Cannon fodder dressed as a disabled marshal

In the second half of the journey, Shen Qiran earnestly studied the knowledge of the sea of ​​spiritual consciousness in the car, completely unaware of the strange silence of the people around him.

The star shuttle quickly drove into the courtyard of Shao's house, and Aunt Mei had already prepared a sumptuous dinner after receiving the news.Shen Qiran was in a good mood and had a good appetite, so he ate very happily, but Shao Xing didn't move his chopsticks much, and only ate a little.

After the meal was over, Shen Qiran said when the two of them took the straight ladder upstairs.

"Brother Shao, why don't we try it tonight and talk about it tomorrow."

Shao Xing raised his eyebrows: "Huh?"

Wasn't this person very active just now?I'm about to try it out in the car.

"I feel like you're out of shape today?" Shen Qiran glanced at Shao Xing worriedly, "When I was eating just now, I saw that you weren't very energetic..."

"No." Shao Xing immediately denied, "When you are ready, come directly to my room."

Seeing Shao Xing's resolute attitude, Shen Qiran naturally didn't want to say anything else. He went back to his room and took a shower, changed into loose and light home clothes, took the time to make up for the knowledge points in the book, and then went to knock on the button in Shao Xing's room. Door.

"Come in."

It has been almost a year since he "married" Shao Xing, and Shen Qiran has only entered this master bedroom twice - once on the wedding night, and once during the "Nightmare Effect", he climbed over the balcony and climbed in through the window in the middle of the night.Different from the style of his own room which is full of bits and pieces, Shao Xing's master bedroom still looks the same as a year ago. It is spacious, tidy and well-regulated. Although it is also very comfortable, Shen Qiran always feels that something is missing. Very humane, like a deluxe standard room in a hotel.

Shao Xing was already waiting in front of the desk, seeing Shen Qiran coming in, he pointed to a soft chair in front of him.

"Sit here."

After understanding the relevant knowledge, Shen Qiran knew that the first step to achieve spiritual resonance is to relax the body and mind, how to feel comfortable.Shen Qiran sat down on the soft chair, and then tried to get himself into the state, relax, relax, completely relax...

Shen Qiran: "Can I lie on the bed?"

Lying down with salted fish is the most relaxing position!

Shao Xing: "... yes."

Shen Qiran immediately went to lie down on the bed, and Shao Xing also manipulated the wheelchair to the bedside.Shen Qiran lay flat on the bed, according to what was written in the book, with her eyes slightly closed, her breath balanced, and her distracting thoughts eliminated.After a while, he felt his forehead hair being pulled away, and a warm palm covered his forehead.

"Relax." He heard Shao Xing's voice, the magnetic voice was gentle and low, as if whispering hypnotically, "Slowly open your sea of ​​spiritual consciousness."

The sea of ​​spiritual consciousness is one's own conscious world. It is said that everyone has a different form. Shen Qiran's is an isolated island floating in the sea, surrounded by endless sea.His consciousness was floating on the surface of the sea, and in the dark, he felt something hovering in the sky above, tentatively trying to drop something down.

Suddenly, the wind blew up, and waves appeared on the calm sea. Unexpectedly, a sharp pain pierced into his mind, Shen Qiran's body shook violently, and he opened his eyes suddenly.

The lingering pain in the back of his mind was still there, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he was panting violently. Shao Xing had already let go of his hand covering his forehead, and wiped the sweat off his forehead with a tissue.

"You're not relaxed enough." Shao Xing's face was solemn, he didn't expect Shen Qiran's reaction to be so strong, "Don't resist me, I won't hurt you."

Shen Qiran knew that the attempt just now was a failure. This is actually quite normal. The sea of ​​spiritual consciousness is not a place that can be easily entered. They have their own set of defense mechanisms. Only consciousness recognizes and accepts outsiders from the heart. Only the sea of ​​spiritual consciousness can tolerate the entry of another wave of spiritual power.

"Continue." After the adjustment, Shen Qiran closed his eyes again.

