those years

At the end of the first half of the sophomore year, the computer department students were surprised to find that their department students fell in love. They used to be alone or with a boy. Recently, no matter where they went, there seemed to be a girl next to them.

It's just that the female classmates have some complaints about the girl's appearance, and feel that walking with the school girl lacks pleasing appearance. Whenever they pass by their side and see the girl holding his arm kindly, they will follow him with envy. The person next to him whispered, this girl is too cheap.

This girl is Feng Miaomiao, a freshman in their school. She fell in love with Xiicao, known as the Ice Prince, at first sight. After learning about his history of rejecting girls, she still decided to break through the barrier on her own.

When she was fully armed and ready to launch an offensive, she found that the Ice Prince was not as difficult to chase as she imagined. During that time, she moved forward, and the man would not hide. She went to the library to sit next to him, and he Let her be next to each other, she said to eat, he would eat with her, she said to take a walk, and he would accompany her for a walk in the school.

As long as he can keep his regular study time undisturbed every day, it seems that he has no objection to everything, and everything started so naturally and logically, so he stayed like this for half a month.

……

Lin Fan was walking on the school playground with Feng Miaomiao's arm in the evening, listening to her talk about who was having conflicts with whom in the class today, and when the teacher took roll call, two people yelled for others at the same time until they were kicked out... Time acts as an audience, occasionally chiming in with an "um".

Feng Miaomiao looked at the moon full and full, and suddenly his romantic mood increased sharply. He walked up to Lin Fan and stood face to face and asked, "Why do you like me?"

Lin Fan looked at Feng Miaomiao's nose that was not high, but his big round black eyes, and thought, yes, why?

After returning from Qi Tian's house that day, he didn't contact Qi Tian again.Although he didn't contact him, Lin Fan couldn't forget the throbbing in his heart at the moment when Qi Tian kissed him. Although he pushed and refused, deep in his heart he seemed to agree and greeted him proactively.

He doesn't want to admit that his feelings for Qi Tian have changed from vague to gradually clear, maybe he just hasn't tried to talk to a girlfriend, maybe he can be like a normal person.

So one afternoon, this girl named Feng Miaomiao walked up to him and said, "Lin Fan, can I make a friend?"

He looked into her clear eyes, and suddenly envied her behavior of showing kindness to others without hesitation even under the sun, so he said "yes".

For more than half a month since then, he has let this girl named Feng Miaomiao surround him. Although most of the time he is a little absent-minded about what she says, but walking on campus, he feels that he is the same as the people around him.

It's just that Lu Feng watched him look a little tired after he came back every day, so he put his chin on the upper bunk and said inexplicably: "Why do I feel that your dating is like running a program, first pre-order the results to be output, and then press The logic is coded backwards. Why can't we follow the normal order of which girl we fall in love with first, and then start chasing after?"

Seeing that Lin Fan didn't respond silently, he kicked the ceiling twice and said, "Qi Tian hasn't made confessions to us recently, is he recruiting some little girl again?" Then he sighed: "This kid I guess it’s a window period when we’re together.” After cursing, he got out of bed and ran to another dormitory to eat.

Lin Fan also discovered that he used to think that Qi Tian was everywhere in the school, the dormitory, the library, the cafeteria... that person seemed to be always by his side as long as he looked back, but recently he suddenly disappeared from the surroundings.

Only once, when he was walking with Feng Miaomiao on campus, he heard the sound of a motor behind him, and then the BMW brushed beside him and drove past quickly. That was the only time he came into contact with Qi Tian after returning from Qi Tian's house.

How long has it been so long, and I have gotten used to the existence of a person. It is said that it takes 21 days to form a habit, but it takes 3 months to quit a habit.I don't know if I can get rid of Qi Tian's surroundings like a habit, Lin Fan doesn't know, but he is willing to try.

……

That day Feng Miaomiao asked him to go out for dinner, saying that he was tired of school and went outside to improve himself, so Lin Fan was taken outside by Feng Miaomiao to a very delicate western restaurant that looked like a meeting place for young couples.

Seeing that Feng Miaomiao changed the set meal for the fifth time and finally confirmed it, Lin Fan also breathed a sigh of relief and handed the menu to the waiter and said, it's the same.

After taking a few mouthfuls, a hearty voice came from above his head: "Lin Fan, why are you eating here?"

Lin Fan looked up and saw Qi Tian who had no city mansion and was smiling at him in the bright sunshine, so he put down the tableware and said, come out for dinner today.

"Is this your girlfriend?" Qi Tian smiled and asked Lin Fan.

Lin Fan didn't want to answer and didn't bother to explain, but after Feng Miaomiao saw this handsome boy, he kept staring at him intently, and then he walked away and said, "Hello, I'm his girlfriend, and my name is Feng Miaomiao."

