If I go back [Gu Jian Er Shen Xie 2.0]

Chapter 28

After all, the lifespan of a mortal is different from that of a fairy.Xie Yi and Ye Hai's faces have not changed, but Fu Qingxuan has grown old.The old friends get together every four years, besides the joy of reunion, they also know that that day will come eventually.Especially when Fu Ruoyun, who used to chase after them and call him uncle, is now even more miserable than they think.

Fu Qingxuan's granddaughter has already been born, and I don't know what this close friend thinks, but she must be named Fu Qingjiao.Fu Ruoyun couldn't persuade him, so he let his father come.What's more, at that time, Fu Qingxuan's body was not as good as ever, and they had already made psychological preparations.

On the last day, Ye Hai, Xie Yi, and Fu Qingxuan met again, toasted to invite the moon, chatted happily over wine, and there is no better place in life than this.

After the laughter, Fu Qingxuan had long forgotten his own pain, but he did not forget the worries of his best friend: "Brother Xie," he called out, "What are your plans for the future?"

In the past few decades, Xie Yi has lived in secluded places, except for attending the Yanjia Conference as scheduled, the only places he frequently travels to and from are Jishan Bieyuan and Jingshui Lake.Whenever there is a new Yanjia, Xie Yi only asks the Fu family to resell it.

No matter how quiet you are, if things go on like this, you will feel a little lonely.

Xie Yi looked at Fu Qingxuan who had sincere eyes. In his eyes, this person had never changed, so he was unwilling to deceive him: "This kind of life is not bad for me." He said so.

Fu Qingxuan sighed, as expected.

Ye Hai also rolled his eyes when he heard the words, why didn't he persuade Xie Yi to go out more, but this person is very stubborn, except for the Yanjia Conference, he is really a young lady in a boudoir, and he doesn't leave the door.

Xie Yi also knew that these two people cared about him, and Fu Qingxuan's situation couldn't be tolerated any longer by him.Therefore, Xie Yi smiled slightly and explained: "The Hagana technique I specialize in can be passed on, and the people I miss can meet each other. In this life, I can still have you two close friends. Isn't that enough?"

Ye Hai had a headache: "Xie Yi..." Doesn't saying this mean nothing?

But Fu Qingxuan heard Xie Yi's implication, he looked at Xie Yi: "The one who misses you?"

Xie Yi didn't hide anything: "Yes."

"You finally saw him?"

Fu Qingxuan was far more careful than Ye Hai, he had guessed a long time ago that Xie Yi had someone he would never forget in his life.But between them, right and wrong may not even be easy to meet each other.

But now, Xie Yi said that he saw him.

Faced with Fu Qingxuan's question, Xie Yi still nodded: "Yes." What he didn't say was that his meeting with that person started silently and ended silently.As they hoped, or tacitly, neither side broke the paper.

Just pretend that I don't know you, you don't know me, you and I meet by chance, as long as you know that the other party is well, you can talk for comfort.

He has his pursuit, and he also has his own persistence.Since it will hurt both sides to bring it to the bright side, it is better to continue to deceive yourself and others like this.

Xie Yi never thought that the two of them would make such a choice.Whether it's him or that person, neither of them has such a compromising personality.

But... that's enough.

This kind of life is really much happier than originally expected.

"Really, you finally met each other," Fu Qingxuan smiled, "That's good, so I can rest assured."

Ye Hai scratched his head unbearably: "You two, what kind of charades are you playing?"

Xie Yi and Fu Qingxuan looked at each other and smiled, without saying a word, the originally depressed atmosphere became warm again.The three of them joked with each other, and even became concerned about Ye Hai's lifelong affairs. Ye Hai was so angry that he couldn't stop jumping, shouting loudly that he would never want that tigress to be his wife.

The laughter continued until the next day - Fu Qingxuan passed away suddenly.

Fu Qingxuan walked peacefully, but Xie Yi and Ye Hai, who had already made psychological preparations, were not as relieved as they imagined.

The one who is left behind will always be the one who suffers more, even if the deceased walks away so peacefully.

The three of them were separated after all, and from then on, yin and yang were separated.There is only a glass of light wine, and the grassy grave, it is difficult to see each other again.

"Thank you brother." Ye Hai rarely lost his smile.

"Yes?"

"Fortunately...you are with me."

Xie Yi smiled bitterly when he heard the words, as far as he was concerned, it was not the case.

Be it the life of a demon or the lifespan of a Lieshan tribe, life is really too long and too short.

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I don't know if it was because of Xie Yi's depression, but that night, that person rarely broke the rules and came to Jishan to meet each other.And Xie Yi, for the first time, used wine instead of tea as a gift.

As for whether he has been under that person's surveillance, Xie Yi no longer has the energy to think about it.

"I often wonder whether such a life is meaningful." Xie Yi looked at the moon in the glass, as if he was looking at the face of that person.

"What people want in life is to live a wonderful life and live a life with no regrets in their hearts."

"And me? Whether I have a clear heart, whether I live a wonderful life, I already know the answer, but I have been deceiving myself and others."

"Why is there such a distance between what you want in your life and what you want in your life?"

"Qingxuan seemed to be happy all his life, but Minglang passed away prematurely. Over the years, although he was safe, he was not happy, but he always had children as sustenance."

"What about me? For so many years, this kind of life...why do I still live?"

With disorganized words and extremely confused expression, Xie Yi was already drunk.

Xie Yi never felt that he needed to get drunk, but now, he has unknowingly made an exception.

But only in this way can he forget the gap between him and that person, forget the past and the pain that awaits him in the future.

That night, Xie Yi felt the warmth of another person and poured out all his pain and sorrow.

The extremely gentle kiss, kissed the corners of his eyes, and also kissed away the tears he could barely see.

Xie Yi lost his mind, but still instinctively asked the man: "If I die, will you...will you remember me? Will you forgive me?"

He was answered with a warm hug and a barely audible sigh.

The author has something to say: the dawn of the end is waiting for me, I didn't expect this latest one to end first.