If I go back [Gu Jian Er Shen Xie 2.0]

Chapter 24

"You...don't wait for him to wake up?"

"..."

"Scared?"

"..."

"Sure enough, I knew you would say that."

"..."

"Oh, that's all, let me listen to you. I only hope that you... won't regret it..."

"..."

The extremely vague voice, is someone talking?Or his hallucinations, his so-called "memory"?

Between the ups and downs of consciousness, Xie Yi felt as if something stayed in the corner of his eyes, a little warm, and finally, it turned into a sigh.

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When Xie Yi woke up, the surroundings were extremely quiet, just now... Maybe it was really just an illusion.At this moment, he was lying on his back on a bed, and when he opened his eyes, he saw that the ceiling was covered with complicated patterns, which was very cold and hard.

After staring blankly at the corner of the pattern for a long time, he realized belatedly that he was no longer in the former residence.

As for who will send him here, Xie Yi doesn't have the energy to think about it anymore, everything seems to be unimportant.

At that moment, he even gave up on himself a little bit.Just because of that nightmare-like, yet extremely warm memory.

Xie Yi stretched out his right hand in front of his eyes, in the palm of his hand, there were incomparably clear lines.With just one glance, he clenched his fists subconsciously. Even if it hurts, it doesn't help.

This is his mark—the mark of being a armored man.

Some want to laugh, but the corners of their eyes are unstoppably sour.

For the first time, he discovered that even smiling can be so difficult.

The past he thought was so fragile that it could be broken with one blow.When he closes his eyes, he sees a swarm of complex memories, so clear and vivid, but they don't belong to him.

He is not even "Xie Yi".

He suddenly understood why when he first met, Master respected him...

Master?

Shen Ye's slightly helpless face flashed in Xie Yi's mind. It was the appearance of the other party taking care of him when he was just conscious - a little flustered, a little helpless, and a slight smile.

Xie Yi couldn't help but ask himself, was the joy when he first met Master fake?

What I have seen and heard since I became conscious, is it false?

Is his affection for Master fake?

Ask yourself, the attachment in your heart is not fake, but unfortunately, that person is not his master.

Looking back now, why did that person not allow himself to recall the past? Did he also have such considerations?Because he knew that he was not "Xie Yi".

The past is just a bondage.Does he hope that he can break away from everything in Liuyue City and live as a new "Xie Yi"?

It's a pity...he remembered.

Released his fists, the lines on his palm pierced his eyes, Xie Yi just watched quietly.The face went from stiff to natural, until a smile appeared again.

Unfortunately, he is not Xie Yi, but can only be "Xie Yi".

The corners of his eyes were still a little sore, and his chest was still suffocated. Even so, he could only face it.

Because he is "Xie Yi".

Xie Yi slowly propped up his body, and the moment he turned around, he was a little surprised to find that there was a bed beside him, and Chu Qi lay quietly on it.The man was still wearing a mask, and his sleeping posture was as meticulous as his character, showing his sharpness like a sharp sword.

"Are you awake?" Hitomi's very familiar voice came from behind.

Xie Yi couldn't help feeling stagnant in his heart, this was Xie Yi's friend, at this moment, he didn't know how to turn around and deal with it.

He suddenly understood the hesitation on Shen Ye and Tong's face back then, when they saw him, their mood must be the same as his now, right?

Seeing that Xie Yi's body paused, Tong Tong was not surprised, but he couldn't help sighing that Shen Ye and Xie Yi really had a good understanding.With just one tear, Ah Ye knew that he had recovered his memory.

"Have you remembered?" He said in a cold, affirmative tone.

What Hitomi originally wanted to do was to let Xie Yi know what Lie Shanbu and A Ye were doing.At the beginning when their master and apprentice faced each other with swords and swords, all he wanted to do was to see if there was a second possibility.

Who would have thought that Xie Yi could recover his memory by such a coincidence.

Xie Yi turned his head and said with a wry smile: "Are you referring to the memory of 'Xie Yi', or the memory of Yanjia Xie Yi?" Maybe it would make him feel more comfortable to be open and honest.

"You!" This time, Hitomi was really surprised.This means that even the memory of being Yanjia has been restored?How can it be!

Since Xie Yi wants him to live again, how can he give him the memory of when he was created?I have been living as a human being, but one day I realize that I am not even a "human being".When everything becomes false, how much will be left if you persist in living?

Seeing worry from Tong's indifferent face, Xie Yi suddenly smiled: "Tong." He called out like this, his smile was the same as when the two first met, calm and unrestrained.

Doesn't seem to care at all, just...could it be?

Seeing Xie Yi like this, Tong suddenly understood—he was much stronger than he imagined.

"Who do you think I am?" He heard him ask.

With almost no pause, Tong replied: "You are Xie Yi."

It can only be Xie Yi.

Hearing this, Xie Yi smiled complicatedly: "Thank you."

Hitomi was just silent when he heard the words.

The silence between the two didn't last long, Xie Yi turned to the quiet Chu Qi: "Tong, who is Chu Qi?"

With those memories, there is something strange about such a person who Shen Ye almost hides carefully.In those years, there was no such close but distant person around Shen Ye, thinking of the possible answer in his heart, Xie Yi felt his heart skip a beat.

"You understand, don't you?" Tong's tone was not tense, "He's Chu Qi."

Xie Yi turned his head and said nothing.The two looked at each other for a long time, Xie Yi saw the persistence in Tong's eyes.

"He is Chu Qi," Tong repeated, "and you are Xie Yi."

It took a long time for Xie Yi to have the strength to continue: "Tong... This is not fair." He tried his best to be calm so that he could finish the sentence.

"Then what do you think is fair? Kill you and let him start over as Xie Yi?"

"But!"

Without waiting for Xie Yi to reply, Tong Tong continued: "Xie Yi, he voluntarily forgot everything on Chuqi and started over."

Facing Xie Yi's almost surprised eyes, Tong rarely explained patiently: "Just like you, you chose to be Xie Yi at the beginning, while he chose to be Chu Qi."

Facing the two whose memories were blank, Shen Ye gave them a chance.The result, somewhat unexpected, seems to be within reason.If he hadn't known that "Xie Yi" and "Chu Qi" were indeed two individuals, Tong would almost have thought that it was Xie Yi who split himself into two and solved the dilemma that made him extremely painful.

Xie Yi's expression was a little dull: "This..."

For some unknown reason, Hitomi didn't give the other party a chance to continue: "You want to say this is impossible?"

Xie Yi pursed his lips and remained silent, presumably that was what he meant.

Tong Tong looked directly into Xie Yi's eyes: "Xie Yi, do you dare to say that this is not what you wished for? At..." He pointed at Chu Qi and then at Xie Yi, "In this case, you really, won't make that choice?"

"..."

"Speechless?"

Xie Yi couldn't help smiling wryly: "Tong, why do you ask why you know it?" If he has the ability to clone, maybe he really...

Looking at Chu Qi, Xie Yi had a faint sense of comfort in his eyes.

you are still alive.

Own half, own master.

Looking at him who was sleeping, Xie Yi suddenly realized that he didn't have any resentment towards this person who made him so embarrassed.Yes, it was the kindness and warmth from the heart when we first met.

If it's your choice, I respect it.

That's fine, you have returned to him after all, and you will never leave him in this life.

but me……

The author has something to say: I took the time to write a little bit...I feel like I am dying, whether it is the content I write or the behavior I update at this time T?T