"I just happen to be alone today, so I don't mind having a table with you guys." Qi Tian smiled and said while looking at Feng Miaomiao.

Feng Miaomiao finally recovered from the emotion of being amazed and said: "I don't mind, I don't mind, there are so many people." He asked the waiter to add a set of tableware.

Lin Fan found that Qi Tian restrained his irritable and violent temper, and his temperament was really suitable for all ages. Fortunately, Feng Miaomiao quickly turned to Lin Fan and said, "Let me introduce you."

Glancing at the dinner plate opposite him, he raised his head and said to Feng Miaomiao, "This is Qi Tian, ​​from our school's Department of Economics and Management."

Feng Miaomiao immediately put his hands over his mouth and exclaimed: "Oh my God! You are Qi Tian. I finally saw the real person. Today is really the right time to come out." Then he started to talk to Qi Tian like a chatterbox. How famous she is in school is simply a legend in the hearts of girls.But because we are not in the same department, the chances of seeing him are relatively small...

"Why didn't you say you were friends with Qi Tian before?" Feng Miaomiao looked at Lin Fan excitedly and asked.

"Thinking about introducing you slowly in the future." Lin Fan said casually after taking a sip of juice.

Qi Tian glanced at Lin Fan, and suddenly said: "It's rare to see your girlfriend today, it's a coincidence, open a bottle of red wine."

Before he could stop it, Qi Tian had already called the waiter and said, take the best one.

"It should be very expensive..." Feng Miaomiao whispered.

"I'm happy to see a beautiful woman today. I'm fine. I'll treat you."

At this moment, Lin Fan recalled the flamboyant and domineering boy when he first met, but because Feng Miaomiao was here, he could only restrain himself from getting angry.

After the waiter opened the wine and filled them all up, Qi Tian touched Lin Fan and Feng Miaomiao with his glasses and said, "Come on, let's have a drink first, just because we are destined to meet today." After glancing at Lin Fan, Then he drank it all in one gulp.

……

That night, Lin Fan was forced to drink a lot of wine by Qi Tian. He didn't drink much at first, and felt that his head was a little light after a few drinks. When he came out of the restaurant, Lin Fan felt that he was walking a little slippery up.

But when he got to the entrance of the restaurant, Lin Fan still insisted on sending Feng Miaomiao back to the dormitory. In a trance, he glanced at Qi Tian and seemed to stare at him. got in the car.

Feng Miaomiao didn't drink much and was still sober, seeing that Qi Tian didn't send Lin Fan to the car with him, he asked, "Where's Lin Fan?"

"If he goes back to the dormitory like this, he will probably be stopped by the administrator and punished. I'll take him to sober up first." Then he assured Feng Miaomiao that she would rest assured that the escort would be in place, and let the car drive away first.

……

After Feng Miaomiao left, Lin Fan felt that Qi Tian had dragged him to a dark place, and then pushed him against the wall behind him.

He knocked his head against the wall lightly and lightly, which made Lin Fan a little more sober, and just asked: "Qi Tian! What are you doing..."

Then the hot lips pressed down.

Because he just opened his mouth to speak, that dexterous tongue poked in without warning, entangled him and danced vigorously.This time was no different than last time, although Lin Fan was rational and clear-headed, his body was so weak that he couldn't exert any strength, he tried hard to push back, but Qi Tian just pressed him firmly and would not let go.Just when he felt that he was about to suffocate, Qi Tiantian finally let him go.

Qi Tian grabbed his shoulders tightly with both hands, and almost growled, "Lin Fan, you bastard, you fucking think that this will be all right? You think you can just find a girl and solve this problem? Let me tell you, This thing is fucking endless, don't you admit it? Don't you admit that I was in a car accident and you were so nervous? Don't you admit that you are fucking hard when you touch me? These things count if you don't admit it!"

Panting heavily, Lin Fan looked into this man's eyes under the bright moonlight, it was only a dozen days, it felt like so long, but he still tried his best to push Qi Tian away from his side Said: "You let go!"

Qi Tian pushed him hard against the wall again: "You fucking have to explain things clearly today, don't even think about leaving if you don't understand."

"Say what? Don't you know everything? What do you want me to say?" Finally unable to bear Qi Tian's persecution, and finding an outlet for his long-standing grievances, Lin Fan looked at Qi Tian and said this. sentence.

"Yes! I just want you to say it yourself, tell me Lin Fan, can you still fall in love with that Feng Miaomiao like this? You can hide like this? It's easy?!"

Lin Fan suddenly laughed: "It doesn't work? How do you know it doesn't work if you haven't tried it before? With whom? You? It's obvious that we are two men. This is abnormal and shouldn't be like this!"

