stains all over his face, Shen Chennan became a little anxious, gently wiped the tears off Su Ge's face, and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Su Ge didn't speak, and finally cried aloud, then hugged Shen Chennan tightly, leaning his chin on Shen Chennan's shoulder, tears fell drop by drop on Shen Chennan's shoulder, and his clothes were wet.

"What's wrong?" Shen Chennan frowned, crying for some reason.

"I love you too, I love you too!" Su Ge kept repeating this sentence with tears in his voice.

"I know." Shen Chennan touched Su Ge's head, and said dotingly: "Idiot."

"Why didn't you tell me earlier, do you know how sad I am?"

What did you tell him earlier?Shen Chennan didn't know what Su Ge wanted to say.

"what are you saying?"

Su Ge moved away the hand that was holding Shen Chennan, and took out the piece of paper for Shen Chennan to read.

"You know it all?"

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Was it addressed to me?"

"Ah."

"Why didn't you give it to me? Do you know how sad I have been these few years?" Su Ge burst into tears.

These years, Su Ge gradually became desperate, and there was no news from Shen Chennan, and Shen Chennan never called him. After Shen Chennan left, Su Ge almost cried every day.Lin Su and Su Zhen kept comforting him, but to no avail.One day, two days... one month... one year... Su Ge no longer remembers that Shen Chennan has been away for several years, but Su Ge always remembers Shen Chennan's somewhat melancholy and cold face, he is waiting, He knew that Shen Chennan would never be so heartless to leave himself here, he would come back, he would definitely come back.In this way, Su Ge gradually grew up in this hope.

Elementary school, junior high school, high school, and now college, Su Ge often wonders: Will Shen Chennan come back, maybe he has forgotten himself... Later, Su Ge accidentally saw Shen Chennan, and he didn't know how to face it for a while , chose to escape, he complained, blamed Chen Chennan for not coming to him for so long, but Shen Chennan still accepted him quickly, they were still good friends.

However, Su Ge didn't know why Shen Chennan didn't give him that piece of paper.

"I didn't have time to give it to you, so you left." Shen Chennan said as calmly as possible, he suppressed his sadness so that Su Ge would not notice.

Su Ge recalled that day:

"You bastard! Are we still friends? Why don't you tell me when you go, do you know how uncomfortable I am?"

"know."

"Then why didn't you tell me, I see you as a friend."

"Don't you know now?"

Su Ge also understood something, he didn't want to force him anything, he forced a smile, which was uglier than anyone else. "Call me if you have anything to do in the future." Then, he ran away without looking back...

Thinking back to reality, Su Ge thought about it, as if it was true.

Su Ge hugged Shen Chennan again and refused to let go.

"Why are you hugging so tightly?"

"So you liked me before, so happy~"

"Idiot." Shen Chennan also hugged him tightly.

Just like this, keep going like this, I really hope to hold you like this all the time, feel your temperature, your breath, and your heartbeat.

……

"How does time go by so slowly?" Su Ge complained while eating, and then stabbed the rice with chopsticks.

"Eat well!" Lin Subai glanced at Su Ge, "What's the matter, you still complain about the slow time? Do you think there is a lot of time?"

"Mom~" Su Ge pouted unhappily, "I'm bored, you know that?"

Lin Su picked up a piece of meat and put it in Su Ge's bowl, "Then you go out to play, you will almost get worms if you stay at home all day."

Su Zhen was eating at the side, not wanting to get involved at all.

"I also think I'm about to get worms." Su Ge rolled his eyes, "Otherwise, you can let me go out to play for a few days."

"Where are you going?" Lin Su put down his chopsticks heavily, "Go out and play for a few days?"

"It's only a few days. It's boring to stay at home anyway. I'll be back soon." Su Ge kept his head down, not daring to look Lin Su squarely.

Just as Lin Su was about to say something, Su Zhen interrupted her: "If my son wants to go out, let him go out. Why do we adults always restrain him? He didn't do anything bad, he just went out to play for a few days. Just let him go."

"Hey, no...I said you, if you don't talk, you will die. He has never been out alone for several days. We are adults who have to take care of children. Anyway, I don't worry about him being outside alone. .”

