Nothing compares to you

"You said you were going to retire?"

As soon as he got off the plane, before Thor even had time to give him a hug, this was the first thing Loki said.

Facing Loki's "question", Thor smiled calmly, then waved his long arm, taking Loki who had just passed through the airport gate into his arms. "It's a cold day." Thor snorted, holding Loki tighter.It's a blizzard outside, and Thor is wearing a thick red scarf and a ridiculous camel beanie. Thanks to this outfit, Thor is able to pick up his brother without the eyes of fans and paparazzi. "You're underdressed." Thor frowned, helping Loki straighten his neckline so that the cold north of New York winter would not blow into Loki's neck.

"Tell me clearly, what's the matter with you saying you plan to retire?" Loki frowned, and asked persistently, and at the same time helped Thor wrap his scarf tightly, covering most of his face, and there were already many people nearby People are watching them, maybe soon Thor will be recognized.

"Get in the car first."

Thor's car was parked not far away, and they hit the accelerator before the paparazzi recognized them and frantically gathered around to take pictures. The cold weather had frosted the car windows, and Loki stared at the frosted glass in a daze Thinking of something, Thor can see his emerald green eyes through the rearview mirror.

"How's the trip?" Thor asks.

"Not bad." Loki replied casually, raised his legs, and said again: "You haven't told me why you want to retire all of a sudden."

"Isn't that the case? Loki, I don't want to sing anymore, so I plan to retire." Thor turned his head and forgot about Loki, he was wearing a velvet blue suit today, which made his eyes bluer.

"You didn't even tell me..."

"You didn't tell me when you left without saying goodbye."

Loki is choked up, and Thor smiles at him, before turning his head to focus on his car.

After returning home, Thor couldn't wait to give Loki a kiss, lingering, fiery, full of love and longing. "You seem to have lost weight..." Thor muttered as he untied Loki's tie and lightly bit his collarbone. Loki, who was pressed on the dining table, struggled with all his strength. This position made him too uncomfortable, and his back hurt It hurts.

"Um...Thor, let's go to bed..."

Thor stroked Loki's back, and traced the position of the spine inch by inch with his fingers. He gently held Loki's fingers, beautiful, slender fingers, capable of playing the most beautiful violin music. Loki's fascinated expression dazzled him, he was panting under him, Thor felt his heart beat with Loki's panting, even though they were not related by blood, they were the closest brothers, part of each other , many years ago, Thor knew that Loki was the bone of his bones, the flesh of his flesh, the second rib in his body, without this part of Loki, Thor would die.

He thought of Loki leaving without saying goodbye nine years ago.

For Thor, that was really the biggest blow in his life.Thor couldn't do anything in the first few days, he was in a daze all day long, his mind was blank, it took him nearly a week to understand Loki's words and sentences, and then he realized that Loki really wanted to leave him this time, maybe never again. Not coming back, not a brief outing on weekdays.Thor's first reaction after realizing this was anger, he thought he had been betrayed - he grew up with Loki, worked hard together, he thought Loki would always stay by his side, of course he should stay by his side!But now Loki left alone - he was struggling to think why Loki did this, and after racking his brains and couldn't give himself a reason, Thor, who was angry, said let him go, he didn't want to deal with that troublemaker anymore up!

This state didn't last long, and within a month, Thor, who had lost his temper, began to worry about whether Loki would encounter any difficulties outside, whether there were kidnappers who kidnapped him back then, and he called Loki several times a day, but there was no One was answered, and after the call, the mobile phone number even became an empty number.During that time Thor traveled to every corner of New York, he even went back to Asgard, but never found Loki.Back in New York again, he dealt with the huge amount of compensation caused by Loki in a daze. The exhaustion of the long journey and the low mood made him look like he had lost his soul. The producer couldn't bear it, and comforted him by saying that his conditions were very good , There will definitely be opportunities to cooperate in the future, Thor thanked him for his kindness with a wry smile, and said, "But, Mr. Branagh, I am not depressed because of this."