Shao Xing's temptation this time was obviously more careful and prudent, Shen Qiran tried his best to relax, tried to open up the sea of ​​spiritual consciousness, and tried to respond to Shao Xing's temptation.

In the Sea of ​​Spiritual Consciousness, the calm sea surface was once again turbulent, as if there were clouds floating in the sky, casting black shadows on the sea surface.Suddenly, a thin beam of light was projected from behind the clouds, and when the beam of light fell on the sea, the familiar sharp pain pierced into his mind again, Shen Qiran let out a muffled snort, and woke up from the pain again.

Failed again.

He turned his head to look at Shao Xing. The man didn't show any complaints or impatience, but looked at him strangely, as if he was disappointed or sad.

"Are you afraid of me?" He asked suddenly.

Shen Qiran shook his head blankly, he vaguely felt that these words were somewhat familiar, and soon remembered: a long time ago, Shao Xing seemed to have asked the same words.

"Your subconscious is afraid of me." Shao Xing gently wiped a drop of sweat from Shen Qiran's forehead with his fingertips, and looked into his eyes quietly.

"You're afraid of me, you're resistant to me, and you don't trust me."

Shen Qiran reflexively wanted to refute, but after he opened his mouth, he didn't say anything.

Is he afraid of Shao Xing?

...seems to be.

From the first day he came to this world, he was worried that he would die at the hands of this person. During the days when he first got married, he was trembling every day, walking on eggshells, and all he could think about was how to save his life.Although the relationship with Shao Xing has become quite harmonious now, the deep-rooted fear and worry about the future fate do not mean that they can disappear if they disappear. Indelible restraints and lines of defense.

Shen Qiran was silent for a long time, and finally said.

"Let's try again."

But there are some things that cannot be resolved with so-called determination or hard work.

Shen Qiran repeatedly hypnotized himself not to resist Shao Xing's entry, not to resist and not to be afraid, but to trust and rely on him wholeheartedly, but it still didn't help.His subconscious is stubborn and stubborn, and he has always refused to accept Shao Xing's spiritual power.When the attempt failed again, Shao Xing finally withdrew his hand completely.

"Forget it." He shook his head, "Don't continue."

"Sorry." Shen Qiran was tired and frustrated, he really didn't expect that they didn't even succeed in the first step, "I'll go back and adjust my state, tomorrow..."

"I don't need it tomorrow." Shao Xing interrupted him, "I'll go and tell Langdon that the experiment is cancelled."

The room suddenly became extremely quiet, so quiet that only the sound of breathing could be heard.

"Sorry." After a long time, Shen Qiran opened his mouth. Looking at Shao Xing's calm expression, he felt very guilty and uncomfortable. This feeling was like a mentor who followed the instructions and stayed up late to make up for himself. In the end, he still passed the bottom of the exam. Same thing, "I..."

"No, it's me who should say I'm sorry." Shao Xing gently smoothed the sweaty hair on Shen Qiran's forehead, and then touched his head, his movements were very gentle, "I used to treat you very badly, and you resisted me , afraid of me, unwilling to accept me, this is normal."

He knew that Shen Qiran didn't like him, maybe he wasn't even an ordinary friend, but he really didn't expect that the other party would reject him so much.

Subconsciousness cannot deceive people, and the person who caused today's embarrassing situation is myself.

At first, I was the one who showed strong hostility towards Shen Qiran, and I was the one who forcibly drove people away from the wedding banquet on the wedding day, and I was the one who forced the other party to sign the divorce agreement with a bad attitude.Thinking back now, Shen Qiran in this life actually didn't do anything, but was inexplicably hated and hostile by his new husband, and even faced personal threats. If this situation were changed to anyone, it would be difficult to rebuild goodwill and trust.

All the fruits of today are the causes of the day before.But he didn't realize what kind of trauma and shadow his past actions had left in this person's heart until today.

"I'm sorry." Remorse and self-blame were like suffocating sea water, hitting his heart wave after wave, "I was really too much to you before, I..." Shao Xing could hardly continue, he was deeply Taking a breath, he said again.

"sorry."