"It's been a long time, so it's because you are worried." Su Zhen almost didn't laugh out loud, Su Ge is so old, and you still treat him like a child, Su Zhen shook his head.

"Otherwise?" Lin Su said to Su Ge again: "Where do you want to live?"

When Su Ge heard Lin Su say this, he probably agreed. He was secretly excited, but he didn't show it. "I live at Shen Chennan's house."

"Oh, then I'm relieved." Lin Su immediately agreed when she heard that Su Ge wanted to live in Shen Chennan's house.Su Ge secretly complained about Lin Su in his heart, forgetting about Chen Nan.

However, this is also very good, it seems that my mother likes Shen Chennan very much.

After Su Ge finished his meal, he couldn't wait to call Shen Chennan, he already wanted to fly over immediately.

"What's the matter?" This is the opening line every time.

"I'll call you if I have nothing to do." Su Ge raised his eyebrows.

"up to you."

"Shen Chennan."

"Ok?"

"I miss you."

"Oh."

Su Ge was so angry that he almost didn't jump up. He pretended to be calm and said, "Oh no, you will die if you say something human." Su Ge pouted and exhaled angrily, "We have been living for several days. Since we haven't met, you can just say these few words, and you don't need to save your saliva."

Shen Chennan on the other end of the phone was silent for a few seconds, and then suddenly said: "Then what should we do?"

"What, what should I do!" What exactly did Shen Chennan want to say?

"I miss you too."

Su Ge stopped talking, and the tears in the corners of his eyes slowly fell, but there was a smile on his lips.

Shen Chennan heard that Su Ge was silent, and there was something... what sound on the other end of the phone?cry?

Su Ge tried his best not to cry, but Shen Chennan heard, "Idiot! Why are you crying?"

Su Ge wiped away his tears immediately, and said stiffly: "Who is crying? I don't cry so easily. I'm not a girl."

"Of course you're not a girl, but..." Chen Chennan chuckled lightly.

"But what?"

"You are a crying boy."

"Shen Chennan! I'm going to kill you!!!" Su Ge went into the crazy mode again.

"Then come quickly and chop me up." Shen Chennan was not afraid at all, but had a calm expression on his face.

"Shen Chennan, do you still have integrity!"

"Integrity? I didn't have it the day I fucked you, but you still have it?" Shen Chennan was in a good mood to joke with Su Ge.

"You... count yourself as cruel! I don't care about you for the time being, let's see how I deal with you in the past!" Su Ge said through gritted teeth.

"Then I'll wait for you at home." Shen Chennan raised his eyebrows and said with a proud face.

When Ye Qing returned home after buying groceries, Shen Chennan's room happened to be open, Ye Qing happened to see Shen Chennan answering the phone with a smile, that smile was something she had never seen before, how real it was.But Chen Chennan would never smile in front of her, she didn't bother Chen Chennan, but slowly went to the kitchen to wash the vegetables.

It would be great if you could laugh for me once, even just once!

Su Ge simply took a few clothes and rushed to Shen Chennan's house shamelessly.

"Ding dong! Ding dong!" Su Ge rang the doorbell of Shen Chennan's house.

At this time, a woman opened the door and asked with a puzzled look, "Excuse me, who are you?" She was wondering if this person had gone the wrong way.

The woman in front of her was beautiful and young, and her skin seemed to be well maintained, very shiny.This should be Shen Chennan's mother.

"Hello, auntie. My name is Su Ge. I'm Shen Chennan's classmate. I'm here to look for Shen Chennan." Su Ge said politely.

Ye Qing was stunned when he heard Su Ge's words, Shen Chennan had never made friends before.But she still smiled, "It's Chen Nan's classmate, please come in." I didn't expect Shen Chen Nan to really have friends, that's great!Ye Qing was also very happy.

Su Ge looked inside and asked, "Auntie, um, is Shen Chennan there?"

"Oh, he's in the room, you go in." Ye Qing said with a smile and started preparing for dinner.

Su Ge nodded, and went to Shen Chennan's room.

When Shen Chennan saw Su Ge coming, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. "You came!"

Su Ge put the clothes in his hand on Shen Chennan's bed, and then sat down.

Shen Chennan looked at the clothes that Su Ge brought, and couldn't laugh or cry, "You want to live forever."

"Why? I'm not welcome." Su Ge said with his head tilted.