After Thor became popular again, some media always like to dig out this past event to demonstrate Thor's ups and downs in the music world. They use sensational language to describe how frustrated and helpless Thor was when he experienced his first serious setback in the music world. Thor himself knows that's not the case at all.His loss of soul and his poor state are not at all because of the failure of the movie to be made or the failure of his career, but because of the dazedness and helplessness of another close relative who left without saying hello after his mother passed away - Thor was still too young at that time, He always thought that everything would last forever, and he never expected that one day Loki would leave him, which left a big piece of his heart empty and empty, causing him to have no extra thoughts to think about the problem of his career not going well.

After going around for a few more years, when Thor's name was almost completely lost in the public eye, and no one remembered the blond man with brilliant singing and outstanding appearance, he met the noble person in his life, Jane Foster.

At that time, Jane had just won her second Oscar, and she was three years younger than Thor. Jane met Thor in a tavern who was forced to make a living and had to be a resident singer at the bar. Thor's typhoon was steady and heroic, with a low, heavy and turbid tone, and was extremely explosive, like a blazing fireball smashing towards him.In the subsequent conversation, Jane learned that Thor was planning his fifth album, but suffered from no one's appreciation. When it came to this, Thor lowered his head and scratched his neck in embarrassment, revealing a slightly torn shirt at the cuff.

"Uh, if you don't mind, uh, I mean, would you be interested in writing a song for my new movie?"

"Sorry... you said..."

Thor stares at her in shock, a look of disbelief on his face.The bar is dimly lit, and Thor can only see the smile on Jane's lips.

"How? Are you interested?"

"Of course! Uh, I mean... thank you, Miss Foster."

Jane introduced Thor to her producer and a musician friend. With their assistance, Thor successfully completed the theme song "Lovesong" of Jane's new work and his album. The theme song quickly became popular all over the country and reached the top 10 of the major charts. At the same time, Thor launched his album while the iron was hot. In a promotional event, Jane sacrificed herself in surprise, causing fans to scream and surprise again and again. .

But the good times didn't last long. Since her debut, Jane's star road has gone too smoothly, and her mind has not matured enough to be worthy of her prominent fame. Under the ubiquitous attention and prying eyes of the media and fans, all her behaviors have been infinitely magnified. Jane's immature mentality could not resist such a great pressure, and she soon became mentally troubled, with a trance, auditory and visual hallucinations, and symptoms of sleepwalking, and she was later diagnosed with moderate depression.Thor, who learned of this, was grateful for Jane's understanding of him, and ran to visit her. Thor understood this feeling of loneliness and helplessness, so he accompanied her, comforted her, and took care of her meticulously when she was depressed, hunger strike and vomiting. There were even several times when Jane couldn't bear the pressure anymore and swallowed an overdose of sleeping pills, and it was Thor who discovered it the first time and sent her to a gastric lavage.

Under his care and weekly regular psychotherapy, Jane gradually improved, and she and Thor came together logically. When the news came out, fans of both parties generously sent blessings. Jane has already won two rounds of actresses, and Thor's career is also on the rise. In the whole of New York and even the whole of the United States, they are the most suitable golden couples, a match made in heaven.However, a good story does not necessarily have a happy ending. After only two years of dating, Thor and Jane broke up peacefully. Before they broke up, they hugged each other friendly and sent blessings.

At this time, Thor is already a world-renowned rock star. The youthful and innocent time spent in Asgard, the warm sunshine and the land of his hometown, all the ups and downs after coming to New York, and the sweetness and sorrow in his relationship with Jane It provided him with rich nourishment, which made his songs get rid of the savage youthfulness when he first debuted, and have more introverted sentiment and deep thinking.His schedule is full, with commercial performances one after another, and usually just after the performance can't sleep, he has to board another plane to rush to another performance.He has no time to think about anything other than work, but in a secret corner of his heart, he always misses a person gently and eternally. Loki is like a fishbone stuck in his throat, a thorn in his heart, which may not cause too much pain, but always highlights his own existence, as long as this thorn cannot be pulled out, then Thor's life will be lost regret.