Shen Qiran didn't speak, he felt uncomfortable seeing Shao Xing like this, and his eyes were even a little sour.He wanted to say, no, maybe I was afraid of you at first, but, but now I don’t think you are so scary anymore, compared to before, you have changed a lot, and you don’t need to take all the responsibility on yourself.

"You are also very tired today." Shao Xing rolled back the wheelchair a little, leaving a place for Shen Qiran to get out of bed, "Go back and rest."

"No." The person sitting on the bed didn't move, he just sat there stubbornly, showing no intention of leaving, "The experiment can't be canceled, I don't agree, let's try again."

Shao Xing sighed softly, he didn't approach the bed, obviously he didn't want to try again.

"We can't give up!" Shen Qiran became anxious, "If you give up here, how will your mental power improve? Dr. Langdon said that this opportunity is once in a lifetime, and if your mental power is promoted to B-level, your legs...maybe It will be cured."

Mental power can use consciousness to affect the surrounding material world. If Shao Xing's mental power level is promoted to another level, not only will his control over the macro world be greatly enhanced, but his control over his body will also be further strengthened, and even he can be reborn with a new body. It's not an exaggeration to describe it. At that time, the irreversible damage on his body may be healed and repaired.

"If you are worried about this, you don't have to." Shao Xing said unmoved, "It's good that my leg can heal, if not, I don't regret it, my life will not stop because of the lack of body go ahead."

Shen Qiran was unwilling to give in, he thought for a while, and asked: "If you can't enter my sea of ​​spiritual consciousness, can I enter yours?"

Shao Xing shook his head: "Without professional training in this area, even if I open the sea of ​​spiritual consciousness, it will be difficult for you to come in."

Shen Qiran immediately withered.

"But...but didn't we all do it before?" He muttered, his face full of incomprehension, "At that time...the two of us must have resonated, right? That's why Dr. Langdon discovered your mental power data change, why not now?"

"That's another mechanism." Shao Xing explained, "When the body/body is united/union, the intense joy/pleasure will paralyze your mental defenses, and each other's spiritual consciousness will also produce a two-way interaction. Attractiveness, although the effect is not as good as the direct penetration of spiritual power into the spiritual sea of ​​consciousness, but it can still affect each other's sea of ​​consciousness, which is another way of blending and resonance."

Shao Xing narrated the principle, but suddenly thought of another thing in his heart: Xia Shuyun used aphrodisiac drugs to Shen Qiran at that time, forcing Shen Qiran to fall into love/desire, did he want to influence Shen Qiran's spiritual consciousness in this way? ocean?What the hell is that person trying to do?

His thoughts were suddenly interrupted by the temperature from his hand, Shao Xing watched in surprise as Shen Qiran suddenly got out of bed and walked in front of him, holding his hand.

"Then let's do it directly." Shen Qiran said.

The author has something to say: Tomorrow is the second do, at nine o'clock in the morning!Nine in the morning!Come see the ducks on time! ! ! (However, according to past experience, if you come before twelve o'clock, you should still have time)

PS:

I have seen all the discussions in the comment area. In fact, Ranran's psychology is easy to understand, that is, "accompanying a king is like accompanying a tiger". In Ranran's eyes, Mr. Shao treats him pretty well now, but this does not mean that he can sit back and relax. The first time Mr. Shao got angry on the starship, he experienced the oppressive feeling of a strong man getting angry again, and he was still afraid after all.

It's like the emperor's favorite concubine, no matter how much he loves her, she may be beheaded if she says a wrong word sometimes, besides, Shao is always a person with restrained feelings, his liking is not obvious, and he didn't like it when he did it for the first time. Not taking the initiative, not touching Ranran for a long time, who would think that this is a liking!So for Ranran, what he likes is completely a fantasy, and he can't even think about it.

But the turning point will come soon, the next big plot point will start to hit the straight ball, don't worry, let's take our time, the most comfortable relationship will be natural.

Finally, thank you for your comments, please feel free to leave a message to discuss ~!

Thanks to Sheng Yuanjin, AS, Ye Yeyang, and Dongmian for their thunderous throwing!mwah!