"I didn't say it."

"My mother finally agreed to let me go out to play for a few days, but I went through a lot of hardships to come to your house to see you."

"Oh? Didn't you come to my house to teach me a lesson after going through untold hardships? Don't say it so nicely." Shen Chennan raised his eyebrows.

"I'm just talking casually, so you take it seriously?"

"Well, I mean it."

"It's too easy for you to take it seriously, how come you won't be abducted." Su Ge gave him a white look.

"That depends on who it is." Shen Chennan gave Su Ge another meaningful look, "Are you going to abduct me?"

Su Ge was very happy when he heard Shen Chennan say that. It seems that he has a lot of weight in Shen Chennan's heart.Shen Chennan, do you know?My heart is full of you, full of you.

"Don't be ashamed, who is going to abduct you?" Su Ge blushed, really a little shy.

Shen Chennan looked at Su Ge with the corner of his mouth raised, Su Ge was really cute when he blushed.

Shen Chennan's eyes are all about Su Ge, some are laughing, some are crying, some are shy, and some are getting carried away... Su Ge, I love you!

"If you want to kidnap me, I won't blame you."

"I told you I wouldn't..."

Before Su Ge finished speaking, Shen Chennan said: "But you have to know, I will come back, you can't get rid of me." There was still an evil smile on his mouth, very arrogant.

However, Su Ge felt very warm, as long as he was with Shen Chennan, he would be very warm.Shen Chennan will always bring him warmth invisibly.

At the dinner table, Su Ge looked at the food on the table and swallowed, probably because he was also hungry.

"Eat when you're hungry." Shen Chennan said.

Su Ge looked at Ye Qing in the kitchen, who was still frying the last dish, but suppressed his hunger, and said, "It's okay, let's eat together when Auntie comes."

Ye Qing, who was cooking vegetables, suddenly stopped. He hadn't heard such warm words for a long time, and he couldn't help crying. She wiped away the tears when Shen Chennan and the others were not paying attention, and then acted as if nothing had happened. continue cooking.

When Ye Qing also sat down, it was finally ready to start. Su Ge picked up a piece of meat and put it in his mouth, "It's so wet~" Su Ge said inarticulately while biting the meat, insisting on saying 'eat' into 'wet'.

"It's eating!" Shen Chennan corrected.

"Got it, wet~"

Shen Chennan almost pressed his face into the rice.

Su Ge pouted, and after eating this mouthful, he excitedly said to Ye Qing: "Auntie, this is delicious, even better than my mother's."

Ye Qing smiled and picked another piece for him, "Then eat more."

"Yeah." Su Ge nodded, his eyes sparkled and said, "Then I won't be polite."

Ye Qing thought to himself: What a cute child!

Misfortunes always happen unexpectedly. Su Ge was so excited that he choked, his face flushed, and he felt very uncomfortable.

Shen Chennan immediately poured a glass of water for Su Ge to drink, and then kept patting Su Ge's back, "Are you okay, why are you eating so fast? Are you dying?" Although the tone was reproachful, it showed concern and love.

"I...I...um..." Su Ge was speechless.

"Stop talking, drink some water." Shen Chennan frowned, and kept patting Su Ge's back with his hands.

After a while, Su Ge finally recovered, and he took a long breath.

"See if you're still in such a hurry next time." Shen Chennan gave him a blank look.

"There will never be a next time, I will send 4." Then he made the action of 4, and said vowedly.

Shen Chennan's frowning brows also relaxed, he was almost not amused by Su Ge, this Su Ge is really a Xiaoqiang who is not afraid of death.

Seeing that Su Ge was fine, Ye Qing felt relieved.

During this meal, Su Ge never stopped talking, not only talking but also talking all the time, Shen Chennan didn't let him talk all the time, but he couldn't stop...Ye Qing looked at the two people in front of him, how harmonious they were getting along Ah, it's so enjoyable, it's been... It's been a long time since it was so lively.It has been more than ten years, these years, Shen Chennan has always been indifferent, indifferent to anyone and things, indifferent.However, it has changed a lot now, maybe because of the kid Su Ge, maybe he changed Shen Chennan, Ye Qing looked at them and smiled.

I really hope that one day Shen Chennan will understand me, Ye Qing thought.