"What should it be? What's the matter with the two men? Is it wrong to like it? It's a big mistake to put a girl like you who doesn't like it by your side!"

"Yes, I was wrong, so what else can we do? Like what we are doing now? Can we just stay in this corner and never see the light?" Lin Fan smiled even more desperately, "Qi Tian, ​​I don't know you What do you think, but I don't know, I really don't know, I'm not, I'm not..." Feeling that he couldn't continue, his voice gradually dropped.

He didn't want to admit it, kept denying it, the problems that had been haunting him for the past few days had no way out, just stuck there, unable to swallow or spit it out, the pressure was so heavy that his chest was tight and he couldn't breathe.

Qi Tian seemed to hear his despair, and slowly pulled Lin Fan into his arms, caressing his back as if convincing him, and said, "Don't be like this, Lin Fan, don't be afraid, I will I have also experienced it, I understand, but there are some things we can't lie to ourselves..."

When Lin Fan's breathing gradually calmed down under Qi Tian's pat, Qi Tian went on to say: "Lin Fan, you actually like me too, right? I can feel that you are also very happy when we are together, no Wrong? Since we both like each other, stay together, okay?"

After being silent for a long time, Lin Fan slowly said: "Qi Tian...I didn't think about it, I really don't know..."

"Don't say you don't know, Lin Fan," Qi Tian looked at him while looking at him by the shoulder and said, "How can you not know if you like someone or not! You haven't thought about me these days? Not at all. Did you pass the gods for me, didn't you think about the two of us, did you torment yourself?"

Lin Fan didn't answer. He knew what Qi Tian said was true. After not being with Qi Tian for so many days, his heart was not at ease. He could finish dozens of pages of reference questions in the afternoon. His mind was distracted, thinking about what was going on between him and Qi Tian, ​​thinking about whether Qi Tian would drive if his arm was fine, would he be in a bad mood and find fault with others outside and fight.Even though Feng Miaomiao was talking to him while walking on the road, his eyes were always involuntarily looking in the direction of the parking lot and the basketball court.If this doesn't explain the problem, then he really doesn't know what it means to care, what it means to like.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Qi Tian buried his head in his neck and said, "Lin Fan, you can't hide your liking for someone, even if you don't want to face it, it doesn't count." Holding Lin Fan tighter, he said : "Listen to our heartbeat, can you feel it? Is this a lie?"

Lin Fanzhen just listened to Qi Tian's words and quietly listened and felt. The hearts of both of them were beating fast and powerfully, as if the rhythm was out of order and they seemed to be in resonance with each other.Surprisingly, for the first time in so many days, Lin Fan felt that he was at ease and calm, after all, he had this person by his side.

"Don't look for messy people, and don't try to get rid of me, okay?" Qi Tian said to himself, "Seeing you with other people these days, I'm going to fucking go crazy..." Speaking At the last sentence, Qi Tian almost choked up.

Having known Qi Tian for so long, Lin Fan had never seen such a weak side of Qi Tian, ​​and suddenly his heart softened, and these few words pulled away the last trace of resistance in his body.He looked at the dark front without focusing his eyes, and murmured as if talking to himself: "Is it really okay for us to do this?"

Then the man let go of him, and then covered his lips with those soft lips. Instead of the impatience of the previous two times, he slowly traced the shape of his lips with his tongue, and said while kissing him: "Lin Fan, it will be so long in the future, don’t think about what will happen, no one knows what will happen, no one knows what will happen tomorrow, let’s just follow our own thoughts, okay?”

When these words reached Lin Fan's ears, he felt that his blood froze at that moment, yes, the future is still so long, why think so far, he doesn't know so many uncertain things, what is there to be afraid of? Woolen cloth?At this moment, he doesn't want to think about other people's opinions, he doesn't want to think about where the future is, he only knows that now, at this moment, facing this person, is the most comfortable and practical time for him in the past few months, and he doesn't want to let go easily, thinking Just indulge once.

When the desire in his heart tore a hole, the swollen stuff slowly overflowed like a dike, so Lin Fan closed his eyes, and with a sudden heart attack, he took the initiative to gently cater to Qi Tian for the first time.

The other party seemed to be encouraged, and increased the intensity of his demands, across every part of his mouth, exploring over and over again as if declaring his sovereignty, devouring bit by bit like a hungry beast...

When the two were panting and separated, Qi Tian caressed his back with his hands, and rubbed his ears with his lips: "Lin Fan, I like you, maybe for a long time, don't run away, just stay by my side, okay... ..."

The words "I like you" were imprinted in Lin Fan's mind at that moment, so that for many, many years to come, he could not forget that scene at that time, that dark corner, and the words that person said. sentence.

Then he remembered hearing himself answer curtly, "Okay."